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《幽灵特工诺娃》
StarCraft Ghost: Nova

作者:Keith R. A. DeCandido
出版:Pocket Star
出版时间:2006年11月28日
中文翻译:cipher_tnt、Promises0688(第十三章)
状态:未完结(1~16章)


时空道标

  本小说发生在星际争霸:幽灵(StarCraft: Ghost)游戏背景的3年前,大约和Jeff Grubb 所著的星际争霸:利伯蒂的远征(StarCraft:Liberty's Crusade)的时间相同。

序言

  何种狂兽,终于等到了时辰,

  懒洋洋地倒向圣地来投生?

      ——《基督重临》 威廉.B.叶芝(1)

  仅仅只需要一个念头,她就能轻易地将这摧毁了自己家族的凶手干掉。从搜寻到克里夫·纳丹尔(Cliff Nadaner)(2)思想的那一刻起,诺娃(Nova)就对此深信不疑。

  穿过泰拉铎八号(Tyrador VIII)十块大陆中最小的那块潮湿雨林带消耗了她整整一天的时间。“这真滑稽,我花费了多少心思来避开泰拉铎九号的任务,结果却被扔到了这里。”此时,着陆舱正把抱着这个念头的她抛向丛林的最深处---要赶在任何反抗军发现并锁定这个微小的目标前,她那躲在外环轨道飞船上的高级指挥官是这么强调的。围绕着泰拉铎轨道旋转的第八号行星,在重力的牵引下与第九号行星若即若离,翩然而舞,好似月亮和它的行星一般,唯一不同的是两个星球都有着足以滋养生命的体积,以及荒谬到极致的气候。这都要归功于它们过于接近的星际间距---只要诺娃再往南多走上几公里,远离泰拉铎八号的赤道,温度就会迅速下降三十度,潮湿感也随之迅速消失,而她要做的则是将作战服上的温度

  调节指针转向另一端。

  这件有着白色与海军蓝间隔条纹的贴身作战服是由Ghost学院(Ghost Academy)的导师比克(Director Bick)在训练项目全部结束前配发的。现在被设置在保持她身体凉爽的程度上,只不过效果欠佳。整件作战服将她的每一寸肌肤都包裹起来,一直延伸到头部。缝制在作战服纤维里的电路原本会和诺娃的心灵感应(Telepathy)冲突。不过这件衣服决不会出现这样的情况,因为拥有心灵感应能力才是她受训成为Ghost的最大原因。这件作战服并非完成品,和她在通过这次最终测验并正式成为Ghost后获得的衣服相比,还有一点区别的---开启潜行模式的电路并没有被安装到衣服上。一旦装置开启,诺娃将处于不可被探知的状态---至少在普通视野范围内和被动扫描下是隐形的。

  不过,她现在还不够资格,她需要先完成这个任务。

  因为作战服的糟糕设计,她不得不忍受汗水不断落在眼睑上,带着汗味的金色亮发贴在额头上。余下的头发被她拢在一起绑成了马尾,看起来如同半截笨重的绳索挂在脑后。“至少我身体的其他部分能保持舒服。”她想着。

  作战服的潜行模式在这丛林里显得毫无用处,泰拉铎八号密布的植物群以及雾蒙蒙的潮湿水气使得她只能通过手腕上探测器所显示的信息来了解身前最多一米处的情况。

  情报部门(Intelligence section)告诉她克里夫·纳丹尔藏匿在这个行星上,并在这个丛林的某处建立了总部,不过无法确定具体位置。诺娃也了解,所谓IS这一名称,其前半部分的拼写根本就是个谬误(3)---不过他们的确截获了一些通信,然后他们的解码专家们坚称解码后的信息指向了纳丹尔。

  在联邦政府失势的那段日子里,纳丹尔正是散布诋毁元老家族(Old Family)(4)、议会(The Council)和联邦政府言论的煽动者之一。他不是唯一一个这么干的人。而他们中最成功的,自然是阿克图拉斯·蒙斯科(Arcturus Mengsk),科奥之子(Sons of Korhal)的领袖。事实上,正是他成功的推翻了联邦政府的统治,并建立了属于自己的Terran王朝(Terran Dominion),而现在,他就是皇帝、是无上的领袖。相比之下,纳丹尔在政治变革方面的表现过于拙劣,倒是在制造麻烦和杀人方面很是精通。

  费力穿越雨林的这几天换来的是一无所获。诺娃所获得的尽是些随机的地理放射信息、各种围绕着行星轨道运转的卫星发送来的信号、各种野生动物的虚拟成像图---那是科学家标记后用来研究生活习性的实验动物、另外还有些微弱的来自这块大陆之外甚至是其他九个同样拥有密集人口的行星发送来的电磁信号。这些信息和泰拉铎八号现有的信息记录相符,与反抗军无关,因此可以直接排除掉。现在,她正试图用作战服上的探测器进行最大有效距离,扫描的目标是半公里外的一个盲区。

  她已经彻底失去时间概念了。过去四天了吧?还是五天。很难讲,这颗行星的运行周期使得这里的日子过得比她所习惯的塔索尼斯(Tarsonis)(5)时间,也就是一天27个小时要快些。她确信作战服里的内置电脑能够给出答案,不过出于某些原因,她觉得这是在作弊,并不愿意那么做。

  “这么想好了,我的进食非常的规律,大致上是一天三餐,而现在我消耗掉了他们给我的90包定量配食中的14包,那么换算过来就是……”

  接着,她突然感应到了什么。盲区。

  她将探测器从被动扫描模式转换成自动检测。没错了,探测器没有获取任何信息。没有卫星的信号,没有标本动物的信号,也没有远处南方城市的讯号。什么都没有。

  诺娃笑了,她将自己的意识扩散开来,开始寻找那个发布命令,并害死了她所有家人的家伙。她做的轻巧而又谨慎,而不是像以前在贫民窟(the Gutter)(6)里那样,蛮横、肆无忌惮。

  纳丹尔本人并没有亲手犯下谋杀的罪行,真正动手的是一个叫做加斯托沃·麦克班

  (Gustavo McBain)的人。他曾经是一个焊接工,在玛尔萨拉(Mar Sara)从事建筑工作,直到联邦政府决定彻底摧毁科奥四号(Korhal IV)的那一天---那场灾难酿成了麦克班整个家庭的悲剧,包括他怀孕的妻子丹妮拉(Daniella),他们的女儿娜塔莎(Natasha),还有那尚未出生的儿子。于是,麦克班发誓终有一天要让人类联邦政府(Confederacy of Man)(7)为此付出代价。 不过他并没有加入由蒙斯科---由一群在科奥四号核攻击后幸存下来的人建立的组织,而是投入了克利夫·纳丹尔这群煽动者的麾下。

  诺娃是在麦克班死亡的那一瞬间知道一切的。心灵感应使得被害者的思想被毫无保留地发送给了行刑者。麦克班临终的念头是关于丹妮拉,娜塔莎和他那尚未命名的儿子。

  时至今日,事情已经过去三年了,诺娃也终于要结束Ghost的训练课程了。她的“毕业”任务来自于皇帝蒙斯科的直接指派---进入泰拉铎八号的雨林,在其中心地带里寻找、确认并摧毁纳丹尔的残部。在处理反抗者这一点上,曾是反抗军的蒙斯科比被他推翻的联邦政府更缺乏耐心。

  五分钟过后,诺娃抓住了她需要的信息。要找出大致的位置对她来说轻而易举,更何况这些信息是自她通过着陆舱来到雨林以来遇到的第一波“高优先等级”信息。着陆舱在开启后就自动分解了(决不能冒险让帝国的科技落入本不应得到的人手里,决不可以!换而言之,如果她完成了任务,他们会派船来将她带走。直到那时他们才能毫无风险的着陆,因为纳丹尔的人都死了。如果她没有完成任务,她肯定是死了。一旦她的生命信号消失,她身上这件有着相似设定的作战服就会和着陆舱一样自我分解。决不能冒险让帝国的科技落于不应拥有者之手,无论生死。)

  纳丹尔此时正和他的手下在一起,他们的注意力都放在了头目身上,而纳丹尔则在吟唱什么,哦不,是唱歌。他在唱一首歌。他的手下有一半已经喝得醉醺醺的了。在他们的想像里,潮湿的力场阻隔了一切信号,因而没有什么人会找到这安全的雨林据点里来。也许他们从未想过,一个没有任何信号存在的地点反而会成为最大的路标。

  “骄傲自满者,必自食其果。”她的脑子跳出了哈利(Hartley)中士无数警世恒言中的一句。

  她现在只需要远远地用心灵感应把他们干掉就行了。恩,受过完善的训练的她同样可以用近战的方式将纳丹尔和他手下的人轻松料理掉,尤其是这其中的一半人正醉得轻飘飘的。不过这不符合她任务的要求。

  命令里仅仅要求她靠近到能够清楚感知他们思想的距离,然后用心灵控力(Psionically)(8)消灭他们。

  接下来的2个小时里,诺娃不断地在树林中穿行以靠近目标。等她毕业之后,作战服还将有提升移动速度的功能,能让她通过同样距离所花的时间缩短为原来的1/4。不过这些电路现在还没有被安装上。

  “去他妈的任务,这个混蛋(slike)(9)让麦克班和他的那些杀人集团害死我的家人。我想亲眼看着他死去。”

  很快,她就进入了盲区,她能够清楚地感应到纳丹尔的思想,就仿佛那些话是在她的耳际说的一般。他已经唱完了歌,开始大讲特讲他在联邦陆战队(Marines)(10)的“丰功伟绩”---直到他觉得无聊透顶,退出并且举起革命大旗。诺娃却知道这故事里有九成是编造的,他的确参加过陆战队,去过安提加前线(Antiga Prime)(11)一次,仅此而已。在这之后,他的故事就和现实彻底分道扬镳了。

  只要一个念头,她就能要了他的命,让他彻底留在这里。“你根本不需要看到他,你完全能够感受到他的死亡,比所能看到的更加真切。他的眼睛会上翻,鲜血会从他的口耳鼻中溢出来,那是颅内大出血的结果。你不是第一次这么干了,就这么做掉他,现在。” 她试图告诉自己。

  蓦然的,她想起了今天是什么日子,“14包配给,也就是3天多。”(译,这里不晓得是不是bug... 明明是4天多)

  “也就是说,今天是她18岁的生日。”

  “从父亲说他要把我送到这边缘星系的那一刻算起,已经三年了。”

  她微微地摇头。另一边纳丹尔已经结束了他的故事,开始吹嘘另一段编造的经历,比前一个更加荒诞不经。一滴眼泪轻划过诺娃的脸颊,缓慢地坠落。

  “那是个很棒的派对。”

  译注:

  (1)William Butlet Yeats (1865-1939),诗人,1923年获诺贝尔文学奖,诗句摘自 “Second Coming” 袁可嘉译

  (2)Cliff Narander:无政府主义恐怖份子(Anarchist terrorist cell)的头目,自然是游戏中的。

  (3)译:intelligence可以译为智慧...因此这里是说情报部门很fc。

  (4)Old Family:元老家族。

  (5)Tarsonis:塔索尼斯,地名。人类联邦政府最初所在的星球,Nova的家也在那里。

  (6)the Gutter:贫民窟,地名。塔索尼斯最底层、最肮脏混乱的地方。

  (7)Confederacy of Man:人类联邦政府,全称。

  (8)Psionically: 如果没弄错的话,DND中翻译作灵能,这里改为心灵控力,方便理解。

  (9)Slike:表达的意思大致为混蛋,该死的。将不固定翻译词汇。

  (10)Marines: 陆战队,只是沿用而已, 恩恩。

  (11) Antiga Prime:安提加前线,地名。Terran,Zerg,Protoss 3个种族交战的主要阵地,Terran被夹在了中间。

第一部

  一切都四散了,再也保不住中心,

  世界上到处弥漫着一片混乱。

  ——《基督重临》 威廉.B.叶芝

第一章

  在很久以前,康斯坦丁诺·泰拉(Constantino Terra)就放弃了为女儿举办惊喜派对的念头。因为她总是能知道派对的到来,惊喜也就不在了。“该好好回想下,”他想着,“一定是留下了什么蛛丝马迹。”不过其他的证据很快就否定了这一猜想,康斯坦丁诺不得不努力让自己相信,他亲爱的诺娃是个拥有心灵感应的人。

  如果康斯坦丁诺只是平常人,他将不得不接收将自己的女儿送到军队参加正规训练的强制性要求。不过,作为元老家族之一的泰拉家族,作为在几个地球纪元前将人类带到这个新宇宙的殖民船指挥官的后裔,只要他们不愿意,没有人能够带走他们的女儿。

  她的母亲对此也表示赞同。康斯坦丁诺和安娜贝拉·泰拉(Annabella Terra)很少有达成一致意见的时候,那些保证他们的婚姻能够继续的决定除外。如同大部分元老家族的婚姻一样,两人的结合建立在利益和扩张的基础上。因为两个财团的联合,远比分开经营要有利的多,而且还能保证拥有优秀的继承人。家族的继承人通过将康斯坦丁诺的精子注射到贝拉的身体里来产生,这样就免除了那让他觉得索然的,和这个恶劣女人睡觉的任务。他有自己的爱人,她也有她的(1),这是理所当然的。康斯坦丁诺也曾从仆人处听说贝拉已经对她的情人感到厌倦了,正着手从屋子里的仆人中挑选合适的人来和她继续那些性爱运动。不过同样是从他们的口中,他也听到了关于自己和他至爱的艾弗蕾希娅(Eleftheria)类似的传闻。而事实上,他决不会有负她的信任。无论是男主人-情妇,还是女主人-情郎的组合,在他看来,对于维持家庭来说都是至关重要的,他决不会让这一切受到破坏。

  他的女儿也决不能将自己的15岁生日浪费在政府的设施里接受训练,好让她的心灵控力变成政府用来对抗外星威胁的武器。相反的,她会迎来最华丽的生日派对。元老家族子嗣的派对,往往意味着多方面的攀比。每个家族都试图用最隆重最浩大的庆典来展示他们是多么得爱自己的孩子。

  于是,泰拉摩天楼(Terra Skyscraper)的穹顶仿佛从来没有存在过一般,被彻底拆掉了。屋顶被分成两块,以保证能毫无阻碍地鸟瞰整个塔索尼斯城的风景。(泰拉家族的大厦是城里少数几座在视野上不受任何阻碍的建筑,能与之比肩的只有库西尼斯家(Kusinis)的巨塔。当然,还有环球新闻网络中心(Universal News Network Building)(2)。一盏巨大的,足有6米宽的吊灯悬在屋顶的正中央,在号称最新科技的无重力组件支撑下,保证决不掉落。(康斯坦丁诺同样能担保,如果这玩意掉了下来,他会让制造商的公司彻底被搞垮。)从联邦的各个领地运来的食物摆放在一起,如他所期望的,搞到了安提加的牦牛肉以及限量的萨拉辣椒切片。两者的价格要比康斯坦丁诺手下任何10个雇员的总薪水还高,为了他的小女儿,这一切都是值得的。

  现在所有的重要人物都到齐了---包括塔索尼斯城几个元老家族派来的三位代表,不少外星系来的客人,UNN也很负责的将他们的小报记者全数派了过来,甚至还包括一位新闻记者。看着这个叫做玛拉·格雷斯金(Mara Greskin)的女人的出现,康斯坦丁诺的脸上浮现出笑意。“她一定惹恼了哪个大人物,才会被丢到这里来采访一个生日派对。”一般的情况下,派对新闻由八卦板块负责,新闻记者对这样的任务嗤之以鼻,认为那有损他们的身份。因此,唯一的解释就是格雷斯金得罪了某个重要人物,比如让UNN的主编汉迪·安德森(Handy Anderson)非常生气。

  “UNN还能派出人来负责派对的报道,这样看来,至少该死的外星人会将我们都干掉的谣言能少上一个。近段时间以来,UNN的频道整天都在播报萨拉(Sara)星系的恐慌,还有奇怪的新外星种族出现。”关于它们,康斯坦丁诺知道的比UNN更多---比方说,事实上一共有2个外星种族,他们之间在进行战争,而人类很不幸的被夹在了中间。但知道这些内幕只是让他倍感忧虑。蒙斯科和他的脍子手集团更是通过大肆散布外星人将进一步侵略的消息,点燃了从大后方直到安提加前线足以燎原的起义之火。

  基于以上的原因,康斯坦丁诺决定举办一场派对。他希望借着为女儿庆祝生日的机会帮自己摆脱蒙斯科和外星人带来的不安。

  诺娃正逐渐变得成熟,成为真正的女人。她的私人看护隐讳地表示她那“每个月的那几天”已经出现---仿佛康斯坦丁诺完全不懂女性的身体构造和功能似的。她的胸部也开始发育了。很快,她那对男性不成熟的轻蔑感会被荷尔蒙的冲动而替代。也就是说,会有各种合适、不合适的求婚者陆续前来,在我的小女儿面前排成长龙。
  康斯坦丁诺对此是非常的期待。看着一个年轻人不顾一切地想要取悦他这个联盟中最有权势的人士之一,最后却发现他的标准高到根本无法达成,只能带着失败和挫折悻悻而去。让康斯坦丁诺感到无比的愉快。同样的事情已经在诺娃的姐姐克拉拉(Clara)(她现在和年轻的米洛·库西尼斯(Milo Kusinis)定了婚)身上发生过一次了,所以他可以预见到诺娃身上会发生什么。

  诺娃现在正站在穹顶的中央。她穿着一件美丽的紫色晚装,颈部缀着白色的花边,如盛开的鲜花般映衬着她的脸颊。合身的上衣之下,带有裙环的古典式拖地长裙向后延伸出足足半米,铺在地上。她迈着高雅的步调缓缓前行,因为裙子遮住双脚的关系,看起来如浮在云端一般。(大多数女孩为了保持这样的走姿,往往会穿上带有滑轮的鞋子,然后把裙子当作掩饰。而她宝贝的女儿诺娃认为这样做根本是作弊。)只是淡妆,就足以映衬出她深绿色的美目,柔顺的皮肤也不需要更多的颜色来修饰,青少年那独有的稚嫩无损她的美貌。

  她那头平时顺直披下的金发被烫过了,高雅地笼在脑后。康斯坦丁诺用眼神向里贝卡(Rebeka)表达了歉意。他曾对发型师的建议抱有疑问---因为她说,卷发的诺娃看起来会更加动人。这些年来,他早该明白她的建议才是对的,毕竟里贝卡每次总能将贝拉收拾得在人前可圈可点。

  在他们的周围,参加派对的众人正分享着桌上的美食。仆从们及时地将任何快要见底的盘子填满。无论多少人在饮取,果酒杯也总是能保持着四分之三满---看起来老加瑟·杜克(Garth Duke)想要一个人把那些酒都干掉。康斯坦丁诺急忙向鲍里斯(Boris)示意,让他看着点,免得老杜克又开始脱衣服发酒疯。空杯子和盘子正有条不紊地被挪走并清洗。康斯坦丁诺拥有最高效的仆人,如果哪个仆人不能证明自己够勤快,那么他离走人就不远了。

  许多人对于雇佣人类作仆人感到困惑---提出质疑的大多是这几年才发迹的年轻新贵,又被称为‘暴发户’。在他们看来,机器人仆人才是最有效率的。而且,你只需要为此支付一次性的费用就可以了。对此,康斯坦丁诺大多一笑了之,或者回答说自己是个崇尚古风的人。事实上,他拥有着整个联邦星系中最大的机器人制造公司‘赛沃仆人‘(Servo Servant)。所以他清楚的知道,为机器人支付的款项远不是一次性的。机器人的计划内报废、不少针对低工作效率问题带来的常规检修占了‘赛沃仆人’收入的一大块。

  此外,他也真心地希望更多人能被雇佣。他雇佣的人越多,沦落在贫民窟的人就越少。

  诺娃轻盈地向他走来:“爸爸,你总是夸赞说你的仆人有多么的优秀,却从来不让他们分享宴会的乐趣。”

  “什么?”只要他在想关于仆人的事,哪怕是在潜意识里,诺娃都能感应到。

  “他们也是人呀,爸爸。他们那么努力的工作,你不觉得他们也有权利尝上一些牦牛肉么。至少,和那个人相比的话。”她朝老加瑟那里努了努嘴。后者很显然已经将果酒杯想象成了浅水池,正开始脱下他的鞋子。康斯坦丁诺朝四周张望,鲍里斯已经走了过去,试图阻止他继续出丑。

  “那么,”康斯坦丁诺转过身来看着他的女儿,她那带着恳求目光的绿色大眼睛让他无法拒绝。这不是她第一次为仆人们要求一些额外的奖励了,而且她的要求总能得到满足---这是她父亲的弱点。不过她好像没有意识到,若是为了自己来利用这个弱点,将会获益更多。艾弗蕾希娅认为这是诺娃的心灵感应能力在起作用,让她更多地将仆人们当作人类来看待,而不仅仅是仆从。因为他们和所有人一样,都拥有思想。

  当然诺娃自己并不知道这一点。她只是将自己看作一个非常体贴人的小女生。

  他抬起手,捧住她的脸:“我亲爱的女儿,你知道我无法拒绝你的。”他背转身,将西装外套上衣口袋里内置的麦克风打开。

  安装在房间各处的扬声器将他的声音清楚地送到了宴会厅的每一个角落,与会者的喧嚣声被压了下去。“诸位,请安静一下!”房间的嘈杂慢慢散去。他从身边穿行的仆人手上的托盘中取过两杯酒,递给了女儿一杯:“今天,是我美丽的女儿,诺万蓓·安娜贝拉·泰拉(November Annabella Terra)15岁的生日!她是我所有子女中最后一个达到这个年纪的,是我最小的孩子!”他顺势向贝拉所在的方向举了下杯子,她正挽着她情郎的手臂。她的脸上浮现出近乎真诚的笑容,举杯作出礼节性的回应。“和她的姐姐克拉拉以及哥哥泽贝迪亚(Zebediah)相比,年龄的差异并不意味着她受到的爱护会有一丝的减少。确切的说,她出生的日子是我一生当中最快乐的四个时刻之一---这其中当然还包括她的姐姐和哥哥的诞生。另外那一个,则是我将欧陆(Continental)彻底踢出局,完全垄断虚拟影像(3)产业的时候。”
  这个并不风趣的玩笑让房间里荡起了阵阵笑声。诺娃只是望着父亲,对他的冷幽默没有表示任何欣赏之意。或者,她只是不喜欢康斯坦丁诺刚才用全名来称呼自己罢了。

  “今天,大家能来参加这个特别的纪念日,我实在是非常的高兴。我的言语已经无法表达我心中的欣喜和感激之情了。因此,我想请大家举杯共祝我亲爱的诺娃,生日快乐。”

  房间内的所有人都举起了杯子,祝福声此起彼伏,诺娃微笑着,脸上泛着欣喜的红光。

  在每个人都饮尽杯中的酒后,诺娃轻声地催促康斯坦丁诺:“爸!”

  “没问题,我亲爱的。”

  “那么现在,我希望诸位能够从美酒和佳肴旁稍微离开片刻。我家的仆人们为这次派对筹备了一整个星期,现在更是不遗余力的工作,才使得整个派对能完满成功。作为他们勉力工作的奖励,同样也是表达我的欣慰之情,我邀请所有在场的仆人也来分享一下这场盛宴。”

  话音落下,窃窃私语声在屋内各处响起,之间夹杂着势微的些许欢呼。康斯坦丁诺注意到大部分参与宴会的人对此表示不满。尤其是贝拉,她表现得仿佛有人在她喝的饮料里下了毒似的。其他人也因为竟然要给仆人让出位置而感到不快。

  诺娃对此不以为然,向他投来了灿烂的笑容。他转过身,看到了同样面带微笑的艾弗蕾希娅。只有她们两人的反应才是康斯坦丁诺最在乎的。

  不过片刻,泽贝来到了他父亲的身边:“爸爸,您非得用上我的全名么·”

  诺娃插嘴道:“别显得那么幼稚了,泽贝。”

  “这可新鲜了,我猜你很享受被称呼为诺万蓓对么?小妹。”他特意在小字上加重了语气。

  “我已经15岁了,还有,我比你高!”

  康斯坦丁诺轻笑一声:“儿子,她抓住你的痛脚了。”诺娃比其他的兄弟姐妹都要高,几乎可以和她的父亲比肩了。不仅如此,他觉得诺娃还会继续长高的。

  泽贝耸了耸肩:“那是因为她穿的这身衣服。”

  “你就这么自我安慰吧。大~哥”诺娃不甘示弱。

  “泰拉先生。”

  康斯坦丁诺闻言后转身四顾,她在寻找莉娅·艾曼纽(Lia Emmanuel)。作为泰拉企业的董事长,他不能把时间浪费在和副董事们交流上。因此,莉娅被指派为所有副董的常务,管理着一切的内务,康斯坦丁诺将她当做自己的左右手一般。
  她穿着和平时一样的职业套装。据说莉娅有12件相同的套装,每天换一套,直到12套都穿过一遍,或者是有空闲时才一并拿去清洗。康斯坦丁诺猜测,她除了这12件衣服之外可能没有别的衣服了---让人不得不感叹呢。现在,她也是整个房间里唯一还穿着商务套装的人,其余的人穿的都是昂贵的宴会正装。

  从两个孩子的斗嘴之中(大约还要持续上5分钟的样子)退出来。康斯坦丁诺向他的常务走去:“莉娅,整个晚上都没有见到你,你去哪儿了?”

  “对不起,先生。我想我们得谈谈。”莉娅棕色的眼睛定定地望向他,直接切入主题。她那棕色的卷发松松垮垮的束在脑后,似乎是匆忙间绑好的,“单独的。”

  康斯坦丁诺不禁叹了口气:“你怎么不打电话给我。”

  莉娅将目光转向别处,眨了眨眼:“因为你关掉了电话,而且把它丢在了卧室里,先生。”

  “好吧,我应该这样说”康斯坦丁诺的回答有些冰冷,“你要知道,我正在举办一场派对,我不希望被公事打扰。”

  莉娅后退了一步:“对不起,先生。真的抱歉。如果是一般的事,我决不想破坏诺娃的派对,但...”

  康斯坦丁诺又叹了口气,她说得对。要不是事情非常紧急,她不会无礼到在一个家庭式的派对里谈论公事。“好吧,好吧,是什么事呢?”他问道。

  “是反抗军,先生。他们攻击并摧毁了我们在派洛博谷(Palombo Valley)的工厂!”

  康斯坦丁诺闻言抬起了眼:“摧毁?整个工厂?”

  “是的,而且是很有选择性的破坏,我想还是有部分建筑得以幸免,但是整个工厂的工作机能被彻底破坏了。我们的悬浮汽车(4)878型和901型以及悬浮机车(4)428型将因此大幅减产。”

  康斯坦丁诺挥了挥手:“我不想知道这些,莉娅。死了多少人?”

  “整个夜班,先生。通过比对和检查死者的id牌,所有人的身份都被确认了,除了三人之外无一幸免。这剩下的三个人中,一个在度假,另两个人则请了病假。进一步的DNA确认结果会在一个小时后出来,不过基本上已经确定了。”

  “给我调查这三个人,看看他们是不是反抗军的同谋。”康斯坦丁诺长出了一口气,努力控制自己的情绪。在这里,尤其是在这么多竞争对手面前崩溃,不是一件好事。

  “已经在做了,先生。这次的攻击不同寻常,所以有内奸的可能性很大。炸弹的摆放位置很有针对性,不是放在夜班人群最密集的地方,就是装在替换起来最贵的机器上。”

  虽然知道这个问题听起来很蠢,但是康斯坦丁诺还是得问:“确定是反抗军么?”---除了他们还有谁会干出这种事来?

  莉娅点点头:“百分之百的肯定。就在攻击的同时,蒙斯科在他的一个私人广播频道声讨了所有元老家族的恶行。他特别提到了你,将你称作近期经济持续衰退的…”

  他又一次打断了莉娅的话,蒙斯科放出的烟雾弹他并不关心:“好吧,继续跟进,然后给我一份完整的报告。我会在派对结束后读的。”他哀叹,“该死的,这本该是个美好的夜晚。”

  “先生,还有更糟糕的消息。我查了公司的财政情况。你只能在重建工厂和向亡者家属提供抚恤金之间选择其一,我们没有能力同时完成两者。”

  “那么就推迟工厂的重建。”康斯坦丁诺毫不犹豫地说道,:“我们…”

  “但是先生,我们就指望那间工厂能制造出足够的车,尤其是428型,来补足我们去年的销售额下降。”

  因为经济衰退以及对反抗军/外星人的恐惧,消费者的购买力大大下降,泰拉家族旗下几乎所有企业的产品销售曲线都很久没有呈现增长态势了。唯一例外的就是428型悬浮机车,这款车在年轻人和小孩中广受欢迎。

  莉娅继续说道:“我们可以拖上几个月,然后我们就必须马上让工厂重新投产。蒙斯科并不是盲目选择目标的,他肯定知道,没有那间工厂,我们摆脱赤字的机会几乎是零…除非”

  “除非我们欺骗那些在蒙斯科攻击下丧生的员工的家属。”康斯坦丁诺摇摇头:“那个混帐,如果不重建工厂,我的公司就面临倒闭。如果我们选择重建,他就有更多的素材来抨击我剥削工人。”说到这里,他忍不住想啐一口:“该死的,就先说到这里。谢谢你,莉娅。”

  “先生,我恐怕…”

  “我不准备在现在这个场合作任何决定。”

  “先生,我要说的不是这个。我还有个糟糕的消息--- Protoss摧毁了玛尔萨拉(Mar Sara)。联盟正试图从哪里撤退,但我不清楚究竟还有多少人得以生还。”
  康斯坦丁诺又一次摇起了头,他早就知道在萨拉星系对被抓获的Zerg进行实验,最终会变成他们自己的恶梦。他们已经失去了科奥萨拉(Chau Sara),现在连玛尔萨拉也陷落了。更可怕的是,谁也不知道这些Protoss畜牲何时才会罢手。

  “谢谢你,莉娅,我们在派对之后再详谈,好么?”

  “是的,先生”她点点头,转身走向电梯。

  康斯坦丁诺的目光又低了下来,他发现自己的左手上还握着酒杯。除了在为诺娃祝词时小饮一口后,就一直没有动过。饮尽了杯中的酒,他觉得情绪稍稍稳定了下来。

  艾弗蕾希娅在他走向诺娃和泽贝的路上截住了他。和所有的情人一样,艾弗蕾希娅和康斯坦丁诺的妻子是截然不同的两类人。贝拉个子矮小,微微发胖,有着深橄榄色的肌肤和沙漏形的身材。而艾弗蕾希娅个子高挑苗条,有着弯曲的红发和白皙的皮肤。

  “莉娅迟到了,她匆匆而来,只和你短短地谈了几分钟,又急着离开。一般来说,那意味着坏消息。”

  “什么都瞒不过你,我亲爱的。”他朝她浅笑,却显不出一丝欢乐的样子。艾弗蕾希娅总是富有观察力。他决定不告诉她关于Protoss的事情,只是讲述了发生在派洛博谷工厂的惨剧。她应该还没有注意到这些问题,他不想让她背负更多的烦恼和痛苦。

  艾弗蕾希娅本已苍白的脸变得更加白了:“天哪,太可怕了,他们怎么能这么做!”

  “显然,我们在为议会的那次愚蠢决定付出代价。”在反对‘轰炸科奥四号’最终决议方案的人群中,康斯坦丁诺是呼声最高的那个,那样的做法太极端了。但是更多的元老家族站在了议会那一边,抱有同样看法的还有军队。极端的手段才能解决极端的问题,他们如此认为。

  事实却证明,康斯坦丁诺才是对的。对科奥四号的轰炸却适得其反---民众的舆论和联邦政府所预想的相去甚远,而蒙斯科和他的屠夫们则籍此揭竿而起。不只是蒙斯科,还有许多小规模的反抗军集团。他们虽然不隶属于蒙斯科的集团,但造成的麻烦一样不小。

  他朝诺娃和泽贝那边望去,看起来他们之间的交谈不再充满火药味了。“莉娅说这是内部人做的,也许是那三个不在工厂的人做的,也有可能是尸体中的某一个,或许他自愿为蒙斯科的计划殉难。”

  “你在想什么?”艾弗蕾希娅问道。

  “计划将照常进行。”他放下手中的空杯子,从路过的仆人身边又抓过一杯。

  他的情人不解地将眼睛睁得大大的:“我记得你说…”

  “我说的是我考虑放弃那个计划,但是这次攻击让我不得不这么做。”再加上在萨拉星系里发生的事情,他在心中默默想着。“如果他们能够渗透到工厂里,那么他们同样可能派人到我们的家里。”他笑得有些狰狞:“要知道,我企业里的保安措施远比家中要严密,这让我更加担心。”他浅浅地喝了一口杯中的酒。和上一杯相比,这杯酒的品质非常之差。09年的似乎被喝完了,这喝起来像是07年的。他还记得,那年太平岛的葡萄质量很是糟糕。他决定在有空的时候找酒保问一下,为什么竟然将这样的酒放到酒架上。

  艾弗蕾希娅继续问道:“但是,如果我们房子里的有人靠不住的话,诺娃应该会知道的,不是么?”

  “并不是这样的,她并没有受过训练,她不知道该搜索什么。”这是谁的错呢?一个小小的声音在他脑海里问道,不过康斯坦丁诺装作没有听见。让诺娃受训同时也意味着他将失去自己最爱的女儿,他决不同意这么做。更何况,正是这群蠢货作出了轰炸科奥四号的决定,才会惹出这些有的没的。

  “你要怎么告诉她呢?”艾弗蕾希娅问他。

  “等派对结束再告诉她吧,至少让她过完这个美妙的夜晚。然后我会跟她说,她得到外域星系住上一段时间。”

  译注:

  (1)Mistress & Jig: 就是情妇和情人的意思,后文会多次提到,用词会不尽相同。

  (2)Universal News Network Building: 缩写为UNN。

  (3)Holocam:虚拟影像 类似激光成像 能显示3d的影像。

  (4)hovercar,hoverbike:暂时翻译成悬浮汽车和悬浮机车。


第二章

  诺娃对哥哥的话不理不睬有好一段时间了,不过她自己没有发觉,直到泽贝靠近她问:“喂,你没事吧,妹妹?”

  “啊,”诺娃这回神,转头看向哥哥。那套完美的燕尾服在他身上显得邋遢和不整,尽管衣服是为他量身定做的,数据精确到了毫米。他正拿着一整盘的安提加牦牛肉,一手不住地将肉往嘴里铲着。“对不起,泽贝,我只是担心爸爸,他看起来很沮丧。”

  “他怎么会不开心呢?”泽贝嘴里塞的满满的,一边咀嚼一边说话,让人觉得恶心。“这个派对多棒。”

  “别在吃东西的时候说话。”诺娃自然而然的回道。尽管她很明白自己这么说一点用也没有。泽贝在侃侃而谈时表现得大方得体,完全符合他元老家族新一代继承人的身份。他也有足够的能力和父亲讨论商业事务。对于在父亲退休或者过身后会继承泰拉家族产业的他来说,这是理所当然的。他同样能在任何社交场合里无可挑剔地跳出每一种他应该知道的优雅舞步。唯有一点,他似乎天生的学不会在餐桌上干净整洁地进食,或是在吃东西的时候避免说话。

  泽贝咽下嘴里的东西,顺着诺娃的目光望去,“嗯,他的确看起来有些不开心。”

  其实诺娃并没有注意到父亲的表情,她只是感到父亲在为一些事烦心。从诺娃记事开始,她就知道自己有一种天赋,能够感应周围人的心声。事实上,在她7岁那年,当母亲告诉她并不是每个人都和她一样的时候,她感到非常吃惊---这也是她第一次学到“心灵感应”这个词。母亲总是说,因为她是一个过于纤细敏感的孩子,所以能感应到别人的想法。也因此,将来她不太可能成为一个称职的母亲。诺娃听到这些话时很是开心。她爱自己的父母胜过爱世界上的任何人任何事。她觉得将来自己成为了家长后能做到他们的一半好就足够了。

  她走向父亲,泽贝跟在她身后,顺手将盘子里的最后一块肉塞进嘴里。艾弗蕾希娅现在正和父亲交谈着,从他的脸上,她看到了与泽贝的描述相同的不安和沮丧。父亲宽阔的肩膀微微垂落,他的短发因为用手不住地来回抚着而变得凌乱---他总是在有困扰的时候,下意识地这么做。这时,他还会习惯性的拉扯自己唇上胡须的末梢。

  诺娃开口问道:“爸爸,出什么事了?”

  她的父亲将一丝微笑摆回了脸上,但是诺娃依然能感受他心中的焦虑,艾弗蕾希娅也是。“没什么,你不用担心,我亲爱的姑娘。只是些公司上的事务。”

  诺娃的目光变成了怒视:“爸爸,说好了在今天的派对上不谈公事的。”

  “只是一点点而已,我并不是故意的,我亲爱的。”

  艾弗蕾希娅也插嘴道:“是那个不懂得体面的女人把这些琐事带到这里的,她马上就被赶走了,好了,让我们继续你的派对吧。”

  “这就对了。”泽贝似乎完全相信了他们所说的。

  不过诺娃知道事情没有那么简单“爸爸,真的么?”

  “没有什么事情会比派对更加重要。诺娃,现在你只要好好享受就行了,我迟些再跟你谈,好么?”

  “我说,这该死的是怎么回事?连仆人也敢偷吃东西了吗!”
  诺娃半转过身,见到众多的与会者正让开一条道,好让坐在悬浮轮椅上的安德里亚·泰戈尔(Andrea Tygore)靠近餐桌。安德里亚是泰戈尔家族的女主人,她已经150岁了。这个家族是所有元老家族中最强大和令人生畏的。她应该是刚刚才到,所以错过了父亲的慷慨演说。安德里亚总是喜欢在这类场合上迟到,因为她很享受在所有人到场后为自己再设置一个受人注目的出场仪式。和其他的孩子比起来,诺娃和安德里亚的关系挺不错的,大约是因为诺娃是唯一一个不害怕她的孩子。

  “抱歉了,我亲爱的。”父亲说道,“我想我最好去向安德里亚请个安。”他说这话时仿佛将要遇到什么祸事似的。

  “没事的,爸爸。”她向父亲低语道。然后她大声地向老太太解释道:“泰戈尔太太,是我要求的仆人们一起共享食物的。我认为这是对他们完成工作的一种奖励,您觉得呢?”

  “胡闹(1),他们不过是群仆人。完成工作是他们的本职。”她望向父亲。“诚实的告诉我,提诺(2),你到底教了这姑娘些什么?”

  虽然对被直接称呼小名感到不快,不过也惟有她才能如此的呼来唤去。父亲只能回答道:“我的小女儿有自己的想法,我本以为您会对她的独立主见表示赞赏呢。”

  “在某种程度上,是的。”她回头看向诺娃:“你终于长成一个出色的姑娘了,诺万蓓。”

  毫无疑问,她也是家族以外唯一会用全名称呼诺娃的人,这让诺娃有些懊恼---尽管在不久之前为了反驳泽贝而矢口否认,但她讨厌别人用全名称呼她,正如泽贝不愿意被叫做泽贝迪亚一样。不过,对于安德里亚,她和她的父亲一样无计可施。“谢谢您,女士。”

  “不过,你还是该注意点儿。你太年轻了,年轻的没有经验。他们只配得到蔑视,那才是他们应得的。如果你的态度太好,总有一天他们会骑到你头上来的。你以为那些混账反抗军是靠着什么才深入我们的腹地?就是像你这样无知的表现,最终给我们招来了死亡的厄运。”她又转向了父亲。“我听说今天晚上他们刚刚袭击了你的一个悬浮机车工厂。”

  诺娃惊奇地望着父亲:“这是真的吗,爸爸?”

  父亲有些恼怒地看着安德里亚,发出一声长叹:“恐怕是的。”

  “那些反抗军的渣滓。”安德里亚摇着她的头,:“我们应该找到他们的据点,然后炸平那里。就像科奥那次。”

  “不正是因为对科奥的轰炸,才有现在反抗军四处揭竿起义的糟糕局面么?”泽贝抢着问道。

  安德里亚不屑地哼一声,“别傻了,小子---一切都是蒙斯科挑起来的。是他先成立了反抗军,科奥只是他的一个借口。提诺,给我拿点牦牛肉来。”

  父亲闻言不禁皱了皱眉:“您确定您可以…”

  安德里亚朝着他摇晃起一根手指,用不容质疑地语气说:“别想来教训我,提诺。这些废话我从医生那里已经听的够多了。我已经150岁了,我也只有口腹之欲了。如果吃那些东西会害死我,那让我死好了。对我来说,没有牦牛肉的生活根本算不上生活。现在,给我取些肉来,然后跟我走,我有些人要让你见见。”

  诺娃除了向父亲送去一脸无助的微笑外什么也做不了。望着他随安德里亚离开,她转身寻找艾弗蕾希娅,她也趁着诺娃不注意离开了,大约就是和安德里亚交谈的时候。诺娃有些失望,她本希望和艾弗蕾希娅谈一下,好了解困扰父亲的那些事情。情人和情郎的好处在于,在谈话中他们能同时扮演着家长和知己两个角色---通过他们来知晓父母的情绪最方便不过了,同时能和孩子产生共鸣,达成一致(3)。也许我可以迟些再和她谈,在我和父亲谈之前。

  “嗨,诺娃!”

  诺娃回过身,看到摩根·卡拉巴斯(Morgan Calabas)向她走来。他穿着和泽贝相同款式的燕尾服,唯一的不同是,衣服由他穿起来就合身极了。黑色头发整齐的向后梳起,他光滑的脸上再没有一年前粉刺痤疮困扰的那些痕迹,看来家里花钱给他做的面部修复物有所值。

  “我衷心地祝你生日快乐!”他高举酒杯。

  以更文雅的姿势,诺娃回答:“谢谢你,摩根。”

  “我在想,关于下个月在德阿班韦尔斯(d'Arbanvilles)家举办的舞会。我希望能有幸陪你一起参加。”

  除非整个联邦里只剩下你和我两个人。心里虽然这样想,她的教养却不允许她这样说,取而代之的是更委婉的回复:“很荣幸受到你的邀请,摩根,真心的---我想我会考虑下,然后再回复你。”

  听到这些话,摩根有些兴奋和激动,不过诺娃知道他的目的并不是和她结伴出席---尤其是看到他色迷迷的眼睛紧紧盯着自己的胸部,而不是脸的时候。“十分感谢,诺娃,我诚心地希望你能答应让我作为你的陪同舞伴。”

  在什么情况下都不可能。“不用谢呢,摩根。”

  紧接着她却听到他说:“很快我就会知道她裙子里藏的什么了。”

  她的脸陡然变得苍白。她仿佛听到了摩根说这些话,如邀请她一起出席舞会那般真切。可是,他的嘴唇一动也没动过。

  在她能做出反应前,摩根已经顾自走开了。

  泽贝轻哼一声:“你根本就不应该给这家伙机会。”

  “啊?”诺娃转过身来,看着泽贝:“这话什么意思?”她满脑子里都是刚才发生的事,并没有注意到哥哥的出现。她非常的不安。虽然对别人的感受有些敏感,不过她从没有经历过像能够听到别人心里所想这样的事。

  “妹妹,你搞不定那小子的。我不是在责备你----没人能受得了那小子。如果他不是阿图罗·卡拉巴斯(Arturro Calabas)的大儿子,谁会跟他浪费时间。”泽贝一边笑着,从路过的仆人手中的托盘里拿过一小盘鱼酥,“而且我听说,可能根本就没有什么舞会---查理·奎恩(Charlie Quinn)说老卡拉巴斯要送摩根到泰拉铎九号去。”
  这个消息让诺娃有些吃惊,“送他去做什么?”

  “嗯,查理说,那大概是类似于再教育集中营的东西,还有其他不少人要把自己的孩子送过去,虽然我不是很相信这事。”

  “为什么呢?”

  泽贝又笑了,露出白色的牙齿:“因为这是查理说的。他老是听到些流言蜚语,不过总是把内容给搞混了。”他捏起一片鱼肉,丢进嘴里,问道:“那么,你决定要和谁去参加舞会呢?”

  如果说没有人的话似乎太丢脸了,于是她反问道:“你和谁去呢?”

  “我还没有决定。”诺娃当然知道泽贝是在撒谎。

  “这么说来,你还没有鼓起勇气去邀请瑟蕾丝(Therese)?”

  他轻轻地在她的手臂上敲了下:“这是诬陷!”

  诺娃却只是继续的看着他。

  “好吧,是的,对,我还没去问过她。”

  “如果拖太久的话,会有别人捷足先登的。”

  泽贝笑道:“也许那个人会是摩根。”

  叹着气,诺娃说道:“我真幸运呢,他对我感兴趣是因为我的胸比六个月前大了一倍,而且他的兴趣显然是掀开我的裙子。”

  “那么我想你应该停止玩将气球放到衬衣里的把戏了。”

  轮到诺娃回敬了,她敲了泽贝一下:“还给你。”

  “其实,”泽贝继续往嘴里塞着鱼肉,一边嘟嘟囔囔地说:“查理说爱米莉·泰戈尔(Amelie Tygore)就是这么做的。”

  诺娃的眼睛一下子睁得圆圆的:“真的·”

  “自然不会是气球---她大概是让裁缝在衣服上动了手脚,好让她的胸部看起来特别大。或是别的什么吧”

  诺娃摇着头:“她总是抱怨说,那些男孩子从来都不看她一眼,也许她是等得心急了。”

  交谈中,他父亲的声音突然间在扬声器中响起:“女士们,先生们,蛋糕上来了。”

  三个仆人将一个巨型蛋糕抬了上来,诺娃开心的笑着。她和妈妈还有厨子们花了整整一个小时来决定做这个她想象中的蛋糕。首先要有很多很多的巧克力,太平岛的树莓,冰激凌,要刚从塔索尼斯市中心的欧拉芙甜品店(Olaf)做出来的那种。

  整个蛋糕足足有四层之高,三个仆人只能用推车小心的将蛋糕送上来。厨师们成功的将所有的这些材料放在了一起---母亲和她的情人爱德华也确认过了。

  “如你所愿的,我的宝贝。”妈妈说道。

  “树莓也在里面?”诺娃记起来,厨房的总管西姆(Sim)先生在听到她说树莓后,有些尴尬。因为树莓的产季已经过了,除非再等上9个月。

  母亲笑了“当然,还有树莓。”

  诺娃将伤感丢在了一边,不再去想父亲的烦恼、如何拒绝摩根的邀请,或是她如何听到了摩根的想法。她紧紧地跟在甜点车的后面,她自己设计的生日蛋糕的第一块,一定是属于她的。

  译注:

  (1) 原文为bladedash 猜测是口头禅,不过寻不到较好的翻译,所以采取意译。

  (2)提诺:Tino,康斯坦丁诺的小名。

  (3)原文为sounding board,这里可以理解为和孩子交心,于是用了共鸣。

第三章

  贝拉·泰拉怒气冲冲地冲进了她丈夫的卧室。她已经很久没有这么生气了,今天晚上的事让她异常恼怒。

  嫁给这个专横的混球已经给她带来足够多的苦痛了,好在大部分时间里他能够尽于自己的职责。不过这次的事已经远远超出了她能承受的底限。

  完成身份识别后,房门自动移开让她进入。贝拉很庆幸他没有在门上加一个隐私锁,这样她就不能大摇大摆的闯进来了---也意味着这次她没能打断艾弗蕾希娅和康斯坦丁诺的幽会。撞破他们的好事能让她拥有一种施虐者般的快感,尤其是从他脸上读到那种厌恶自己的表情。(她的做法似乎从来就没法惹恼艾弗蕾希娅。就这点上来说,她比其他的情妇要好相与多了。就事论事,和她在一起比和自己的爱人在一起更让贝拉觉得舒坦。爱德华那家伙在大多数的时候木讷的像条冻鱼似的。)

  贝拉刚踏进房子时以为房间里还有另一个人,不过她随后就发现整间房子里除了主人外,唯一能发出声响的是那台虚拟影像仪。影像中,一个贝拉记不起名字的UNN播报员正在侃侃而谈。他的背后是安提加前线的全息影像地图。艾弗蕾希娅不在房里,这让她很庆幸。她并不讨厌丈夫的情妇,因为更多的时候她会试着调解自己和丈夫间的冲突。不过现在的贝拉没有接受调停的心情和念头,她只想朝着康斯坦丁诺大吼大叫一番。

  图像上的记者还在继续着报道:“查到蒙斯科和他的科奥之子手上拥有了大量的精神控制药物。他们将大量的该类药物使用在平民身上。迄今为止,多次元的药剂喷雾已经造成了数百人的丧生,这毫无疑问是一次针对无辜市民的化学武器攻击。同时,药物带来的副作用使很多人产生了基因诱变,身体变得扭曲怪异。蒙斯科派出了一艘…”

  看到贝拉走进来,康斯坦丁诺按下了床头柜上的一颗按钮。暂停的图像里,播报员半闭着眼睛,唇角微微噘起,看起来颇为可笑。不过贝拉觉得他这个样子看起来更加睿智。

  “贝拉,有什么我能为你效劳的?”康斯坦丁诺问道,一边开始脱下自己的燕尾服。

  “你究竟在玩什么鬼把戏?”

  看着他扩张的鼻翼,她觉得他就像是一头不折不扣的蠢驴:“你在说什么?(1)”他回问。

  “是啊,继续乞求吧,你不会得到你想要的!你竟然敢!”

  “贝拉,我现在一头雾水,我完全不明白你在说什么。但是…”

  “诺娃刚才哭着跑进了我的房间。你这混球,除了她还是小宝宝的时候,我不记得见她哭过,全是因为你的缘故!当然,我现在不会去责备她。她只是一个15岁的小女孩,而且她的父亲刚刚告诉她说她会被送去泰拉铎参加再教育训练营。看在上帝的份上,去一个除了石头什么都没有地方!”

  康斯坦丁诺嘴巴微张,睁大了他绿色的眼睛---他的女儿很好的继承了他的这一特征,这样的表情让他看起来很像一条在困惑发呆的咸鱼。接下来的对话里,他该不会让自己领略整个动物王国的表情吧,她狭促的想着。“再教育训练!这是我有生以来听到的最荒诞的想法!”

  他的回答让贝拉一时语塞:“你是说,你不会将她送到泰拉铎去?”

  “她当然要去,不过不是参加什么再教育之类的东西。她这奇怪的想法不知道是哪里来的。”

  贝拉的怒气再一次涌来,比之前更甚百千倍。她实在不能相信,他竟然就这么轻易地将这属于诺娃的美妙夜晚给彻底搅了。“那么,你究竟决定何时才把这个关于我女儿的重大决定告诉我。完完整整的!”

  “她也是我的女儿啊,贝拉。而且…”

  “你该不是背着我偷偷溜出去做了变性手术吧。我之所以要这么问,因为你看起来对一家之主这个位置有些误解呢。此外,希望这不是我的错觉,你最近看起来很没有种。”她揶揄道。

  “很有趣的问题,我亲爱的,很好笑。不过这么做是必须的。塔索尼斯已经不再安全了。我们的悬浮车工厂今晚遭到了袭击。”

  贝拉又一次感到语结:“是反抗军?”她的声音轻了许多。

  “嗯。”

  “有多少人,我是说死了多少?”

  “几乎整个夜班。”

  她在心中将阿克图拉斯·蒙斯科和他手下的刽子手渣滓们诅咒了千万遍。她发誓,如果让她见到他---好吧,如果他们在同一间屋子里,可能他早一枪把他射死了。不过,她会尽一切可能寻机先杀了他,一定。自从那个煽动者开始制造动荡后,这个永远不可能成为现实的念头就一直在她的胸中不停燃烧。

  “另外还有外星人的消息。”

  她的眼睛一转:“别告诉我你相信UNN编造出来的那些谎话。精神控制药剂?”

  他对她的话报以挖苦般的笑容:“UNN的报道和真正的事实只相隔一线。”重新按下了桌子那头的控制器,播报员继续开始报道:

  “破坏者悄悄潜入了诺拉德2号(Norad II),通过一些手段使得船员们长期处在充满病原体的环境里,最终导致了该舰于近日坠落。科奥之子的外围成员把被精神控制药洗脑的船员抓捕了起来,还将其余濒临死亡的人留给了他们的Zerg盟友。我们可以确信,埃德蒙德·杜克(Edmund Duke)将军,塔索尼斯城杜克家族的继承人也已经成为了那些精神控制机器下的牺牲品。现在的他已经变成了一个被重新洗脑的僵尸,成为了恐怖分子的走狗…”

  他又按下了暂停键:“最令人信服的谎言里总是带有些许的真实。”他走向贝拉,将手搭在她的肩上,低头看着她。“贝拉,我本来不准备告诉你这些的,但是… 一个叫做Protoss的外星种族摧毁了科奥萨拉和玛尔萨拉。”

  “摧,摧毁?”贝拉不敢相信自己的耳朵,除了科奥,还没有行星被摧毁过。“这绝不可能。”

  “恐怕一切都是真的。还有UNN口中提到的Zerg,他们也是真实存在的。不过他们不是蒙斯科的盟友,不是任何人的。Protoss是他们的敌人这点也毫无疑问,而我们的悲惨命运似乎就是夹在两者的战争中间,左右受制。这也是我们之中的一些人决定将子女送离塔索尼斯的原因。此外,杜克真的变节了。不是因为精神药物的影响,蒙斯科成功地说服了他,让他臣服于自己。”

  贝拉觉得自己仿佛撞上了一块铁板,整个人都懵了。“这太可怕了。”她自己也不清楚这句话是针对丈夫扔给她的众多坏消息里的哪一个(2)----事实上,埃德蒙德·杜克的叛变并不让她惊讶,那个家伙是个彻头彻脑的白痴,总是让人觉得丢脸和失望。就算他变成一个被洗过脑的僵尸,估计也没有人能看出分别来,她暗暗想着。再回想起今晚老加瑟在派对上的滑稽表演,她觉得那个家族的所有人可能都变成疯子了。

  “这不是我的主意,是阿图罗·卡拉巴斯的。摩根·卡拉巴斯,安东尼亚·泰戈尔(Antonia Tygore),还有其他的一些人都会去泰拉铎九号的一个常驻地。因为Protoss和Zerg很可能把这里当作他们的下一个攻击目标。另外,连杜克都加入了科奥之子,恐怕在这个世界上我们不能再相信任何人了。”
  常驻据点听起来比再教育集中营要好上不少。这群孩子们那可怕的误解又是从哪里来的呢?“你还是没有回答我的问题。”她的声音依然暴躁。

  “你指的是哪个问题?”他将手从她的肩膀上拿了下来,解开颈间的领带,抽了出来。

  “你原本打算什么时候再告诉我这事。这些孩子是家事的一部分,我对他们付有责任。”

  “是的,你的确有自己的责任。比如说选酒,你为什么要选07年的酒呢?”

  “因为我喜欢07年的味道,其他人也这么觉得。”她叹着气:“康斯坦丁诺,你对品酒一无所知。每次都是这样,我不明白你为什么总是哪壶不开提哪壶,借不合自己心意的事情发作。你根本就是想转换话题。关于那群孩子的安排…”

  他一边脱下自己的外套,一边回答道:“这是个安全问题,贝拉,所以应该由我来负责。说实话,我起初并不准备将她也送出去。当阿图罗跟我谈起他的计划时,我认为他不过是因为一时惊恐而做出的误判。直到莉娅告诉我关于工厂和萨拉星系的事…”说到这里,他的声音渐渐低了下去。

  “那么克拉拉和泽贝怎么办?”

  “我这里需要泽贝。另外,他已经是个成年男人了。现在正是他应该有所作为的时候。至于克拉拉…”他靠着床沿坐了下来,叹了一声:“米洛拒绝前往泰拉铎,因此她也会留下来。”他抬起头,继续说道:“何况我们不能都离开塔索尼斯,尤其是现在。那样就等于告诉对方,我们已经虚弱到了无法承受任何攻击的地步。所以在表面上看来,我们的孩子不过是去泰拉铎的住地进行一次远足而已。”

  她坐到了他的身边,将一只手扶在了他的腿上。换作平时,她绝不会表现得那么亲密,不过如果这一次他说的都是真的…“你觉得,他们真的会攻击我们吗?”

  “我也不知道。如果是一年前,你告诉我说有外星人的存在,我可能会嘲笑你的荒诞,不过现在呢…”他将手盖在了她的手上,一阵潮湿冰凉的感觉传来。“我也不知道会发生什么?我甚至不知道这么做是否真的有效。不过想到诺娃正安全地住在泰拉铎,我就能觉得心安些。这是最好的选择了,贝拉,真的。”

  “你是对的,这可能是最好的选择了。”她似乎已经很久很久没有对丈夫说过这句话了。“但是,你竟然在没有问过我的情况下就决定了这样重大的事情!我是你的妻子,康斯坦丁诺。诺娃是我的女儿。如果下次你再敢背着我做出这样那样的决定,我会活剥了你的皮。你听到了没有?”

  他望向她,用那两只该死的绿眼睛定定地直视着她:“你是对的,贝拉,我很抱歉。我觉得是因为我们各自独立行事太久了,因此我从来没有考虑过这样的事情会对你造成…”

  “闭嘴吧。”她忽地立了起来:“不要用这些借口来搪塞。你在处理家务事时怎么能将我排除在外。这是离婚的预兆,绝不行。”她说的飞快,一只手紧紧地攥着,“我不是在恐吓你,我只是要你明白,你做的事情所造成的后果有多严重。”

  他摇摇头,然后抬头朝她微微一笑,说道:“你说的对,贝拉。和过往的许多次一样,我对你总是缺乏信任感。为此,我要向你深深地致歉。”

  看到自己暴风骤雨般的猛烈抨击达到了目的,贝拉心满意足地接受了康斯坦丁诺的赔礼:“好,我接受你的道歉。”

  “谢谢,我保证在今后做决定的时候绝不会不让你知道,我亲爱的,这样你可满意了?”

  “你最好不要。”掉转头,她又旋风般地离开了卧室。这个混蛋!不过她不得不承认,这个计划的确可行。如果他在阿图罗提出计划后立即来找她,也许自己会在这件事的实施上比他更加热心。计划中唯一让她不满的是克拉拉和泽贝不能成行。她可以接受让泽贝留下的决定,他已经是成年人了,要负责商业事务的运作,所以在康斯坦丁诺的管理范畴之内。可是克拉拉依然是我的女儿,嫁作人妇他妈的算什么理由。我希望她能和自己的妹妹一样,待在安全的地方。她愤愤地想到。

  她走向房门的同时,康斯坦丁诺继续开始听新闻报道:“蒙斯科和他的非人类盟友希望籍此来迷惑勇敢的联邦士兵,并摧毁他们对自己领袖的信赖。要对抗蒙斯科这样的恐怖分子和他那些被洗脑的随从们,我们惟有保持一贯的警惕。正如我之前提到的,联邦军队在安提加前线设置了大规模的封锁战线,恐怖分子会在近几日被彻底消灭的。这里是UNN,由迈克尔·丹尼尔·利博迪(Michael Daniel Liberty)为您报道。”

  贝拉离开房间时想道:“他名叫自由,新闻播报员叫这个名字可真是讽刺呢。(3)”

  她冲向自己的房间,希望爱德华还醒着吧。或许他已经睡了,不过很快就得醒来的。今晚,她需要一些真正的消遣。在他用恳求的语气向她表达自己的疲惫之前,决不要想睡给好觉。

  小型飞艇的座位还算舒服,不过,这和诺娃每次搭乘时坐的都是头等舱不无关系。

  这是一艘很小的飞艇,只能容纳30个人。它将从塔索尼斯的吉丁斯机场(Giddings Station)起飞,降落到行星轨道上的奥斯伯港(Osborne Port)。这座飞艇的所有头等舱座位都被元老家族的子嗣们占据了。到港之后,他们会坐着卡拉巴斯家的豪华空间游艇派德雷格号(Padraig)飞去泰拉铎九号。

  诺娃并不想去。

  从父亲处得知自己会被送去泰拉铎后,她躲进自己的房间哭了好久。随后,和父亲的第二次谈话稍稍减轻了她的苦恼。她得知自己不是去接受再教育的,同去的也不仅仅只有摩根。事实上她只是被送到一个远离反抗军和外星人、非常安全的地方去。诺娃的第一个念头是想方设法把父亲从妄想里拉出来。但他叙说时显露出来的恐怖是那样的真切,让她不得不相信一切都是真的。也许真的有外星人在那里杀人,而屠杀还将继续。

  尽管如此,她还是不想离开。

  更糟糕的是,她在小型飞艇上的座位就挨着摩根。后者完全不知道察言观色,说着成堆的废话。

  “这真是个绝妙的计划。”他说道,“这样一来,就算我的家族遭到什么不测,他们中最睿智,最优秀的一员依然是安全的。话说回来,你去过泰拉铎的营地吗,那里也是绝赞的。美妙的田园风光,最新式的壁球(4)球场,也许我们能玩上几局。”

  抓紧他话间的空隙,诺娃回答道:“我不会玩壁球。”虽然她知道这样的回答起不到什么作用。

  “我可以教你啊,我可是个壁球专家。”

  诺娃当然知道他是个糟糕的球员。去年的时候,他之所以没被校壁球队开掉,是因为他父亲投钱建的学校球场。没人告诉她这些事---她也不想花心思去问这些---她就是知道。

  诺娃往前探了下身子,在食物选单上按了一下。单子里没有树莓汁,她很失望,只能选橘子汁来代替。没过多久,装在塑料瓶里的果汁就通过食物槽被分配到了她的手上。

  摩根还在滔滔不绝,她对此置之不理。

  整整三天,她一直试图要说服父母别送她走,可他们始终坚持己见。艾弗蕾希娅表现的很不肯定,但还是站在了父亲的那一边。惟有爱德华不同意让她离开,这让诺娃很惊讶。她觉得爱德华很难以捉摸,仿佛将自己大脑中的一切封闭起来似的。泽贝曾经开玩笑说,他实际是太闷骚了,所以脑子里空空荡荡的,根本没有东西来让她感应。他会坚持要让自己留下,让诺娃感到万分的惊讶。

  诺娃用尽甜言蜜语和哄骗的手段都没能达到目的。特别是安提加前线遭到反抗军攻击的消息传来,将她父母心中的最后一丝疑惑彻底吹得烟消云散。他们的态度变得强硬,她一定要去泰拉铎----至少待上几个月,直到动荡不安的环境远离塔索尼斯为止。
  如果一切还能归于平静,如果他们能从外星人手上劫后余生的话。

  “当然啦,对于女人我一向来是有自己的标准的。我选择你是有原因的。”

  诺娃反应了过来,摩根的话提到了自己。“哦。”她不置可否地应了一声。不过,看起来她的回应没有意义,摩根正陶醉在自己的长篇大论之中。

  “毫无疑问,你是独一无二的那一个,诺娃。我不知道怎么描述,但是某些特质使你从那些女孩中脱颖而出。”他说这些话的时候,眼睛正紧盯着她的胸部。

  他没有说话,但是她又一次听到了他的声音:“我已经快等不急了,我要看看她脱光的样子了。”

  接着她又听到了一阵别的声响,是父亲的声音:“你他妈的要干什么?”

  然后是一阵刺疼,如同有人打了她的脸一般。

  不知为何,她只是觉得有人打了她的父亲。

  与此同时,一个机械化的声音从扬声器里传来:“各位乘客,请注意。我们将在10分钟后起飞,请您将安全保障装置打开,等待起飞。”

  摩根马上按下了按钮,座椅上的填充式安保系统被开启了---一个像吹胀了的气球的抱枕出现了。它能在起飞时帮助乘客抵消部分因逃逸星球重力所受到的G力。

  诺娃却没有这么做。一定发生了什么事。她也不清楚是什么。突然间,她清楚地感觉到,自己的家人陷入了困境。

  她从座位上跳了起来:“我必须下去。”

  摩根犹豫地看着诺娃跨过他的座位,向过道走去:“什么?诺娃,你究竟要…”

  管他呢,一想到可以不用在抵达泰拉铎的旅途中听摩根滔滔不绝地谈论壁球或是任他想象自己的身体,诺娃更快地向出口走去。

  一个乘务员拦住了她:“很抱歉,女士。但是…”

  努力挺直了身体---显出就她这个年纪的女生来说颇为高挑的身材,学着安德里亚·泰戈尔一贯居高临下的语气,她命令道:“我是诺万蓓·泰拉。康斯坦丁诺和安娜贝拉·泰拉之女。我要马上离船。”

  那乘务员吞了一口口水,考虑着如何应对。最终他觉得还是答应她的要求为好。泰拉家可不是好惹的。

  身后有不少人出声问她要去哪里,诺娃没去理会他们,一言不发地跳下了小型飞艇。一路小跑离开登机通道,跑出了大门。穿过了吉丁斯机场的过道,她来到了出租车停靠点。

  无视候车牌下排队的人,她直接冲向了队伍的最前端。在用刚才和飞艇乘务员说话时的傲慢语气将家族的姓氏和自己的名字告诉调度员之后,后者立即将她送入了下一辆悬浮出租中。她扬长而去,全不顾身后候车人愤愤不平的咒骂。

  毫无缘由的,凭借着一种说不清、道不明的联系,她感应到自己的父母、兄弟、艾弗蕾希娅还有仆人们都卷入了大麻烦里。而事态正变得愈发糟糕。

  不知为何,爱德华并不在其中。

  哦,不!不!不!不!

  她回想起和父亲的对话,两天前的晚上,安提加前线的报告让他下了最后的决心:“我亲爱的女儿。你不明白的。我们的工厂之所以被破坏的那么彻底,就是因为蒙斯科安插了人进来,我们之中有内奸。既然他们能够渗透到工厂里,那么也可能进到这个家里。我不想让你受到一点伤害,哪怕只是些微的可能性。所以,你必须离开。”

  虽然不清楚自己究竟是如何得知的,但现在她很肯定爱德华就是那个反抗军。给一个难以忍受的女人当情人,还受了这许多年的气,一点唆使就轻易地让他背叛了泰拉家族。

  怪不得他想我也留下来。

  出租车急停在泰拉摩天楼下。诺娃掏出身上所有的钞票,也不管够不够,就一股脑儿塞进了那块将司机和乘客分开的隔板的唯一缝隙里。她冲进楼里,穿过大堂,通过瞳孔检查后进入了私人休息室。

  门打开的一刹那,她就知道事情不对。气氛有些诡异,日间当值的守卫布莱恩(Bryan),不知所踪。

  不,他还在这里,或者说他的身体在这里。

  诺娃从没见过尸体。她当然参加过葬礼,不过那种场合下没有人会去注视亡者,那是一种亵渎。还是小孩的时候,诺娃曾拒绝了泽贝去偷看奶奶遗体的提议。那次,泽贝想拉她一起偷溜到葬礼会堂的后厅里去看一看。

  尸体,她醒悟过来。一阵空旷、没有任何思绪的冰冷感袭来。臭皮囊,正如它们的味道一般。

  布莱恩的制服上有着红色的斑块,她知道那是血迹。

  他们杀了布莱恩,他们一定来了很久了,我还是来晚了。

  眼泪开始顺着她的脸颊落下,她冲向了电梯口,接受了另一次瞳孔检查,电梯马上就来了---这是理所当然的,她是泰拉家族的。无论什么时候,泰拉家的人总能得到他们想要的。

  电梯飞速的向100层之上诺娃的豪宅---她一直生活的地方冲去。在她踏入房间的瞬间,憎恨和痛苦如洪水般涌来,但这些情感并不属于她自己。各种奇怪的想法强行侵入了她的脑海:接下来会发生什么?

  爱德华,你这个畜牲,你竟然敢!

  这是妈妈的声音。她可以感应到母亲的想法,就仿佛自己正站在她身边一样。

  该死的。看着我,你怎么能…

  接着,她就失去了与母亲的联系,完全没有了。有人把母亲从她的身边拉开,就像小时候泽贝把昆虫的翅膀撕掉那样。

  “妈---妈妈?”

  你会为此付出代价的,你绝对逃不掉的---

  这是爸爸,他也没能把话说完。

  她瘫到在地,动弹不得。电梯停在了顶楼,门无声的开启。

  “爸爸,哦,天哪。爸爸。不要,请不要死。不要。”她挣扎着从电梯里爬出来,走进穹顶大厅。她的腿又开始不听使唤,瘫坐了下来。

  三天前,这里还是庆祝她15岁生日的派对会场。而现在,这里到处都是穿着黑衣手持武器的男女。她首先看到沿着墙站成一排的仆人们,还有一些却混在黑衣人当中。这些黑衣人并不是要抢掠什么,他们想将元老家族彻底消灭掉---她从这些人的脑海里读到了可怕的命令。不过他们和充斥各种新闻报道里的、正在攻击安提加前线的那个科奥之子毫无关系---一点也没有,他们不过是群煽动者。他们的计划也只有一个,抹杀所有元老家族。

  爱德华站在三具尸体的中间。其中有她的父母,剩下的是艾弗蕾希娅。一个叫做加斯托沃·麦克班的男人站在爱德华身边,他用枪指着泽贝。而后者双膝跪地,两手交叉地放在脑后。

  “你知道么。”泽贝说道:“艾迪,你一直就是个渣滓!”

  “彼此彼此,臭小子。”爱德华回敬道,然后转身命令加斯托沃,“动手!”

  加斯托沃扣动了扳机,子弹冲进了泽贝的头部,冲力带着他猛然后退,鲜血和脑浆重重地甩在了身后的墙上。

  “泽贝?”

  诺娃只是感应到她父亲和母亲的死亡。可现在,她不仅是感受,更亲眼目睹了哥哥死亡的惨剧。

  “不…”

  爱德华转过身来,看到了她,脸上浮现出笑容:“好,好,真是太好了。虽然搞了那么一出,你最后还是跑回来了。”

  “不!”

  他举起手中的枪,慢慢向她走来。爱德华是个硕长瘦弱的人,留着黑色卷发,续着络腮胡。头发和胡须的鬓角处已经微微有灰白色泛出来。她从没有见过他现在的笑容。她知道他从来没有杀过人。其实,他害怕杀人---所以才会让加斯托沃来动手。加斯托沃对元老家族的仇恨远胜过他。也因此,享受杀人乐趣的只有他,而不是爱德华。

  最后,爱德华还是得要亲自动手。

  “不要!”

  枪口直直地顶着她的头,就像刚才加斯托沃杀死泽贝那样。爱德华轻声说道:“晚安,诺娃…”

  “不要~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”

  译注:

  (1)原文为I beg you pardon.,直译过来为‘我求你重复一遍’,关联到下面贝拉的那句话中的乞求一次,特此说明。

  (2)该句的翻译可能有误。

  (3)Liberty:这里等于是双关语了,既作为人名,又代表自由的意思。

  (4)padball:现实中没有这样的运动项目 所以就随便挑了个生僻的squash来解释。

第四章

  玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩(Malcolm Kelerchian)曾经是塔索尼斯警察局(TPF)侦探队里最优秀的调查员。只可惜TPF从来留不住好调查员---他们总是很快被军队或者政府给挖走。上头认为把这样有用的人才留给地方警力实在是太浪费了。

  对于玛寇姆来说则是个不幸的消息,因为他很享受作为侦探的快乐。他的破案率是队里其他成员的三倍之多。实事求是的说,要拿到这样漂亮的数据并不难,只是TPF内部有太多流氓、恶棍了。这些人只关注那些富人的利益有没有得到保障,而他们中稍稍有些脑子的人则会被上调到侦探队去。不仅如此,如果案子里没有什么有油水的主,给的好处费还不如队长级别月收入的话,就不值得一个侦探去浪费他的时间和精力。队里的人都精通各类托辞:“好吧,你要知道,追踪这类案件里的罪犯是非常困难的一件事…”。这些托辞的适用者包括了抢劫、骚扰、袭击等事件的受害者,他们往往都是处于中产阶级或社会底层的人。而那些得到解决的案件里往往有个笨蛋罪犯,蠢到会自投罗网的地步。

  直到玛尔加入警队以后,TPF的各类警务资源才算得到了真正引用。他甚至借用交通管制局那些原本用来抓拍车辆违反悬浮交通法情况的监控摄像来辨认罪犯(这些摄像头遍布各个区域,给违规车辆的罚单是TPF工资的来源之一)---这一被上级称赞为革命性的作法,其实在200年前的旧地球里就已经存在了。他还会用尽一切方法来搜集各类身份鉴定工具,以便更好地搜寻罪犯。

  起初,一切都万分顺利,TPF的公众形象也得到了大幅的提升---直到兰珀谋杀案(Rample Murder)的发生。兰珀是个小有名气的商人,他的两个孩子被残忍的杀害了,尸体则被遗弃在了贫民窟的一条小巷里。这个起初被断定为贫民窟常见的杀人弃尸案(dead drop)在尸体身份检定完成后,转眼间成了万众瞩目的大案要案。局长立即指派玛尔调查这个案子,并且在各类新闻发布会及UNN频道向市民保证,他已经派出了最优秀的侦探来负责这个案子,那个不可饶恕的屠夫一定会受到联邦法的制裁。玛尔用尽手段地追查,终于找到了凶手--- 但…凶手竟然是埃密特·泰戈尔(Emmett Tygore),星球上资历最老的元老家族的子嗣。

  于是关于其他案件的报道在一夜之间占据了公众的视线。那个不知名的犯罪者,那个曾被UNN称作“贫民窟的恶鬼”的人,那个被编辑们用“屠夫”或是“精神失常者”来形容的人,转眼变成了一个饱受精神疾病折磨的受害者,一个在压力下崩溃的可怜人。直至最后,他也没有受到联邦法院的指控,而是被送到了太平岛的复健中心。很显然,泰戈尔家族希望他能就此被遗忘。

  随着媒体将焦点转向其它地方,他被公众彻底的抛在脑后---总有新的丑闻,新的攻击,新的案件等着被报道---只剩下那个可怜的商人彷徨不知所措,却又欲告无门。

  玛尔是唯一还在为受害者辩护的人。他屡次要求起诉埃密特·泰戈尔,进行公正的裁决。最终都因为某些方面的干涉而作罢。他的做法也让局长处在了两难的境地。玛尔是位明星侦探,也许算是TPF历史上的第一人。拥有他就意味着报批的经费会继续提高---议院只有在警局的破案率提高时才会通过这类提案。而另一方面,泰戈尔家族对这个敢于玷污其家族名誉的莽撞侦探下了赏格。

  最终,还是军方出面给他救了急。负责Ghost项目的人碰巧看了玛尔的档案,发现他的Psi值(Psi Index,简称PI)有3.5---一般人的PI是2,或者更低些。而心灵感应者的PI都在5以上。3.5的PI意味着对心灵感应能力非常敏感。尽管本人不能使用这种能力。

  因此,他会是个做寻觅者(1)的绝佳人选。

  当玛尔得知自己将被转去军队当一个寻觅者时,冒出的第一句话是:“这寻觅者是什么狗屁东西?”

  玛尔当然是知道答案的---寻觅者就像是猎人,搜索拥有心灵感应能力的者并把他们带进Ghost项目,或者是军方觉得适合这群念能者(2)的其他项目---他只是太惊讶了,而且不愿意接受这个事实。

  玛尔已经作了太久的侦探,久到他对个中的猫腻一清二楚---局长的大问题被解决了。他保住了自己的位置,而且在议会和公众的眼里,一切全部是军队的错,他是不得已才送走玛尔的。

  正式的调任是在一年后, 前六个月被用来接受训练---一个月的时间学习使用装备,其余的五个月则是锻炼对心灵感应者的探测能力,把它变得更加实用。遗憾的是,后五个月的训练一点实际成效也没有。早在玛尔被征召前,就常常会因为周遭有心灵感应者的存在而觉得头疼。持续二十五周的脑部探测、精神练习、冥想和增强注意力训练则使他不得不在以后的日子里忍受剧烈的头疼---有心灵感应者在场的情况下。

  我交的税结果都是花在这种地方了,他酸酸地想到。

  无论怎样,他倒是拿到了不少有趣的新玩意。

  这些玩具般的仪器都安装在他的工作服上。虽然制服是量身订做的,但常年吃着各色垃圾食物以及过量酗酒(尤其是最后几年)使得他的身型并不衬,所以他在外面又披上一件皮制的防尘大衣。那个象征着他寻觅者身份的全息徽章被别在了外衣的翻领上。

  在他完成训练六个月之后,玛尔的身份正式地从塔索尼斯警察局侦探队的调查员玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩变成了Ghost项目寻觅者局的探员玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩。他正站在泰拉摩天楼的顶部,现在则成了临时停尸房。

  早在接到赶往事发地点的紧急通报前,他的偏头疼就已发出了警告。当时他正坐在书桌前拼命赶写那些拖延了许久的文书工作。只是一瞬间,他感到脑中一阵刺痛。

  之后没多久,玛尔就接到了关于泰拉摩天楼的报告,他在发信器说完指令前就打断了报告。有个心灵感应者在摩天楼里制造了一场心灵控力的巨大爆发(Psionic mojo),而且是能量十足的一次。

  TPF的警员封锁了大厦和周围4个街区内的所有道路。玛尔在抵达封锁区后才明白这么做是有原因的---这里就像是经历了一场大爆炸,到处都是尸体,身上却没有任何的伤痕。和爆炸唯一的区别是没有燃烧残留的印记,没有灼烧的痕迹,也没有任何导致爆炸的线索。只有满地的碎塑料,玻璃渣,金属和木头碎屑。

  唯一值得记录的发现是---所有东西收到的伤害都是相同的,尽管它们的抗张强度完全不同。在经过训练的玛尔看来,能造成这种结果的原因只有一个:念力(3)(Telekinesis)

  也就是说,那个心灵感应者是玛尔遇见过的人当中等级最高的,Psi值大约在8左右,甚至是更高。低于8的情况下,你只是能心灵感应而已。而拥有用思维遥控和移动物体的能力则会让你高出其他人整整一级。

  在玛尔六个月的寻觅者生涯里,他只见过一个Psi值达到8的人。而那个人现在正被禁锢在政府机构的地牢里,留着口水,连话都说不出来。

  事实上,这些尸体都有一个共同的死亡特征:从口耳眼鼻处溢出大量的鲜血。这样的死状是证明他们在遭受到心灵攻击后死亡的最好证据。

  简而言之,玛尔这次要找的不只是个心灵感应者,而且是一个拥有念力的人。一个念能者,不管是男是女,同他们打交道将如历噩梦。苦乐自知了(4) 他暗想着。

  他走进了大厦,有更多的尸体躺在那里。不过这里有具不一样的尸体,他的胸口上有个明显的枪眼。死者穿着大楼内的警卫服,给原本一目了然的案情添了一分波折。

  在玛尔踏入升向屋顶的电梯时,他的头疼开始加剧,程度快赶上事发时的那次冲击了---这也说明他正越来越接近心灵攻击的事发现场。踏入屋子的那一刻,他首先做的是按下腰带上的控制器,4剂量的镇静药被注射到了他的血管里。头疼的感觉稍稍缓解,至少不妨碍他思考了。
  感谢联邦人的古老智慧,这些镇静药马上就起了作用,于是玛尔开始继续做第二件事,一件他比其他侦探同僚做得更好的事---调查取证。

  在他的周围有着更多的尸体,一部分穿着黑衣服,手上握有武器;另一半人中有些穿着只有极其富有的人才买得起的昂贵、时尚衣服,其余的穿着高档的仆人制服,同样只有在大富之家才能见到的。

  和泰戈尔家一样,只可惜他们没死。

  玛尔的皮鞋在地板上发出吱吱声。他又检查了下电脑,资料显示泰拉摩天楼的屋顶应该有个玻璃钢覆盖的穹顶---看来,念力将整个屋顶都摧毁了。从物质层面上来比较,只有核攻击才能达到相同的效果。但是从精神层面上来说,这很容易,而且覆盖面会更广。

  整个现场混乱不堪,活像是被一个患有精神分裂症的妄想狂重新布置的犯罪现场,要不就是心灵攻击把所有的家具都丢到了一旁。朝着四周草草地扫了几眼,玛尔发现了一张靠在墙边的桌子,躺在地上的装饰灯上挂着一张椅子,呈现出一个奇特的角度。还有一分为二的沙发。

  房间里有不少被派来进行调查的TPF技术员,他们永远不会出现在贫民窟的罪案现场---之中还有玛尔以前在侦探队时的一个同事。

  “我的天哪。”玛尔一边穿过尸体堆,自言自语道:“太糟糕了。”

  他注意到这里的尸体同样有着眼睛出血的迹象,但是有4具除外。和楼下发现的守卫一样,这四个人的死因也是枪伤。

  “喔,喔。看看是谁大驾光临了。”

  玛尔抬起头,看到侦探杰克·潘布雷顿(Jack Pembleton)藏在常戴的墨镜后面,虚伪的朝他笑着。因为午后的阳光毫无遮掩地落在的屋顶上,他今天倒是有借口一直戴着它。没有了穹顶,整个房间内找不到一块阴凉的地方。

  “是什么风把你吹到了我的罪案调查现场啊,玛尔?”杰克问道。

  玛尔按下了腰带上的另一个按钮,一份小小的文件影像从带扣上映射出来:“不再是你的了。从现在起,这里的一切都由联邦政府接管,杰克。这是一份由政府签发并盖章的官方授权书。这个案子的审查权限将移交给联邦政府军队,而我就是负责人。”

  杰克自然懒得去读那些文件,何况里面有许多他根本不认识的字。他透过墨镜望向玛尔,有些针锋相对地问道:“你一定是在开玩笑。”

  “不,这里的大部分人是死于一个心灵感应者之手,所以由我们寻觅者来调查。”

  杰克摇着头,失望地说道:“我操,本来还想好好了解这案子的。算上房子里的和街上的,足足有300多个尸体。你要知道,这300多条人命对我的升迁机会来说帮助有多大。”

  “你也看到了,没戏。”玛尔拍着杰克的肩膀,假意地道歉:“对不住了。”

  “是够倒霉的,何况这次我的鱼比别人的要肥。”

  玛尔皱了皱眉:“还有其他人?”

  “嗯,今天我们一共接到了七宗对元老家族进行攻击的报告。不过只有这里死伤惨重。别的地方有些老头和孩子挂了。元老家族的私人警力干得不坏,这里除外。”

  怪不得只有杰克一个人在这里。玛尔想道。一般的情况下,如此大的死亡人数,整个侦探队的人都会被派到这里。在旧地球的时候,这种情况就是红球警报了。更何况这次的袭击关系到元老家族,也就是说,是个多红球警报。

  “喂。”杰克突然说道,“您刚才说大部分人,是什么意思。你自己看,这里的每个死人都是眼中出血,肯定是念能者干的嘛。”

  杰克对现场情况的把握程度让玛尔哭笑不得,他指向了那四具尸体。“这四个人是死于枪击的,两男两女,中枪部位在头部。而且其中的一个男人看起来很像康斯坦丁诺·泰拉,他的照片挂在楼下的大厅里。照此推算的话,另一具男性尸体就是他的儿子了。两位女性大概是他的妻子和情人,或者是女儿中的两个。另外,楼下也有一个死了的警卫,胸部中枪。”

  “啊!”杰克很是惊讶,他也就只有这点斤两了。

  “这几个人是被处死的,而干掉楼下那个是为了不让他去响警铃。”他转身走向了费尔伯特(Philbert),他大概是在场的技术员当中唯一一个不算太笨的。“喂,费尔伯特。”

  “凯勒奇恩侦探,很久不见了呀,哦,不对,现在应该称呼你探员了。没错吧?”

  “我希望你能够尽快弄清楚这两个女人的身份。”

  我现在就能够告诉你:“棕色头发的那个是贝拉·泰拉,红头发的那个是康斯坦丁诺的情妇。”
  玛尔点了点头。他激活了制服上的电脑,询问关于克拉拉·泰拉、诺娃·泰拉的下落以及索取贝拉情人的身份验证。他们可能是这个家族的幸存者。

  “玛尔你又在自言自语了?”

  “是的,只有这样我才能获得一些有用的建议。”他通过默读的方式向电脑下达进一步的指令,只是从旁人的角度来看,他是在小声地自言自语。

  电脑将结果通过耳机传送给他:“关于克拉拉·泰拉的最后消息显示她和她的未婚夫一起待在家里。诺娃·泰拉的行程则显示她于今天早晨乘坐小型飞艇离开,目的地是泰拉铎九号上的奥斯博港。泰拉女士的情人名叫爱德华·彼得斯,他应该在大厦的某处。很遗憾的是,档案中没有他的照片,只有通过瞳孔比对才能够确认身份---或者,如果眼睛上有血污导致比对困难,我们可以考虑DNA检验。”

  “我们需要确认那两个女儿的下落,杰克。你能不能派一个巡警去米洛·库尼西斯家确认下克拉拉在不在。”

  杰克点点头“不管是派谁去,那人还得告诉她,她的双亲都翘辫子了。对吧?”

  “是的。”

  杰克不怀好意地笑了:“那就派格拉伯维斯基(Grabowski)去好了。”

  玛尔知道,杰克一直恨着格拉伯维斯基,因为他和那个杰克宣称堕入爱河的女子结了婚。自然而然的,他会想到把这样一个吃力不讨好的任务塞给格拉伯维斯基,由他去告诉一个元老家族的子嗣,说她成为了家族里的唯一幸存者。

  玛尔接着向电脑询问诺娃·泰拉所在小型飞艇的名字。不过电脑回答说,信息受到隐私权限保护,无法取得。

  那些该死的元老家族。他暗骂道。只有他们和议会才有权利将某些信息放到隐私保护锁之后。这一定是泰拉家族或者他们的密友在搞鬼。

  玛尔拨通了上级的电话。

  出于一些这样那样的原因,玛尔讨厌和处长伊尔莎·琪兰妮(Director Ilsa Killiany)交谈。最首要的原因就是她发现了玛尔高达3.5的Psi值。就是因此他才被放逐到了寻觅者这个组织来的。不仅如此,她还是个让人讨厌、心烦、恶心的家伙(5),这是他讨厌与之交谈的最大原因。

  不过,现在玛尔必须和她谈一谈。倒不是说,玛尔没法用自己的方式来解决问题,只是单纯的因为琪兰妮可以用更高的权限来处理这些。

  在他等待琪兰妮腾出时间和自己做简单交流的时候,费尔伯特走了过来:“啊,探员凯勒奇恩,我们的检测结果出来了。杀死这四个人的子弹…”他指了指躺在地上的泰拉一家人,又手指指着不远处一个扑在地上全身黑衣的人,他的武器压在了手下。“都是从那把枪里面射出来的。”

  既然费尔伯特早就知道这四个人死于枪击,为何杰克在听到他们是被处死,而非死于心灵控力时会万分惊讶,玛尔对此感到疑惑。继而想到杰克的为人,他就释然了。“干得好,费尔伯特,尽快把那个人的身份给我找出来。现在就要。”

  “你会的。”

  费尔伯特说出这三个字的同时,处长琪兰妮的声音从耳机里传来:“凯勒奇恩,你到底有什么狗屁事情!”她那不快的语调里明明白白地透露出一个信息,最好是件好事,不然她可能会用一把生锈的黄油刀,一刀一刀把他给生切了。

  “女士,我这里有4位泰拉家族成员的尸体,另外有3人暂时下落不明。我正在着手调查其中两人的行踪。而第三个人,诺娃·泰拉,预定要乘坐飞艇去奥斯博港。”

  这有什么问题吗?听起来她似乎正在桌子上翻找那把刀子。

  “电脑拒绝提供飞艇的名字。女士,信息受到了隐私权限的保护。”

  一小阵冷场后,那边开口道:“给我五分钟。”

  琪兰妮登出后,玛尔忽然灵光一闪,有了新的念头。他向电脑查询了当天从吉丁斯乘坐飞艇前往奥斯博港的乘客名单。

  一个头等舱乘客的名字跳了出来:诺娃·泰拉。

  她的预约登记下面还有一行备注,写着她在起飞前离开了飞艇。这类事件必须被记录下来,因为飞行器的重量会随之改变,并对起飞过程造成影响。

  费尔伯特又靠了过来:“头,我还没有搞到开枪人的身份。不过有个好消息(6),跟那群歹徒有关。你绝不会相信我们发现了什么。”

  “说说看。”玛尔干干地回到。

  “是爱德华·彼得斯---那个泰拉女人的情人。”

  玛尔闻言点了点头,“恩,这样的话,事情就说得通了。”

  杰克的大墨镜朝他望来:“说得通?怎么说得通?给我具体说下。”

  无视两人的询问目光,玛尔又一次拨通了处长琪兰妮的电话。“该死的,凯勒奇恩。我正在查呢…”

  “别管什么隐私权限了,女士。那无关紧要了。诺娃·泰拉根本没有去奥斯博。我肯定她就是那个凶手。女士。”

  “什么?”

  “诺娃在小型飞艇起飞前离开了。她可能是回了家,然后看到这群人在杀害她的家人,也许她还亲眼目睹了家人被枪杀的瞬间。 她甚至在杀人凶手中发现了她母亲的情人。总而言之,她目击了这场针对她家人的屠杀,还遭到了一个曾经如父亲般亲密的人的背叛。于是,她失控了。我现在就在现场,用了整整4剂量的镇静药来应付我的头疼,而离事情发生已经过去了好几小时。”

  “怎么可能,如果诺娃是一个念能者,我们怎么会一无所知!”琪兰妮问道。

  “因为他们是元老家族,女士。除此之外还有别的解释吗?”玛尔很清楚这些有钱人在联邦政府里操控着多大的权利,他可是亲身经历过的。

  “那么,好吧。我们需要找到这个女孩。既然她能在没有接受过多年训练的情况下摧毁一整座大厦甚至更多,我们就必须马上找到她。”他听到琪兰妮在对着电脑输入些什么,然后她说道:“你不必再管这个案子了,凯勒奇恩。”

  “什么?”玛尔不敢相信自己听到的。好容易有机会调查犯罪案件,她却把案子从自己的手中抽走。

  “我会让费奥罗(Fiorello)接手的。现在最重要的事情是把那个女孩找出来,所以快点挪动你的屁股,干活去!。”

  “屁股在动了,女士。”玛尔叹了口气,暗中咒骂着,他妈的。

  好吧,小诺娃,捉迷藏的游戏要开始了。不过首先,我得去补充些镇静剂。

  译注:

  (1) 原文为wrangler 是牧民的意思,而书里他主要的职责是找psi值高的人做ghost。因此做了意译

  (2)原文为teeps 是对于高级心灵感应者的简称 最终决定译作念能者。

  (3)Telekinesis 一般指虚空挪物,这里扩大化了,就译作念力了。

  (4)原文为joy of joys, 我也不知道苦中作乐之类的译法是不是够贴切。

  (5) 原文为royal pain in the ass 笔力有限,用中文实在无法表达很确切的意思。

  (6) 原文为pos back,个人把pos理解为postive,可能有误。  


第二部

  血色迷糊的潮流奔腾汹涌,

  到处把纯真的礼仪淹没其中。

      ——《基督重临》 威廉.B.叶芝

第五章

  她突然清醒过来(那家伙的声音继续缠绕着)太垃圾了,我没要(在他的口袋里!)骗你,我只是(如果你敢抛弃)想说,这东西完全就是渣,所以(我,我会)我不会要的。(用枪把你的脑子打得稀烂,我发誓)我告诉你说,这东西(都在地板上了,你听懂了么)比你以前拿过的都要好。你要相信(你这个蠢货烟鬼(1) )我。都是(他为什么不能为我)她做的?我是说,她真得(做事,我压根就不是)那么做了?他干吗不一枪崩了(在问你,我操)她。帮帮忙吧,兄弟。再多(这件外套让我看起来)分一点,我知道你(很土)还有很多的。我保证,最迟(议会就不能做点事情),最迟下个礼拜(管管这些瘾君子么)我就会还给你的。我很久没有吃过(他们令人恶心)东西了,我已经(他为什么不再)快忘记食物的(走到我身边来了。)味道了。看你下次(软货啊软货(2) ,这里)还敢不敢搞事!(软的,要得快来啊)

  然后是死一般的寂静。

  不知为何,诺娃脑中的声音终于安静了下来。至少,减弱了不少。

  她不知道自己怎么做到的,也不知道身在何处。她能记得的最后一件事是…

  我什么都不记得了。她木然,我该有个名字吧。是什么呢?

  但是她一点都记不起来。

  “很抱歉,因为你妨碍了我的正常播报,所以我不得不请你立即离开。”

  她抬起头,看见头上的AAI--人工智能广告机(Advertising artificial intelligence)。好吧,至少我认识这玩意是什么,但为什么我记不得自己的名字…

  “诺娃!”这个名字突然从脑海里浮现出来。她的名字是诺娃,全名…

  至少这是个不错的开始。

  “很抱歉,你妨碍了我的正常播报,所以我不得不再次要求你立即离开。”

  诺娃终于意识到自己正趴坐在一条肮脏的人行道上,头上就是台AAI。它现在处于待机状态,图像中的两个广告画面正准备交替。

  诺娃坐直了身子,层叠林立的高楼大厦环绕周围,只在中间留下窄小的人行道。她凭借不显眼的人造灯光做出了确认,现在还是白天,不过阳光无法照进来。她现在所处的步行道通向一个死胡同,周遭都是各式的高楼,没有窗和门。哦不,那里的某处有一扇门,一把电磁锁将通路锁住,显然是长久没有使用了。她向上眺望,这三座大厦都高的看不见顶,仿佛向上无限延伸,到了云端。

  胡同的入口处,两条人行道交错形成十字路口。

  了解情况后,她心头一沉。我正在贫民窟里。这里居住着那些穷人,被驱逐的恶棍,无业的游民,还有只能找到最下贱工作的人。一切阴影下的丑恶,皆聚于此。罪恶,在贫民窟里猖獗丛生。

  她本不会踏足这里,贫民窟不是她这样的人应该来的。元老家族的子嗣决不会出现在这里。可能是因为她只顾着奔跑,才闯进了这无人的废弃小巷---除了那台AAI,还在向偶尔闯入这里的人努力推销,表示这里有东西可买。

  这地方就在塔索尼斯城的下面,居民们窝在层层叠叠大楼中的矮小房间里。当然,这些楼远不如泰拉大厦,父亲的…

  爸爸!哦,不!!!

  悲伤再次不请自来。

  她的家人都死了。

  爱德华,母亲的情人,一个她一直当作家人看待的人,下令杀死了她的母亲、父亲和哥哥。执行命令的是加斯托沃·麦克班,他所有的家人都在科奥四号的袭击中丧生了。母亲被杀害的时候,她满脑子的仇恨都在爱德华的身上,他背叛了我们。当泽贝死的时候---可怜的泽贝,她不仅感受到了,而且目击了他被枪杀。那一刻,他在后悔为什么自己没有胆量邀请瑟蕾丝一起参加德阿班韦尔斯的舞会。

  父亲被杀时想的则是诺娃正在飞往泰拉铎九号的路上,至少她是安全的。

  可怜的爸爸。他以为她离开了塔索尼斯。恰恰相反,她回到了自己的家里,然后…

  那些声音!

  那些永不停歇的声音。!

  她听到爱德华为自己愚弄了整个泰拉家而洋洋自得的声音。她听到麦克班在为自己家人的惨死复仇后而狂喜的声音,尽管诺娃一家与那场惨剧毫无干系。事实上,爸爸曾试图说服议会放弃轰炸科奥四号的。死的时候会不会痛?她听到名叫麦亚(maia)的仆人这样想着。另一个仆人纳塔勒(Natale),为了没法再见自己的妈妈一面而懊恼。恐怖分子中的亚当(Adam)对于那个指示他们制造如此恐怖行动的克里夫·纳丹尔和他的革命情绪毫不关心,他只是在享受杀人的快乐而已。另一个恐怖分子,叫做提斯克(Tisch)的那个,幻想着生活在一个没有元老家族存在的世界里。在那里,平民统治着世界。一切本该如此,他这样认为。还有杰弗瑞(Geoffery),他一直在害怕。担心他们会被抓进监狱。这个念头一直在他心中盘绕。还有第四个,那个保罗(Paul),对只是杀一些无用的富人感到不满,他真正想干掉的是议会的那些人。

  诺娃再也承受不了了。太多的声音,太多的想法,在一瞬间冲进了她的大脑。

  她要他们都停下来!

  接下来的那一刻,她的身边多了无数具尸体。于是她要逃跑---不过这只是让一切变得更糟。她跑的越远,就有越多的声音在脑中回荡。

  万幸的是,在AAI的面前,声音变得轻微了。大约是因为在这里唯一的“人”,是个没有念头的人工智能而已。

  原来我听到的,是别人的想法,就像摩根那次一样。也许在很久以前就是这样了,我才可以了解别人所想的。

  我是个怪物!

  她还是个满手沾血的杀人犯!

  “很抱歉,你妨碍了我的正常播报,如果你再不离开,我将不得不联系塔索尼斯警察局。”

  AAI会给自己惹来麻烦,诺娃终于反应了过来,爬起身来。

  她笑着,带着一抹酸楚地想到:麻烦,不过是妨碍了一台AAI而已,我都已经杀了上百个人了。

  这念头让她自己也吃了一惊,她清楚地知道这不是什么夸大的事实。她能知道每个人,他或者她死时的想法。爱德华也好,抑或是他的同伙,屋顶上那个克里夫·纳丹尔的手下,还有被他们抓住的仆人之一,甚至包括那些仅仅是在错误的时间里出现在泰拉大厦附近的可怜人儿。那个母亲为她女儿在学校里的评分等级着急,那个男人担心他的妻子发现他和他弟弟的纠纷。那个骑着悬浮单车的孩子要趁着午休的片刻去见自己的父母。另外…

  “你希望在空中畅行无阻,飞得比任何人都要快么?”这台AAI看起来和刚才大不一样了---他现在看起来像一个戴好了全套悬浮保护装备的小孩,虚拟成像仪能连它的外形一起改变。

  AAI的嘴巴张合着,发出小孩子的声音:“还用说么。”

  现在AAI变成了一辆悬浮单车的模样,成像仪在它身后投映出快速移动的地面,让它看起来像在飞速前进一般:“全新的428型悬浮单车,今天就是你的了。”

  诺娃又跌坐了下来,她能清楚的感觉到膝盖在移动时隐隐作痛,但这不是真正的原因。

  428型就是爸爸的工厂生产的。

  爸爸死了。

  从出生到现在的15个年头里,诺娃·泰拉从来没有哭过。她的生活是如此的快乐,根本找不出任何理由让她伤心、掉眼泪。

  而现在,在一条不知是哪里的贫民窟小巷,对着一台正在为某个公司兜售软饮料的AAI,诺娃感到眼泪从脸颊上落下,这是她15岁生日后的第四次哭泣了。祝我生日快乐!她向自己苦涩地祝福道。

  看(喂,佛雷迪!(Freddie))看这儿,一个(看看我们在这儿找到了什么?)妞!

  念头闯进了她的脑里。驱赶走了AAI刚刚带来的一片安宁。

  “喂,佛雷迪,看看我们在这儿找到了什么?”

  “看起来是个小妞,比利(Billy)。”

  “说得没错,佛雷迪。”
  她在泪眼朦胧中抬头望去,是两个不比她大多少的男孩。他们穿着大得不合身的衣服,浑身散发着臭味,大概没有人教过他们什么叫洗澡。他们拦在她的面前,背对着死胡同的出口。

  还记得第一次听到摩根那些关于自己的想法时,她觉得这一切很恶心。不过当时被自己能够听到别人的心声的事实给吓到了,也就没有时间去理会那些想法的实际内容。

  而佛雷迪和比利的想法,就不仅仅是令人恐惧了,那些念头要残酷的多。摩根只会笨拙地做那些所想的事,而换作眼前的两人,暴力的迹象显而易见。

  “离我远一点!”她的声音沙哑,根本听不清楚。

  佛雷迪假装被她的话给征住了“她说了什么?比利。”

  比利也装出了相同的表情:“我想她不太喜欢我们呢,佛雷迪。”

  “我们应该告诉她,咱们可是好人呀,比利。”

  “没错,佛雷迪。”他开始慢慢迫近,脑中闪动着骇人的暴力念头。

  “别过来!”诺娃的声音变得更加沙哑。她不住地向挪动,想尽量躲开他们的包围。 她觉得自己的胃纠结在了一起,不住的恶心。只听到砰的一声,她撞倒了身后的AAI。

  “你干扰了一台官方授权AAI的正常工作,作为行为不端的处罚,你必须缴纳罚金。塔索尼斯警察局已联系,他们将很快到达。”

  佛雷迪和比利闻言齐声大笑起来。他们知道,TPF的人从不来贫民窟来收罚金。如果哪一天他们到贫民窟来抓人,那绝对会是让人印象深刻的一天。一般来说,他们只是把人抓起来狠揍一顿而已。佛雷迪和比利已经上缴了这个月的例钱,所以条子们绝对不会碰他们的。

  换作平时,诺娃可能会为发现了TPF的这些下作勾当感到恶心,但现在的她被无边的恐惧给包围了,全然顾不上思考别的。

  这些恐惧不是来自佛雷迪和比利。恰恰相反,让她害怕的是如果那两人要对她做他们心里所想的那些事时,她会作出怎样的反抗。

  “现在,小娘,别再担心你的漂亮脸蛋了。我们会好好疼你的,对不对,比利。”

  “说的对,佛雷迪。”

  佛雷迪的脑袋里正在勾画着对她两腿之间的那块地方做些什么。诺娃努力清了下嗓子,叫道:“我警告你!”

  比利一阵大笑:“喔,真厉害呢。听听,佛雷迪,她在警告我们。”

  佛雷迪慢慢地摇着他的头,用威胁般的语气说道:“小妞你听着,条子们不会到这里来的。就算过来了,他们也不会做任何事。所以,你叫破喉咙也没用的。”诺娃知道佛雷迪其实盼着她尖叫,这样他就有更多的乐子。

  诺娃什么都没有做,她足足失神了一分钟,没有动弹。她唯一知道的是,一旦自己失控的话,将会发生什么。

  于是,在佛雷迪拉住她衬衣的时候,她没有反抗。(直到现在她才注意到自己衣服上的血迹,还有那些撕开的口子。回想起来,是穹顶的屋顶掉下来的时候弄得,那些血迹可能是自己的。)在比利的手顺着裤子摸上了她的腰带时,她也没有动。

  然后,她看到比利接下来要做的。

  “从我身上滚开!”

  一秒钟之后,佛雷迪和比利躺在了胡同的最深处。比利的胸口感到一阵阵的疼痛,佛雷迪则头晕目眩,没法看清东西。

  诺娃蹒跚地站立起来,她试着直起身子,不过这次尝试失败了,她差点又跌到在人行道上。她伸出了双臂,努力保持住了平衡。终于,她好不容易挺直了身子。

  她注意到身后的闪光,转过身才发现那台AAI已经变成了一堆废铜烂铁。望着曾经给与自己些许庇护的AAI,她的心中涌起了歉意。它没有任何的思想---一切是那么的安静。我以前可不会这么看一台广告机。或许我能再找一台的。

  她又回身,朝攻击的人看去。看起来他们一时半会不可能爬起身来。

  走到他们身边,她又清了清嗓子,用警告的语气说:“我警告你们,离我远一点。不然,下一次会更惨。”

  佛雷迪还在尝试着让眼睛聚焦,好看清楚东西,他没有回声。而比利听到后,狂怒的冲动占据了他的脑袋:“臭小娘,老子干了你!”

  比利向她跳过来,他是从半匍匐的状态起身,动作显得很不协调,一边从那件大了许多的衬衫里掏出一把手枪来。比利自己都不知道这是把什么枪,诺娃也不知道---她只知道这把枪是个叫格拉比恩(Grabien)的卖给他的,他经常卖些不错的武器给比利。

  他用手枪指着诺娃,她的手猛然一甩,手枪在下一秒爆炸了。诺娃因为爆炸的冲力朝后飞去,她感到前额有擦伤的刺痛。

  这一次,她在落向人行道前很好保护了自己。不过,她现在和佛雷迪有差不多的感觉,集中不了精神,现实感正一点一点从她的手中流逝。

  也许,我也要死了。她这样想着,并为此感到快乐。黑暗慢慢地充盈在四周,由她伸手索取和拥抱。

  译注:

  (1) habhead:指那些毒品上瘾的人,后文多次出现,会译作各类称呼。

  (2) hab :泛指毒品,算是黑话吧。大概是类似冰毒之类的,所以翻译作软货、或者冰、冰毒。


第六章

  “现在让我想想,这话该怎么说起。这两个月,我给你机会,让你一直在奥卡拉甘(O'callaghan)出货。我的小子,那可是块一级盘口。可不是随随便便就给任何人的。你明白么。要在奥卡拉甘这样的地方卖货,或者像是科索斯(Kitsois)和斯蒂芬斯(Stephens)和其他的地方,你就得把自己弄得有气势点。懂么?对,就是这样。要让那群家伙搞清楚,好东西都是你的,他们只配捡些你留下来的残羹(1)。奥卡拉甘,是给你的奖励。”

  他停顿了一下。这些年来的经验让他知道这样的暂停总是很有效果。部分是为了让他的话更有煽动力,更重要的是,沉默能够把恐惧的压迫感衬托地更加清晰。他的确很喜欢自言自语,但有些时候,什么都不说才更令人感到害怕。

  毫无疑问,在某种程度上,现在的他正操纵着一切走向恐惧的那一端。

  伴随他出生的那个名字是裘力斯·安托万·戴尔(Julius Antoine Dale),现在没有人这么叫他了。大部分的人并不知道他的这个真名,这也正是他所期望的。还有不少从小就认识他的人,看着他从街头摔跤手到职业打手慢慢成长。他们叫他儒勒(Jules)。遗憾的是,他们大多不存在于这个世上了。

  如今,贫民窟的所有人都尊称他为“费金”(Fagin),称号的意义多过于名字,尽管大部分的人压根分不清楚两者的区别。他们只是照此称呼,好过再去费尽心思想个其他的名字。

  费金正在责骂的年轻人叫做伊安(Ian)。他被绳子绑住了脚踝倒吊着,房间的横梁上在摇摆和晃动间发出吱吱声。费金的两个手下,萨姆(Sam)和丹尼(Dani)站在左右两旁,用手中的P220顶着他的耳朵。(费金的手下只用P220。因为P180总是走火,其他的武器又不适合他们这一行。他的伙计们要用就要用最好的,这样才能一直踩住别人。他自己也是,决不能甘于人后,除非他死了。)对于费金的怒火,伊安无力反驳。话题突然间的戛然而止更令他心惊胆寒。

  “我给了你这么多好处,结果呢,你用什么来报答我?你竟然在货里掺稀。现在告诉我,是我给的分成不够多么?我把奥卡拉甘交给你打理,也就是给了你整整两成---除了我,贫民窟没有一个老板能给你那么多。你脑子进水了么,是什么让你以为逃得过我的眼睛?”

  伊安还是没有说话。在费金看来,说明他还不算太笨,因为他吩咐了萨姆和丹尼,只要伊安敢动弹一下,哪怕放个屁,就用p220崩了他。

  “有些人建议我拿你来杀鸡儆猴。我觉得这提议不错,嗯?大家都是这么搞得,没有例外。这么做的人通常会说,好了,现在拉这个小混球出来示众,让大家知道到底谁才是老大。”费金长长地吸了一个口气,“不过总有个小小的问题,它不管用。说实话,杀死一个人真的能起到威慑作用吗。死刑根本就制止不了重大的犯罪。事实证明,在拥有死刑判决的那个时代,犯罪率只会随之上升。”

  伊安还是没有回嘴,不过费金注意到他的眉毛上积蓄了不少的汗珠。不消说,是因为费金方才的独角戏,主题却是他即将来临的死亡。

  “所以说我要是这么做的话,能得到什么呢?哦,有一样,我可以看到你的脑子被一把P220搞烂,子弹从你的头骨里穿出来,鲜血、脑浆还有碎骨头什么的砸到墙上,看着你的尸体我大概会觉得快慰些。不过接下来,我还得找人把墙给弄干净,是不是。那可不是件令人畅快的事。更何况,这之前我看到太多个比你更聪明的脑子流在墙上了。”又是长长的一口气,“所以,惩罚什么的我也就不搞了。还记得我刚才说的那些调查吧?设立死刑只会催生更多严重犯罪那个,人们总是忘记提起另外一面。如果有死刑的时候,犯罪率会上去,那么没有死刑,犯罪就应该减少。因为实际的惩罚根本没法阻止人们继续去做他们要做到的事情。”

  这是费金在他自导自演的戏里,第一次拿正眼瞧着伊安。伊安额头上的汗珠变得越加多了。

  “我没记错的话,你是从跑货的(Runner)开始做起的,当时你还是个小混蛋(2),你父母又穷的要命,然后你到处求活干好搞点零花钱。每个人都是这么过来的,别人叫你做什么,你就得去做什么,不做的人要么就马上滚蛋,要不就等着被干掉。还有那些不算太蠢的,就能爬到我的世界里来,比如你这样的。”

  说着说着,他突然狞笑起来。在还是个摔跤手的时候,为了能在战斗时吓倒对手,他挫尖了自己所有的牙齿。因此,现在他不再轻易发笑,除非在他真的想让人感到彻头彻尾的恐怖时。

  伊安的汗如瀑布般止不住地落下。

  “现在,你乖乖给我回去当个跑货的。而且,伊安,你会是最下等的那个。就算我们昨天收的10岁小鬼也能够随意使唤你。我说的话,懂没?”

  于是伊安开始用力地点头。

  他命令丹尼和萨姆:“放下枪,让他下来。”

  萨姆立马就开始动手,丹尼则看起来有些失望,不过他很快也开始帮助萨姆把伊安放下来。

  伊安狠狠地摔在了地上,费金仿佛听到一记重响,砸在空洞的地板上。

  费金转过身,面对伊万(Evan),他手头上有克兰镇(Cramville),是离费金的老巢达克沃斯(Duckworth)最远的地盘。达克沃斯则是最靠近贫民窟中心的地方,按照实际标准丈量的话,整块地盘大概超过了400平方尺。“他归你了,明白没?”

  伊万点着头,走向伊安,用脚一踹。“快滚去干活。”伊安闻言半滚半爬地冲向门,逃出了房间。

  费金接着看向曼佛雷德(Manfred),他负责奥卡拉甘的业务。“干的不坏,让我知道了这件事。”

  曼佛雷德感激地点着头。

  然后费金掏出自己的P220,朝着曼佛雷德的胸口连开四枪。

  他又命令丹尼和萨姆道:“叫沃夫冈(Wolfgang)来,让他把这些脏东西处理了。还有,谁去把特尼莉(Tenilee)叫来,从现在起,奥卡拉甘归她管了。”
  其他的地区头目或是目瞪口呆地望着曼佛雷德还在淌血的尸体,或是满脸疑惑地看着费金。随后,他们中掌管科索斯的弗兰西(Francee)还是开口问道:“怎么回事,那什么死刑和惩罚没屁用的调查不是说。”

  “我只是说威慑起不了它应有的作用而已。听好了,我从来没说它一点用都没有。看着吧,伊安会学乖的。他就是个傻子。给他条街,就被利益冲昏了脑子。现在这么给他一下,他就会好好记住,绝不敢再犯了。等下次他再爬到这里,就不会那么蠢了。”费金接着指向躺在地上曼佛雷德的尸体,“这个曼佛雷德么,伊安在他那里这么搞已经不是一天两天,可他现在才汇报给我。所以,他要么是傻的可以,也可能是对我不忠。这片地方原本是我从他手上接收的,他背叛我的可能性很高。还有,他有时候太聪明了。聪明的人学不到教训,于是他扑街了。”

  弗兰西似乎不太满意这个说法,大摇着头。

  “还有什么事吗。我好像还有个约会,而且我肯定是已经迟了。就这么着吧。”费金推迟的是和他那12个情妇之一的幽会。他对于5号已经有些厌倦了---他不知道她们的名字,也没必要去了解她们是什么人。知道她们长得如何就够了---也许他应该考虑替换掉她,找个年纪稍微大些,更有床第经验的。不过今天陪他的是最受宠爱的11号,他已经等不及要钻进她裙子里了,就像往常做的那样。

  一个叫做马库斯(Markus)的人站了出来:“我也有事要说,费金。我想这些信息很重要。”他负责的是派克巷(Pyke Lane),从地理位置上来说,就处在那座傲慢的内城都市(3)的边缘。

  “是什么?”费金问道,他希望这只是个简短的报告。

  “佛雷迪和比利发现...”

  费金抬起一只手,制止他继续说下去:“上次佛雷迪和比利发现了一台可以监视TPF总部的AAI,是这样吧?只可惜那时候他们high的头脑发热,看到的都是幻觉。所以么…”

  “这次他们可没有抽风,费金,是真的。”马库斯坚持道:“他们发现了一个小妞,昏倒在猎手路(hunter alley)。她是个念能者,还会心灵感应。”

  费金眼中透出了一丝兴趣:“念能者只是一个传说罢了。如果你只说她是个心灵感应者,我也许会…”

  “她弄断了比利的肋骨。费金,佛雷迪则是严重的脑震荡---她还弄爆了比利的枪。她只是个小女孩,费金。看起来可能有些高,不过还是个小女孩。她没可能空手干掉佛雷迪和比利的。我没有糊弄你,费金,我想这小妞是个棘手的问题。”

  “你确定他们之间没互相掐架么,然后比利的枪走了火。”萨姆提出了疑问:“比利总是买些改装过的破枪。”

  马库斯转身看着萨姆,解释道:“他当时拿的是T20,绝不可能爆炸的。”

  T20虽然经常会枪管阻塞,但从来不会爆炸。费金也不得不承认这一事实。如果比利拿的是他那把旧TX2,也许事情就是萨姆所说的那样,可如果他用的是T20...

  马库斯又朝费金看去,说:“我想你有必要见见她,至少…”他有些犹豫。

  “怎么?”费金表现地很不快,看事情的进展,到时候他不得不把11号从美梦里叫起来。

  “她肯定是个心灵感应者,她---她知道些事情。”

  弗兰西开始嘲笑他:“太纱布了,马库斯,如果她说的是萤火虫俱乐部(Firefly Club)里的旧事,我们一样知道。”

  马库斯的黑色皮肤在怒气掩映下愈发的黑了:“不是这些---她知道一些别的事情,我从来没有告诉过别人的。”

  费金咧开嘴,露出尖利的牙齿,对着马库斯一笑:“比如说?”

  “我,我不希望说出来,费金。不过请您相信我,是些我从没有和别人提起过的事。”

  费金轻叹道:“明天带她来见我吧。”

  “费金,我…”

  费金举起了手中的P220,瞄准了马库斯的胸部,正是刚才曼佛雷德中弹的位置,狠狠地说道:“明天!”

  马库斯飞快的回答道:“是的,是,好的,我懂了,没问题,明天。”

  费金放下了P220,塞回了外套里,“那么,各位,我们明天早上见。”

  他向后一退,跨进后门回到了他的私人房间。两个保镖跨前一步站在了通道前,阻挡住任何闯入者的去路---和那些性伴侣一样,他同样不知道这两人的姓名。对他来说,名字毫无意义,他们只是不重要的附属品。在他看来,让这几个没脖子的彪形大汉站在他私人房间外,只是显示了一种权力象征。真正的保护措施,暗藏在他的腰带扣上,可以瞬间在房间里创造出一个任何小型爆炸装置都没法破坏的力场。大型的爆炸也不能摧毁它,不过应该没人会用上那个吧。

  11号并未入睡,身上也未着寸缕。这让费金颇感失望,“把你的衣服都穿回去,听到我说的没?”他没好气地说道,他要亲手剥光她。

  会心灵感应的念能者么?他一边想着,一边开始脱下自己的衣服。这是褪去她身上一切的前奏。事情会变得很有趣。

  译注:

  (1)原文为that is someone who knows how to grab the yousand make'em take what they know ain't good. 此处是意译,原文太直白了,没味道。

  (2)原文为little acnoid 对这个词欧完全没有概念 所以可能翻译有误

  (3)原文为snooty part of the city 翻译也许有误

第七章

  如果可以的话,马库斯·纳连(Markus Ralian)实在不想继续让那女孩待在自己身边了。可当时费金毫无理由的杀死了曼佛雷德,并在几分钟后用枪指着自己的胸口,马库斯不得不打消这个念头。他可不是个笨蛋。

  所以,在费金那里上了一堂小小的辩驳课程之后,马库斯回到了他在派克巷的住宅,看看还能怎么处理那个女孩。

  马库斯在派克巷长大---整个街区都是以这条街来命名的---而且,他很早就明白自己将永久地沦陷在这里了,不管是合法的还是非法的。他父亲是个失业的音乐家,母亲则在科索斯的一家餐厅当厨子,拿着很低的薪水。母亲一直期望着马库斯能够获得一笔奖学金,然后到塔索尼斯城的好学校里去上学,但是他们每次都拒掉他的申请。是直接拒绝,从来不给理由。

  马库斯很快就想明白了,并不再浪费时间申请。贫民窟之外的那个世界不在乎他,他同样没必要在乎他们。既然没有了踏足那个世界的可能,就在这个世界里做到最好。他眼前只有一条路---毒品。

  马库斯周围的人,包括他的父亲和兄弟姐妹,个个都迷足深陷,吃喝嫖赌,还沾染上了毒品。他却不是个笨蛋,他看清了放纵留在这些人身上的痕迹。他的爸爸本是个很棒的萨克斯风手---只在不抽毒品的时候。可问题在于,这样的时间少之又少,这也是他被特兰克俱乐部 (Trank Club)开除的原因。在这之后,他再也没有找到过稳定的工作。

  当然了,能往上爬的只是那些卖家,沾染上烟瘾的人只能是可悲的垫脚石。*

  和其他人一样,马库斯最开始是给一个本地拆家跑货。当时掌控着派克街的还是奥菲 琼斯(Orphy Jones)。后来,马库斯爬到了枪手(Barker)的位置,琼斯却被一个拆家对手一枪干掉了。大家都叫那个人“微笑”,因为他总是面带笑容。微笑手下的头号打手是个快枪手,名叫儒勒。

  又没过多久,马库斯听到了新的传闻,说儒勒才是背后下命令的人,微笑不过是个傀儡。再一段时间后,儒勒手中的T20---那时候P220还没有出现---在微笑的头骨添上了一颗子弹。接下来,儒勒开始称呼自己“费金”,大张旗鼓地攻城略地。

  如今,任何涉及毒品,性交易或者其他地下勾当的人都要向费金进贡,或者选择被干掉。

  对马库斯来说,他要做的不过是对现任当权者表示下忠诚而已。无论那个人是奥菲,微笑还是费金,如果那人命令说:“跳”,马库斯会问:“要多高?”

  这就是你的生存之道。

  这也是最奏效的方法。于是,现在他房子的起居室都比从小生活的地方更大。马库斯的弟弟和妹妹也开始为费金工作。而且,马库斯至少帮吉塔(Geeta)摆脱了毒瘾。至于格雷(Gray),他总是在嘴上说会尽力戒掉的,怀中却偷偷揣着烟枪。

  所以当费金说他明天才会见这个读心小妞的时候,马库斯能做的只有想尽一切办法安置好这个小娘们。换作平时,他甚至不会费心去请示费金,可这女人竟然描述了关于他父亲的一切.…

  那些不愿被提及的事情让马库斯浑身颤抖。那些发生在他自己还是个婴孩时的往事,吉塔和加里都没有出生。他本以为在之后的人生里不必再去回顾---直到被那个小妞一字一句地将伤口撕开...

  他回到家中,吉塔正坐在起居室里计算当天的收入。泰卢斯(Tyrus)站在她的身边,擦拭着他的P20。吉塔看起来和平时一样的漂亮,尤其是重做了鼻子之后,那是马库斯送给她的18岁生日礼物---他知道她向往很久了。这是个很简单的手术,然而要不是马库斯发迹了,纳连家永远负担不起哪怕这样一个简单的手术。

  至于泰卢斯,他应该在那个空着的卧室里,和那个读心小妞在一起的。操他妈的,这混蛋在这里搞什么!

  马库斯摇着头质问道:“泰,你他妈的在这里干什么?”泰卢斯是个比马库斯高大强壮上两倍的人,只消用那大号的拳头就能将他的头打暴。如果是一年前,马库斯决不敢向他这样大吼大叫。不过现在的马库斯是这条街的扛把子。他能对任何人气颐魄使,这样的感觉万分棒。

  泰卢斯耸了耸巨大的肩膀:“那姑娘什么都做不了,除了在那里不停地叽叽喳喳。”

  “我说过,要你好好看住她的!”

  吉塔将泰卢斯的话重复了一遍:“那姑娘什么也做不了,马库斯。她就是蜷缩在地板上,她不可能跑掉的。”

  “这我可不管,不能让她一个人待着。”

  “马库斯,她不可能从我们的眼皮子底下跑走的...”

  “她是个会传送的念能者!她完全可能背着我们逃走。”

  泰卢斯也是一征,“还是把话说明白吧。”迎上马库斯盯着他的目光,他继续说道:“她不停地说我妹妹的事情。我实在受不了了,就跑了出来。”

  马库斯叹了一口气,泰卢斯的妹妹靠跳艳舞来赚些买粉的钱。有一次,她拒绝和一个常客出台,后者在恼怒中将她活活地打死了。费金总是喜欢对忠诚的人施以奖赏,泰卢斯就是这类对象。于是,那个杀人的客人在痛楚中慢慢地被虐待致死,只是这并不能将泰卢斯的妹妹带回人世。唯有他妹妹的死,才会让这个壮汉变得多愁善感。因此,马库斯对他无法和一个不断提起这悲伤往事的人待在同一间屋子里表示理解。

  不过现在,马库斯的理解解决不了任何问题。他望着吉塔,带着几分责备的意思说:“那样的话,你就应该找别人进去看着她才对。她很危险。而且费金明天要见她。”

  “干了,”泰卢斯插嘴道:“你是说我们要关她一整个晚上?你知道她对比利和佛雷迪做了什么吗?”

  “当然,所以费金才要见她,不过要等到明天早上。”马库斯转身对吉塔说:“再叫些人来,要保证一直有三个人和她在那房间里,门外也要布置两个人。她只要敢动一动,就开枪。知道没?”

  “你走之前就是这么吩咐的。”吉塔抓起手机,有些愤怒的回答道。

  “没错,那样做才保险。”马库斯微微晃了晃头,抽出了他的P220,那是费金把派克巷交给他打理时给的,走进了卧室。房间里空空荡荡的,因为她第一次情绪失控后差点把马库斯最心爱的椅子给打破了,于是所有的家具都被挪走了。这是间内屋,没有通向外面的窗户---事实上这个公寓只有一个房间有窗户,那是马库斯的房间。吉塔说的一点不错,这姑娘要想不惊动起居室里的人而逃走是不可能的,卧室外面就是起居室,也是唯一的通路。不过,他们面对的是个念能者,马库斯绝不敢冒任何险。

  他随手将门关上,吉塔对着电话喊人的声音也被关在了外面。马库斯知道她一定能找到人的。旁边的幽洛路(Yorod)下周要进行翻修,所以至少会有4个或更多在那里的混混变得无所事事。此外,他们还能顺手解决了关于药粉货源的小问题,甚至不用惊动费金。老板会很高兴的,他有些骄傲的想着---这样的话,泽利克(Zelik)和玛琳娜(Marina)也能空下来。

  马库斯花了好一会才发现那个女孩---在一个除了那女孩就空无一物,只有50平方英尺见方(1)的房间里。这让他自己都感到不可思议。

  她蜷缩在一个角落里,屈着腿,膝盖紧紧顶在胸上,双手严严地捂着脸。

  “走开。”从她蒙住的脸下发出轻微的声音,马库斯很努力才能听清楚。

  “那可不行,小娘。”

  “如果你一直在这里,我就不能停下来。”她的声音带着呜咽,显得无比软弱。“如果你继续待在这里,我就会知道更多的事情。我知道你父亲做过的一切...”

  马库斯举起了P220“闭嘴,谁让你说这些东西的...”

  她突然坐了起来:“那就出去。”

  一张精致的脸蛋,很衬她。尽管眼睛又红又肿,泪痕还残留在脸上,遮掩不住她的美丽。那是一种自然美,使上天的恩赐,幽洛路的那些小姐们在手术激光下获得的艳丽与之远不能比。

  美丽的面庞才更能诱惑人心,做出些蠢事来,于是马库斯像要确认一下似的,紧握手中的P220,他可不是那些做蠢事的人。

  “没有人会离开这里,小妞。费金明天早上要见你,所以你...”

  她用手捂住自己的头:“你继续待在这里的话,我就停不下来。我知道你弟弟不停地抽那玩意把自己都抽傻了;我知道你妹妹出卖肉体过活;还有你的猫死了;叫奥菲(Orphy)的那个人因为不听你的话所以脑袋开了花;你还在萤火虫俱乐部唱过歌;我还看见你爸爸把你妈妈给杀了,还有...”

  “给我闭嘴!”马库斯狂吼,大拇指拨开了P220的保险。“如果你还不住嘴的话,我发誓我会用枪把你的脸打得稀烂!”

  “那就出去!”她歇斯底里地回敬道,“我知道你有多恨儒勒。你多么想要杀掉他,就好像你想要杀掉自己的父亲一样。而且…”

  马库斯朝她的头顶上方开了一枪。

  她连眼睛都没眨一下。
  “你真的觉得我会被吓倒么?你还没搞明白么?”她继续哽咽着说,一边透过她的手臂向他望去,那双碧绿的眼睛充满了血丝,“我想要死!”

  “真遗憾,小妞,”马库斯拼命掩饰着声音里的颤抖,“费金说了明天他要见你,所以你最好别玩花样,听懂了没?”

  不等她回答,他转身用最快的速度离开了这间卧室。

  “天哪,马库斯,”吉塔对他说,“自从你的猫死了之后,你的脸色从没有这么差过。”

  马库斯朝自己的妹妹冷哼了一声,没有说话。

  泰卢斯接口道:“马库斯我告诉过你,那个小妞不好对付(2)。你现在晓得了吧”

  马库斯点了点头,吩咐道:“是的,我了解了。等其他人来了,让他们都守在门外面。谁也不准和她说哪怕一句话。”他一耸肩:“等到明天,她就是费金要头疼的问题了。在这之前,我们把她关在这里就行。”

  “毫无疑问。”泰卢斯的声音透着如释重负。

  接着,马库斯径直走向了自己的卧室。那里还有瓶威士忌,是他的私人珍藏。今晚,他要酩酊大醉才能入睡了。

  玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩现在深深的陷入了另一种头疼当中。

  过去的三天里,他和所有认识诺娃·泰拉的人交谈了个遍,包括不在塔索尼斯的,。昨天的大部分时间里,他都在询问待在派拉格等待飞赴泰拉铎九号的众人---他们之中有不少人的家人也遭遇了不幸,因此待在轨道附近也许要更安全些。多亏了那张寻觅者任命状,使得玛尔至少有机会向他们询问情况。换作是以前的那个小侦探,他连和游艇上的那些元老家族成员说话的机会都不可能有。一年的升迁,这是唯一让他感到庆幸的理由。

  不幸的是,对话获得的信息鲜有帮助。只知道她是一个富有同情心的小女孩,总是去关注和了解别人的想法。除此之外,在诺娃毫无理由的离开小型飞艇之后,就没有人知道她的下落了。

  玛尔总结了一下从那些元老家族年轻子嗣口中得来的信息。诺娃的能力对他们来说似乎是个完全陌生的概念。

  同样的,与在塔索尼斯熟悉她的人的谈话也是一无所获。归根究底,他们只是熟人而已,他们知道诺娃是谁,也知道她是康斯坦丁诺最小的女儿,她有头金色的长发。除此之外,他们也说不出更多了。

  现在,玛尔正在克拉拉·泰拉和她的未婚夫米洛·库西尼斯的家里,那是库西尼斯大厦的一个豪华套间。库西尼斯大厦也是城内罕有的几座比泰拉大厦更高的建筑。克拉拉正坐在一张木质的摇椅上,玛尔知道那是按照地球上19世纪法国风格仿制而成的,算起来抵得上他一年的薪水了。

  克拉拉继承了她母亲的脸型和棕色的头发,她还特意按黄金比例做了脸部整容手术。她不住用手中的刺绣手帕擦拭着眼睛,虽然玛尔看不到有一丝眼泪掉下来的痕迹。也许是激光手术留下的后遗症。当然了,在元老家族看来,金钱就能买到一切东西,包括感情。

  玛尔也坐在一张相同材质的椅子上,他面前餐桌的价值比所有椅子的总和都要多出3倍,上面还铺着同样昂贵的蕾丝桌布。

  如果诺娃到过这里的话,玛尔应该会感到头疼不已,显然在攻击的那天后她就没有来过这儿。

  琪兰尼给玛尔下达的指示中提到诺娃的心灵感应能力是一个高级机密,只有Ghost项目和泰拉家族的人才有权知晓。因此,玛尔对克拉拉的询问与其他元老家族的有些不同,可以直接切入重点。

  “泰拉女士,你知道你的妹妹是一个心灵感应者吗?”

  “心灵感应者?”克拉拉从她的手帕后面探出头,“这太荒唐了,诺娃才没有那种东西。”

  是呀是呀,你都开始用对待死者的口吻来谈论自己生死不明的妹妹了。玛尔不屑地想着。“女士,我恐怕这是真的,我们有确凿的证据。”实际上,他手上握有的多是间接证据,所以还不能做出最终的定论,不过这些话没有必要告诉诺娃的姐姐。

  “可笑,如果诺娃有心灵感应,我会不知道么?”

  看来,这条线索到此为止了。不过玛尔继续道:“女士,诺娃现在对周围的任何人都是一个威胁---尤其是对她自己。所以我不得不问一下,在你的家庭受到袭击后,你可曾接触过诺娃。”他知道回答一定是不,只是好奇地想看看她会对此做出怎样的回应。

  她将手帕轻轻地放在了蕾丝桌布上。玛尔从她的脸上看到一丝决心,那凌厉的表情放在另一张脸上也许效果会更好些吧,他想着。“凯勒奇恩探员,我之所以同意和你交谈,是因为议会向我传话,让我尽可能地配合你的调查。但是,我不愿意在这种场合提及我的妹妹,特别是在可怕的悲剧发生之后。”

  “是的,那场可怕的惨剧将你和你亲爱的未婚夫推向了泰拉家族的掌权者之位。”

  “你想要暗示什么?”

  玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩并不常笑。他曾学着练习过,随后却发现自己的笑容里找不到一点幽默感。于是,只有在想让对方感到不舒服的时候,他才会笑上一笑。 “我在暗示什么?我只是在承述明眼人都能看到的事实。一群反抗军冲进了泰拉大厦...”

  “带头的人是我妈妈的情人。”克拉拉发出一声轻哼,将眼光转向远处:“我告诉过她不要相信这个男人的。”

  玛尔可以肯定克拉拉从来没有和她的母亲说过这样的话,接着被她打断的话头继续下去:“杀死了那三个挡在你和泰拉家财产控制权之间的人。而那时,你恰好就不在家里。你和你的未婚夫一起,他即将接手整个库西尼斯家族的财富和事业。在外面的人看来,这里面暗藏着大阴谋,你们两个家族不再像一星期前那样只在部分事务上进行合作,而是将彻底地合二为一。现在这种情况下,大部分的人不敢质疑一个元老家族的继承者,但我不在那大部分之列。正如我来到这个地方时声明的,我获得了议会的...”他有些夸大,这些克拉拉也不必知道,略顿一下“如果我告诉他们说你有嫌疑的话,他们一定会好好招待你的,还有你的未婚夫。如果想要我不上报的话,就乖乖地回答我的问题。”

  克拉拉薄薄的嘴唇在人造的鼻子下面抿成了一条线:“好,你问吧。”

  事实上,玛尔的调查询问已经完了。他只是饶有兴趣地想看事情的后续发展。他又问了一遍:“在你的双亲和弟弟死后,你见过诺娃没有?”

  “没有。”克拉拉吐了一口气,脸上一阵轻松。“我也不知道她为什么不在第一时间找我。”

  玛尔用手指不规则地敲击着桌子:“女士,我猜想是这样的。诺娃冲进了大厦,来到了楼顶。看到爱德华·彼得斯正在杀害自己的家人。直到那时,她才发现自己是个心灵感应者。于是她杀死了他和那些手下---很多心灵感应能力都是在经历了巨大冲击之后才觉醒的。”

  克拉拉点点头:“听起来是这样。”

  “此外,我猜她在这之后脑中一片空白,这也是为什么她没有在事发之后来找你的原因。所以我接下来要问的是,有哪些地方是她经常去的,或者是那些她中意的隐蔽地方,从不告诉别人的那种。”

  “我想,就算有那样的地方,她也不会告诉我的。凯勒奇恩探员,我承认我们姐妹之间的关系并不...那样亲密。她和哥哥的关系更好些。”

  就算是那样,我也没处去问了。不过玛尔没有将心中的这个想法大声说出来。他从外套的内袋中掏出一张卡片,卡片上有他的个人联系号码,对着电话刷一下就能自动接到他头盔上的通讯器上。一般情况下,他只给对方外面口袋的卡片,那会接到他的留言邮箱。不过这次事态非常,他希望得到一手的消息---虽然这也意味着要和这个女人继续打交道。“如果你想起了任何事,或者诺娃联系了你,抑或者你回忆起任何能够帮助我们找到诺娃的线索,请立即联系我。”

  “当然。”克拉拉接过了卡片。不过她语调中的无所谓让玛尔怒气上涌。

  玛尔从椅子上站起身,一边往血管里注入两份镇静剂来抵抗头疼的困扰。

  玛尔可以确定的是,无论诺娃在那里,她绝不可能是在元老家族里。在吉丁斯和其他空港都安置上了面纹ID检测仪,还有塔索尼斯的所有火车站。迄今为止,他们一共收到了三份目击报告,都是和诺娃相似的女子,没有一个是她本人---不是年纪不对,就是没有心灵感应能力。其中的一个还对政府的合法调查进行了抵抗。玛尔好意地提出当她这一方的目击证人,不过对方冷冷地拒绝了,只能祝她好运了。

  如果诺娃已经离开了星球,只能是在戒严之前---这可能性很小,因为命令下达的时间是她离开飞艇后的两个小时。所以她最有可能在的地方还是塔索尼斯,但是不在任何熟人的身边。

  他开始思考,如果我是一个心灵感应者,我目睹了全家人的死亡,发现自己突然拥有一些特别的能力,而且完全无法控制,我会去那里了?

  玛尔能想到的唯一答案是,跑的越远越好,离开自己熟知的一切。

  这样看来,玛尔不得不去贫民窟碰碰运气。

  译注:

  (1)50平方英尺应该是个很大的房间了,也许作者笔误了,应该是15才对。

  (2)原文为ain't uploading right 这个翻译并不确切。

第八章

  在五个荷枪实弹的大汉的“看护”下,诺娃被带出了马库斯·纳连的小公寓。弄炸了比利的枪之后她就昏过去了,醒转时已经在那里了。她的第一个念头---我死了---很快就散淡了,愤怒的爆发中,她将屋中的家具搞得一塌糊涂,便又昏迷了过去。

  等她再次醒来的时候,房间已经是空空荡荡的了。

  她同时注意到,没有人在屋子里的时候,她可以更好得将其他人的想法屏蔽在外。那些声音依然存在,不过成了在人声吵杂的大体育场中一波不澜的背景噪音,仿佛筑起了一堵厚墙来抵抗缠绕脑中的杂音。

  只是一旦有人进入房间,不牢固的堤坝就有崩溃的危险。先是马库斯,他那被谋杀的父亲,生气的母亲,出卖身体的妹妹,对老板的无尽仇恨,还有其他很多很多。一触即发地,她随之听到了隔壁房间两人的心声,尽管老是在争吵,却深爱着彼此。门外的那个打手一直就喜欢跳舞,但是不敢告诉任何人,生怕自己的声誉因此而毁掉。楼下大厅里的那个女人在试着修理她的破悬浮机车,因为她既付不起修理费,也买不起新车。对门的那家子将他们仅剩的一点食物吃掉了,谁也不知道明天他们能否找到工作买到食物,还有许多种种...

  然后马库斯离开了,她终于有机会把那声音给关上了。

  只是一会儿!

  保镖进来的那段时间,情况变得更加糟糕。好在她想法将泰卢斯·法里特给吓了出去。马库斯再次进来的时候,她也如法炮制。

  而现在,她觉得自己快要被吞噬了一般,因为马库斯和其他四个守卫在她身边的人。

  这小妞长得(操的,最好马库斯没告诉)真不错呢。等费金(其他人说我的枪没有上膛。)盘问过她(我饿死了。)之后,不知道能(那样的话,我会惹上费金,那可是)不能占上点(个大麻烦。)便宜。真想不到,昨天晚上我们竟然(也许今天晚上我应该和妈妈一起去看看)坚持了下来。连他妈(那辆悬浮机车,我上个星期就答应过她了)一分钟的觉都没睡成,都是这小娘们闹得。(这票事情最好能换来点冰)最好费金(我必须得搞到些,不然今天晚上)能从她身上得(我饿了。)偿所愿,不然我(我一定会挂在街上。无论如何我一定)肯定会拿枪定着她的脑子,亲手把子(要搞到些)弹送进去。

  诺娃闭上了她的眼睛(我要粉!),努力让自己的精神集中,(好赞的妞。)不去关注那些(我饿了)无休无(希望妈妈会记得)止冲向她脑中的(快到了)念头。

  她能意识到的下一件事是,那些念头都走了,不,不是全部的,其中的四个不见了,马库斯还在那儿,好像又来了一个。

  她睁开眼睛,看到了马库斯和另外一个人。他的身高不如马库斯,但看起来更高大些。诺娃猜测,在这间屋子里他总是最高的那个。他看起来就像掌握着要将一切事情都掌控在手中的欲望。他只比诺娃稍稍高了一点,有着黝黑的皮肤和短发,蓄着大把胡子。

  诺娃还来不及去探知他的想法,只凭马库斯的念头就认出他来。“你的名字叫儒勒。”她说道。

  他闻言哈哈大笑,“干的不错,没有多少人会知道这个名字。不过,我叫做...”

  “费金。”她当然知道,她什么都知道,“你给自己取的名字来源于一本叫做《奥立佛·推斯特》(1)的古老小说中的一个人物。你其实很讨厌这本小说,但是你喜欢里面的一个人物,那就是费金。而你最讨厌的就是,你真正的名字是裘力斯·安托万·戴尔。”

  马库斯一脸惊讶地望向费金,或者是儒勒。他也是直到现在才听说这名字的。

  现在,费金彻底的愤怒了:“马库斯说的一点都没错,你果然是个念能者。那么,我就只有一个问题要问了,小妞。”

  “我只想死。”

  对方回以狡黠的微笑:“也许我能做到。不过首先,你要对我有所用处。听懂了没?”

  “除了利用人,你一无所长。”诺娃小声地回嘴。

  “没错。”笑容更加狰狞:“现在,让我们从你的名字开始吧。我猜那会是很有意思的事---比如说能给我赚上一大笔钱---你看你身上的衣服可比我们这里所有人的都要好太多了。”

  在费金开始说话之前,她就知道接下来的话题了。想起父母被残忍的杀害,眼泪缓缓落下。

  她突然意识到,也许克拉拉还活着。她差点忘记了自己还有个姐姐。不过,她不会,也绝不敢让眼前的恶魔知道这件事,必须让他相信,泰拉家族的人都死了。

  幸运的是,要编造这样的谎言不是难事。

  “那就是说,你是个富家小姐。不错,太好了,那么肯定会有谁...”

  “没有谁!”她尖叫着:“他们都死了,是我杀了他们。”诺娃也不知道为什么自己要说这些,不过显然费金对她的回答有所反应。顺着他脑中的思路接下去,她说道:“你以为我为什么躲到这里来的?我杀死了所有的家人,我不想被TPF找麻烦,所以跑来了贫民窟---条子们不会来这里,我是这么听说的。”事实上,她可没有兴趣打听这些事情,不过马库斯和费金的脑海里明明白白地透露着,只要他们不把手伸出贫民窟,TPF就会放任他们自生自灭。

  费金摸着扎满胡须的下巴:“听起来你是在说,你可以用想的就杀掉一个人。是么?”

  “没错,我当然可以。但我不为你杀人。”

  “哦,我想你会的,因为,如果你拒绝的话...”

  “朝我开上一枪?”诺娃回敬道。她清楚地知道他脑中想的并非如此。他在想,她会因为饥饿而屈服的,多么荒唐的念头啊。

  “不,不。你说过,你是想死的人,用枪对付你根本是种仁慈的施舍。我会要你知道,死并不是像你这样一个有钱漂亮的小妞能遇到最糟糕的事情,最惨的是忍受折磨。我打赌像你这样的小妞从来没有经历过,不是么?”他掏出自己的枪---一把用钱能买到的最好的手枪,P220---对准了她的头,“现在,小妞,我要把你赶出这里,而且我保证没有人会帮助你。你不会得到任何食物,没有可以住的房子,也不会有药。听懂了没?”

  她感受到了马库斯的想法,他对事情突然的转变感到万分惊讶---他认为儒勒的决定不仅残酷而且没有意义,不过他也知道绝对不要去争论。

  “滚吧,小妞,滚出去。”

  诺娃有些不敢相信她听到的。就在一分钟前,费金还认定自己将来会是他手中最犀利的一件武器,而现在,他却将她弃置一旁。他确信将自己收入帐下的唯一办法是让她在这里单独待上一段日子---之后,自己就会跑回来,乞求着加入。正如那本古老小说《雾都孤儿》中和他同名的老头对待奥立佛·推斯特时那样。

  当时当地,诺娃决定要证明他是错的。

  “好吧,我会走的。但是我要留下一句话,裘力斯·安托万·戴尔你听着,你的妈妈永远不会真的爱你。你关在后屋里的那12个人也是一样,没人喜欢你,他们只是怕你。所有人都觉得你剃过头的样子像个傻子,因为那个发型十年前就过时了。还有,杀掉你的人会是你最亲信的那群人中的一个。”

  最后的那句话是编出来的,倒也不全是信口胡说。在马库斯的脑海中,杀死费金的念头清晰可见。

  说完之后,她转身,大刺刺地走了出去。

  她穿过那四个保镖(我饿了。啊,她竟然要走。我要冰啊。但愿妈妈没事。)和房间的其余人。在走出矩屋(Square)时(2)---这是住在此地的底层收入者对他们公寓的称呼,因为这些由联邦政府建造的居所大多是规整的矩形---从费金处感受到的最后一个念头说明,她的那些话没有激起一丝恼怒。对于费金来说,那不过是一些早就知道的事情罢了。包括他的亲信之一想干掉他,这些事根本吓不倒他,因为他正是凭借着同样的方式站到了权力的顶端,自然知道,出来混,迟早是要还的。

  他的脑中只留着一个念头。

  她肯定会回来。然后,她就是我的了。

  诺娃暗自发誓,宁死也绝不回到这里。

  玛尔独自来到了TPF的西南地区分局,他知道自己接下来作的事情会惹恼顶头上司。

  他早已向分局要来了所有的记录,不出所料的,他们给的信息一点用处都没有。那是因为,在西南区和南区街上发生的事情中,保存进记录的寥寥无几。

  如果要知道贫民窟里真正发生了什么,他就得找管理辖区的人谈。

  或者确切点的说,是和其中的一个人。

  他跨进大门,来到接待前台。四周墙上的阴影处泛着霉绿。这个地区分局是在人类登陆后不久建造的---当时的统治阶级认为设立法律和秩序刻不容缓---所以使用的材料大多来自于殖民船的部件。多年过去了,更多的分局被翻新成现代化的建筑群,好显示人民在塔索尼斯的富足生活。

  只有这里,贫民窟的附近,没有人会在意。何况,这些建筑使用的金属材料最初是被设计来抵抗宇宙空间的残酷环境,换言之,它能够经受贫民窟扔来的任何东西。

  倒不是贫民窟的人闲到老扔东西,而是这里的警察大多被恶棍和罪犯给收买了。毕竟,不算别的,只是小小渎职一次赚到的,比兢兢业业干一个月的薪水还要多上不少。

  仿佛为了应证这个可悲的现状,玛尔看到那个负责监视摄像头的值班警员正趴在桌上看着UNN的新闻,几个小型监视器上显示着空空荡荡的街道和小巷,还有三个根本没有在运作。玛尔猜测是有人付了一大笔好处费,关闭了这三个摄像头。

  猜测归猜测,他还是得问这个愚蠢的问题:“4号,5号和9号摄像头怎么了?”

  “爆了。”那个警员头也不回,还是盯着UNN的播报员,那是玛莎·格雷斯金。玛尔之所以认识她,是因为接受过她的几次采访。她还邀请他共进晚餐,他答应了。接受邀请是个大错误,那是一顿很糟糕的晚餐,就像玛尔之前的每次约会一样。

  “我要见封塞卡(Fonseca)警官。”

  警员依然专注在格雷斯金的报道上,没有抬头,用拇指朝身后一指,“在写报告呢。”

  “啊哈,这次他又招惹了谁?(3)”

  那警员耸耸肩膀:“不知道,我可没空管他惹了什么事。”

  恩,这才是拉里。“他的桌子是哪张·”

  “最靠墙的那张。”

  换到别的地方,如果警员没有要求玛尔出示身份证明,甚至没有抬头确认说话的人是谁,他一定会大感惊讶。不过这里是贫民窟,见怪不怪了。

  玛尔离开了那个警员,通过漆黑硕长的走廊。他隐约能看见吊灯的影子,不过没有一盏是完好的。他猜测着这些灯是什么时候坏的,是否有人留意过或者去汇报过故障。

  走廊的尽头是一间摆满了桌子的大房间,所有的桌子都空无一人,只有一张例外。也就是说,所有人都外出巡逻去了,忙着为任何付他们钱的人打开方便之门,要不然就是告了病假,顾自做些更有好处的事情去了。轮中班的时候,很少会有警员待在分局里,他们总有各种各样的理由。

  当然了,凡事总有例外,比如写报告。

  拉里·封塞卡警官的年纪比玛尔大些,不过玛尔也不清楚他的具体年龄。早在玛尔加入TPF的时候,他就是花白的头发、层层的抬头纹了,而那是在二十年前。无论何时,他看起来总是那么苍老,也许区别只是换了几次颚骨。现在的他,白发更显稀疏,啤酒肚又厚实了些。

  “混得还行么?拉里。”

  拉里抬起了头,他同样在看UNN的报道。在那球型的大鼻子上,一双蓝色的眼睛隐蔽在层层叠叠的眼角皱纹下。

  “过得很操蛋,你还能指望怎样呢。玛尔,哦,看在老天的份上,你这身究竟是什么破玩意?”

  玛尔一屁股坐在拉里临桌的待客椅上,椅子发出尖利的吱吱声:“我归联邦政府管了,那个Ghost项目。”

  “他们设立那白痴项目要干什么的?”

  “老伙计,等我知道了答案以后,一定会第一个告诉你的。”

  拉里闻言不禁笑了起来:“恩,说得好。既然你现在是条联邦政府狗了,他妈的还来找我干什么?”

  “我要知道这四天里这儿发生的一切冲突和骚乱,最好再早些的也要。”

  拉里盯着玛尔的通讯耳机:“得了吧,这些你都可以从...”

  玛尔摆着手,说:“你知道,我要的不是那些记录。我要的是真正发生在这里的事情。”他深吸了一口气,把联邦法规禁止泄露的内容说了出来:“我要找的是个念能者,或者至少是个心灵感应者。Psi值到顶的那种。我确定她就在这儿的某个角落里。”

  “你身上有什么联邦走狗才有的奇怪东西帮你找她么?”

  “自然有的,比如我可以抓取她的心灵波长。唯一的问题是,我不知道那是什么样的。”

  “什么叫你不知道。”

  跑题了,玛尔往前探了探身,解释道:“比如说,你要找某个劫匪的DNA,于是你先要扫描,然后和库里面的那些记录作比对。”

  拉里虚点着头,然后突然睁大了眼睛,又肯定地点了点头:“我弄明白了,你连拿来比对的范本都没。”

  “说对了,她是个计划外的人,从来没有加入过项目。我可以通过搜索强大的波长来找到她,其实我们已经这么干过了---但是不能全指望这个。”

  拉里再次点头赞同:“这个我就明白,就是干草堆里找根针嘛(4) 。“

  “干草堆里找针很难么?只要拿块磁铁放在草堆上面,那针自然会跳出来。”

  和每次玛尔提点别人时见到的神情一样,拉里那带着厚厚双下巴的老脸浮现出迷惑的神情,然后突然间恍然大悟。“嘿,能成。好吧,你要我做些什么?”

  “找人,受到攻击但是身上没有伤痕的人,还有眼睛流血的尸体,或者是被一个看起来无害的小姑娘给狠狠教训了的家伙。”

  “好,没问题,给我一天。”

  玛尔笑了,他知道拉里是个可靠的帮手:“那么,这次你招惹了谁?”

  拉里耸着肩回答:“是队长,他要我给一条从黑茨(Heights)运迷幻药的船作护卫,然后我说让他回家操自己去,接着他就把我丢在了这里。”

  “其实,拉里,你完全可以收下那些钱,然后蒙混一下了事的。”

  拉里将手在胸前环抱,摇了摇头:“不,我不能这么做,发过誓的。”

  玛尔站起身,摇头表示惋惜:“你看你,真是个不折不扣的傻子。”

  “管他的。”拉里也转回身继续看他的UNN去了。

  因为某个在玛尔看来极其愚蠢的理由,拉里·封塞卡发誓要守护法律的公正和社会的和平。他从来都是个好警察,对自己辖区内的事了如指掌,而且很愿意与其他警官合作---哪怕那个人已经升迁去了联邦政府---和贫民窟的其他人相比,他是个不可多得的信息来源。因为其他的警察还有着自己的主子,玛尔自然不会自己出钱贿赂他们,政府也不会授权和支持他行贿。没有好处,他们是不会和玛尔合作的。

  接下来的这段时间里,玛尔会好好逛一逛贫民窟,幸运的话,也许他能找到些头疼的感觉。

  译注:

  (1)即狄更斯的《雾都孤儿》。

  (2)前文里就有这个词了,不过欧似乎没有使用这个翻译,不是很确定。

  (3) 原文为crack off,不是很好翻,这里是意译。

  (4)这里用了直译而非大家熟悉的大海捞针,是后文需要。

第九章

  诺娃开始觉得饿死都比现在的样子来得好。

  离开费金的地方后,她一直走着,直到看见一条小巷,看起来和上次佛雷迪和比利攻击她时的巷子很相似---不过这里没有AAI,除了一个巨大的垃圾桶外一无所有。他们竟然还保留着垃圾桶这种东西,诺娃感到一阵恶心---以前在家里,垃圾都是定期丢进家里的焚化炉烧掉的。很显然,贫民窟里的垃圾是被收集起来然后送去别的地方焚烧的。在诺娃看来,这样做费时费力,干嘛不就地解决呢。

  她在垃圾桶后躺了下来,沉沉地睡去,希望不再苏醒。

  遗憾地是,她还是醒了,而且觉得非常饿。

  想要忘掉饥饿的感觉显然不可能,她的肚子发出很响的咕噜声,同样嘈杂大声的还有周围人的想法---她似乎能够尝试着将这些声响排除在脑海之外了。而与此同时,她的饥饿感也愈发的明显了。

  她试着去想些别的东西,不过念头最后总会转到食物上---或者是那些她不愿意触及的事情。她想起母亲在家中为她置办的盛大宴会,想起一个个在她面前倒下的家人,想起让她感到恶心的摩根。

  这样的情况持续了两天,她迎来了第一个同伴,一只带着条纹的小猫,浑身脏兮兮的,左边的耳朵也残缺不全。它很享受地在垃圾堆里寻找着食物。

  随着小猫的到来,周遭人群那噪音般的吵闹想法渐渐变得模糊,再次成为了背景音。只有小猫那简单直接的念头还环绕着她,有吃的,没吃的,好吃的,睡睡。只是些简单的想法。此外,小猫并不当诺娃是食物,只觉得在睡觉时能蜷缩在她身边是件很舒适的事情。

  在费金将她赶出来后的第四天,她决定将这只猫叫作小P(Pip)。这是她小时候养的猫的名字,不过只养了两个星期。小P是只暹罗猫,喜欢对着家里的其他人发出挑衅般的嘶嘶声。因为泽贝在背后推波助澜,结果父亲和母亲都认为不应该留下它。于是它被送给了诺娃的专署发型师里贝卡,至少小P对她没有敌意。于是诺娃经常性地造访里贝卡的家---在元老家族允许子嗣进入仆人家中的次数限制下。

  小P会经常性的四处游荡,和上一只小P不同的是,它最后总会回到诺娃身边。有一次,它甚至将抓到的老鼠送给诺娃分享。给没毛大猫猫吃。它这样想着,然后将老鼠放在诺娃面前。诺娃这才明白过来,“没毛的大猫猫”是小P对自己的称呼。看来它并不知道世界上还有猫之外的生物。

  对于诺娃拒绝它的好意,小P显得非常不满,跑出去一整天都没有回来。诺娃在担心它是否还会回来,好在结果让她心安---小P在外面晃荡了20个小时后回到了她的身边。当小P在她身边时,她可以很好的将周围的噪音忘却。小P虽然不像AAI那样没有思想,不过带来的效果却更好。试着习惯猫的想法,对之后了解人类的思想来说是很好的练习---至少诺娃的看法如此。

  同时,有一个细小的声音在脑海中对她说,习不习惯有什么区别么?你不是很想死吗?她当作充耳不闻。

  到了第五天,她从梦中醒来。她梦见一块巨型的牛排,上面浇上了树莓汁,旁边还堆满了撒着芥末和香料的三色沙拉,。令人垂涎欲滴的大餐!

  她再也忍受不了了,她要吃东西!

  她站了起来,看着自己身上的衬衫和其他衣服。原来洁白的衣服现在黑一块灰一块,还有些她都不愿去分辨颜色的污迹,那条纯白的斜纹棉裤子更是惨不忍睹。她的鞋子早不知道掉到哪里去了,白袜子上还有好几个洞。站起来后,她才觉得双腿疼痛不已。头发干枯的如一捆捆稻草,牙齿也在隐隐作痛。离上次看牙医和洗澡过去好些日子了,现在的她看起来一定很糟糕。

  不过这些都并不重要了。她要吃东西,要不就得饿死了。

  你不是说你想死么?那个小声音跳出来提醒她,不过很快被更大的饥饿声给替代了,她满脑子都是梦中的牛排大餐。

  这几天里第一次起身走动,她努力的拖着自己的双腿前进,慢慢地挪到了巷子口。

  我干吗要(这些帐单)去学校阿?学(我他妈的不知道拿什么东西来)那些狗屁东(付这些单子)西对我(来听听这首歌,这歌真是)在这(超级烂,你都不能相信)里干事一点(这歌有多烂,真的。)毛帮助都没有!

  ——一瞬间她有些后悔了,那些想法又钻进了她的脑子,她尽力地想把它们驱赶出去。

  一段时间后,她成功地把这些声音堵了起来,变成了迟钝的辅音。这一回她做的很轻松。

  小P绕在她的身边,没毛大猫猫要走?

  诺娃俯身在小P的脖子上轻轻挠了两下,它对此总是很享受的样子。诺娃停下时,它还会想---继续,继续让痒痒跑走啊---她对小猫说道:“我很快就会回来的,我要去找些没毛大猫猫吃的东西。”

  然后,她又站了起来,决定去贫民窟的街上走一圈,直到她找到吃的为止。

  不算悬浮机车,这里几乎没有交通工具经过,除了高速环线上的公交巴士。因此,贫民窟的道路以步行街为主,一个个街区被主环线给分割开来。

  转过了巷口的拐角,她来到了德克街(Decker Way)。她看到了几家店铺,几个AAI围了上来,向她推销各自的广告产品。她无视这些烦人的东西,将注意力集中在了前者身上---可惜这些店并不出售食物。

  等找到店之后,你准备拿什么来付账呢?她问自己。你身无分文。

  等找到店之后再考虑这个问题吧,诺娃做出了这样的决定,然后沿着德克街继续走着。

  在经过了一间药房,一间典当行和一家酒吧后---她本想进去一看,但里面人的想法明明白白地告诉她那里面没有食物,只有酒精饮料。以她现在的情况,喝酒只能把身体弄得更糟糕。---她终于来到了一间小店,标牌上写着密尔顿杂货(Milton Bodega)。她注意到这家店的原因有两个,其一,这是走出她的小巷之后她遇见的第一个有食物的店面,其二,这家店的外面没有AAI在四处宣传它的产品。

  她知道第二个词来源于古老的地球时期,指的是那些建在社区里的小商店。而第一个词则标志了店主的名字,比如这家店属于格雷(Gray)和艾兰纳·密尔顿(Alanna Milton)夫妇,原本为诺娃父亲的悬浮机车工厂工作。五年前他们用工作攒来的所有积蓄从上一任手中盘下了这家店。他们工作的工厂正是她15岁生日那天遭到袭击的那家,眼泪随着回忆的袭来又一次落下,诺娃用满是污垢的袖子擦了几下脸。

  密尔顿夫妇现在并不在店里,他们正在杂货店楼上的小公寓里睡觉,值夜班时才会下来。他们并不放心让招来的雇员做夜班,搞不好的话就是引狼入室。他们被抢过好几次了,每次都是在雇员做晚班的时候,因此他们决定晚上自己打理这个店。

  诺娃还知道密尔顿夫妇不用AAI的原因是他们在这个街区有着很好的口碑,再买个AAI是一种浪费。相对于AAI的高额花费,它能带来的新客人寥寥无几,格雷这样说。他们和老顾客相互了解,邻里众人的口口称颂远比一台愚蠢机器的花言巧语有说服力。

  现在还是黄昏时分,所以店有雇员看着。看店的是一个班吉(Benjy)的男孩,他凭着是自己是艾兰纳的外甥才得到这打工的机会。班吉并不是个聪明人,被来钱即快又容易的毒品交易给套住了。是艾兰纳说服格雷,给他一个重新开始的机会。

  诺娃停下脚步,她知道从店里拿到食物的唯一方法就是去偷。也就是说她要在班吉的眼皮子底下去犯罪,也就是说他会因为自己没有尽到职责---保证杂货店的安全---而被开除。然后继续在街头胡混,也许在不久之后开始为费金工作。她不希望因自己的事害了他。

  于是她继续向前走去,她不能害到格雷和艾兰纳,还有班吉。他们本该过上更好的日子。

  最终,她来到了主环线的路口,科曼大道(Colman Avenue)。她所在的这边是派克巷,相隔一条街和德克街平行。对面那边的街区被称为奥卡拉甘,将其和科索斯分开的那条环线也叫这个名字。公交巴士在科曼大道上高速地呼啸而过。她思考了好一会,发现自己最好走天桥穿过科曼大街到另一边去。

  她最终没有这么走---她不想离开自己的垃圾箱太远。多亏了小P的出现,那里现在给她一种家的感觉---她选择了和科曼大街毗邻的另一条街道。

  旁边正是派克巷,诺娃沿着路向前,四处张望想找到一些吃的。那牛排大餐依然在脑中挥之不去。

  一台手机店外的AAI开始向她推销新款手机,首天免费试用。另一台珠宝店的AAI则吹嘘说他们的价格是整条派克巷上最优惠的,还附带不满意退款的承诺。

  报刊店门外播放UNN现场报道的AAI吸引了诺娃的注意。播报员是个男的,黑色头发,蓄着参次不齐的大胡子。因为AAI没有思想,所以诺娃也不知道他是谁。

  “根据UNN记者获取的独家消息,科奥之子的首领蒙斯科和他邪恶的盟军Protoss在两星期前签署了一项秘密条约。这位记者说,蒙斯科以整个人类联邦的主权作为交换,向Protoss要求在战后得到安提加前线并在那里建立自己的王朝。在成功利用精神控制药物策反了埃德蒙德·杜克将军和他的军队后,蒙斯科和他的势力在三天前攻陷了安提加前线。特此,UNN呼吁大家报名加入人类联邦的军队以对抗由恐怖分子‘科奥之子’和邪恶外星人所组成的联合势力,他们永远站在人类的对立面,是巨大的威胁。”

  诺娃摇了摇头,她不知道哪件事更让自己害怕。是新闻报道中的那些话,还是她周围那些盲目相信报道的人们。从父亲那里她早已知道,那些Protoss并不是像爬虫一样的生物,他们也没有和任何人类接触过---至少在2周前没有。

  在报刊店店内和店外都有不少人,他们都在看着AAI:

  这个蒙(胡扯,根本没有什么)斯科是个(所谓的)疯子。(我害怕)他竟然(外星人,大家都知道的。)会想到(我不信)和外星人同流合污。(我很害怕)我这就去(在UNN放的)报名,把那(这些东西,真是太让人)些外星人狠狠地揍回(失望了,恩没错,太糟糕了)老家!得有人(我好害怕)做点什么来制止这些外星人。还有,(我希望蒙斯科把所有的星球都占领了。)议会这时候干什么去了。

  AAI转了一下画面,屏幕上出现了另一个播报员。

  “自泰拉摩天楼的谋杀惨剧发生之后,泰拉家族唯一的幸存者,克拉拉·泰拉第一次公开出现并讲话。”

  诺娃感到自己的胃突然一阵纠结。

  “在过去的几天中,有数起针对元老家族成员的攻击发生。袭击大多没有造成严重后果。除了针对泰拉摩天楼的那场神风式自杀攻击---这些邪恶的恐怖分子很有可能来自阿克图斯·蒙斯科和他的科奥之子---选择了用自杀与泰拉家族同归于尽,并造成周边地区数百名无辜市民的死亡。”

  “这不是真的。”诺娃喃喃自语。爱德华和他的团伙不是蒙斯科的人,他们为一个叫做克利夫 ·纳丹尔的人做事。而且那也不是神风式的自杀---诺娃在她的历史课上学到过这个词,指的是在旧地球的一次战争中出现的自杀飞行员。她不记得是谁指使的了,也许是德国人。要追寻旧地球的历史实在太难了。

  不管怎样,这个词不适合爱德华和他的手下。杀死所有人的不是纳丹尔的反抗军,而是诺娃自己。

  “今天,克拉拉·泰拉召开了一场新闻发布会,做出了以下的发言。”

  AAI转换出诺娃姐姐的样子,她一身黑色的丧服,配合着悲伤的气氛。换作平时,诺娃一定也会在家人死去的这六天里换上丧服,只是… 她旋即想到,按我现在这样子,也许很快就能和他们重逢了。

  克拉拉的话语有些断断续续。诺娃的这个姐姐不喜欢在公众场合讲话,就算她现在可能是在一间周围只有技术人员和她未婚夫的播音间。AAI的技术还不完善,所以不能将克拉拉身边的情况也模拟出来,诺娃倒是希望这时候米洛正在她姐姐后面给她一些精神支持。克拉拉对米洛并不看重,只把他当作获得更多财富的机会,而米洛却倾心于克拉拉。在诺娃看来,这是件很悲哀的事情。

  “我,我想要先感谢那些在这悲伤的时刻安慰我的人。”

  “这一刻?”诺娃忍不住将这个让她震惊的词大声复述了一遍。站在她身边的女人,诺娃现在知道她的名字叫做多娜(Donna),向她作出了嘘的手势。诺娃知道她感兴趣的是那些关于元老家族的流言---她显然认为诺娃和那些她自己永远没机会遇见的有钱少爷有些纠缠。如果知道她刚才嘘的人,正是自己饶有兴致听的谎言故事的当事人之一,她大概会惊讶、变得苦恼不已。

  “对于我父母、他们的爱人以及我的两个弟弟妹妹的变故…”

  直到上一刻,诺娃的所有心思还被饥饿给牢牢占据着。然后,现在,一切情绪被愤怒彻底代替“两个!”

  “这场可耻的,还有、还有凶残的恐怖袭击夺去了你们的生命。愿你们在平静中安息吧。为了纪念我逝去的家人,我亲爱的未婚夫米洛和我决定将婚礼的准备继续下去。这是为了我最爱的双亲,他们各自的爱人,我的弟弟泽贝迪亚,还有我最爱的妹妹诺万蓓,以及所有被那群胆怯的无赖害死的人。等到我们的婚礼举行完,库西尼斯和泰拉家族的联合力量会叫那些卑鄙的恐怖分子和恶心的外星人见识我们的利害。”

  AAI转回了播报员那里。“泰拉女士声称对她家族成员死亡的调查已经结束。并决定在后天为她失去的6位家人举办一场葬礼仪式。相关捐献善款将被归入康斯坦丁诺·泰拉生前支持的慈善基金中,基金的名字为...”

  “不,全是撒谎!”诺娃将所有的怒气都倾泻了出去,AAI在爆炸和火光飞溅后变成了扭曲的废铁。

  哦,不。(我们要死了!)她是个怪物(我们要死了!)。她是什么东西?发生了(我们要死了!)什么?她看起来(我们要死了!)很像是瘾头犯了。但愿她(哦,该死,我们会死!!!)不要伤害我们

  越来(我们要死了!)越多的恐惧(她干了什么?)念头传来,诺娃开始不住(这是怎么回事?)向后退。
  报刊店的老板,玛丁娜·达玛(Martina Dharma)从店里猛地冲了出来,手中挥着P180,直直指向诺娃。枪没有上膛,玛丁娜根本买不起子弹,但她可以用这把枪来吓唬别人。而在诺娃看来,自己根本不必搭理她。不仅是因为知道了枪没上膛,而是因为她那惊恐万分的样子。

  她并不想弄坏那架AAI。

  她是想杀死自己的姐姐。

  她怎么敢?克拉拉知道我没有死的!她离开的时候并没有动过尸体---她清楚地记得。她就是从那群尸体旁逃开的,那里自然不会有自己的尸体。所以克拉拉应该清楚地知道诺娃还活着。

  “喂,金头发的,”玛丁娜举着空膛枪喊道:“在我把你射成筛子前快从我的地盘里滚出去,听懂了没?”(请别伤害我,别再让我的房子爆炸了。我快付不起保险了,而且我真不知道该怎么说服UNN免费给我换一台新的AAI。求你了,别逼着我开空枪…)

  诺娃转身,用尽双脚的力气跑离了这里。

  她跑得没有想象中的快---长时间躺在垃圾桶边让她的双脚如橡胶般软绵绵的,连走以外的动作都无法承受---不过没有人去追赶她。她能感觉到,人们是太害怕了,根本不敢靠近她。

  她一直跑到了加拉斯通街(Gladstone Way)的交汇处才停了下来,在一间出售小玩艺的店前半弓着身子,上气不接下气地喘息。现在,饥饿的感觉又开始占据她身体的绝大部分。

  穿过饰品店就能看到另一间杂货店,门前也没有AAI。和密尔顿杂货不同的是,诺娃知道这里的店主并不在乎有没有顾客来这里买东西。因为后屋被当作牌室来使用,可以玩扑克或者豪南(1)。而且这里也是马库斯·纳连的人经常用来碰头、交易的地方。

  从这样的地方偷食物,诺娃可不会感到良心不安。

  仍然有些气喘的她踏进了店内,站在柜台后的店主正看着平面电视,画面里同一个UNN播报员还在滔滔不绝的讲述关于克拉拉的事。现在他正讲到奥斯博港针对不断增加的恐怖袭击和外星人危胁提出了新的安全设施预算。

  “泰拉摩天楼的那场自杀式袭击告诉了我们,为了达到邪恶的目的,反抗军们并不吝于赔上自己人的死亡。”

  带着厌恶感,诺娃狠狠地朝平面电视发出低吼。火光和爆炸声中,机器掉落了下来,柜台内那专心致志的观众这才惊讶地注意到她的到来,诺娃并没有将他也杀死的念头。

  “这他妈的到底...”耀眼的闪光让店主先用手遮挡着眼睛,然后转向了诺娃,“你又他妈的是谁?”

  “我要吃的!”在诺娃听来,自己的口气里尽是绝望和孤注一掷,尽管她尽力让自己听起来很强硬,很显然这方面的经验她寥寥无几。

  不过,她的话看来起了效果。“该死的,小妞,你上次吃饭是什么时候?”

  “闭嘴!我要吃的,现在,不然我会让更多的东西爆炸,听得明白没?(2)”她贸然的加入了最后那句话,因为她记起费金和他的手下常常这么说,或者是类似的话。她指望用这样的话让自己听起来更像混混些。

  名叫特伦斯(Terence)的店主年纪大的足以做诺娃死去的祖父了,他开心地笑了:“小娘皮,你脑子有毛病了吧,跑来威胁我。不过我得告诉你,快点把你那漂亮的小屁股从我的地盘挪开,要不你就等着一辈子留在这里好了。听懂没?”

  诺娃知道特伦斯并不把她的话当真,因为他把那台平面电视和刷卡机的爆炸归咎于它们劣质的制造商。更让她恼火的是自己竟然连‘听明白了没’这句黑话都搞错了。

  她闭上眼睛,试着将注意力集中到特伦斯所站的地方,确定自己还能感应到他的想法,试图把他拎到空中。她的脸因为专注变得有些僵硬。

  光是这么做就让她感到濒临崩溃,不过她还是成功地把他弄起来了---仅仅只有一秒---然后他掉在了地板上。

  割裂般的疼痛冲击着诺娃的脑子,尤其是右边眼睛。她从没有如此集中注意力过,现在脑子疼的要命。

  而这一切只是让特伦斯感到惊恐罢了。“你这可恶的娘们!”他大吼着,颤抖着站了起来,从柜台内掏出一把T10。这是他六十年前为联邦军队服务时获得的佩枪,也是他最贵的武器了。这把枪有些小问题,诺娃只花了半秒钟来堵住火花塞---从特伦斯脑中读出答案之后。

  特伦斯在开枪的时候惊讶地看到扳机弹了回来,狠狠夹了他的手指一下。“噢~~~~”他扔下枪,用力地甩着手。

  “特伦斯,要玩的话我随时奉陪。”她说道:“还不止,我可以去告诉马库斯·拉连,说你被一个才十五岁的小姑娘当猴子在耍,是的,没错,我只有十五岁。想要我不这么做的也很简单,快他妈的拿吃的给我!”

  诺娃从没有这样咒骂过。不过,她觉得自己只是说出了最合适这场合的话。

  用另一只胳膊捂住受伤的手,特伦斯大声说道:“该死的,你到底是谁。”他随即又摇摇头:“我操,无所谓了,拿走,随便你要什么的。快点拿了东西滚蛋,我再也不想在这里见到你。”

  “很好。”

  特伦斯店里的那些包装食品:三明治看起来在架子上放置了很久,早就过了保质期限,她当然不会选。那些水果和蔬菜也腐坏了,跳过。肉条看起来还能吃,于是她挑了三条树莓口味的。一大堆各类的果汁,上帝保佑,竟然有树莓汁,她一口气拿了四瓶。想到自己拿不下这一大堆东西,她转向特伦斯问道:“袋子能拿么?”

  正在往手上涂着药膏的特伦斯对她这无端的问题感到抓狂:“拿上该死的袋子。”

  于是她决定再做些测试。再次闭上了眼睛,她将注意力集中在架子上的袋子上,就在坏掉的刷卡机旁,试着把它们移过来。

  这个试验算是成功了一半---她成功地抓起了整叠的袋子,不过在半路上掉了下来。

  带着高兴的傻笑,她弯腰捡起了一个袋子。望见特伦斯正在大摇其头,期待着这个疯女孩快点从他的店滚出去。

  她把肉条和果汁扔进袋子里,又拿走了特伦斯放在货架上的十包肉干---蛋白质对她有好处,而且那些东西不会变质---还有一包坎萨曲奇(Camthar Cookie),长大以后她就再也没有吃过了。

  临走之前,她又想到了什么,于是扫光了特伦斯店里所有的猫粮罐头:整整十五罐,包括三文鱼、金枪鱼和艾里克鱼等口味。对于小P来说,这比她从垃圾箱里找到残羹和偶尔路过的巷鼠要美味的多。

  “有完没完?”特伦斯愠怒地问。尽管心里害怕得要死,至少在语气上他显得很愤怒。

  诺娃决定继续吓吓他,掀翻了整个水果架子。和其他食物一样,这些只是用来装点门面的腐烂水果纷纷落下,砸到了地上。

  她笑着望向他:“现在的话,完了”。这才施施然转身走了出去,特伦斯只得边收拾她留下的一片狼藉,一边狠狠地诅咒她、她的家人、祖先以及任何她在旧地球上有关系的人。他还想到,自己不得不花钱去买一台新的平面电视和刷卡机。

  玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩为了和处长琪兰妮见面足足等了2个小时。要不是进入密码门需要识别琪兰妮和她助手的视网膜条码,或者由后者按下她桌后的控制器才能开启(而且那个控制器记录了助手的DNA,其他人碰触也无法开启。),他一定会暴怒地冲进她的办公室。

  整整两个小时里,玛尔近乎绝望地坐在接待室里,试图忽略UNN里传来的长篇大论,一边寻思着制服和(或)干掉那个助手,然后用她的手指---最理想的情况是用非常暴力和血腥的方式将其和手的其他部分分离开来---按下控制器。

  终于,助手---玛尔可不在乎她叫什么名字---开口了:“处长现在可以见你了。”

  从那张非常不舒适的沙发上站了起来。玛尔尽量地控制脸部肌肉向她报以最不真诚的微笑---事实上也是非常不真诚---然后说:“十分感谢。”

  她同样回以虚伪的微笑。和玛尔为了表示鄙夷不同,那是经过常年训练,在各种场合下保持微笑的结果。“乐意效劳,凯勒奇恩探员。”

  她随手按下控制器,通往琪兰妮办公室的门开了。

  伊尔莎·琪兰妮的外表迷惑了不少人。瘦小苗条,看起来比玛尔的皮制防尘披风还要轻。有着棕色短发,鹰勾鼻,以及一副就其视网膜年龄来说毫无必要的眼镜。她给人的初次印象往往是毫无伤害的人。

  这样的错觉在她开口之后就会烟消云散,她那张尖刻犀利的嘴能让加入联邦军队三十年的老兵甘拜下风,对于愚蠢的人,她能忍上六秒半不出口伤人便是万幸了。

  玛尔自认不是那么蠢的人,所以至少在半分钟内他是安全的。

  琪兰妮的桌子整洁无暇, 这也玛尔认为她不仅只是有一点疯狂的诸多原因之一。桌子上,她的电脑终端和一台UNN虚拟投影仪打破光滑闪亮的桌面形成的单调乏味。影像处于暂停状态,只看到播报员---不是玛拉·格雷斯金,所以玛尔也没兴趣去弄清楚他是谁---闭着眼睛,似笑非笑的样子。看起来既引人发笑,又让人厌恶。

  走进她办公室的同时,玛尔开门见山地问:“为什么让克拉拉·泰拉四处宣传说她的妹妹死了?”

  琪兰妮透过厚厚的镜片盯着他:“我过得很好,凯勒奇恩。你怎么样?”

  玛尔一屁股坐在琪兰妮的会客椅上。她的椅子由无比罕见且非常昂贵的真皮制成,而会客椅却像是几块木片搭成的,让坐在上面的人担心下一秒就会散架。如果在上面坐上十分钟,玛尔敢打赌,不会比让一头瓦图西(watusi)站在他脊梁上舒服多少。幸运的是,琪兰妮很少让人在她的办公室里待那么久。

  “为什么要克拉拉·泰拉告诉每一个看UNN的人说诺娃·泰拉已经死了,而我却在贫民窟里翻遍每一个角落搜索诺娃·泰拉的踪迹?”

  “那么,这件事办得怎么样了,具体的说。”她用甜腻的嗓音反问道,整个房间的温度瞬间下降了十度。

  “很烂。”玛尔从不说模棱两可的话。“清点过泰拉家的交通工具了,包括悬浮机车,所以她肯定没用过其中的任何一样。她的ID被记录在城里每一车站、公交车站和空港码头里了,所以也可以排除。此外---”

  “她能心灵感应,更是个念能者。她可以---”

  紧紧握住拳头,玛尔反驳道:“她是个没有接受过训练的心灵感应者/念能者。如果我们是在说一个真正的Ghost,那么没错,她可以让所有人和检测仪器都把她当作另外一个人。但就我所知,她甚至不知道自己是一个念能者。毫无疑问,她不值得我们训练,一点价值都没有---我知道你要问什么。是的,我和城里的所有人都谈过了,泰拉家族里没有人教过她,也没有任何外来的人给过她正式的训练。”

  琪兰妮笑得有些得意:“干得不错。”

  玛尔一时语塞。伊尔莎·琪兰妮从来不是那种会赞美的人。“啊,谢谢。不管怎样---她很有可能还在塔索尼斯。也就是说她不是在城里,就是在城郊。很显然城里没有。”

  “所以你认为她在贫民窟。”

  玛尔点点头。

  “你在辖区里拿到了报告?”

  玛尔叹了口气:“没有,没人汇报过相关的---”

  “我问的不是这个,凯勒奇恩探员。”房内的温度仿佛又低了五度。

  “是的,我看过了。什么都没有。我还让一个认识的西南区警员继续搜索念者在那里活动的迹象。”五,四,三...“什么回答都没有听到,他默默地倒数,等着---” 二,一…

  琪兰妮从椅子里往前探了探,将双手拍在了桌上“看看你的猪脑子干了什么?你竟然敢将绝密信息告诉了一个士兵---”

  最后是零。“女士,你希望我找到诺娃·泰拉吗?”

  琪兰妮生硬地给出了回答:“那是你要完成的任务。”

  “那么就放手让我找到她。我不能像个睁眼瞎的在贫民窟打转。在没有心灵波长可以追踪和比对的情况下进行搜索根本是自讨苦吃。我需要有人在那里的街上丢几个耳目,这不是随便局里的人谁都行的。我要个一直在贫民窟晃荡的人,封塞卡是个好警察,而且他---”

  “哦,封塞卡?”琪兰妮坐了回去:“你怎么不告诉我是他,罢了。”

  玛尔心头突然一松:“你知道拉利·”

  “他一直被我们的作为招募目标观察着。确切地说,是从我们开始关注你的同时。”又是得意的一笑,她继续说到:“区别在于,招募你的时候,我们很好地利用了那件事作为交换条件,并晋升你作为奖励。”

  玛尔太惊讶了,险些咬到自己的舌头。用他自己的话来说,这绝对不是什么“奖励”。

  琪兰妮继续说道:“不过封塞卡没有什么可以抓的把柄,他的身家太干净了。”

  这是当然的了。他一直呆在那狗窝里,什么报告也不会有,因为内里关系盘根错节。所有人都知道发生了什么,但决不会有记录。“那么说,我可以去找他了?”

  “不,你得先让我感到满意才行。”她的身子又探了过来:“有些事你必须明白,凯勒奇恩---你为我工作。我知道你不想呆在这里,不过你需要花些时间来明白几件事”处长开始数她右手的手指:“事实一,你赚的钱更多了,而且你作为寻觅者得到的好处远比当个警察来的多。事实二,如果不是我把你从警队里拽出来,你的头很快就会出现在泰戈尔家的某根长矛上,你明白我的意思。事实三,只要你还是个寻觅者,你就得向我回覆所有事。在没有和我通气之前,绝不允许违反行动守则里的任何一条。而让我通过提议的唯一方法就是不要隐瞒我任何事。”她将手攥紧,握成拳头,继续说道:“我不是个笨蛋,凯勒奇恩。我知道你很有本事,也有自己的行事方法。但这件事很重要。我们在为整个联邦对抗像蒙斯科那样的混帐和那些不知何故出现的外星人的最后一道防线训练人手。我们至少丢掉了两个星球,我们继续生存下去的唯一机会就是那些叫Ghost的战士了。所以我们的工作极度的重要,我不希望因为你的固执让整件事变得更棘手。我说的够明白了吧,凯勒奇恩探员。”

  在琪兰妮进行漫长责骂的同时,玛尔正努力地从手臂里挑出椅子上带着的木刺。他对“不要隐瞒”之后的话毫无印象,他也知道回答处长说“万分清楚(3),女士。现在希望处长您能回答我那些该死的问题。”就算不是自杀,至少也是很不明智的。只可惜…

  那甜美的微笑又回到了她的脸上,这可不是什么好的迹象。“是什么问题呢?”

  “为什么在我还在找人的时候克拉拉·泰拉要四处哭述说她的妹妹已经死了?除了封塞卡,我跟TPF的合作本就有限。如果TPF认定目标已经死亡的话,我的线索将会更少。”

  “凯勒奇恩探员,如果你在贫民窟的某条巷子里找到了诺娃·泰拉的尸体,接下去事情会是怎样?”

  “我会---”

  琪兰妮无视他的发言接着说道:“接下来,泰拉家族,或者,我想现在应该叫库西尼斯-泰拉家族,他们会想暗中隐瞒消息,拿钱上下打点,好让她看起来和其他人一样死在了大厦里。那么现在,如果你发现诺娃·泰拉还活着,又会怎样?”

  “如果是那样---”

  “那么她就会被带去Ghost项目接受训练。从那一刻开始,诺万蓓·安娜贝拉·泰拉即会被宣告死亡。她将会成为探员X41822N。”

  听到诺娃甚至已经获得了战斗编号时,玛尔不禁一怔,她甚至还不是Ghost项目的成员。

  “所以,凯勒奇恩探员,对于让克拉拉在UNN上做出公开发言,宣告她妹妹的死亡这一行为的用意,你勿需了解。就我们的任务而言,书面结论或是实际结论都将是诺娃已经死亡,就算她依然活着。”

  玛尔突然反应过来:“是你让她上UNN说那些话的。”

  “不,是议会让她去的,不过这是我的主意。直接在记录上抹除诺娃的存在。”

  “如果她活着出现在别的地方了呢?”

  琪兰妮皱了皱眉:“你这是什么意思,你说过她没有离开塔索尼斯。”

  “我只是说她很可能还没有离开塔索尼斯。她没有ID出境的记录这不假,但是没有什么搜索网能做到百分之百的万无一失。她只是个十五岁的小姑娘没错,而且没有接受过训练,但她始终是个心灵感应者/念能者。鬼才知道她对自己的能力掌握到了什么程度。我们确信没人给她做过训练,但如果有变节者混在仆人间或是别的地方偷偷提点她,我们也无从知晓。还有,如果要搞些小秘密,她有的是闲钱来把自己藏起来。你跟我都很清楚,在隐瞒秘密这一点上,没有人能做的比元老家族更好了。”

  “你到底要说明什么,凯勒奇恩探员?”琪兰妮问话时的语气让整个房间的温度掉到了绝对零度。

  “我要说的是,她也可能在去泰拉铎的半路上而我们对此一无所知。我的意思是,她可能藏在任何一个我们找不到她的地方。我是说,如果不在她从别的地方冒出来前找到她,我们就糟糕了。”

  琪兰妮耸了一下肩,说:“也许对泰拉家族来说是件坏事,不过那是他们自己的麻烦,不是我的。如果她活着出现在别的地方,我们会把她带去加入项目。完毕。”

  伊尔莎·琪兰妮的话十分的肯定。如果过分干净的桌子还不够的话,现在这话更表明---她是个疯子,简直是个狂热的信徒。玛尔想着。她狂热的根源便是Ghost项目。对于玛尔来说,这只是一件他并不想做的工作,而琪兰妮处长将Ghost项目的运作当作了生存的意义。

  或者,她至少将其当作同等的大事来看。

  “还有别的事么?”她的语气明确地说明,这个问题的回答只能是否定的。

  “没有了。”玛尔从很不舒服的椅子上站了起来,伸了伸懒腰,背上的脊骨发出咯咯的声音。“我会随时向您汇报。”

  “你最好这么做。”琪兰妮按下了桌子上的一个按钮,启动了虚拟投影仪。

  “越迁之旅昨晚在围兹环形剧场(Waits Amphitheatre)奉献了一场星光灿烂的演出,演奏了一整---”

  随着门在玛尔身后关闭,将娱乐报道关在门口,他摇着头想,真想不到琪兰妮是一个古典音乐迷…

  译注:

  (1)原文为haunan,完全不知道是什么游戏,所以直接音译了。

  (2)原文为you scaning me,显然是诺娃对you scan me的误读。

  (3)原文为plasteel 结合金属,于是修改了下。

第十章

  坐在桌子后的费金笑得有些狰狞。

  为了获得进入交通监视器系统的权限,他用了整整一年的时间,不间断地给西南区的三个警察提供冰毒。不过这些付出是值得的。这些监视器本是警察用来监视交通状况的。一般来说,每三个月或者更久,他们才会想到使用一次这些仪器,主要是给那些骑着悬浮车的孩子找些罚款、抓上几个醉到不行或是high到不行以至于连车都开得歪歪扭扭的巴士司机--大约就是司机数量的一半吧。这一切主要是为了应付议会对分局财务状况的审查,有时则是为了平息民众对警局工作效率的质疑。每到这时,TPF就会罚上一大笔款,外带抓几个司机。等到声讨的热潮过去之后,一切又是老方一贴了。

  通过盗用这些监视器,费金俯视着他的帝国。

  今天,他的目标是那个马库斯带来的金发小妞。

  哦,总有一天她会是我的,决不会错的。在这之前,她要好好学上一课。

  他向监视器发出了指令,一旦发现那个金发妞的踪迹,就马上转过来。还不知道她叫什么,他一边想着。

  “费,费金?”9号从他身后的榻榻米(1)上支起身子,带着睡意的喊他。

  “乖乖地睡吧,亲爱的。爸爸正忙呢。乖·”

  “嗯~~~”

  在他和9号完成了一场马拉松性爱之后,发出轻轻哔声的闹铃适时地停了下来。特尼莉在奥卡拉甘的头几天并不顺利,很显然,曼佛雷德背叛德后遗症波及到了周边的几条街上。这也使得费金和特尼莉不得不花大力气来整治一番。尤其是后者,她正极力地要讨好主子,以避免落入和前任相同的命运中。在一阵子的夺位、残肢飞舞、遍地尸体之后,奥卡拉甘算是安定了下来,不过特尼莉又要开始面对客户的抱怨了。她还注意到这些家伙们正开始越过涌泉街(Spring st)去科索斯买货。

  数日来不停忙碌所积累的压力和疲倦,在9号身上得到了很好的发泄。9号并不是他12个禁脔中最漂亮的那个,但毫无疑问是精力最旺盛的那个。

  接下来,他很高兴地看到,监视器找到了那个金发小妞。

  她正沿着德克街跌跌绊绊地走着,眼神呆滞,没有生气。费金自然明白这意味着什么:饥饿。我早就告诉过你,你熬不过太久的。

  她在密尔顿杂货的门前停留了片刻,继而离开,让费金感到不解。她怎么不进去?

  望着她继续四处游荡,费金一边从抽屉中拿出手机,打给莫伍德中士(Morwood)。

  “我是莫伍德。”

  “我,费金,我要的东西到了没?”

  “你这猪脑,我说过别在当班的时候打电话给我…”

  “我要的东西到了没有,中士?”

  “我还在想办法,我想明天你就能拿到了。”

  “最好是这样。我也不希望你老婆突然发现她拿不到一丁点货了,对吧?”

  费金能听到莫伍德在话筒那边吞口水的声音。“你瞧,要把这东西从局子里弄出来并不容易。换作是别的东西还能简单些,我给你弄个核弹头怎么样?”

  “当然可以,如果你没把我要的东西搞到,我就把那枚弹头塞进你的屁股里。懂了没?”

  金发妞现在已经走到科曼大道了,她转了个弯,向派克巷走去。

  莫伍德呜咽着嗓子回答:“好的,好的。我明天会给你电话。不过现在我必须走了。”

  “你最好明天打给我。”费金对于自己是否能如愿毫不怀疑。虽然莫伍德每次都要抱怨、坚持说费金要的他做不了,但最终总会乖乖就范。他妻子的瘾头堪比贫民窟的那些瘾君子,一个联邦军队后勤官的薪水和她无止境的毒瘾相比只是杯水车薪。全凭着后勤官的特殊位置,戴安·莫伍德(Diane Morwood)才能一直有冰毒用,而她的丈夫就得时不时地准备些政府的玩具给费金把玩。

  费金挂掉了电话,金发女孩已经走到了派克巷。她在一间书报亭前停住了,和周围的众人一起看着AAI里的UNN报道。费金只看到播报员的样子---监视器只能截取图像信息,不能传送声音,所以费金什么也听不见。他对此并不在乎。

  ---直到AAI变成了一个泪眼婆娑的女人。她说了些什么,让金发女受到了极大的打击。

  仅仅一秒之后,金发妞的尖叫和AAI随后的爆炸让费金对于她究竟是不是个心灵感应能力者的怀疑彻底烟消云散。

  费金皱起了眉头,他将影像倒回几分钟前,紧紧地盯着AAI。

  AAI里呈现的图像是一个比金发妞年纪稍大些的女人,穿着黑色的葬礼服。她和这个金发妞一定有血缘关系---是母亲的话,年纪有些不够,要不就是她的整形手术太成功了。所以,更可能是姐姐。

  看着金发妞因为她的话而歇斯底里,费金暗暗想着,看起来,你还是有家人活在这个世界上的。

  费金调出了UNN的菜单,想要查查究竟金发妞当时在看哪则消息。翻过一堆简介后,他终于找到了那张脸,节目介绍上些着:克拉拉 泰拉在家族惨案之后首次在公众前露面。

  我操。

  费金播放了这则新闻。看完之后,他觉得自己有种想跳舞的冲动,高兴地想要一枪崩掉自己。

  换句话说,这个金发妞,或者,应该称呼她诺娃,的确有个能付赎金的家人。不尽如此,她是泰拉家的人,她是元老家族的人,凑点零花钱就是一大笔赎金了。

  她来自元老家族---这同样也是最大的问题。元老家族可不会付赎金。他们会用铺天盖地的权力将任何蠢到胆敢绑架元老家族成员的人摧毁得连渣都不剩。

  费金知道自己的斤两,他之所以能安安稳稳地统治着贫民窟,是因为警察们没有更好的选择,也因为他一直避免去惊动任何重要到会危及自己地位的人。不管怎样,他只是庞大机器下的一块铁片。一旦他的名字传入了议会、或是元老家族某些人的耳朵里,那么他可以预料的命运就只有像核爆炸下的科奥一般了。

  此外,从他读到的报道上来看,克拉拉·泰拉认为她的妹妹已经死了。虽然光凭没有声音的交通监视器还不能确定,但他大致明白了前因后果。因为克拉拉用死者已矣的语气谈论着自己的妹妹,使得满腔的怒火的诺娃用上了全部心灵控力,让那台AAI炸开了花。

  想起诺娃,费金恢复了实时监视,只见一个提着枪的女人从书报亭中冲了出来。费金一点也不明白---就在几天前,诺娃在费金用枪指着她的时候显得毫无惧色---现在却因为一个拿着枪的女人落荒而逃。

  最终,她在特伦斯的店里停了下来。蠢货,费金笑着想道,她迟早会明白,我主宰着这里的每一个地方。

  笑容并没有在费金的脸上停留多久,而是在特伦斯允许她拿走食物的那一刻僵住了。看着诺娃把平面电视和刷卡器弄成碎片,把特伦斯举到空中,然后摔在地上,随后又将那把T10堵住,费金再也笑不出来了。

  费金抓起了他的电话,打给马库斯。
  吉塔接的电话:“费金,有什么吩咐?”

  “你哥哥呢?”

  “在点钱呢。”

  费金又皱起了眉头,他看了下监视器上的时间,正是收钱的时候。找乐子的时间总是不够用。“给他说,特伦斯的钱减掉一成。”

  “他干了什么?”

  “是他妈的什么都没干,知道吗?照我说的去做,听懂了没?”

  “是的。”吉塔的回答依然带着不明所以,费金才不管她听懂了没有。

  我让马库斯告诉过所有的店,决不能让她得到一点东西。费金可不管特伦斯是不是有能力反抗诺娃。如果你无法言出必践的话,那么你的帝国迟早会被更合适的人取而代之,因为人们不会听命于一个心慈手软、无能无信的人。费金很早就从微笑的身上学到了这一点---他将本该扣除两成的惩罚降到一成,不杀本该被处死的人,只是打断他的胳膊。对于干这一行的人来说,这就是弱点,而弱点会让你死于非命。因此,费金决不让自己有弱点。

  他用监视器跟随着满载而归的诺娃回到德克街,她在巴尔药店的附近失去了踪迹。她肯定是躲进了哪条小巷子里,他恨恨地想到。

  他又一次抓起了电话,这次是打给‘投手’

  “怎么说?”

  “有个人。”

  “爽了,在哪里?时间?”

  起初,小P对重新回到巷子里的诺娃很是冷淡。不过它很快就意识到没毛大猫猫带来了新吃的,于是又变得友善起来。不停地蹭着诺娃的小腿,一边发出快乐的呼噜声。没毛大猫猫的,好吃,开心。

  诺娃给小P开了一罐金枪鱼,斑纹小猫开始狼吞虎咽起来。接着,她在垃圾桶后坐了下来,望着袋子里的食物,犹豫着不知该先吃什么好。在连续几天没进食后,她发现自己竟然会为拥有众多的食物感到困挠。

  最后,她决定先消灭肉条---因为它们是树莓味的,而且能提供她最多的营养。

  她小心翼翼的拨开包装,咬下了第一口。

  然后是第二口,仅仅在一秒钟之后。接着是第三口,一根肉条就不见了。

  决堤一般的饥饿感让她再也停不下来。很快,所有的肉条被一扫而空。停止工作很久的胃因为一下子要消化太多的食物而隐隐作痛。感到了嘴巴的干涩,她抓起一瓶果汁。

  靠在墙上,她一口气喝掉了半瓶树莓汁,开始考虑之后的打算。这些食物够她过上几天---也许比想象中的少,如果她继续这样大吃大喝的话---然后她就不得不再去偷东西吃。

  有什么关系呢,你不是很想死吗?那个愚蠢的声音提醒诺娃说。好在她已经学会将周围人的想法---只要不是身边的---变成背景音。她用同样的方式对待这个细微的声音,因为她开始慢慢发现,就此死去并不是一个好主意。

  不过,像这样的活着同样算不得更好的选择。该要做些什么,她不知所措。

  以前的生活已离她远去。妈妈、爸爸、艾弗蕾希娅、爱德华和泽贝都死了。克拉拉用冷酷无情的口吻宣布了自己的死亡。她还有可以回去的地方吗?如果有的话,作为杀死了所有人的凶手,等待她的会是监牢。想要逃脱多重谋杀罪名根本不可能。

  我还能做什么呢?整天坐在巷子里,和一只爱发脾气的斑纹猫分享从混蛋和骗子手中抢来的食物?

  听起来并不让人向往的人生。

  但我更不想死。她最终可以确认的只有这一点。在生活不会变得更糟的情况下,死亡的念头最让她心惊胆颤---甚至胜过了泰拉摩天楼里的那些回忆。

  爱德华死前是多么的愤恨。加斯托夫想着跟家人团聚,丽贝卡死之前在想着为什么那个男人拿枪指着自己。马克(Marco)在悔恨没来及告诉多丽丝(Doris)自己喜欢她,而多丽丝想着马克没有对自己说那三个字;沃特(Walter)在享受着加斯托夫杀死泰拉家人的快感,伊芳(Yvonne)在死前还记挂着未完成的清洁工作,泰拉夫人知道以后一定会杀了她的,德雷克(Derek)的最后念头…

  “不。”她哭喊着要把这些记忆从脑中驱走。小P被着实吓了一跳,猛地从金枪鱼罐头边跳开。出什么了事了?没毛大猫猫会伤害我吗?

  在确认自己不会受到伤害后,小P又埋头吃起罐头来。

  诺娃用握拳的手压上眼睛,于是眼泪从闭住的眼帘内挤了出来。每每在她觉得自己终于能独立应付现实时,总会有些新的事情发生,令她意识到要走的路还很长。

  这次的事让她突然意识到自己所需要的是训练。她还记得克拉拉17岁的时候忽然决定要锻炼下自己与生俱来的钢琴天赋,为此妈妈请来演奏家迪·帕默尔(Dee Palmer)给她授课。虽然不久之后她就停止了练习。诺娃知道个中的原因,帕默尔对克拉拉那些怪异而放荡的调情手段无动于衷。不管结果如何,有件事是不容置疑的。想要学东西,找个专家上课就必不可少。

  会有哪个大师清楚发生在我身上的一切吗?

  诺娃好好的想了一会,认为答案是肯定的。她肯定不是唯一一个能用想的就完成某些事的人。

  然后,问题就变成哪里才能找到可以训练她的人了。

  肯定不是这里。在她看来,贫民窟是最不适合寻找训练的人。但很不幸的是,她现在没有可去的地方。而且,就连这里也不是她的庇护所---从马库斯和看守她的喽罗那里,她知道儒勒·戴尔是贫民窟里最有权势的人。没有他的认可,她连这里也待不下去---尽管那认可本身毫无信用可言。

  不过,她又能做些什么呢?

  她在垃圾桶后的一个小洞里躺了下来,任由想法在脑子里打转。就在不久前,她开始将这个温暖舒适的地方当作自己的小屋---垃圾桶旁就有一架工作着的空调机外机,对外吹着热风。冒出的蒸汽还为她解决了水的问题,虽然只是脏兮兮的温水。那个小声音总会不合时宜地在她渴得难耐小口咽下那些水时跳出来,提醒她说一个想死的人为何要去喝这些肮脏的东西呢?

  她睡得很舒服---好吧,是尽可能的舒适,在一条小巷的垃圾桶后面---这是自从家人死去后,她睡的第一个好觉。

  杀,杀,嘛呣,嘛呣。我最喜欢抓住小姑娘的脖子,割开她们的小喉咙。我太喜欢了。

  诺娃一下子惊醒,这突然出现的强烈念头几乎将她淹没。她跳了起来,在狭小的洞里撞到了头。

  她从洞中爬了出来,正看见小P在巷口发出敌意的‘嘶嘶’声。她瞄了一眼手表,指针显示她睡了14个小时,住进巷子后睡得最久的一次。吃东西能让我变得放松,她莞尔。

  一边揉着头上撞到的地方,她顺着猫的视线望去。

  等不及咬掉她的耳朵了,一定很爽。直接把耳朵给撕下来,用牙齿咬的。哦,棒。

  那是个高大壮硕的家伙。鼻子、耳朵、嘴唇、甚至眼眶上都打了钉子,异常强壮的胳臂上布满了纹身,全是关于大只佬对小个子施暴的图案。

  诺娃不知道他的名字,因为连他自己都不记得了。大家都叫他投手(2),因为有一次他喝掉了一整罐的原酒,结果却一点事都没有---大概是毒瘾太深了,药物对他的身体已经起不了作用。

  他口中要干掉的那个小姑娘正是诺娃本人。

  他走向她。走进巷子,满脑子的暴力臆想和杀意。

  那个小姑娘就在巷子里,正如那个秃头男人描述的,弱小无助,像等待被采摘的成熟果实。

  他很喜欢秃头男人指派给他的任务,因为自己找不到目标。这样才能给无聊,平淡无味、毫无意义的生活添点料,。

  或者只是酒意作祟,谁知道呢。

  他在手臂上摁了一下,把冰毒注射进循环系统里。一点感觉都没有。这已经是他试的第649次了。所以他才讨厌现在这种生活,什么药对他的身体都没效果了。好在骨子里他是个乐观主义者---或者是一个真正的悲观主义者,总之就是在这两者间来回摇摆---所以他还是不断地注射,指望下一次就会high起来。

  可这样的好事从来没发生过,而且再也不会有了。于是他又想,为什么明知不可能,还要去坚持那第650次呢。明明知道结果,却还是要干这无意义的事情。真操蛋!
  他忘记了自己身在何地。

  碰了碰另一边的手臂,一管‘冲动’进入了循环系统。‘冲动’能提升他对周围的感应能力,很有帮助。因为这之前他对周围的情况毫不关心,而且他不知道自己现在身在何处;还有哇噢,这座巷子的色彩是那么的鲜明美妙,能发现这件事实在太好了,他之前竟然没有注意到;还有这里的砖墙是那么的华丽,某些破损的部分除外;那里有多么的丑恶、下流、肮脏,被各色动物的、鸟的、老鼠的、猫的还有狗的粪便覆盖着。他们在这儿蹿来蹿去,就比如那只猫,躲在那个金发姑娘旁边的…

  有时候冲动害他将太多注意力放在周遭的环境上了。不过他现在又记起来了。这个金发妞,就是秃头男人要他干掉的那个。秃头男人许诺说会给他一种刚从市场上弄进来的新品,还没在道上卖过。实际上是太新了,政府都没来得及判定那东西是不是违禁品--而且那光头说只要他杀掉这个姑娘,就有免费的拿,规矩和之前一样,要多少就给多少。

  光头是迄今为止唯一一个对他好的人。他喜欢这个秃头男人。

  他恨其他的所有人。

  当然,奶奶不在所有人之中。她一直就对他很好。回想起来,把她杀死大概是他做过的最不聪明的事情了。

  回想起奶奶的事让他陷入悲伤,于是他又碰了胳臂一下,几种可卡因混在一起注射了进来,可以让他忘记事情。在按的同时,他就意识到这是个坏主意,因为他忘了…

  某件事。

  他本来要做某件事的。

  而且是件非常重要的事。

  超级非常特别的重要。

  没错。

  他一定要做。

  他现在就要做的。

  是什么呢?

  大概是跟暴力有关的。

  非常典型的暴力事件。

  他最擅长使用暴力了。

  除此之外的事他都做不好。

  尤其是要记的事。

  不管是什么了。

  他本来是要。

  要记起来的。

  小猫的叫声。很野蛮---现在我记起来了。他又碰了胳臂一次,这次是用咖啡因把之前所有的药都洗掉。好处是能让他对接下来要做的事感到非常兴奋--他现在记起来了,这次的使命是把在喵喵叫的小猫身边站着的那个金发女孩给杀掉。

  他又一次碰手臂---这次他需要的是烟汁。

  在市面上已经见不到烟汁的踪影了,在塔索尼斯你连一丁点都找不到。所以当那个光头给他找到些存货时,他激动地一塌糊涂。因为供给是有限的,所以他只在确认要杀人的时候才会来上一针。

  现在,他正准备杀掉那个金发女孩。

  秃头男人说过这个女孩的名字,不过他忘记了。他连自己的名字都记不得。他只知道自己叫投手,因为他喝了一整罐的原酒。他把那个这么喊他的女孩给杀了,不过外号就这么留下来了,主要是因为他已经记不得自己原来的名字了。奶奶是知道的,可是她再也说不了话了,因为他把她也杀了。

  不过等到烟汁起效果之后,记不记得起名字就不重要了。他唯一会记住的事情将是他有多爱这个可爱的金发小女孩---特别是在他撕开她喉咙的那一刻。

  还有她的耳朵,她有双漂亮的耳朵,他会很享受地把它们咬下来。最好再嚼上几下。

  “离我远一点。”

  他眨眨眼,花了好长时间才反应过来。是那个金发女孩在说话。她不是没有喉咙了么,怎么还能说话?

  然后他才想起来---他还没有真正动手把那喉咙撕开,刚才只是想像罢了。真失策。

  他开始向金发女孩走去。

  “不要靠过来了---我警告你,投手,如果你敢再走进巷子一步,你会---你会后悔的。”

  她怎么知道我的名字?他决定好好问问她。“你怎么知道我的名字?”

  “我知道所有事,投手,我知道费金…”

  是那个秃头男人的名字。为什么我就是记不住呢?

  “用免费的药来骗你帮他做事。我知道你是怎样把你奶奶杀死的。我知道你想要撕开我的喉咙,咬掉我的耳朵。”

  一定是刚才说话的声音太响了,尽管他不记得有说过什么。

  “我还知道,如果你想要伤害我,我就让你尝尝苦头。”

  这是他今天听到的最滑稽的事情了。事实上,这也是至今他听过的最滑稽的事。所以他大笑起来。

  “哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!”

  他笑得太猛了,肚子都要笑炸了。他实在不能相信这个小姑娘会认定她能够伤害到自己。

  “是的,我能伤到你。”

  最后,他开口说:“知道我对上一个杀掉的姑娘做了些什么吗?”

  “你是说在萤火虫俱乐部的那个?问你从什么地方找来这么丑的图腾的那个?”

  好吧,现在他真的是懵了。这不可能---没可能这个小姑娘会知道上次在萤火虫俱乐部里那个黑发女孩的事。“你也在那儿?”

  “不,我从没去过萤火虫俱乐部。”

  金发女孩的呼吸变得沉重,语速变得很快。她仿佛是在听着什么,然后开始哭泣。这让他感到奇怪---一般情况下,人们都是在他接近之后才开始哭喊的,可现在他还离得很远。

  她继续说道:“但是我知道你用手按住了她的脸,直到她停止呼吸。你究竟是什么怪物啊?”

  他知道这个问题的答案:“我会是把你干掉的那个怪物,小妞。”

  “你永远也杀不了人了,投手,你听到我说的话了么,永远。”

  他确信这个女孩的脑子糊涂得比他更加厉害--虽然他不相信有人会比自己更迷糊--而现在唯一要做的是,把她的喉咙给撕开。

  尽管知道没用,他还是再一次碰触手臂,注入冰毒,然后向她走去。

  他决定先把她的手臂撤下来。他也不知道这念头从哪儿来的。不过随后就确信这是最值得做的事。接下来她会站在那里,看着肩膀上的断口发呆,然后--没错--然后他用她自己的手把她活活得打死。越血腥野蛮--就越过瘾!

  为了营造一些威慑的效果,也因为事故之后,他只有这种姿势才方便行走。投手在人行道上踩着高踏重落的步子慢慢靠近,准备着用气势震住那小姑娘。在他用手撕开她喉咙之前,她就会惊出一身冷汗。

  不,先把她的胳膊拧掉。这点子更棒些…

  他抬起一条腿---他很确信现在抬起的是左脚---准备踏下去。

  然后,他停住了。

  他也不知道出了什么事,只是动弹不得了。因为某些原因,他没法收回自己的腿,不能眨眼睛,或者是动动手臂,甚至是做任何事。

  他的头开始阵阵发痛。

  不,是在着火!就像有人把一根烧红的铁质长矛插进了他的头盖骨里。

  这比他那次为了确认脑子还好使,拿头朝砖墙上撞的感觉更加糟糕。也比那次点着自己的头发,看看能烧多久的时候更惨,甚至比他第一次也是最后一次注射纯质‘冲动’的情况更惨。

  “噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢!!!!!!!”

  比她想象中的要简单些。

  效果也好的出乎意料,吓得她不轻。

  小P跑到投手的尸体旁边,小心地嗅着。没毛大猫猫扑了。

  上一次在泰拉摩天楼,在爱德华和其他人面前爆发的时候,诺娃没有时间去思考或是专注自己的念头,只是想将她所有的愤恨、所有的忧愁、所有的悲伤、所有的怒气一下子都发泄出去。

  那是足够在一瞬间杀死307个人的力量。

  这一次,她集中力量攻击1个人的大脑,而不是300个人,轻易地将他的思维砸成了碎片。

  只是花上几秒钟,然后投手就死了。他在吼叫声中朝前扑倒,丑陋,疤痕纵壑的脸撞击人行道的地面,血花四溅。随后,鲜血从耳朵里涌了出来。

  通过意念---想到要用手碰他的尸体,诺娃就不寒而栗---她勉力将投手翻了过来。

  他的鼻子、眼睛和嘴里也溢出了鲜血,有些是因为他的脸撞到地上才造成的。不过她从上次家中的事里知道,用这样的方式杀人时,死者都会是七窍流血的样子。

  诺娃跪坐下来,身子在啜泣中痛苦地颤抖。我不应该离开这个巷子的,我应该呆在这里等死。她在一天里经历了太多。她姐姐宣布了自己的死讯,周围的人过着惨淡的生活,特伦斯的卑鄙可憎,投手的野蛮疯狂。

  她不知道自己还能承受多少。

  小P在她身边打转。没毛大猫猫伤了?

  诺娃一边抽泣着,一边要用衣服袖子擦眼睛。然后发现袖子实在是脏的不能用了,于是用同样不算很干净的手背擦了几下。

  “喵?”

  “对不起,小P,我只是…”她望着投手的尸体,“我只是不知道该做什么。”

  费金说过会孤立她,任她自身自灭。直到她回去找他,像贫民窟的其他人那样,乞求他的原谅和一个为其工作的机会。

  他骗了她。他没有遵守承诺,还派了一个怪物来杀死她。

  不仅如此,投手也许不会是他派来的最后一个杀手。为了完成肮脏的交易,他手上肯定有上百个可以雇佣的恶棍。她已经见过其中的一些了,从有着不可告人秘密的马库斯到失去了妹妹的泰卢斯。

  诺娃刚刚了解到要杀死一个人有多么的容易。特别是面对像投手这样恶心的人。但至少他的恶心模样和所作所为可以归咎于精神错乱和那将酒精和毒品快速化作新陈代谢一部分的可怕体质。

  相比之下,无法用疯狂作借口来掩饰其作为的费金更让人嫌恶。

  诺娃站了起来。她做了一个决定。

  “喵?”

  “我要回费金那里去,小P,就像他说的那样。不过不是去求他施舍。我要去杀了他。”

  译注:

  (1)原文为futon:就是日文的蒲团,所以……就是榻榻米啦

  (2)pitcher 是多义词,是装酒的罐子,也是投手的意思。 既然有谐音,这里就算是谐意吧,因为喝了一酒罐(pitcher)的酒,所以叫他投手(pitcher)。

第十一章

  费金等了大约2个小时,投手仍然没有从巷子里出来,他猜测着计划也许失败了。

  这让他非常震惊。投手不只是他最好的杀人工具,也是最有用的新药测试者--没上市的那种。因为体质的关系,他对毒品的反应只有普通人的10%。过去费金曾经有渠道从科奥四号拿到新研发的毒品。唯一的问题是有时候那些药的剂量太重了--你可不会想让买家一针就快乐到死,不然怎么继续做生意呢。所以这种时候就要用到投手了--如果那药会让他不舒服,那么肯定会弄死其他人。这样他就知道该把哪种药拿出来卖了。

  (所以联邦对科奥四号进行轰炸的那一天对于费金来说是很糟糕的一天。于是阿克图斯·蒙斯科建立科奥之子的时候,费金慷慨的提供了不少资助来帮助蒙斯科达成目标,仅仅是因为他对那次核攻击感到非常的恼火...)

  投手进入巷子后的第三个小时,诺娃走了出来,脸上再没有昨日那饥饿、绝望的痕迹,取而代之的是愤怒和淡定。

  她脸上的表情以及在和投手的战斗中活下来的事实--这是许多年不曾有人做到的事了--让费金意识到这次他要有大麻烦了。

  门外有人敲了敲门,“费金,有你的包裹。”

  他曾留下命令要所有手下管好自己的嘴巴,不要打扰他--除非是有包裹送达的时候。“拿进来”,他一边说,一边按下按钮把门上的力场降了下来。

  乔乔走了进来,手上拿着一只货运箱,上面写着‘医药供应’,还附有回信地址:格兰杰村(Granger Village)的联盟军队供应部。

  费金得意的笑了,莫伍德总算得手了。

  乔乔巴把包裹放在费金的床上,就离开了。费金抓起抽屉里的包裹检测仪,仔仔细细地扫了一遍。仪器的屏幕上跳出了一行字母串,输入到包裹附带的小键盘之后,一声轻响,箱子弹了开来。一大堆填塞物中间放着费金要莫伍德入手的东西。

  一边读着莫伍德的说明,一边抓起手机给马库斯拨了个电话。

  “什么事,费金?”

  “把你能找到的所有瘾君子都弄来,要脑子昏到出虫的那种,另外,找尽可能多的小鬼来。明白没?我要那种脑子不清醒的,不要已经毒傻了的,你的人也全部带过来。”他又盘算了下心中的名单,看看还有哪些人迟早会被他用P220一枪崩掉脑子的。“把波波(Poppo),琼西(Jonesy),两片(Two-Bit)和玛格斯(Mags)也叫过来,让他们带上所有的武器,半个小时内要到这儿。”

  “你要小孩子做什么?”马库斯问道。

  费金皱起了眉头,马库斯平时不会问这些蠢问题的--确切地说是从不问问题,可现在连他都变得反常了“关你他妈的屁事,照我说的做,听懂了没?”

  “哦,好的”马库斯的声音听起来并不怎么愉快。

  他发什么神经了,费金摇了摇头,过些时候再去料理他,至少先把手头的这件事给解决了。他现在面对的是个大危机,当然他也有最合适的武器在手。

  读完莫伍德给的说明后,他把新玩具扣在了右腕上,头部的装置夹在耳边,然后又扫了一眼交通监视器,诺娃正朝着这里走来。按她的速度,至少还要一个小时才能到这里。

  他接着给沃夫甘打了个电话,他们的任务就是在TPF找到一具尸体前,把证据消灭的一干二净。一般情况下,TPF可以对其他的犯罪装得充耳不闻,但一旦有尸体被发现,就不得不至少花上些时间进行调查了,所以他要让沃夫甘和他的姑娘们去毁尸灭迹。

  给沃夫甘下完命令--确认他会带上所有的人手去处理投手那不大不小的麻烦后,费金把乔乔叫了进来。把他带进了后屋情妇们所待的地方。12个人都懒洋洋地待在屋子里,有的在读书,有的小口吃着果盘里的水果,剩下的都在睡觉。他把所有人都叫了起来,让乔乔把她们都带去别的地方。几乎没有人表示异议,直接离开了,除了3号,她问,“出什么事了?”

  “这里不安全。”费金转身对乔乔说,“如果她们少了一根汗毛,小心你的皮。”

  乔乔忙不迭地点头,“我明白,老板,我向你保证。”

  好不容易,终于等乔乔把12个女人都弄出了屋子--总是有几个人喜欢拖拖拉拉,不情愿离开。格罗托(Grotto)走了进来。

  “波波和两片都在门外了,他们好像吓地不轻。”

  费金微笑着,他的不满顿时烟消云散。和往常一样,马库斯不折不扣地完成了给他的指示,还不到半个小时,波波和两片就到了。

  五分钟后,琼斯也走了进来,然后是玛格斯。琼西是4个人中唯一只带了一把枪的人。他耸耸肩,举起手中那把可以发射70毫米穿甲弹的Z50,笑着说“我啥都不需要,有卡拉(Karla)就行了。”

  他这个给自己的枪命名的奇怪嗜好也是费金把他归入“该死”名单的原因之一。

  其他人都带了至少4把枪,两片更是夸张地带了10把。“我都不知道要用哪把枪,你知道么,所以我把所有的枪都带来,好随便挑。”他说。

  费金让他们也待在外面的屋子里,10分钟后,马库斯也到了,带着吉娜和泰卢斯。还有小孩--每一个都疯疯癫癫的,正是费金需要的那种。

  “把这些小鬼带到后面去,让泰好好看住他们。”

  马库斯带着不理解的眼神望着他,“什么?”

  费金有些恼怒,忍不住抓紧拳头。不过他了解为什么马库斯这么问,于是回答说:“后面已经空了,这些小鬼就算是我们最后的一道防线。”

  虽然一脸的难以置信,马库斯还是让吉娜和泰卢斯把孩子带去了后室,“吉娜你看好他们,有什么需要的,就叫泰到前面来。”

  然后,费金又望向剩下的那4个人:“有个小妞要过来找我的麻烦,你们要做的就是阻止她。他不管你们用什么手段,不要让她进到我房间里来,听懂了没?”

  其中的三人闻言后有些蠢蠢欲动,给费金当保镖这事可遇而不可求。特别是在大多数人都知道最好别招惹上他的情况下。对费金来说,只会有两种结果。不是他们发现这一次接到了棘手的活,就是他们出乎意料地干掉了那个念能者。无论哪种情况,他们都将从那张‘该死’名单上消失。

  波波并没有因此而兴奋起来,他是这群蠢货中比较聪明的那个。“你只是拦个小姑娘,就要我们四个人?”

  琼斯提起他的卡拉,大声说:“他当然不用,放心吧。”

  两片的话语透露出他很有‘性’致,问道:“在杀掉她之前,我们做什么都行么?”

  玛格斯哼了一声:“等你把她做掉之后,再考虑有没有爽的机会吧。”

  “真的么?好吧,换了你妹妹就大不一样。”

  “妈的,你还跟我妹妹纠缠不清。”

  一边几个人仍在互相吐嘈,马库斯回到了费金的身边,背对着其他人低声问道:“我们说的是那个姑娘吧?”

  费金点点头,说:“她的名字叫诺娃,我派了投手去把她带出来。”

  马库斯不明所以地眨着眼睛:“不是说要让她饿死在那里么?你说…”

  “她叫诺娃·泰拉。”

  马库斯的眼睛瞪得老大,“娘的。”

  “是的,真他妈的见鬼。我发现之后就立即着手确认,结果她把投手也干掉了。所以我们得挑个合适点的做法。”

  “所以你才把那四个笨蛋叫过来了?”

  费金又点了点头,“先看看她怎么对付这几个人,然后我们再启动陷阱。”

  毫无意外的,马库斯脸上显露出了疑惑的神情,不过这一次他没有问下去,他知道诺娃的能力。“那些毒瘾鬼呢?我让普利奇(Preach),希尔(Seer)和迪瓦(Diva)把他们看起来了。”

  “她是个念能者,这些人脑子里的想法稀奇古怪,读心就会让她分心,然后那四个白痴就有机会朝她开枪了。”

  马库斯点头:“嗯,有道理。”然后他看见了莫伍德拿来的东西,“新玩具?”

  “我的保险。”费金微笑着回答。

  “听着,这可是恐怖活动,你明白吗?你们这些该死的gov机构不就是拿来对付科奥的外甥(玛丁娜把科奥之子的名字记错了),或者随便它叫什么?”

  玛丁娜·达玛着着实实让玛尔·凯勒奇恩抓狂的不已。更糟的是,这是他本周获得的唯一线索。

  拉利没有打听到任何关于诺娃的事。倒是有几起遭到女孩攻击的报告,但是拉利认识那些犯事的女孩,不可能是诺娃。

  最后,终于收到个报告,有个书报亭的老板说她的AAI被恐怖分子给炸坏了,但机器的残骸上却没有火药的痕迹。拉利知道后觉得可能是能者的念力造成的,就通知了玛尔。

  玛尔知道后做的第一件事就是前往达玛的书报亭。这是个非常普通的报刊售卖点,有着各类杂志、薯片,还代缴UNN短讯的月费。所有的东西都挤在那狭小的亭子里,几乎连放糖果和饮料自动售卖机的地方都没有。她那台烧烂的AAI残骸被扫拢堆在柜台后面。达玛是个戴着红色假发,穿着寒酸衣服的矮小中年妇女,脸上有着因为进行过廉价削颊瘦脸手术落下的糟糕痕迹。她指着地上的那堆破烂朝着想向她询问的玛尔大发脾气。

  到了书报亭后,玛尔的脑子就开始轰响,没有在泰拉大厦时那么厉害,因为这次他只注射了一剂止疼剂,不过依然是很强烈的冲击。无需多想,必定是诺娃或者某个能力很强的念能者在最近到过这里。

  但是达玛这女人一根筋地说是恐怖分子做的。

  “女士,你能不能给我描述下那个人…”

  “我不知道是谁,我跟你说了,就是那些恐怖分子。他们到处都是。我在UNN上看到了,他们干掉了很多泰拉家的人。你们连他们都保护不来,还他妈指望你们来保护我么?”

  玛尔努力收住自己咬牙切齿的表情。“女士,我想你是把我和其他人搞混了。我的职责不是保护你,而是寻找某个人。她是个女孩,大概15岁的样子,长长的金发,绿色眼睛,还有…”

  “我每天都要遇到很多人。”达玛环抱双手,用确定的口气说:“你说过你是gov派来的吧?那就够了,我需要让联邦gov相信我的说法。因为我的保险合同里有写,会赔恐怖活动的损失。而且这绝对是恐怖分子干的。”

  玛尔毫无办法,决定顺着问题继续追问:“女士,是什么原因让你确信这是恐怖分子所为呢?”

  达玛一时语塞,两只手也放了下来:“好吧,关于理由么,那个理由。我觉得,那东西是在他们讨论泰拉那群人的时候爆掉的。我打赌和杀光泰拉他们家的是同一群人,是为了显示他们还能够阻止新闻传播的自由。”她一边打着手势,要证明自己的逻辑,“还有…还有什么比炸掉这个象征新闻传播自由的标志更好的示威方式了呢?对吧?”

  玛尔很慢地鼓了几下掌,一边口头对自己的电脑下了指令。然后他说:“太棒了,女士。非常精彩的表演。只是有一个问题---我凑巧知道一个事实,可以证明这不是恐怖分子做的。”他放下鼓掌的手,凑近柜台:“女士,现在我们有两种方法来解决这事情。一种是你告诉我关于那个金发碧眼,15岁小姑娘的所有事情,包括她怎么来的,怎么弄爆你的AAI的。或者是我打电话给你的保险公司,说有人想要诈骗保险金。你自己挑吧。”

  达玛又一次把刚要说的话咽了回去,只艰难地吐出两个字“诈骗?”

  “没错。”他将刚才要求的搜索结果给她看:“该类罪行的处罚可包括罚款及最高达六个月的监禁,根据诈骗金额的多少,由法官决定罚金的数额。”

  达玛很小声地问:“坐牢?”

  “哦,还有,那样的话,就不会再有保险公司让你参保了---也就是说你不得不关门大吉了。”

  关店的威胁对达玛来说似乎比进监狱更加可怕,她瞪圆了眼睛,“把店关掉?不行!这店就等于是我的命。而且佛罗比(Frobeet)会把我杀掉的。”

  玛尔不知道也不关心佛罗比是谁,他继续说道:“那么,你看我们要怎么办呢?女士”

  达玛的嘴唇发颤,好几次欲言又止,终于回答说:“好吧,是有这么一个女孩。在那个泰拉家幸存者说话的时候,她也在喃喃自语,然后还尖叫起来,于是我拿出了枪。”

  “枪?”玛尔抬眼看她。

  达玛摸索着从柜台底下拿出那把老掉牙的P180,看起来有好些日子没擦过了,蒙了一层灰,枪托也坏掉了。玛尔估摸着,不管对面是不是个念能者,她开枪的结果只会是炸花自己的脸。

  “我知道你在想什么,”达玛显然是读懂了玛尔脸上的表情。这让玛尔有些不快,他并不想将自己的想法明显地表露出来。不过,这把枪真的跟破铜烂铁没有太大区别。“但是里面根本没装子弹,我没想要朝谁开枪,只是,你知道的,只是要吓唬别人”她继续说道。

  玛尔实在是想不出有谁会被这样一把枪吓倒,不过他没说出来,而是将话题引回到诺娃身上。“在你拿出枪以后,发生了什么?”

  达玛耸了耸肩:“她逃掉了。”

  “朝哪个方向?”

  她又耸了下肩:“不清楚,就是沿着街,你不会去举报我了吧?”

  “我把所有的对话都录下来了。至于我要怎么使用这些录音,到时候再说吧,女士。”

  说完这些,他转身扬长而去,全然无视马丁娜·达玛在他身后用尖利的声音喊叫。

第十二章

  Kehl本希望那笔钱能在今天到帐。

  她在她那间破屋子的电脑上登入了她在tiny square的帐户,她跟另外三个女人分享着这个帐户。敲入正确的密码对她来说有点难度,她的手指颤得要命,但好歹做到了,她进入了她的帐户记录。

  她的收支比仍然是赤字。

  为什么那些该死的家伙还没把钱存好·一群脑残。

  她想从的她的短裤口袋里抓住她的fone。但事实上,她尽力摸到那,但却失败了。在她尽可能的集中注意力后,她终于能使自己的手不再抖动并伸进了口袋里。但它不在那。该死,到哪去了,那该死的—

  接着她想起来了—上周她把她的fone卖给了Pix,凑钱买了毒品。这真是愚蠢。 这东西还有用。瞧,我现在就需要用它给银行打电话问问该死的怎么回事。愚蠢的毒瘾。

  她几乎有点站立不稳,电脑没有关就放在那里反正她也供不起电费,她拖着脚走进厨房。如果她真的抬起一只脚,这个世界难保不会掉个各,她对此确信无疑。

  Pix正在厨房里喝着一杯茶—至少Kehl认为那是茶,她没见过Pix喝过别的什么—和Mai一起,后者正在喊叫。“该死的这怎么会没有咖啡?凭什么我要在这该死的早上爬起来,并面对该死的一天,却得不到一杯该死的咖啡?”

  Mai的声音盖过了烤炉上的电视中的UNN播报员关于外星侵略者的广播。Kehl摇了摇她的脑袋。她会部分减少她的UNN订阅,因为这种所谓的“新闻”。外星人—太好了。就凭这种垃圾就能糊弄我们。

  当然,她把本应付给UNN的钱也买了毒品。她会时不时产生一种幻觉,她所听到的UNN新闻都似曾相识。

  “我不知道我也不在乎,”Pix回应着Mai的咆哮,“我不喝那种泥巴水。跟Cisseta说去,轮到他去买东西了。”接着他转过头来看着Kehl。“你拿来了你上个月和下个月的房租,Kehl?”

  “我本该拿来的,”她的声音小而嘶哑。愚蠢的瘾君子。振作点。她清了清她的喉咙。“我需要打电话给银行查点东西。”

  Pix轻蔑的看着他。“那么你现在在干吗?”

  “你拿了我的fone。”

  贱人,Pix说道,“我拿了你的手机,想把那破玩意卖给Ayrie换点turk。结果你的破手机除了一颗子弹什么都没给我换来。

  “该死的,我的咖啡呢?”Mai问道。

  “你能不能闭上你的嘴不说你咖啡?”Pix在她问得时候退缩了一下,他前后挥动他的手就像Mai是只在它附近飞的苍蝇。“自己出去买点。”

  Mai把她手放在她的大屁股上。“这屋里肯定有咖啡。我不必去买什么该死的咖啡。”

  “我刚才没告诉你去找Cisseta吗?”

  Mai一脚踹开了门,说道,“我凭什么得去找那个婊子说?她肯定说没有咖啡,因为她总是忘事,她是个该死的脑残,这就是她的问题所在。”她边嘀咕边穿过了前门离开了厨房—大概吧。Kehl这么想,去找她那些该死的咖啡了。

  Kehl在厨房站了几秒。UNN的播报员还在那喋喋不休的说着。“—大多数的泰拉家族成员在一起恐怖活动丧生已经过去了六个月,其家族最后的幸存者,克拉拉 泰拉和米洛·库西尼斯在Grange Village外的Ewen公园的Cortlandt Meadow举行了一场盛大婚礼。Andrea Tygore也出席了婚礼,自他三个月前心脏病发作后第一次在公共场合露面。新娘穿着—

  Pix抿了一口茶并瞧了Kehl一眼,好像是担心她是不是还在那,是不是还和她在一个屋里。“你想要什么?”

  “我需要打给—”

  她的眼睛转动着,Pix站起来对她说道,“去你的吧,裱子,你已经把你那该死的手机卖了,别跑到我这来跟我嚷嚷因为你没想过。我告诉过你别把手机卖了,我说没说过?”

  事实上,Pix没说过,但Kehl并不认为在这跟她说这个是个好主意。

  Pix长舒了一口气,就像所有戏剧里演的那样,抓起了桌上她自己的手机,她把手机借给Kehl就像是做出了人类史上最大的牺牲一样。“好吧,很好,非常好—你可以用我的手机—但你最好只打给银行,你在看着我吗?如果我发现你打给了其他人,我就会告诉Rowan谁真正拿走了他的胸针。”

  Kehl深深的点了点头,她的额头上流下了汗。“Rowan从来都不喜欢那个胸针,所以Kehl觉得偷走它没什么实质性的损害—特别那时候她深受毒瘾所困。直到今天,Kehl也不知道Pix是怎么知道这件事的。

  她拿起电话,并坐在桌子旁。再跟人说上话之前,按过那些菜单要花些时间。

  “—军队被迫放弃Antiga Prime并在Halcyon进行重组。在军队撤退后,克拉之子的首领和当前自封的Antiga Prime的统治者,阿克图拉斯·孟斯克,对所有的Terran世界发出了一条消息。”

  Kehl无言的等待着直到电视上出现了这个叫孟斯克的家伙。他把她吓着了,她已经被现实生活吓得不轻了,这又来了个其他星球上的恶徒。

  她打给了银行,首先确认了上周没有任何从Gretreu那来的付款记录。就像她所记得的,最后一笔从Getreu那来的存款是上个月的事了,是她两个月前所作工作的工资。但她知道,他们许下了诺言,这个月会准时付她的工资。

  最终她终于通过了自动检查系统,接上了人工服务,她解释了她所遇到的问题。

  “Getreu说他会在我完成工作后的3天内付给我钱,而我已经干完了4天了,我却还没得到钱,你得帮帮我。”

  “我很抱歉,女士,”一个女人在电话的另一头用厌烦的口气回答,“但并没有从Getreu那来的存款打到你帐上。我们不可能用魔法变出钱来,女士。”

  “是的,我知道,但你不明白,我需要那些钱来买毒—”

  她闭住了嘴。不能告诉他们你要买的是毒品。愚蠢的瘾君子。

  “女士?”

  “唔,没什么。”

  “女士,你最好直接打电话给Getreu去问问什么让他延误了付款。”


  Kehl眨了眨眼。她没想到这个。当钱本当来而没来的话,通常都是银行的错,但这次或许是Molina说谎了,他没有像他说的那样尽快付款。“是的,好的,我会打给Getreu。”

  在那个烦人的女人说什么之前她就切断了电话,并拨了Molina的电话号码。

  Molina的声音回答了,“你好。”

  “瞧,Molina,那笔钱还没—”

  “这是Louis Molina家。我20号之前在休假。如需要请留言,我会在21号或更后面给你回复。”

  一个电脑音接着问她是否需要留言。

  Kehl差点把手机丢出去,但她好歹忍住了。她的身体抖得厉害几乎无法克制。她必须得到她的hab药剂!Molina在休假的期间不可能跑回来给她打款,而他在三天内根本回不来。

  三天!

  更糟的是,Pix现在开始觉得被她糊弄了,因为她除了银行还打给了别人。

  她把电话丢在了厨房的桌子上。她本想轻轻的把它放下,但她的胳膊抖得厉害。

  我必须拿到hab。如果没有的话,它会毁了我。

  但她没什么可卖的了。她的首饰还有其他任何能用的东西都已经换钱来买hab了。她所有的收入都落入了费金手下的腰包。

  她卖给Pix的电话是她最后剩下的有用的资产。

  在Molina回来并付清她的工资前还有三天。在这之前,她就会死的,她知道,她会死并且一切就都玩完了。

  她不敢往下想了。

  现在只有一件事可做。一件她发誓永远不会做的。Kehl坚持买东西当场付清。到现在为止她从没赊账或者借过钱。她的父母却爱这么干,抵押他们的明天来买现在—除了他们已经付过钱的未来。他们在债务中死去,痛苦的饿死了。

  Kehl不会像他们一样。绝不。她不论买什么都当场付钱。

  但她没钱的时候除外。身无分文。

  费金一直在发展毒瘾者贷款。Kehl从没让他得逞过。

  但是今天,她必须做了。交易是--当然了,这没什么交易可言。她必须得到她的药剂,就算这意味着她把灵魂卖给费金--当然,这是她仅剩的所能够出卖的东西。

  她还是不敢抬起她的脚,她拖着脚走出了门,走上了去Francee那里的路。

  Francee是个好人。Kehl一直很喜欢她。Francee会明白的,她需要帮助。

  虽然首先她必须跟Harlord谈谈。除非你先跟Harlord说,否则你见不到Francee。Kehl讨厌这个家伙,但Harlord是她所知道的位置找到Francee的方法,他一直用这个胁迫别人,就算他拉屎你也得当闻不见。

  一天的这个钟点—一大早—Harlord通常都会在Kenshi咖啡馆里,一个提供好茶的日本酒馆,但Kehl从不喜欢它。虽然Harlord靠毒品为生—但他嗜茶的程度就像Mai嗜咖啡一样—所以他早上通常都在那。除此之外,他希望人们能找到他。

  当Kehl最终拖着脚走到了Kenshi时,Harold正自己坐在靠外的一张桌子上打着他的电话,这让Kehl感到一阵嫉妒。你怎么会想到把自己的电话卖了?没有那个你怎么生活?愚蠢的瘾君子。

  就算只有一点点见鬼的阳光照在这里,Harold总是带着他那巨大的墨镜,遮住了他的半张脸。这种墨镜在5年前在这流行起来,那时的阳光让人们需要为他们的眼睛作点保护。Kehl记得她在她取消她的UNN订阅之前在UNN上看到过这个广告。大多数人已经不带它们了,但Harold却挺喜欢。他沙色的头发挂在他的前额上,搭在他脸上的眼镜上。

  他瞥了一眼Kehl示意她坐在对面椅子上的。Kenshi提供了一些小桌子放在咖啡馆外面,没把桌子带4个椅子。Harold坐的这个桌子却只有两把椅子,而旁边的两张有5把。

  她拼命使自己颤抖的不那么显眼,但只是部分的成功。Kehl坐了下来。

  “是的,我知道,没错,没错。你瞧,安吉斯,我很同情你,真的,但是“抱歉”可喂不饱星灵,你在听着吗?星灵--你知道的,就是在宇宙空间里踢我们屁股的那些外星人,去瞧瞧UNN该死的报道,你会吧,安吉斯?很好,瞧,就算是货船坏了,货船已经坏了,但把包裹带给我们是你的问题,不是我的。这就意味着你必须搞定它。还意味着,什么时候?如果我明天拿不到那些turk,我就把它塞进你的屁股,安吉斯。我告诉你,你必须搞定,如果我们达不到我们的指标,我就得告诉Francee怎么回事,而我正要去。接下来她就得告诉费金发生了什么,然后你知道费金会干什么吗?他妈的太对了,他会派Blonde废了你。不,她不是个传说,你这废柴,我见过他。很好,不用相信我,但我告诉你,如果你敢糊弄费金,Blonde(译者:意思是金发碧眼的女人,诺娃金发碧眼…他们就把这个当她的代号了)会把让你的脑子High起来,你听清楚了吗?”

  Kehl过去六个月里听到过许多关于Blonde的传言,但她不觉那比UNN在电视上胡扯的更可信。Harold如果认为那是真的那他可够蠢的。费金雇佣了一些油炸大脑的人跟那些外星人存在的论调一样荒谬。

  “瞧,安吉斯,你想要证据?明天你就别搞一艘新船。你就能切身体会费金怎么把你的屁眼拉到你面前。”说完这个,Harold挂断了电话,嘀咕了一句。“脑残的猪头。”接下来他看着Kehl。至少Kehl假定他在看着—他带着的那个大墨镜让人很难分辨。“轮到你了,Kehl?”

  “我需要些hab但我现在付不起钱我需要些从费金那贷些款以便我弄到些。”这些词一股脑的蹦出来,Kehl希望能把它们收回来以便重新来说慢点。愚蠢的瘾君子。

  Harold在椅子上前后摇晃着,这令Kehl感到恶心。“费金那有点小问题,Kehl。瞧,费金不再给人贷款了。他厌烦了给那些人贷款然后它们死在他面前—或者那些根本没法偿还,因为他们什么都干不了。所以说,自从他得到了Blonde,他就搞了一套新系统。

  Kehl感到一阵恐惧。这太糟了。费金怎么能这么对她?她之前表现很好,任何东西她都是先付款,现在他却要把她带到Blonde那去。不,等等。Blonde只是一个传说,Harorld只是在吓唬你。愚蠢的毒瘾者。

  “该死,婊子,你看起来真糟,不是么?”

  她正在挣扎。这就像是她自己的脑子对自己尖叫:我的hab在哪,该死的?如果她不尽快得到一些,她几乎觉得她要在这里爆炸了。

  “瞧,我需要帮助,我真的需要—”

  Kehl几乎不敢相信她所听到的。

  “—但是规矩就是规矩就是规矩就是规矩,费金坚持如果任何人想要贷款,她都得到Blonde那去。”

  他在试图吓唬我。让我做什么。“Harold,一旦我拿到了钱,我—”

  他很快摇了摇头,Harold说道,“我告诉过你了,你得去费金那。瞧,我正准备去那,为什么你不跟我一起来?”

  Kehl摇了摇头,“我告诉你了,没钱,我坐不起巴士。”

  “你可以坐我的飞车。”

  听到这个,Kehl怀疑的抬起头。Harold从没让任何人坐过他的飞车。

  “瞧,Kehl,”他说,“你是我最好的主顾之一,你总是当场付清。这是个很好的习惯,我和Fancee都很喜欢这样。如果我来作主,我当场就会给你贷款,甚至不用劳烦Francee—这说明了我有多相信你。”


  接着Harold靠在椅子上长舒了一口气,一股茶叶味。“但这不由我来作主,也不由Francee,现在费金管事,就像他说过的,你听仔细了吗?规矩就是规矩就是规矩,所以我们得先从他那得到许可—或者说从Blonde那。”

  已经够了吧,Kehl说道,“来吧,Harold,根本没有什么Blonde。别再骗我了—”

  Harold猛地拍了一下桌子,Kehl几乎吓掉了魂,他大喊起来,“我没糊弄你,你这个愚蠢的婊子!我已经尽量够绅士的了,但你却不领情,你就死于药瘾吧,看我会给你一个铜子的。”

  意识到她唯一拿到hab机会正从她手指间溜走,她用她油乎乎手的抓住他的袖子说道,“不,不,真很好,真的,我会跟你去,我只是—”控制住你自己!愚蠢的毒瘾者。“我很抱歉,我只是不敢相信—”

  “相信,”Harold强调到。“我见过Blonde。不仅如此,我差点被她弄死。她不仅真实,她是个魔鬼。”

  Kehl点了点头,“好-好-好的。我会跟着的。”看看上去她没有其他选择。

  Harold抓起了他的电话。“我先得打几个电话,一小时后来这见我,好吗?“

  “一个小时?Kehl脱口而出。愚蠢的毒瘾者。

  “没错,一个小时,我得先打几个电话。”

  快一点,她说道:“好的,很好,”希望Harold不会改变主意。

  这地狱的一小时我该怎么过?在她站起来拖着脚走到街上时,她想起来或许有人会在VRcade。有时候她能从那得到些免费turk—特别是Kenn在那里的时候,特别是她穿着露出些乳沟的衬衫的时候。那跟hab药剂不一样,但它也有用。

  她抓住了自己的领子撕掉了一块。这,现在我露出了些乳沟。她对此很满意,认为她能从Kenn手里骗到点turk,,她迈动自己的脚走上了前往VRcade的路。

  “恭喜你,马尔。足足6个月。”

  探员玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩已经因为要与处长伊尔莎·琪兰妮的会面而害怕了一个礼拜了。唯一能减轻他恐惧的就是希望,虽然只有很微小的可能性,就是在这个星期里找到诺娃。

  当然,这并没有发生。因此他被唤到了处长的办公室。

  “你看起来就像刚从地狱里爬出来。”

  玛尔觉得这有点可笑,因为琪兰妮看起来也没好到哪去。尽管他不知道各中细节—主要是因为他花了太多时间和精力去找诺娃而忽视了其他工作—他知道幽灵计划在对抗的异虫的战斗中举足轻重。处长眼睛下有一层厚厚的眼袋,她剪短的综色头发看起来乱七八糟,她已经很久没被烦得这么惨过了。她因为忙过了头而看上去很恐怖。

  其实玛尔没资格批评别人。他看上去也差不多,胡子拉碴,乱蓬蓬的头发已经好些日子没有好好清理过了。他自己很清楚的眼睛因睡眠不足充血,一样带着眼袋。后者的惨状基本归功于这三个月来日趋上涨的酒精消费指数。

  “谢谢你,女士。你要训示的就这么多吗?”

  “非常好笑。”她摇了摇头。“你到底在那该死的鬼地方干吗,凯勒奇?”

  “工作,女士,我开始对诺娃是否在贫民窟里深表怀疑,甚至还是不是在塔索尼斯上。”

  琪兰妮点了点头说道,“我们正在关注我们所能关注的所有星球。遗憾的是,这个可能性很小。”

  “女士,我想—”

  “我不在乎你他妈怎么想,凯勒奇!”

  玛尔被吓退了几步。他没听过琪兰妮处长吼叫。缓慢而威胁的语气,有过。突然出声,当然。用紧绷的语气说话,有过一两次吧。但吼叫?这从没发生过。

  事情比我想的还糟。

  处长继续说道。“你知道现在有多少PI8s(译者:数值8以上能力者)的在项目里吗?”

  “算上那些在基地里的家伙?一个。”

  “确实,探员X81505M上周死了,所以答案是零。”她站起来并开始在她那张干净的桌子后面踱步--那张桌子,至少还没变。“凯勒奇恩,你知道我们在对抗异虫的战斗中是怎样把握自己命运的?全靠鬼子。”

  “我并无冒犯之意女士,不过他们看起来不会去掺和那么棘手的事情。”(译者:感谢牛B闪闪红色狼的翻译)

  他刚说完,她就答话了,“这不是你要管的事,我认真地。”她凝视着他,这给他很大的压力,幸好她没戴她的眼镜。“项目需要跟多人,特别是出色的。到现在为止数值超过6的只有两个人。”

  “我明白,女士,但所有线索都消失了。没人看见过她,交通监视器也没录下过她,也没发现任何人七窍流血而死。”

  “扫描器上也是一无所获。”

  玛尔点了点头。“一无所获。”

  琪兰妮俯下身按了她电脑的一个控制键。她一边念一边阅读屏幕上的文字。“六个月以前——”

  “麻烦来了,”玛尔嘀咕道。

  “—你的意思就是对于寻找特工X41822N,你完全束手无策了。”

  她还根本不是特工,玛尔好歹忍住了没说出来:没必要给自己再找麻烦了。毕竟,诺娃 泰伦已经被宣称死亡了。她的姐姐已经为她和她的家人举办一场隆重的葬礼。(没人去看诺娃那个空空的棺材,玛尔也很肯定,所有的葬礼工作人员都被支付了足够的金额,不会去关心为什么棺材那么轻。)

  处长继续说道。“她最后一次被目击到是在一个卖报纸那破坏了一个AAI。之后发生什么了?”

  “那之后,我询问了所有的邻近的商店和行人,没人看到她或者听到什么,就连AII的爆炸都没听到。”玛尔从他那把不舒服的椅子上站起来。“女士,这就是贫民窟—塔索尼亚上最大的瞎子,聋子,哑巴德聚集地。除非她走到交通监视头前—这六个月来她从没出现过—或者放倒了什么人—如果她已经做过了,那个倒霉蛋肯定已经被埋起来了。(译者:原文是从橄榄球场上搬下来了….只能意译了。)--除非给我一只军队,那么我不可能找到她。

  “很好,你会有一只的。”

  玛尔眼前一黑。“我只是打个比方,女士。”

  “我没有,”琪兰妮掏出她的电话并只按了一个键。“给我接Ndoci。”

  玛尔赫然站了起来,“女士,这太草率了。”他听说过Ndoci少校,一个手下是一群野兽的精神病。

  琪兰妮说道,“好的,多谢。”在打完电话后,她恶狠狠的盯着玛尔。“草率?你已经浪费了六个月了,凯勒奇恩。那些无能的TPF—”

  “Fonseca警官已经给与所有他能找到的信息,交通警官每天都在检查录像。我也寻找过所有那些15岁人可能去的地方,但是—”

  “但你什么都没找到,该死的,凯勒奇恩,我们正在打败仗!那些没有被异虫砸扁或是被星灵分解的人全都站在了孟斯克一边。联邦已经在崩溃边缘,我们唯一能做的就是动用我们所能找到的所有武器去反击。特工X41822N就是一个我们应该动用的武器,但我们没法使用她只因为你找不到她。”

  琪兰妮的联络器响了起来。“处长,Ndoci少校来见你。”

  她点了点头,按了桌子上的一个按钮。门开了。

  Esmerelda Ndoci走了进来。她比玛尔想象的要矮,她穿着标准制服比起她在UNN的播报中宣告某一地区战斗的胜利时穿的战斗服少了许多压迫感。她的头发是黑色,留着寸头,她的皮肤是橄榄色的,玛尔知道,她皱起眉头来的样子吓坏过很多新兵。

  Ndoci的官方称谓是第22联邦海军陆战队师的指挥官,而非官方的则是破坏者。她在所有海军陆战队的师中拥有最高的成功率。但另玛尔吃惊是,她竟然没离开这去揍异虫的屁股。

  她的生涯是一个传奇。在高中时她是个运动好手,曾被认为会成为一名职业足球运动员,后来她被Gregory 杜克看中了,一个元老家族的子爵。

  他们的婚礼令人印象深刻,但Gregory一年后就死了,对外宣称是脑肿瘤。Detective广场周围的抽水马桶—玛尔也曾用过的—在那她杀了他。在他死后,她加入了海军陆战队,成为了一名士官。尽管如此,她仍然是杜克家族的一员—尽管在他的丈夫死后她用回了她本来的名字,这真是既讽刺又不切实际,Ndoci这个名字在拼写和发音上给人们带来了许多麻烦。(传言说破坏者会让每个读错她名字的新兵做60个俯卧撑)

  她的地位扶摇直上,铸造了令人难忘的声誉--虽然玛尔恐怖的发现,屠杀总是相伴她左右—而最终她被提升为少校并接管了22师。

  敬礼之后,Ndoci说道:“Ndoci少校遵从命令前来报到,女士。”

  琪兰妮回了礼,“稍息,指挥官。”

  Ndoci微微向前迈了一步,一点都没有放松下来。事实上,就玛尔看来—就算不算上他在那个令人绝望的贫民窟里超过6个月来持之以恒的搜索,他在TPF也已经是久经沙场,经验丰富—她已经做好干掉任何歹徒的准备了。

  “这是玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩探员,我手下的搜寻者,你将被分派给他指挥。”

  Ndoic看了一眼玛尔,就像看餐厅里的耗子一样,“多长时间?”


  她把电脑屏幕转过来一边玛尔和Ndoci都能够看到,“直到你找到这个女孩。”这是一幅泰伦 诺娃的照片,与克拉拉 泰伦在UNN上发布她讣告那幅一样,照于她15岁生日的前几天。

  “女士,我无意冒犯,但这是资源的浪费。我们被调往这里是因为有报告说科尔之子正打算对塔索妮亚进行攻击。”

  在她说这些话时,玛尔撇了他一眼。他从没听说过这事。好吧,我之前六个月有点忙过头了…

  Ndoci仍在激昂的演说。“我们必须做好—”

  琪兰妮打断了她。“少校,你得记住三件事。第一,这个女孩是一个念能力者,PI值达到8或者更高—你来这之前应该听说过什么--因此,她比看上去的要危险的多。”

  “她应该是的,女士,”Ndoci低声说道。

  “就我个人的观点来说,她是个A级目标。”

  这似乎引起了Ndoci的兴趣。一般来说A级目标没有什么危害,但一点他们被认为有一点点危害,就会被不名誉的解雇并被监禁。

  处长继续说道。“第二,科拉之子的会从宇宙空间开始攻击。第22师,据我所知,是一支地面部队。如果那个孟斯克,走了狗屎运,突破了我们的防线,那么我不会档着你在地面上大开杀戒,但除非这种情况发生,你得集中注意在这次任务上。” 琪兰妮用手撑在桌子上,往前一倾。“第三件事,如果你再跟我顶嘴,我会亲自料理你,让你去货船上用舌头舔马桶,我说的够明白吗?”

  Ndoci看起来不以为然—这种谩骂她来说不是什么新鲜事了—但她还是集中了注意,“任务的详细内容是什么,女士?”

  “她在贫民窟的什么地方。你可以使用任何你觉得必要的手段找到她。”

  听到这个,Ndoci笑了,但玛尔皱起了眉头。“这是我的任务,女士。”

  “我曾经也这么想.。”

  “女士,”玛尔试图辩解,“这是—”

  接着他闭上了嘴,我反对个头阿?他花了六个月找遍了所有地方,也是因为贫民窟的居民没兴趣帮一个政府的特工干事。警察在那确实没什么用,不论是Fonseca或是交通警察,他们也有没有玛尔期待那样尽心尽力。

  没错,但他们不合作的理由是政府什么都没给他们。联邦政府对大多数边远地区不理不睬。见鬼,如果孟斯克成功打下了塔索尼亚,祈祷他不会聪明到那种程度吧。

  他们的精神还算正常。

  但玛尔没什么选择的余地,自从他从一名侦探变成一名搜寻者后。

  玛尔突然被他耳机里的哔哔声吓了一跳,他的电脑提示他,来电的是Fonseca警官,“抱歉,女士,我接个电话。”他没有等待琪兰妮的许可就答话了,“说吧,Larry。”

  “我搞到点信息—我觉得应该第一时间告诉你,虽然这简直像天方夜谭—”

  玛尔今天对这个没什么兴趣。“说,Larry。”

  “最近满大街都在议论费金新招募的手下—他们叫她Blonde,某种强迫执行者。”

  “费金?”玛尔对这个名字一无所知。“那是谁?”

  “你不知道费金是谁?”Larry的声音有点不敢相信。“他是地下的统治者。”

  玛尔简直不敢相信自己的耳朵,“什么意思?”

  “他管理地下的一切:毒品,酒,枪支—这都要通过费金。我以为你知道,玛尔—你这家伙怎么可能不知道?”

  “Larry,我从没在贫民窟干过,不认识那得人--所以我才找你的。”

  “二了,我道歉,玛尔,我以为你什么都知道了呢。”

  “说说Blonde的事。”

  琪兰妮注意起了这个名字。“什么Blonde·”

  Larry答复时玛尔无视了她。“最开始我以为没什么大不了的—某些人因为付不起毒品钱被杀,跟费金上床。我盯住了一个叫投手的,他是费金的私人武装的一员。他们都是废物,但他们全在几周内隔屁了。见鬼,我大概有一年没听说过投手了。”

  “但这个Blonde没有?”

  “没。最终我听说她是个念能力者。我觉得这有点扯淡,但你最好核实一下。小心点--费金没人敢惹。

  玛尔看了一眼Esmerelda Ndoci少校。“这不是问题。能见面谈谈吗?”

  “没问题,但别太显眼。西南街全是费金的地盘,耳朵无处不在。”

  “来我这,我报销巴士钱,”在Fonseca问道从西南区到市中心玛尔的部门要花多少钱之前,他补充了这句。

  “好,没问题。我两小时内出发,我得在他们发现我不再之前回去一趟。玛尔,你最好已经找到那个美人了—我干腻了当间谍了,这挺适合你们这些政府雇员,不像我们这些小市民。”

  “好的,好的。”玛尔挂了电话,转向琪兰妮。“我找到线索了,我需要点公交卡去西南区给Fonseca警官。”

  “听起来你胸有成竹了。”Ndoci简洁的说。

  玛尔摇了摇头,“还没。我知道了可能囚禁的她的人的名字,但仅此而已—我需要从他那套到情报,不能在一条可能被TPF窃听的开放线路上。”在琪兰妮指出他部门的电话是加密之前,他快速补充道:“他们能听到他说什么,就算听不到我说的。那帮警察很腐化,就Larry说的,这点钱帮我们找到诺娃很值得。”

  Ndoci鼻子里出气。“希望不会拖太长。”

  玛尔盯着她看了一会,然后转向琪兰妮。“我三小时内见他,搞出一套计划并报给你。”

  “很好。”琪兰妮接着转向Ndoic。“少校,在探员凯勒奇恩报告前待命,解散。”

  Ndoic敬了个礼,转身离开了琪兰妮的办公室。

  门刚一关,琪兰妮说道:“这最好是个好线索。”

  “Fonseca警官还没令我失望过,女士。”玛尔知道这是谎话。Larry竟然忘了费金这么重要的一个角色。

  或许我能搞出个游戏计划以免毁灭者少校把贫民窟搞个底朝天。

第十三章

  马库斯 Ralian越来越后悔为什么没有第一时间崩了诺娃,在她说出他父亲做过什么的时候。毙了她并让Wolfgang和他的女朋友处理好尸体,费金也就不会知道她了。

  如果他当初这么干了,过去的这六个月就会变得相当美好。

  他现在正站在费金主屋里。在这的还有乔乔和俩个在马库斯手下工作的打手,Jewel和玛特(Matt..这个应该只是同名..)。据马库斯所知,这对情侣并没犯什么事—但对这些天的费金来说没什么意义。

  “管理会每过段时间都会这么干,对不?”费金开始说话。“抽查个账目。瞧,他们不时选出某个人,任何人,然后查个底掉。确保他们没有漏税,让他们看起来干净些,没什么摆不上台面的东西,差不多就是这么回事,对不。可能找上任何人。每过段时间就来一次,但他们也不知道自己在找什么。”

  费金一边说一边前后摇晃。汗水从他秃秃的头上留下—他留着寸头,真的,自从他忘了他脑袋上的脓包以来—还有他胡子拉碴的下巴。他的左手总是停留在他的左耳朵上,上面带着他之前从军队搞来的小玩意。

  据马库斯所知,这东西给诺娃带来了不少痛苦。费金总用这个强迫她工作,而他从没有摘下过它。

  “我,喜欢这个主意,对不?我爱上它了。所以你们两个今天被叫到这不是因为你们干了什么坏事。你们在这是为了证明你们什么错都没犯。”他转过身来。“出来!”

  费金看上去就已经够邋遢了,诺娃看上去更遭。六个月前,这个女孩与Billy和Freddie这两个重度疯子第一次出现在他门前时,他觉得她很漂亮。虽然对马库斯来说年纪有点小了,但他能理解为什么Billy和Freddie一见面就追求她--完美的身材,漂亮的脸袋,可爱的双眼,以及美丽的长发。

  现在这些都不在了。现在她的头发只能偶尔洗洗,之前那次已经过了段时间,她的头发就像些黄色纤维垂在她脑袋上。她绿色的眼睛充满血丝,脸颊消瘦,嘴唇干燥裂开。她如此消瘦,马库斯怀疑如果她脱掉外套,都能看清楚她的肋骨。当然,她的手臂和手—费金只给了她一件大号的衬衫—都瘦骨嶙峋,瘦到了让马库斯吓一跳的程度。

  她从费金叫她的房间房间里慢慢走出来,“求你了,费金,今天不要,我得—”

  费金碰了碰他的胳膊。

  “伊伊伊-呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀!”

  马库斯闭上了他的眼睛,不忍心看下去。

  几秒钟后,诺娃停止了尖叫,尽管她的呼吸依然很沉重。马库斯睁开眼睛的时候发现诺娃正在看着他,与第一次见面时那种挑衅的眼神不同,是带着点悲哀的恳求的表情。

  他用大拇指指了指Jewel和玛特,说道,“跟我说说。”

  诺娃毫无表情的看着这两名打手。“他们正在谈恋爱。”

  马库斯出了口气。这并不是什么秘密。

  “他们喜欢他们现在干的。他们觉得关于科尔之子UNN讲的是真话,但关于外星人的不是。他们很怕你无缘无故的毙了他们,因为他们没做错什么。他们之前正在讨论今晚睡在谁那。”

  费金举起了一只手。“足够了。”

  接着他掏出了他的P220并把三发子弹打进了Jewel的夹克。

  “不----!”马库斯几乎分辨不出喊叫的是玛特还是诺娃,接着他发现是他们俩一起发出的声音。

  现在费金用枪指着玛特,说道,“别跟你的同事睡觉。这意味着你把功夫都统统花在想着干那事而不是工作上,听明白了吗?”

  玛特很快点了点头。“是的,当然,没问题,费金,没问题。”

  “从这滚出去。”

  “当然,老板。”玛特磕磕绊绊的逃出了房间。

  “她现在更害怕了,”诺娃说道,“并且庆幸死的是她而不是自己。”

  “很好。”

  没有多说一个字,费金转过身回到了后面的房间。马库斯不禁担心起那十二个女人里哪个今天晚上会走霉运。

  乔乔和诺娃也被留在了那—还有Jewel满身是血的尸体。马库斯看到惊恐仍然留在Jewel的脸上。

  她不该送命。

  他对乔乔说道,“丢掉尸体。”

  乔乔点了点头,“我会叫Wolfgang来。”

  一个想法突然在马库斯的脑子里显现出来,在他能阻止自己之前,他说道。“不,把他丢出去就好。”

  乔乔眨了眨眼,“但—”

  他的思考已经上了轨迹,马库斯发现无法停下来了。“你听到费金叫你去叫Wolfgang了?”

  “没—没有。”乔乔看起来很不确定。

  “你真想做些他没说让你做的事?”他看了看Jewel的尸体,例子就在眼前。

  跟随着他的视线,乔乔叹了口气。“没错,我看见了。我会把她扔进那个巷子里。”

  马库斯不知道“那个”巷子是哪个,但他也不在乎。他只是想把Jewel的尸体从这弄出去。在乔乔把她往外拖得时候她的血流了满地。希望他不会去动那件衬衫,已经不适合再穿了。

  “你想让警察找到尸体。”

  马库斯审视了一番诺娃,说道,“你怎么—?”

  “你在想如果警察找到了Jewel的尸体并发现了子弹,他们就能比对出费金的P220并逮捕他。”

  “简直疯了。”马库斯说道,他把视线从诺娃的身上挪开,他知道自己在撒谎,因为这确实就是他在想的。“第一,警察没有费金的枪。第二,没有警察会来抓他,就算他们发现她的尸体。”

  是的,没错。但你为什么告诉乔乔不要去叫Wolfgang?

  诺娃替他回答了,就像是他刚刚大声说出来了一样,“因为你想让他被抓,你想让他离开。但这方法不管用,马库斯。你必须干,就像你父亲对你母亲所做的一样,你真正的母亲。”

  “闭嘴!”马库斯掏出了他的P220。

  “我知道发生的一切,马库斯。”诺娃的声音就像被冤枉的人的耳语。“我还知道你有多想让费金去死。”

  马库斯放低了他的武器。“没错,是的,我做不了什么。”

  “你能做些事。”

  他重新抬起了枪口。“不,什么都不能!他是我的老板,你听清楚了吗,婊子?我不会做任何挑战他的事!”

  “那么会有更多人会死。那些他不会用枪杀的,他会让我杀。我已经为他杀了74个人了,马库斯。”

  马库斯睁大了眼睛,枪再度落了下来,“什么?”

  “74个。第一个人是个抽头的警察,他被分派到西南街区,过去两年中他为自己每年捞百分之5。第二个人是—”

  “停下。”现在马库斯需要的最后一件东西是一份所有74人的名单。

  但是诺娃却停不下来。“—一个Hab中毒者名叫Ariana Manning,她一直答应偿还她的欠债但她从没还过。接下来是Vic Cox,他在喝酒时说了些费金不喜欢听的而他也很悔恨,但费金不关心那些并叫我杀了他。接下来是Dion—”

  “够了!”马库斯再度抬起了枪,打开了保险。“我发誓,如果你不闭嘴,我现在就打穿你的脑袋!”他一个字都不想再听了,特别是听了关于Vic的事后。他之前一直以为

  “不,Vic并不是死于交通事故,”诺娃说道。“是Wolfgang的姑娘们设计的以便让费金跟Vic的姐姐解释。”

  从最开始,诺娃就一直站在她告诉费金关于Jewel和玛特怎么想的时候地方。她的声音颤抖微弱,马库斯怀疑起从上次已经过了多久了,她最后一次

  “他今天早上给我塞过食物,我的房间里有个水龙头。我没觉得有吃进什么。”

  马库斯摇了摇头。“你不会”

  “我知道他不会让我饿死自己。我不会让自己饿死。我试过一次了。”

  马库斯把保险和上并把抢放回了夹克里,他摇了摇头,想到如果她饿死了任何人都不会有好果子吃—他已经不在乎她会读取他的想法了。

  “有个方法能结束一些,你知道的。”诺娃喃喃道。

  “没错,我给你脑袋上来上一枪,”他长舒了口,“这也意味着我被扫地出门。”

  一个费金的孩子打开了门—马库斯记不住他是谁了,他认为诺娃知道,但他并不想听。

  “是Orvy,”她低声说道。

  六个月来,费金一直留着这些孩子。“什么事?Orvy?”

  “Harold来了。他带来个吸毒的女人。说他已经约好了。”

  马库斯用手蹭了蹭他的额头。如果没有约定,Harold说什么也不会从Kitsios出来的。见鬼,你真该用镭射手术在把他从他那爱死了的椅子上和那种有着愚蠢名字的咖啡上弄出来。

  “好吧,好吧,让他进来。”

  Orvy点了点头,接着Harold进来了。带这个马库斯见过的最可怜的女人。她瘦的皮包苦头,有着一绺一绺的黑色头发,深陷的眼睛。衣服就像是从Krohal受到核攻击后再没洗过一样。马库斯突然发现他之前屏住了呼吸。

  “她来这干嘛,钉子?”

  “她想要点贷款,”Harold说着耸了耸肩。虽然他们在屋里,他还是带着他那对太阳眼镜-也需要用镭射才能把它们从他那该死的脸上去掉。“我过来这谈谈明天晚上party的事,所以我顺道把她带来了,来见见Blonde。”

  “好吧,我会”

  “出去。”

  这是诺娃。“闭嘴。”马库斯说道。“你就在”

  “立刻出去!”诺娃前进了一步,她绿色的眼睛盯着那个吸毒者。“如果你呆在这,我会告诉他我在你脑子里看到了什么,凯伦,然后他会知道你永远不会还钱因为你一旦有了钱就会买更多的hab,你需要贷款因为你已经把你所有的东西都卖了,你已经一无所有,然后他就会立刻杀了你,还会让我动手,然后你为什么还站在这,出去!出去!出去!”

  那个吸毒者转过身跑了出去,以马库斯从所未见的速度。

  “这废物怎么了,马库斯?”Harold问道“这是?”

  “你也走,”诺娃正看着Harold。“相信我。”

  Harold从他的墨镜后面盯着他。“我有个约会。”

  “费金很忙。如果你现在打扰他,他会毙了你—或者让我动手。我不想你成为第七十五个。”

  “七十—”Harold转过身来看着马库斯。“该死的她究竟在说什么,马库斯?这是?”

  马库斯一边把Harold带向门一边说,“听她的,Harold。你知道他怎么干的。”

  “别碰我!”接下来Harold看起来退缩了。“好,好吧,好吧。我会走。但我们得谈谈party的事。我不能”

  “在外面等乔乔回来。他会给你安排。”

  Harold看了一眼诺娃。接着他摇了摇他的头,“好,好吧,好吧。见鬼。”

  他慢慢走了出去。

  马库斯看着她,“你是个脑残,你知道的,对么?”

  “你必须杀了费金,马库斯。这是唯一让你活下来的方法。因为否则,他会让我审视你而我必须告诉他。”眼泪从她绿色的眼睛里流了出来。“我会不得不告诉他,因为我无能为力。他会让我的大脑痛苦!”

  马库斯再也听不下去了,他转身走了出去比那个吸毒者还快。她刚刚说她叫什么?Kehl?该死,我得回家了。

  他穿过费金的孩子们来到外面,发现那个毒瘾者坐在台阶上。

  “Harold刚刚走了,”她说,“骑着他的飞车,没有管我,把我扔在了这。我猜我最好到死都留在这里。”

  马库斯认真的考虑是否答话。但他说道,“起来。”

  Kehl用她充血的眼睛盯着他。她的瞳孔在扩大。如果她没有尽快拿到hab,她就会死在费金的台阶上。这可不好。

  “我说起来,女人!跟我来,我会照顾你。”

  什么都没说,Kehl摇摇晃晃的迈着步子,抓着马库斯的左手就像抓着生命线一样。

  该死,这是她的生命线,该死,

  他把她带到了他的飞车上,把她塞进了跨斗里。

  在他返回Pyke lane的路上,他琢磨着该怎么处理这个hab中毒者。

  他也在想诺娃跟他说过的话。

第十四章

  “你能不能告诉我到底为什么你从没提到过这个叫肥金(Fagin)的家伙?”

  拉里·丰塞卡(Larry Fonseca)站在玛尔·凯勒奇安(Mal Kelerchian)的公寓门口,对方既没打招呼也没问声好,张口就问了起来。换了别的场合,玛尔一定会为这般粗鲁而道歉,但此时此刻,他根本顾不上什么礼貌了。

  “我说过了,玛尔,我以为你已经知道……”

  “哼,可我不知道。从没听说过那个脑残是谁。”他摇摇头,“进来吧。有点乱。”

  玛尔跨过摆满一地的读物、音乐碟和罐头,拉里也跟了进来。玛尔把几件衣物扔到地板上,腾出椅子让拉里坐下,而自己仍然站着。要不是房间里乱七八糟迈不开脚,他就要来回踱圈子了。

  “该死的,拉里,那货到底是谁?”

  “他是……他是肥金。”

  “你可别说那是他的原名。”

  拉里摇摇头。“不,他是在取代傻笑(Grin)之后才开始这么自称的。”

  玛尔开始感到一阵挫败,他继续问道:“这个该死的傻笑又是谁啊?”

  拉里翻翻白眼,意思好像那个说着傻话的人倒是玛尔一样。“我说了啊,他就是被肥金取代的那个人。”

  “那么除了崇拜狄更斯(注1)之外,这家伙到底是谁?”

  “狄更斯是啥?”

  玛尔摆摆手,“算了,你继续说……”

  “我在电话里说了。肥金控制了贫民窟中的一切。毒品啊、酒啊、婊子啊——只要你说得出来的,都少不了经他的手。你有啥喝的没?”

  “没。”玛尔往墙边一靠,觉得没必要拿自己珍藏的威士忌来招待拉里。他家里现在只有这种酒,而且剩的也不多了。“继续。”

  拉里耸耸肩,“你还想知道啥?”

  “我想知道这家伙是谁?我想知道他住在哪?我想知道他的宠物都是谁?我最想知道的是你他妈为啥没有早点告诉我这个家伙!”玛尔根本不给拉里回答的机会,挥舞着手臂大声说道:“看看这地方!我本来是有洁癖的,所有东西收拾整齐摆放有序。结果在贫民窟里跟个纱布一样瞎转了六个月,我把这地方搞的就跟生化实验室一样了,而你现在跟我说……”

  拉里站起身来,手指玛尔责备道:“我是在跟你说我以为你已经知道的东西。别跟我瞎掰什么说是我的错,凯勒奇安。你只跟我说过留意点金发小妞灵能伤人的事儿。你问的事,我只要听到的都跟你说了。你想朝我发泄尽管来,但这不是我的错,是因为你自己没尽到警察的本分。”

  玛尔如遭当头一棒般退了几步,“你说什么……”

  拉里摇摇头,“该死的,玛尔,你曾经是个好条子。一个好条子就该对他的地头一清二楚。”

  玛尔低声咕哝起来:“我又没在贫民窟干过。”

  “那你就该去了解。该死,玛尔,你以前是个能干的警察,而能干的警察都知道如何跟街坊打交道。给你个提示:找人问话的时候,别就跟把我是联邦官员几个字贴在脑门上似的。”

  “你说的对。”玛尔低下头,双手上下搓着脸。“该死,拉里,你说的对。抱歉,我不该怪你。”他开始来回踱步,踢着脚下的罐头和读物。“你知道吗,这工作糟透了。我就跟逮狗队一样到处追寻灵能者,把他们带到……”他的话戛然而止。幽灵计划的细节是保密的,玛尔不能随便说出来。再说了,告诉拉里这些东西只会让他陷入麻烦,而玛尔已经够麻烦他的了。“管他呢……现在我就问你,我在哪能找到这个叫肥金的家伙。”

  拉里毫不犹豫地给了他一个达克沃斯区(Duckworth section)的地址。“这是他料理一切事情的老巢,整栋房子都是他的,有几间租出去了,但底楼都是他的。据说在里间有几个男孩女孩为他做事,你懂的……貌似金发妞(Blonde)也在哪。”

  “你认为那个金发妞是我的目标?”

  拉里耸耸肩,“我怎么知道。但是她符合你说的特征。记得不,这才是你真正吩咐我去做的事。”

  “好嘛,好嘛。”显然拉里打算彻底报复下他的无理取闹,“那么说他完全是公开活动了?”

  “为啥不?又没人去查他。大多数贫民窟的条子都在他那拿份子钱。而且只要他给的比议会给的更多,就会有有谁去管。特别是现在这种停薪期。”

  玛尔皱起了眉头。“停什么薪?”

  “你不会是又要发飙了吧?”拉里鄙视地瞥了玛尔一眼。

  玛尔陪着小心回答:“我最近一直忙得很。”

  “他们把我们的薪水全都停发了。就连头儿们都被扣了钱——据他们说是为了异形战争。”拉里摇摇头,“倒不是怪他们对我们下流社会漠不关心。只不过肥金这种人更好混了,因为大家都乐意从他那拿钱。”

  玛尔终于在咖啡桌上坐了下来,甚至都懒得挪开上面的换洗衣服,一屁股压了上去。他倒不在意把衬衣压皱,反正都是要穿外套的。“现在这破事就说得过去了。”

  “什么事?”拉里听起来完全摸不着头脑。

  “为啥我走到哪都会碰壁。不只是因为我是联邦官员——这是一方面原因,但不是全部。如果诺娃是在肥金那,而且一直都在他那,那么谁也不会告诉我。他们喜欢他在那,因为他能够带来议会和元老家族不能提供给他们的种种好处。”

  啪的一声让玛尔吓了一跳,他抬起头,看到拉里嘲讽地慢慢拍着手掌。“祝贺你,玛尔。虽说花了半年时间,好歹你总算认清贫民窟了。”他停下拍手,继续说道:“知道这意味着什么吗?在那的任何人都不会帮你任何忙。包括我——我不能被别人发现帮过你的忙,否则我那点钱也就没了。”

  玛尔第一次对主管交给他那群疯子感激不尽。“这不是问题。我手头已经有队兵了。”

  拉里瞪大了眼睛:“啥?”

  “我说我手头有队兵了。就在你先前给我打电话的时候,我在老板的办公室,她给了我一整个中队(注2)的陆战队员,只要我认为有助于带走目标,拿他们来干啥都行。”他笑了笑。“我要拿他们来对付这个肥金。”

  拉里的眼睛瞪得更大了。“你疯了吗,玛尔,这不是个好主意。”

  玛尔站起身来,“我要的不是‘好’主意。该死,拉里,如果那些人想要我‘好’的话,他们六个月前就该告诉我诺娃在哪了。而我现在都快搞疯了。好嘛,我现在手头有人了。我有毁灭者中队,为了完成任务我不惜派他们出场。”

  拉里伸手按住玛尔的手臂。“你瞧,肥金是个混球,这没说的。恶棍中的恶棍。但是他维持着当地的秩序,被议会搞得条子们没法去管的秩序。要是你干掉了他,大家都想得到他的位置,到时我们就要面对一场大混战了。”

  “我们已经在面对一场大混战了。”玛尔不满地叹了口气。“再来一场又如何?”

  “是啊。”拉里低哼了一声。“管他呢。呐,你还需要什么吗?”

  玛尔摇摇头。“我得说就此结束吧,丰塞卡警官。”他伸出一只手。

  拉里凝视了一秒钟,然后与他握手。“乐于效劳,凯勒奇安探员。”

  握完手之后,拉里朝门口走去,又突然停了下来。“嘿,我的公交费怎么报?”

  玛尔笑了笑,走向他先前搭外套的椅子,在口袋里摸索着掏出一个信封,里面装着两张公交卡。“给你。”他递了过去。

  “谢了。”

  警官转身拉开门。

  “拉里?”

  他停下脚步转过身来,“哈?”

  “我会尽量避免流血事件。但事到如今,我也没法承诺什么。要是我带不回那个女孩,他们会踏平贫民窟的。我了解老板的性格——交给我陆战队员只是准备支开我的第一步。”他摇摇头,“要是我搞砸了,可能就得坐一年冷板凳了。”

  “你可以辞职嘛。”

  “你也可以啊。”

  拉里耸耸肩,“我发过誓的。”

  “对啊,”玛尔长出了一口气。“我也是。”

  马库斯·拉里安(Markus Ralian)眼看着那个基齐奥斯(Kitsios)来的女孩吸着毒品。这个叫凯儿的女孩坐在他起居室的沙发上,脸上浮起一阵明显的变化:她紧张的表情变成极乐的笑容,神经质的抽搐不再继续,绷得比太空服还紧的肌肉也放松下来。

  她两眼朦胧地看着马库斯。“谢、谢、谢谢你。我真的很需要这玩意。”

  “嗯,”他挨着她在沙发上坐了下来,“是真的吗?金发妞说的那些事。”

  “她、她、她、她说啥了?我不记得了。”

  “她说你为了买药变卖了一切,现在身无分文了。所以你来找他要钱。”

  “是、是、是、是的,说的对,我啥都不剩,就这身衣服。”她使劲低头看着自己的衣服,“就这也不多了。”

  “这倒没错。”马库斯站起身,远离凯儿脏衣服上难闻的气味。“你知道金发妞本可以把这些话告诉肥金,而他就会杀了你,对么?”

  凯儿的声音听起来不太确定。“不晓得。”

  他走到她的面前。“他会的。肯定会。靠,就算她没说,他也可能会干掉你。”他咕哝着走开,“他现在就是这样,自从戴上那个能控制她的鬼东西……”

  “那他为啥不取下来?”

  没等马库斯回答这个愚蠢的问题,他的电话响了起来。他从口袋里掏出手机,看到是乔乔(Jo-Jo)的来电。他给我打电话干嘛?

  “咋了,乔乔?”

  “马库斯,你得救救我。肥金他发疯了。他从里间冲了出来,大喊大骂,问我哈洛德(Harold)在哪,他们本该谈谈派对的事。我告诉他哈洛德走了因为你不在场也不想被打扰。他就叫我去找哈洛德。我去找了,现在哈洛德说他走是因为我的错。”

  “你当时根本都不在场。”马库斯并不诧异,哈洛德向来都是卑鄙的愚蠢小人。

  “我知道。我跟肥金说了,结果他过去一枪毙了哈洛德,然后叫我去基齐奥斯告诉芙兰西。”

  “于是?”

  “于是我他妈到底要怎么跟芙兰西说啊?”

  马库斯正准备告诉他最好有话直说,突然想起来芙兰西和乔乔以前的事。“你觉得她还在为那事生气么?”

  “靠,一定的,她还在生气。要是我告诉她哈洛德死了,我发誓她一定会当场暴打我,哥们!”

  “你现在在哪?”

  乔乔吞吞吐吐地回答。“就在你门口,哥们。”

  马库斯翻翻白眼挂上电话。他走到前门,正看到乔乔往电话里大喊:“马库斯,你还在吗?你——”他抬起头来,“哦。”

  “我和你一起去。”马库斯转过身,“吉娜(Geena)!”他又转向乔乔。“等我会。”他转回身,没见姐姐的踪影,于是喊得更大声了。“吉娜!”

  她姐姐的声音从厨房里隔墙传来,“啥?”

  “我出去办点事。看着点客厅里那个吸毒的。”

  “啥?”

  “我是说——”

  厨房门打了开来,吉娜露出一副相当难看的表情。“吸毒的在客厅里干啥?”

  “干所有吸毒仔干的事,老姐,在HIGH呗。注意别让她吐在房里或者偷东西什么的。等她劲头过了,再给她一份让她走。”他犹豫了一下,“她在肥金那赊的帐。”

  吉娜举举手。“好吧。”她往弟弟身后看去。“啥事,乔乔?”

  “我找马库斯,他和我出去办点事。”

  “好。”吉娜看了看马库斯,“别忘了赶在……”

  “我知道我该啥时回来!我知道该怎么做事,不要老是教训我!我干这些事的时候你还和她一样是个瘾妹子呢!”他指了指凝望着客厅天花板的凯儿。“所以别再教我该做什么!我都知道了!”

  吉娜的表情像是被他打了一巴掌,不过老实说马库斯并不算太过分。他已经厌倦了今天发生的一切,他只想让这一切都快点结束——肥金、诺娃、朱尔、玛特、哈洛德、凯儿,所有的一切!

  他不发一言转身大步出门,都没回头看一眼乔乔有没有跟在后面。

  译注:

  1、Fagin(肥金)出自狄更斯小说《雾都孤儿》中的人物,是一个控制孤儿犯罪的黑帮老大。

  2、中队,原文为Division,但下文会提到毁灭者全员22人,因此译为中队。同样,该单位的A-E共五个Company考虑到人数问题也应当译为A-E小队而非A-E连

第十五章

  “欢迎收听塔桑尼斯与你节目,为您播报联邦新闻背后的真实事件。我是主持人E.B.詹姆斯。来自安提卡主星(Antiga Prime)的最新报导显示外星种族星灵与异虫已经在地面战中交火,而人族一如既往地被夹在中间。在此有请两位嘉宾与我一同讨论事态的最新进展。他们分别是爱德华·赫多(Edward Heddle),参议员夏农(Councillor Shannon)的助手;以及杰妮佛·施莱辛格(Jennifer Schlezinger),她是负责报导安提卡主星的UNN记者,在克哈之子占领那颗行星之前被迫撤离。”

  肥金在房子里间快步踱着圈子。他开始对六号感到厌烦了。这小子不听肥金的话,也就意味着该滚蛋了。肥金决定最好自己单独呆一会,但他却还有满腔焦躁无从发泄,于是就打开UNN频道,希望能借此转移下注意力。不幸的是,他们正在播放一场愚蠢的脱口秀。肥金讨厌这类节目,他们说的东西和肥金半点关系都没有——尤其是现在。在肥金的认知,或者说关注点当中,安提卡主星根本就不存在。靠,有时候他甚至不能确定塔桑尼斯城之外到底还有没有别的东西。

  然而他还是让全息影像在房间中央继续播放着。至于为什么他自己也不确定。

  “艾德,对于最新披露的消息议会作何态度呢?此前他们宣称异虫与克哈之子结盟,然而现在异虫却一直在无差别地攻击整个星球。”

  赫多从椅子上跳起身来又坐了回去,焦躁不安地就和肥金现在差不多。他是个留着小山羊胡的矮胖棕发男子,边说话边打着激烈的手势。“显而易见,克哈佬应该学到这个原本不证自明的教训:外星种族不可信任。我的意思是,它们非我族类!是的,他们在安提卡上的作为毫无人性,但我们却要正视这一点:它们本来就不是人类。”

  “前提是他们说什么你都信。”施莱辛格说道,她是一个戴着窄框眼镜的黑发美女。“就个人而言,我没有看到有任何证据表明异虫与安提卡主星上的任何人结过盟。它们只不过是一群杀戮机器。阿克图拉斯·蒙斯克只不过利用了它们的攻击为自己的目的谋求先机而已。”

  赫多得意地笑了。“正是这样的背叛行径,恰如其分地表明蒙斯克如我们一贯所说是个恶贼。”

  肥金笑了起来。他从没听过有人在日常生活中会说“恶贼”这个词。“现在这可有意思多了,哥们。有意思,真有意思,对不对?”

  没人回答。真奇怪。

  他转身往床上看去。六号仍然躺在原处。

  只不过他的胸口上多了个弹孔。

  有意思,我都不记得朝他开过枪。“乔乔!”

  “蒙斯克或许是个恶贼,”施莱辛格正在说着,“但这并不说明他就是错的。”

  “你疯了啊?”赫多看起来简直是要跳起身去打施莱辛格。肥金倒是支持他这么做,那可就更有意思了。“他的所作所为全都是错的——他是在反对与我们所珍视的一切。”

  没人出来答应,肥金一气之下喊得更大声了,“乔乔!你他妈到底在哪?”

  “蒙斯克所反对的,是议会对保护自己子民的无能,对抵抗异族侵略的无能,以及对克哈四号行星犯下的暴行。难道你说议会的立场就是谋杀?”

  赫多的声音就像爆了管似的。“这就是过于单纯的感性思维!但我也不指望一个所谓的新闻记者还能咋样。”

  肥金开始愈发狂躁了。他朝外边走去,滑门在他面前自动开启。“乔乔!你他妈的到底在哪?”

  他养的一个小孩从大厅朝他跑来,他不记得这是哪个孩子了,但非常肯定就是山姆。“乔乔不在这,肥金。你叫他去跟芙兰西说哈洛德的事了。”

  “他干嘛要去做这事?”

  小孩眨眨眼,“呃,我刚才说过了,肥金,是你叫他去的。”

  “去他妈的,懂不?。”他从夹克口袋里摸出P220手枪指着孩子的鼻子。“去叫他马上滚回来,懂不?要不我就崩了你的脸,听明白没有?”

  那孩子紧张地回答:“没问题,肥金。”她慢慢退后几步,从口袋里拿出手机,拨了个号码,几秒钟后说道:“嘿,乔乔,我是丹妮。”


  肥金瞪大眼睛自言自语起来。我敢发誓那一定是山姆。

  “对。”丹妮正对着电话说道。“肥金叫你回来。是的,我知道,但现在他要你回来,好不?”她挂断电话,抬头看着肥金。“他正赶回来。”

  “很好。”然后肥金对着丹妮的胸口开了七枪。她倒在地上一命呜呼。“谁叫你假装山姆的。”

  他转身回房,赫多还在说着。“蒙斯克的行径是为背叛。外星种族正在攻击我们的领土,这种情况下需要我们团结一心众志成城。而他却不支持人类的合法领导集团,从而分化削弱了我们的力量。”

  肥金真的对所有人的行事方式都感到厌烦了。他不明白:就好像所有人都一下子疯掉了。他以前也不是非得杀掉这些人不可。当然,有此变化的部分原因是他得到了诺娃——多亏有她,他才能了解人们的真实想法。

  施莱辛格笑道:“合法?合什么法?议会并没有得到人民的任何授权。不管你愿不愿意,蒙斯克所允诺的远比议会多得多,许多联邦成员喜欢这一点。蒙斯克承诺自由和解放——”

  赫多吸了吸鼻子,“说的就好像他真能做到一样。”

  “关键不在于他能不能,而是他让人民相信他会比联邦做的更好。如今,当联邦带给人民的只有贫穷、死亡、毁灭和入侵的时候,这简直毋庸置疑了。”

  这便是问题所在,肥金意识到。人们不能隐藏自己的思想,他们讨厌这一点,于是就都疯了。疯到肥金只好杀掉他们。除此之外别无选择。

  “要不是因为联邦,”赫多正在说,“人类种族早就不复存在了。当我们迫降在……”

  肥金把P220手枪对准全息影像连连开枪,影像爆裂化为一片强烈的闪光,让他眼前金星直晃。他直到扣空了弹夹才停了下来。怎么这么快就没子弹了?

  “丹妮!”不,对了,我刚把丹妮杀了,因为她假扮成山姆。傻妞儿。“山姆!山姆,快点滚出来,听到没?”

  几秒钟后,山姆跑了进来。“丹妮怎么了?”

  “去他的丹妮,懂不?去找金发妞,叫她过来。”

  “好、好的。”山姆紧张地说。

  “咋了?”

  “没事!真的,肥金,一点没事,一点都没事,真的,放心。”

  “好吧。”山姆转身去找诺娃的时候,肥金又叫了起来。“再给我拿点子弹来。”

  肥金把P220丢在地上,开始用拇指和食指摩挲着鼻梁。最近的头痛越发严重了。注射的药一点用都没有。该换个新药剂师了,这样会好些。

  诺娃进门的时候,肥金笑了起来。她的美丽大多已经消逝,而肥金喜欢这样。做爱的时候,他喜欢漂亮的;但对于他养的这些小孩们,他只需要听话就好。正如他关注的一样,诺娃——或者不如叫金发妞,她的身份已经被清除了,而肥金喜欢这一点——是他手下的小孩之一,而她看起来糟透了。绿眼睛下吊着眼袋,皮肤苍白无光,头发乱成一团。棒极了。

  “没用的,你知道。”她开门见山地说。

  “什么没用?”

  “什么都没用。自从你强迫我成为你的读心者之后,你所做的一切都只会让你处境更糟。你的下场就要到了。”

  “你根本不知道。”

  “我什么都知道,尤里乌斯·戴尔(Julius Dale)。”

  他拔出P220。“闭嘴!那不是我的名字!”

  她笑了。“你的枪里没子弹。”

  噢,糟糕!肥金恐惧地打了冷战,以为摩伍德(Morwood)的装置已经停止工作,而她能够阅读他的思想,这也意味着他毫无防护——

  “别紧张。”她说,“山姆说你需要弹药。”

  肥金宽慰地松了口气,然后碰了碰手腕上的控制器。

  诺娃立刻跪倒在地,尖叫声真是非常非常响亮。这场景肥金总是百看不厌。

  诺娃紧咬牙关,额头上汗珠滚滚,脸颊涨得通红。“很快就要结束了。”

  他中止了她的痛苦。“为什么这么说。”

  诺娃缓了口气,然后抬头用满盈泪水的绿眼睛注视着他。“我读不了你的思想,但我能读到其他任何人的思想。记得六个月前我们第一次见面的时候吗?我告诉过你,你最信任的副手之一将会杀掉你。现在就快应验了。”

  肥金哗然大笑。“别忽悠我,小妞。你是个读心者。我仔细研究过你。你能够阅读思想什么的,但不能预知未来。没有人能做到这一点。因为未来是我们创造出来的。”

  “我知道。我还知道你给自己创造了什么样的未来。”

  肥金挥挥手让她离开,“滚出去。”

  诺娃慢慢站起来,沉默地离开了。

  她确实很有用,但是该死的,她弄得我快疯掉了。

第十六章

  玛尔对这帮歼灭者的第一印象是,他们都没有脖子。

  第22联邦海军陆战队师的人数,真够讽刺的,22人--Ndoci少校,上尉副指挥官,5名军士,周围站着剩下的15名下士和列兵。整个师被划分为5个班,每个班由一名军士带领。按照标准形式划分为A,B,C,D,E班,当然他们有自己起的绰号。玛尔还不知道那些绰号是什么,在见过这22个人后--他们中最矮的也跟他一边高,体重则是他的两倍--他一点都不想知道。八成是以什么疯狂的野兽之类命名的,他打了一个寒颤。

  他们正在位于Holyktown的联邦空军基地里,站在之后他们将要乘坐去贫民窟的瓦尔基里旁边。这种瓦尔基里—一般被用来空战或是运送部队—后方能容纳30个人,当然现在正空着。歼灭者们正三三五五的的聚在一起,偶尔轻蔑的看看玛尔。他偶然听到他们提到“联邦蠢蛋。”玛尔想要回敬一下那些脑子里都长满肌肉的海军陆战队员看人方式的欲望几乎战胜了他不想跟他们说话的决定。这些士兵是帮助他完成这个该死任务的工具,除此之外什么都不是。

  Esmerelda Ndoic向玛尔走过来。在琪兰妮的办公室里,她穿的很不自在,但现在,就像她的人一样,穿着全套的动力装甲,仅仅没有戴头盔。玛尔知道他们一般都不使用头盔除非绝对必要时----为了节省作战服的能源或是呼叫空中支援。

  “琪兰妮处长说我们有个计划。”

  “我是有个计划。我们得到了一个目标可能的位置。这个计划包括两部分。首先我回去那跟她谈谈。”

  Ndoci居然笑了起来。“很有趣。凯勒奇恩探员。非常有趣。那么真正的计划是什么。”

  该死。玛尔说道。“这就是计划--或者说,第一部分。”

  “见你的鬼,凯勒奇恩,处长说我们要在计划中支援你。”Ndoci说这些的时候,她装甲右腿外侧的枪匣展开了,露出她的武装—一把P500,,军用版,玛尔之前认为这把枪不适合在户外使用。

  这个动作是个威胁,这时玛尔身上的装备不像是陆战队员的战斗盔甲那样令人印象深刻,它看起来更像玩具,包括了一个力场装置以保护他不受任何近距离的辐射伤害。这就是为什么他能在贫民窟里安然无恙的晃悠六个月。少校可以在她那奇幻的武器作用之前一枪崩了他,而他连反映的时间都不会有。

  “你是计划的一部分,”他不耐烦地解释道。“特别是,在计划第一部分进行的时候,你就是威胁。我将要走进的房子的里的家伙--顺带一提,是贫民窟的犯罪头目,应该不会太犯傻—告诉他如果他不把目标交出来陆战队就会把贫民窟搞个底朝天。”

  玛尔不确定为什么自己把她叫作“目标”。他不想把自己弄得跟琪兰妮一样,完全按着她的调子走,但出于某些理由,他不想在这帮陆战队面前用她的真名。就像我出卖了她似的。他摇了摇头。真是荒唐的想法。

  Ndoci的枪套收回了她的盔甲内,不再把她的P500放在手边。“如果那个脑残叫你滚出去呢?”

  听到这个,玛尔笑了。“我们就进行计划的第二部分。”

  “是什么。”

  “你把整个贫民窟掀到他的脑袋上。”

  她用她带着手套的手摸了摸的下巴,Ndoci问道,“有什么理由让我们不先执行计划的第二部分?”

  玛尔正期待着这个问题,也准备好了来一场一般民众不该被卷入这件事的争论,但他在最后几分钟认识到了这对于Ndoci是在浪费时间。她是个少校;你正在指挥。按这个调子来行动。“原因就向我说过的,少校,如果你这么做,你跟琪兰妮处长就有个麻烦了。我肯定她会很乐意把你从22师指挥官的位置上扯下来的。”

  这句话让少校转起了她的眼睛。“不要逼我,搜寻者。你真的认为你可怜的上司能对我做什么么?”

  “你真的认为艾斯拉 琪兰妮不能让宇宙按她的意愿弯曲?”

  Ndoci盯了玛尔几秒钟。接着她转过身来。“Spanlding上尉!”

  上尉是个年轻人,有个大鼻子和一撮小胡子,猛然立正。所有其他陆战队员都停止了交谈。

  “是,女士,”Spaniding说道。

  “我们出发,上尉。”

  Spanlding笑了。“是,女士。立正!”

  所有的陆战队都立正了。

  “登机!”

  对命令没有任何异议,陆战队排成列依次进入了瓦尔基里机舱后面的舱门:先是5个士官长,接着10个下士,然后是剩下的。

  Ndoci看着玛尔。“这是你的任务,凯勒奇恩探员。”

  “那么让我们动手吧,少校。”玛尔爬进了瓦尔基里并在两排长椅中挑了个座位,每排椅子上能坐15个人。玛尔坐在右侧靠近前面的椅子上,这让他从20个陆战队前面走过,他们都没看他一眼。

  在Ndoci和Spaulding跟着他面对面坐在了靠近瓦尔基里舱门的座位上后,玛尔对他的电脑默读了一条指令联系了驾驶员。

  “是,长官。”驾驶员回答道,一个年老的女人有着个恰当的名字Fleet。她和副驾驶和医疗兵一起进入了驾驶仓。

  “上尉指挥官Fleet,这是凯勒奇恩探员。我们已经准备好出发。”

  “收到,长官。”随着Fleet的命令,舱门关闭了。“准备起飞。”

  Spaulding咆哮起来,“谁是最棒的?”

  异口同声,22名22师的士兵说道,“歼灭者,长官!”

  “谁是最棒的?”

  “歼灭者,长官!”

  “谁是最棒的?”

  “歼灭者,长官!”

  “谁不是最棒的?”

  “其他所有人,长官!”

  “我们上!”

  “是,长官!”

  与此同时,陆战队们戴上了头盔并开始运行他们最终程序并检查他们的武器,瓦尔基里平缓的起飞了,马尔几乎感觉不到起飞的过程—仅仅是脚和后背感受到了一些压力。他在起飞结束后发了一条赞赏Fleet指挥官驾驶技术的通讯。

  为了避免发生事故,玛尔告诉他的电脑检查他的装备—特别是psiscreen,他一到达目的地就会激活它。还有,他希望保证力场能顺利启动。

  他有个不祥的预感,在今天结束前,子弹会漫天飞舞。

  马库斯进入后屋的时候几乎呕吐出来。Dani的尸体仍旧躺在大厅中。见鬼,他就不能叫Wolfgang么?他最终决定比起进入后屋自己处理尸体还是自己来叫wolfgang,并掏出了自己电话。

  但Wolfgang并没有接。这不很寻常—Wolfgang通常会接他的电话的。马库斯留下了留言,接着回去看费金。

  问题男子在他的房间里来回踱步,偶尔踢一下他全息影像的残留物。对于马库斯来说,弄坏这东西是费金曾经做过的靠谱的事情之一。UNN除了任何外星人入侵的事啥都不说—马库斯也不认为那些是真的—而他也快浪费掉他的整个早上了。

  费金仍然在那对自己嘀咕。马库斯分辨不出来他在说什么,或是在考虑什么,他觉得他最好不要知道。

  最终,在他站在门口半分钟而没有引起他boss的注意后。马库斯说道,“费金。”

  掏出了他的P220,费金停止踱步并把枪口对准了马库斯的脑袋。“什么?”

  自卫性的举起了双手,马库斯说道,“放轻松点,费金。听着,我得跟你谈谈。”他决定先用生意上的事做掩护,认为这更容易转向其他事。“我们hab的库存快光了。什么时候从Halcyon的货才能来?”

  “来不了了。”费金低下他的枪口又开始在房间中踱步。“上个月开始Halcyon切断了我们的货源。金发妞读取了他们其中一个送信的思考,他正在计划着什么,好么?我送了他一发子弹作礼物,然后他们能做什么?他们断了货。我真TM想租一艘飞船去把他们都崩了。

  马库斯开口慢慢的问道,“那么,我们找到一个新货源了。”

  这另费金再次停下踱步,“什么?”

  “一个新货源。”

  “什么新货源?不要说话像个疯子,马库斯,我没心情胡闹,好么?”

  “我们需要一个新的hab货源,费金,否则—”

  “我们有Halcyon了,我们不需要其他的。”

  见鬼,见鬼,见鬼,这比我想的还遭。“费金,听我说—你必须把那东西从你的脑袋上拿下来。你必须这样!”

  费金开始大笑。“你是个疯子!我把这个拿掉,金发妞会把我的脑袋像鸡蛋一样砸碎。呐,听着,我得带着他,或者—”

  “我跟Morwood谈过了--这东西只能一次佩戴7个小时,否则它会造成—”

  P220又抬了起来。“你跟Morwood说什么了。”

  “我向他问了你戴的那个东西,费金,听我的,它对你的脑袋作了什么。你开始没有理由的杀人。Hab已经断货。已经没有利润了,所有的人都怕你杀了他们。所有人都确信你已经开始做疯事了。我不确定这有用,但你必须把它拿掉!”

  “我什么都不会拿下来,好么?而你还没回答我的问题。你究竟—”

  “嘿,费金!”

  他把P220转向门,费金喊道,“什么?”

  在他的视线的角落—他不敢把眼神从费金身上完全挪开—马库斯看到乔乔站在那。

  “门口有个政府的狗腿子有事找你。至少,他是这么自称的。”

  “没错,我就是这个意思。”另一个高个子男人在跟在后面乔乔走了进来,他穿着肮脏的皮制外套里面是一套白色什么东西覆盖着他的身体,还带着一个全息影像的证件。

  乔乔转过身说到,“你这家伙,我叫你等着—”

  “你什么都没跟我说,孩子。我是个搜寻者—探员玛寇姆·凯勒奇恩—我来这是来带走诺娃·泰伦 。”

  “去你的!”费金朝着门开了火,子弹击中了乔乔和那个联邦探员。

  乔乔在子弹穿过了他的夹克,手臂和头部后倒了下来。

  那个联邦探员只是站在那,本应击中他的子弹停了下来并落在了地上。

  对于马库斯,这更加证明了费金已经严重疯狂了。联邦的人有着最棒的装备,所有人都知道—除了费金,他曾赌咒永远不去找联邦的麻烦。

  那个探员平静说道,“你结束了?”

  “从我的地头滚出去,你这个王八蛋孙子。”

  在看到费金的眼睛后,马库斯开始发抖。他疯了。他完全疯了。

  费金把他所有的子弹都打在了那个探员的能量力场上。子弹掉落在凯勒奇恩的脚上。


  在他用光子弹后过了一会,凯勒奇恩开口了,“现在你满意了?诺娃已经被幽灵计划所征召。这意味着政府需要她而你不能再保有她。不用抵赖,她肯定在这—我进入这扇门的时候有过一阵头痛,所有我知道她在这座建筑里。现在有两条路供你选。要么你老老实实把她交给我,要么就我就把陆战队丢到你的脑袋上。”

  “什么?”费金只是茫然的盯着那个政府雇员。

  “我带来了一打陆战队员等着冲进这,唯一他们没这么做的原因就是因为我没让他们这么干。所以—你现在能把诺娃·泰拉交给我了?”

  “你想对我做什么?”

  马库斯转过身看到诺娃正站在门口。

  凯勒奇恩转向她,“泰拉小姐,我是凯勒奇恩探员。我是一个搜寻者—我的工作是找到念能力者并把他们带进幽灵计划。我已经找了你6个月了。”他转过头看着费金,“但你被弄得很难找到。”

  令马库斯吃惊的是,他自己开始从他的夹克口袋里掏P220。见鬼怎么—

  “她是我的,”费金说道,“她是我的,你这联邦猪,你不能把它从我这带走,听明白了吗?”

  就想有自己的意志,P220抬起来了。马库斯想阻止它,但他的胳膊已经不再受他控制了。

  “你只有两个选择,费金,” 凯勒奇恩狠狠瞪着他。“把她交给我,要么我从你的尸体上带走她。”

  “什么是幽灵计划?”诺娃问道。

  “闭嘴,女人!”费金咆哮道,他的眼睛疯狂了,手臂疯子似的摇来摇去。

  他的拇指打开了保险,马库斯开始扣动扳机,

  他本应该喊出来。他本应警告他的目标。但他认识到他已经处在诺娃的控制之下。她之前绝对做不到这个。

  除此之外,他发现他他并不想阻止她。

  一声咆哮从费金的嘴里吐了来,“去你妈的!”

  接着费金颤动起来,7颗子弹打进了他的背部。

  诺娃凝视着费金的尸体。“6个月来我一直告诉他,他最信任的一个副手会杀了他。”

  “那么你撒谎了,”放下了他的手臂,庆幸自己还能这么做。“是他们两个干的。”

  “我只是做了你想做了几个月的事,马库斯,”诺娃说道,“每次咱们呆在一个房间里,除了你想杀死他的强烈渴望,我感觉不到别的什么。但我知道你永远不会自己做这件事。”

  那个联邦雇员一直在一旁看着这一切。“看来你从杀了杀死你全家的凶手后一直在努力。”

  诺娃睁大了眼睛。马库斯也是,不仅是因为凯勒奇恩,还有诺娃的表现。诺娃从没因为任何人吃惊过—当然除了费金。

  马库斯摇了摇头,当然,他是个政府的人。他们所有人都有他同样的东西。或许他穿着某种另费金疯了的东西之一。

  “你怎么知道的?”诺娃小声问到。“我在UNN上看到了我姐姐,她说—”

  “她说了我们让他说的。” 凯勒奇恩探员的声音令人惊讶的温和,他继续说道。“ 你已经什么都没有了,诺娃。我不认为住在这是你想要的。而你的家人都死了。我们是你最好的归宿。”他喘了口气。“我穿着一件psi-screen,它—”

  “我知道那是什么,”她很快说道。指着费金的尸体,“他也穿了一件。”

  凯勒奇恩吃惊的看着她所指的地方。“他从哪弄来的?”

  “费金与坦桑尼斯各处都有联系,明白么,”马库斯说道。“而他们弄到了这个把他弄疯的东西。他从一个军队的家伙那弄到的以使诺娃听话。”

  “他在军队里有人?”

  马库斯点了点头,很高兴看到那个探员很吃惊。

  “怪不得我找了6个月。”

  “问题是,他从没把它拿下来过。”

  现在轮到凯勒奇恩的眼睛睁大了。“从没?6个月?”

  “从没。”

  “我很惊讶,从没有一个疯子能像他这么强力。”

  “他并不是个疯子。”马库斯看了看那个曾经是个很好的老板的人。“他只是贪婪,我猜。”

  “他们通常都是这样,” 凯勒奇恩说道。接着他转向诺娃。“瞧,我会把我的psi-screen拿掉。你可以读取我,了解关于幽灵计划的一切。你会发现对你来说这是最好的选择。”

  不像费金的仪器,凯勒奇恩的不需要他去碰触什么。他仅仅点点头,诺娃开始盯着他。

  接着她站直了身子。这些天诺娃无论什么时候都蜷缩着,就像是试图保护自己。但当她第一次展开了身体,马库斯注意到她的体态真是TM的完美。就她的出身来说,这很正常,他曾一度这么想过,但6个月与费金相处的日子完全让掩盖了这种风姿。

  而现在,眼泪充满了她的绿色眼睛,她微笑了起来。自从她蜷起身子后,马库斯从没见到她笑过。

  “是真的么?”她喃喃道。

  凯勒奇恩皱起眉头。“哪部分?”

  “是真的么?在训练的最后,我会被洗去所有的记忆?请告诉我。”

  “这是后期的标准程序。” 凯勒奇恩看起来有些不安。“是不是可能—”

  这个联邦雇员的话被诺娃突然冲过来抱住打断了。“谢谢你谢谢你谢谢你谢谢你,凯勒奇恩探员,你不知道这意味着什么,太感谢你了!”

  那个联邦笨拙的拍拍诺娃的背。“嗯,太好了,真的。不要告诉我这是你加入的原因。见鬼,这通常是最大的问题。”

  “为什么?”马库斯问道,带着怒气。“这除了一堆废物一无所有。只有少数人能得到他们想要的,而大多数人一贫如洗。这就是为什么他们都需要hab和turk。他们想忘记。废物,如果有什么办法让我变脑残,我半秒都不会犹豫,我想忘记我这一生。”

  诺娃松开了拥抱;马库斯发现那个探员放松多了。抽涕了一会后,她说,“凯勒奇恩探员,我已经杀了382个人,还感觉了32个人的死,包括我的全家,死在了我的脑中。我可以告诉你他们每个人—所有414个人—包括他们死时脑子里正在想什么。”她越说越大声,最后爆发了。“为什么你认为我会想记得这所有的事?”

  从诺娃的话中马库斯的脊背感到一阵恶寒。他试图想象他的母亲想过什么—他的生母,不是他的父亲后娶的—在他父亲杀了她之后。我想象如果他的父亲知道她的母亲在想什么或许会有些不同。

  也许也不会。该死,他也许会更享受。

  凯勒奇恩点了点头。“很公平。我会叫—”

  诺娃再次蜷缩起来。“有什么不对。”她把手放在头上。“不!”

  接着世界在马库斯周围炸开了。

  (未完)
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      “Flick this noise.” Two-Bit
         lunged at Nova.

She pushed him back with her mind, sending him
head over heels to the back of the lobby.
  “Stay down.” She was practically pleading now.
“If you don’t get up, I won’t hurt you.”
  Poppo, realizing that there was no way for him
to win this, dropped his weapon and held up his
arms. “Yeah, okay. Crap, Fagin ain’t payin’ me
’nough for this.”
  Two-Bit wasn’t as bright as Poppo, and couldn’t
see past the fact that a teenaged curve knocked him
on his ass without even touching him. He got to his
feet and charged again.
  Nova knocked Poppo into him and they both fell
to the floor.
  His anger now palpable, Two-Bit whipped out
his P100 and placed the muzzle right in Poppo’s
ear. “You flickin’ with me, stud? Huh?”
  “I didn’t do nothin’, I swear, Two-Bit, that curve
did it, I’m tellin’ you, I—”
  “Don’t do it!” Nova cried, realizing that Two-Bit
intended to pull the trigger.
  She wasn’t fast enough to stop it.


               


                     




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     introduction



I’m very proud of this book. I’m especially proud of
what it represents. Sometimes, amidst the general
insanity of the video game business, you just have to
latch on to a good idea and follow it wherever it leads.
  The game StarCraft: Ghost, on hiatus as of the time
of this writing, has been in development for almost as
long as the PS2 and other console platforms have
been on store shelves. Designing and building this
game was a pretty crazy process. While there were
many reasons for the game’s development taking as
long as it did, one key design element always stood
out and gave us inspiration to keep pushing onward:
  Ghosts are very, very cool.
  These nearly superhuman agents who stalk unseen
across raging battlefields were a major component of
the StarCraft mythos. Not only were these units fun to
play with, but they seemed to have a certain mystique
that made them stand out amidst all the other (bigger
and more colorful) units in the game—I personally
think it was the stunning voice-work. While we knew that

v i        I N T R O D U C T I O N


a Ghost would make the perfect focal point for a con-
sole game, we were faced with a lot of options about
how to bring our new Ghost character to life.
  A lot of folks thought it would have been cool to use
Sarah Kerrigan, arguably StarCraft’s most famous Ghost,
and have the game focus on her origins. While that
could have been a killer direction (pardon the pun), we
all know how Kerrigan’s story ends. Ultimately, we
decided to create a new character whose origins—and
more importantly, whose destiny—wasn’t yet set in
stone.
  Thus, young Nova was born. Her personality and
visual design were the result of a lot of hard work by a
talented group of people. The spunky, lethal Nova was
one of the first characters we had ever created that
would take center stage in her own game and really
anchor StarCraft: Ghost as a new part of the StarCraft
setting. Needless to say, we were immensely proud of
how she turned out.
  I’m very pleased that we’re finally able to tell her
story and show the world just who this enigmatic
young character is—and what events molded her into
one of the most dangerous assassins in the universe.
  Of course, this take would not have been possible
without the amazing talents of Keith DeCandido.
Keith seemed to have a deep affinity for this charac-
ter, and he not only brought out all the dark, disturb-
ing nuances of Nova’s past—but provided a fresh new
look at the gritty underbelly of the StarCraft setting as
well. I can’t imagine this story in anyone else’s hands.

         I N T R O D U C T I O N       v i i

So, while we might not be seeing StarCraft: Ghost as
a video game anytime soon, we will definitely be fol-
lowing Nova’s continued adventures through novels
just like this one.
Enjoy! I hope y’all dig it!



         Chris Metzen
         Vice President, Creative Development
         Blizzard Entertainment
         May 2006


  To the staff of the
No. 1 Merrion Street Pub
  in Dublin, Ireland,
who kept the pints coming
when I needed them . . .


  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS



As with my Warcraft novel Cycle of Hatred, the most
thanks have to go to Chris Metzen of Blizzard Games.
I’ve worked with dozens of licensors in my career, and
none of them can match Chris’s enthusiasm, energy,
and creativity. The usual thanks also to editor Marco
Palmieri, publisher Scott Shannon, agent Lucienne
Diver, and GraceAnne Andreassi DeCandido, my
ever-reliable first reader.
  A lot of what is done with telepathy in this novel is
influenced by two seminal works of my misspent
youth: X-Men comics, which were a constant compan-
ion throughout my teen years, and the novel The
Demolished Man, which I read as a seventeen-year-old,
and which blew my brain out one ear and stuffed it
back in through my nostrils. So a big tip of the ol’
fedora must go to Chris Claremont and the late Alfred
Bester. Thanks also to fellow StarCraft novelist Jeff
Grubb, from whose Liberty’s Crusade I, uh, borrowed
the news report in Chapter 3.
  Also thanks to the various locales in three different

x i i     A C K N O W L E D G M E N T S


countries where this book was written, including the
Corus Hotel in Glasgow, Scotland; the No. 1 Merrion
Street Pub and the Mont Clare Hotel in Dublin, Ireland;
the Duane/Morwood estate in Grangecon, Ireland; the
Hyatt Regency Atlanta in Georgia; assorted planes,
trains, stations, and airports to and from those places;
and the usual café and Starbucks in New York City, two
locales where a great deal of my writing gets done these
days.
   The usual thanks must go to the Forebearance (for
perpetual encouragement), the Geek Patrol (for the
usual goofiness), the noble folk of CGAG (for helpful
critique), Kyoshi Paul and everyone at the dojo (for
beating my body and spirit into shape), and the
Malibu gang, the Elitist Bastards, the Inkwell After
Hours folks, and the Novelscribes loonies (for all the
wonderful online conversations).
   And finally thanks to them that live with me, both
human and feline, for constant encouragement.

   HISTORIAN’S NOTE



This novel takes place in the three years leading up to
the StarCraft: Ghost game. Much of it is roughly simul-
taneous with the novel StarCraft: Liberty’s Crusade by
Jeff Grubb.


        PROLOGUE



  And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
      Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?
  —William Butler Yeats, “The Second Coming”



AS SOON AS SHE FELT CLIFF NADANER’S MIND,
Nova knew that she could destroy her family’s mur-
derer with but a thought.
  She’d spent days working her way through the
humid jungles of the smallest of the ten continents of
Tyrador VIII. Funny how I tried so hard to avoid this
planet’s twin, and now I wind up here, she had thought
when the drop-pod left her smack in the middle of the
densest part of the jungle—before the rebels had a
chance to lock onto the tiny pod, or so her superiors
on the ship in high orbit insisted. The eighth planet in
orbit of Tyrador was locked in a gravitational dance
with the ninth planet, similar to that of a regular
planet and a moon, but both worlds were of sufficient
size to sustain life. They also both had absurd
extremes of climate, thanks to their proximity to each
other—if Nova were to travel only a few kilometers
south, farther from Tyrador VIII’s equator, the tem-
perature would lower thirty degrees, the humidity

2     K E I T H  R . A . D E C A N D I D O


would all but disappear, and she’d need to adjust her
suit’s temperature control in the other direction.
  For now, though, the formfitting white-with-navy-
blue-trim suit—issued by Director Bick at the Ghost
Academy when her training period had come to an
end—was set to keep her cool, which it did, up to a
point. The suit covered every inch of her flesh save
her head. The circuitry woven throughout the suit’s
fabric might interfere with Nova’s telepathy, and since
her telepathy was pretty much the entire reason why
she was training to become a Ghost, it wouldn’t do to
interfere with that. This suit wasn’t quite the complete
model she would be using when she finished this final
assignment and officially became a Ghost—for one
thing, the circuitry that allowed the suit to go into
stealth mode had yet to be installed. Once that hap-
pened, Nova would be able to move about virtually
undetected—certainly invisible to plain sight and
most passive scans.
  But she wasn’t ready for that yet. First she had to
accomplish this mission.
  The suit’s design meant that sweat dripped into her
eyes and plastered the bangs of her blond hair to her
forehead. The ponytail she kept the rest of her hair in
tugged on her skull like a heavy damp rope hanging
off the back of her head. At least the rest of my body is
comfortable.
  The suit’s stealth mode would probably have been
redundant in this jungle in any case. The flora of
Tyrador VIII was so thick, and the humid air so hazy,

            N O V A             3

she only knew what was a meter in front of her from
the sensor display on the suit’s wrist unit.
  Intelligence Section had told her that Cliff Nadaner
was headquartered somewhere in the jungle on this
planet. They weren’t completely sure where—Nova
had already learned that the first half of IS’s designa-
tion was a misnomer—but they had intercepted sev-
eral communiqués that their cryptographers insisted
used the code tagged for Nadaner.
  In the waning days of the Confederacy, Nadaner
was one of many agitators who spoke out against the
Old Families and the Council and the Confederacy in
general. He was far from the only one who did so.
The most successful, of course, was the leader of the
Sons of Korhal, Arcturus Mengsk—in fact, he was so
successful that he actually did overthrow the Con-
federacy of Man and replaced it with the Terran
Dominion, of which he was now the emperor and
supreme leader. Nadaner did somewhat more poorly
in the field of achieving political change, though he
was very skilled at causing trouble and killing people.
  Days of plowing through the jungle had revealed
nothing. All Nova was picking up was random back-
ground radiation, plus signals from the various satel-
lites in orbit of the planet, holographic signals from
various wild animals that scientists had tagged for
study in their natural habitat, and faint electromag-
netic signatures from the outer reaches of this conti-
nent or one of the other nine more densely populated
ones. All of it matched existing Tyrador VIII records

4     K E I T H   R . A .  D E C A N D I D O


and therefore could be discarded as not belonging to
the rebels. And now she was reading a completely
dead zone about half a kilometer ahead, at the
extreme range of the sensors in her suit. This is starting
to get frustrating.
  She had completely lost track of time. Had it been
four days? Five? Impossible to tell, since this planet’s
fast orbit gave it a shorter day than what she was
accustomed to on Tarsonis, with its twenty-seven-
hour day. She supposed she could have checked the
computer built into her suit, but for some reason she
thought that would be cheating.
  Let’s see, I’ve been eating pretty steadily, more or less on
track for three meals a day, and I’ve gone through fourteen
of the ninety ration packs they gave me, so that makes—
  Then, suddenly, it hit her. A dead zone.
  She adjusted the sensors from passive scan to active
scan. Sure enough, they didn’t pick up a thing—
nothing from the satellites, nothing from the animal
tags, nothing from the cities farther south.
  Nothing at all.
  Nova smiled. She cast her mind outward gently
and surgically—not forcefully and sloppily, the way
she always had back in the Gutter—and sought out
the mind of the man who ordered the death of her
family.
  Nadaner had not actually committed the murder
himself. That was done by a man named Gustavo
McBain, a former welder who was working a con-
struction contract on Mar Sara when the Confederates

             N O V A            5

ordered the destruction of Korhal IV—an action that
killed McBain’s entire family, including his pregnant
wife Daniella, their daughter Natasha, and their
unborn son. McBain had sworn that the Confederacy
of Man would pay for that action. However, instead of
joining Mengsk—himself the child of a victim of
Korhal IV’s bombardment with nuclear weapons—he
hooked up with Cliff Nadaner’s merry band of agita-
tors.
  Nova learned all that when she killed McBain.
Telepathy made it impossible for a killer not to know
her victim intimately. McBain’s last thoughts were of
Daniella, Natasha, and his never-named son.
  Now, three years later, having come to the end of
her Ghost training, her “graduation” assignment,
which came from Emperor Mengsk himself, was to be
dropped in the middle of Tyrador VIII’s jungle and to
seek, locate, and destroy the rest of Nadaner’s group.
Mengsk had even less patience for rebel groups than
the government his own rebel group had overthrown.
  Within five minutes, she found the thoughts she
was looking for. It wasn’t hard, once she had a general
location to focus on, especially since they were the
first higher-order thoughts she’d come across since
the drop-pod opened up and disintegrated. (Couldn’t
risk Dominion tech getting into the wrong hands,
after all. If she completed her mission, they’d send a
ship to extract her, since then they could land a ship
without risk, as Nadaner’s people would be dead. If
she didn’t complete it, she’d be dead, and her suit was

6     K E I T H  R . A .  D E C A N D I D O


designed to do to her what was done to the drop-pod
if her lifesigns ceased. Couldn’t risk Dominion
telepaths getting into the wrong hands, either, dead or
alive.)
  It was Nadaner and a dozen of his associates, but
their thoughts were focused on Nadaner—those that
were focused at all. The man himself was chanting
something. No, singing. He was singing a song, and
half his people were drunk, no doubt secure in the
knowledge that no one would find them in their jun-
gle location, with its dampening field blocking any
signals. It probably never occurred to them that an
absence of signals would be just as big a signpost.
  Complacent people are easier to kill, she thought, par-
rotting back one of Sergeant Hartley’s innumerable
one-sentence life lessons.
  She was to kill them from a distance, using tele-
pathy. Yes, her training was complete, and she should
have been able to take down Nadaner and his people
physically with little difficulty—especially since half of
them were three sheets to the wind—but that wasn’t
her assignment.
  The mission was to get close enough to feel their
minds clearly and then kill them psionically.
  For the next two hours, Nova ran through the jun-
gle, getting closer to her goal. After her “graduation,”
the suit would be able to increase her speed, allowing
her to run this same distance in a quarter of the time,
but that circuitry hadn’t been installed, either.
  The hell with the mission. That slike ordered McBain and

              N O V A             7

the rest of his little gang of killers to murder my family. I
want to see his face when I kill him.
  Soon, she reached the dead zone. She could hear
Nadaner’s thoughts as clearly as if he’d been whisper-
ing in her ear. He’d finished singing and was now
telling a story of one of his exploits in the Confederate
Marines before he got fed up, quit, and started his
revolution, a story that Nova knew was about ninety
percent fabrication. He had been in the Marines, and
he had been on Antiga Prime once, but that was
where his story’s intersection with reality ended.
  With just one thought, she could kill him. End him
right there. You don’t need to see his face, you can feel his
mind! You’ll know he’s dead with far more surety than if
you just saw him, his eyes rolling up in his head, blood leak-
ing out of his eyes and ears and nose from the brain hemor-
rhaging. And it’s not like you haven’t done it before. Kill
him now.
  Suddenly, she realized what day it was. Fourteen
packs, which means the better part of three days.
  Which means today’s my eighteenth birthday.
  It’s been three years to the day since Daddy told me I was
coming to this very star system.
  She shook her head, even as Nadaner finished this
story and started another one, which held even less
truth than the first. A tear ran slowly down Nova’s
cheek.
  It was such a good party, too. . . .


     PART ONE



  Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
  Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.
—William Butler Yeats, “The Second Coming”


        chapter 1




CONSTANTINO TERRA HAD LONG SINCE GIVEN UP
throwing surprise parties for his daughter. She always
knew they were coming and ruined the surprise. In
retrospect, he thought, that should’ve been the first clue.
But other evidence had also presented itself, and soon
Constantino realized that his darling Nova was a
telepath.
  Were he someone else, Constantino would have
been forced to give in to the inevitable and turn his
daughter over to the military for proper training. But
the Terras were one of the Old Families, descended
from the commanders of the original colony ships that
had brought humanity to this part of space from Earth
generations ago. The Old Families did not turn their
daughters over to anyone they didn’t want to.
  Her mother agreed. There was little else that
Constantino and Annabella Terra agreed upon, not
that they needed to agree on anything save that they
remain married. Like most Old Family marriages,

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theirs was based on financial expediency, a union of
two fortunes that would work better together than
apart, and would also produce worthy heirs. Those
heirs were created by an injection of Constantino’s
seed into Bella’s body, thus saving him the distasteful
task of sleeping with the wretched woman. He had his
mistress for that, just as she had her jig, as was proper.
Constantino had heard whispers among the servants
that Bella was growing tired of her jig and seeking out
other household employees for her sexual sport. But
then, he’d also gotten word of similar rumors regard-
ing him and his beloved Eleftheria, and he would
never betray her trust. The mistress-husband bond—
and the jig-wife bond, for that matter—was far too
strong and important to the household for him to
consider sundering it.
  Instead of his daughter’s spending her fifteenth
birthday in some government facility being trained to
use her psionic talents as a tool against the alien
threats the Confederacy now faced, she was instead
being thrown the finest party since . . . well, since the
last time one of the Old Families’ children had a birth-
day. It was a competition, in many ways, with each
family throwing a more and more outlandish celebra-
tion to prove that they loved their children the most.
  As a result, the domed roof of the penthouse atop
the Terra Skyscraper was decked out as never before.
The dome had been polarized to provide an optimum
view of the city of Tarsonis without interference from
the sun. (The Terra family’s building was one of the

             N O V A             1 3

few that had a virtually unobstructed view, matched
only by that of Kusinis Tower and, of course, the
Universal News Network Building.) A massive chan-
delier, six meters wide, hung in midair atop the dome,
supported by state-of-the-art antigrav units guaran-
teed not to fail. (The guarantee was that Constantino
would drive the manufacturer to complete ruin if it
did fail.) Food from all across the Confederacy was
laid out, as expected, but he actually managed to get
his hands on Antigan buffalo meat and a limited sup-
ply of Saran pepper slices. The price for the latter two
items was higher than the aggregate salaries of any
ten of Constantino’s employees, but it was worth it for
his little girl.
  All the important people were there—at least three
representatives from each Old Family on Tarsonis, and
a few from offworld—and UNN had dutifully sent all its
gossip reporters, and even one of its news reporters, a
woman named Mara Greskin. Constantino smiled at
her presence. She must have cracked off somebody to get
assigned to cover a birthday party. Usually such occasions
were fodder only for gossip columns; news reporters
considererd such assignments beneath them, which
was why Greskin simply had to have annoyed some-
body important—or gotten in UNN editor-in-chief
Handy Anderson’s doghouse.
  Then again, if they’re covering this, it means one less
paranoid story about how aliens are going to wipe us out. It
seemed all UNN was talking about these days were
the horrors in the Sara system and the emergence of a

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strange alien threat. Constantino knew more than
UNN did, of course—for example, that there were, in
fact, two alien species fighting a war that the human
race got caught in the middle of—which only made
him worry more, especially since Arcturus Mengsk
and his band of butchers in the Sons of Korhal were
using the invasion as a propaganda tool to stir upris-
ings on planets from here to Antiga Prime.
  In the face of all this, Constantino threw a party. It
was, after all, his daughter’s birthday, and he was
damned if he’d let Mengsk or alien scum distract him
from that.
  Nova was becoming a woman. According to the
girl’s nurse, she had started what the nurse insisted on
calling “her monthly time”—as if Constantino wasn’t
familiar with the female anatomy and its functions—
and she had started to develop a woman’s chest. Soon,
the prepubescent disdain for the opposite sex would
give way to hormonal imperatives. Which means an
endless array of unsuitable suitors for my little girl.
  In truth, Constantino was looking forward to it.
There was nothing quite so satisfying as watching a
young man trying desperately to impress one of the
most powerful men in the Confederacy and failing
miserably, that failure compounded by Constantino’s
holding him to an impossible standard. He’d already
gone through it with Nova’s older sister, Clara—now
engaged to young Milo Kusinis—and was looking for-
ward to it again with Nova.
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wearing a beautiful pink dress that had a ruffled neck,
the white ruffles opening like a flower beneath her
chin, a formfitting top, and a huge hoopskirt that
extended outward half a meter in all directions and
came to the floor. She walked with such grace and
ease that the skirt’s hiding of her feet made it seem as
if she were floating when she walked. (Other girls
achieved the same effect by attaching gliders to their
shoes, unseen under the skirt’s voluminous mass, but
Nova, the darling girl, had always felt that to be cheat-
ing.) She wore very little makeup, simply enough to
highlight her green eyes; her smooth skin needed no
cosmetic enhancements, and so far the ravages of
adolescence had not blemished her visage.
  Her normally straight blond hair had been curled
for the occasion and piled atop her head elegantly.
Constantino made a mental note to apologize to
Rebeka. He had doubted the hairdresser’s word when
she said Nova would look marvelous with curls; he
should have known better after all these years. After
all, Rebeka had made even Bella look presentable on
more than one occasion.
  All around them, the partygoers were partaking of
the food on the tables, the servants ably refilling any
plates that were in danger of emptying. The punch
bowl remained three-quarters full no matter how
much of it was imbibed—and, it seemed, old Garth
Duke was determined to imbibe most of it himself;
Constantino made a mental note to have Boris keep
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and the empty glasses and plates were whisked away.
As ever, Constantino had the most efficient servants.
If he ever had an inefficient one, he didn’t have one
for long.
  There were those who expressed confusion at his
employing of human servants—most of whom were
members of the younger, newer rich, the so-called
bootstrappers who had made their fortune during the
boom a decade earlier. Robots, they pointed out, were
more efficient, and you only had to pay for them
once. Constantino generally just smiled and said he
was old-fashioned, but the truth was, he owned Servo
Servants, the largest robotics company in Confederate
space, and he knew that you paid for them a lot more
than once. Planned obsolescence and sufficiently inef-
ficient mechanisms that required regular repairs were
what kept SS in business.
  Besides, he preferred to keep people employed. The
more he employed, the fewer were infesting the bow-
els of the Gutter.
  Nova glided over to him. “Daddy, you’re always
going on about how wonderful the servants are—but
you never let them partake.”
  “I beg your pardon?” Naturally, if he was thinking
about the servants, Nova would know that, even if
only subconsciously.
  “They’re people too, Daddy—and they work so
hard. Don’t you think they deserve some of this fan-
tastic Antigan buffalo a lot more than, say, him?”
  She pointed over at Garth Duke, who had appar-

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ently decided that the punch bowl was a wading pool,
and was taking off his boots. Constantino looked
around, but Boris was already making a beeline
before Garth could make a scene. Or, rather, more of
one.
  “Well?”
  Turning back to look at his daughter, he found
himself unable to resist her pleading green eyes. It
wasn’t the first time she had begged an indulgence for
the servants, and she usually got what she asked for—
a weakness of her father’s that she hadn’t taken
nearly as much advantage of as she might have.
Eleftheria said once that her telepathy probably
allowed her to think of the servants as people rather
than servants, since they had thoughts just like every-
one else.
  Nova herself didn’t know this, of course. She sim-
ply imagined herself to be a very perceptive young
woman.
  He reached across to cup her cheek in his hand.
“My darling girl—you know I can deny you nothing.”
He turned around and activated the mic built into the
top button of his suit jacket.
  Amplifiers placed discreetly throughout the room
carried his voice over the partygoing din. “May I have
everyone’s attention, please?” As the room started to
slowly quiet down, he grabbed two glasses of wine off
the tray of a passing server and handed one to his
daughter. “Today is the fifteenth birthday of my beau-
tiful daughter, November Annabella Terra. She is the

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last of our children to reach that age, and indeed the
last of our children.” He tipped his glass toward where
Bella stood, her arm in that of her jig, and she was
kind enough to return the gesture and provide an
almost-genuine smile. “But being younger than her
sister Clara or her brother Zebediah does not make
her inferior or any less loved. Indeed, the day she was
born was one of the four happiest days of my life, the
other three being when her siblings were born—and,
of course, when Continental went out of business,
granting me a monopoly on holocams.”
  Ripples of laughter at the admittedly mediocre joke
spread throughout the room. Nova just glared at her
father, apparently not appreciating the humor. Or
maybe she just didn’t like it when Constantino used
her full name.
  “In any case, because that day made me so happy,
it pleases me more than I can say that all you good
people are here today to celebrate that day’s anniver-
sary. So I ask you all to raise your glasses and wish my
darling Nova a happy birthday.”
  Everyone in the room did so, and the words were
spoken raggedly throughout. Nova smiled and her
cheeks flushed.
  After everyone had drunk, Nova looked at Con-
stantino and said, “Daddy!”
  “Of course, my dear. And now, I’d like to ask
everyone to please step back from the food and drink
tables for a time. My household servants have worked
hard for weeks to get this party ready, and have

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worked even harder to keep things running smoothly
now that it’s begun. So as a reward and to show my
great appreciation, I invite all the servants to come
forward and partake of this magnificent spread.”
  Several chuckles spread throughout, and a smatter-
ing of applause. Constantino noticed that most of the
patrons were less amused. In particular, Bella looked
like someone had poisoned her drink. And many of
the patrons looked unhappy at having to move aside
for servants.
  Nova, however, beamed at him with a radiant
smile. Turning around, he saw that Eleftheria was
favoring him with a similar smile. Those were the
only two reactions Constantino cared about.
  A moment later, Zeb came sidling up to his father.
“Dad, did you have to use my full name?”
  Nova rolled her eyes. “Don’t be such a baby, Zeb.”
  “Oh, that’s funny. I suppose you liked him calling
you ‘November,’ huh, little sister?”
  “I’m fifteen years old, and I’m taller than you.”
  Constantino chuckled again. “He’s got you there,
son.” Nova was already taller than both her siblings,
and almost as tall as her father, and he doubted she
was done growing yet.
  Zeb shrugged it off. “That’s just the clothes.”
  “You just keep telling yourself that, ‘big’ brother.”
  “Mr. Terra!”
  Constantino whirled around to see Lia Emmanuel.
Constantino himself was the president of every one of
Terra’s business ventures, with the individual day-to-

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day left to assorted vice presidents. Lia was the vice
president in charge of the vice presidents, as it were,
and Constantino counted on her as his right hand in
all matters relating to his many and varied businesses.
  She was dressed in the same suit she always wore.
Lia had twelve identical suits, and wore a different
one each day, laundering them when time permitted
or when twelve days passed, whichever came first.
Constantino doubted she owned any other clothes—
which was a pity, as she was the only one in the room
in business attire. Everyone else was wearing a much
more celebratory brand of formalwear.
  Moving away from the sibling argument—which
would probably keep going for at least another five to
ten minutes—Constantino approached his vice presi-
dent. “Lia—haven’t seen you all night. Where’ve
you—?”
  “Sir, I’m sorry, we need to talk.” Lia stared at him
intently with her piercing brown eyes. Her curly
brown hair was tied sloppily atop her head, as if she
just wanted to get it out of her way as quickly as pos-
sible. “In private.”
  Constantino sighed. “Why didn’t you simply call me?”
  Lia’s stare intensified into a glare. “Because you
turned your fone off and left it in your bedroom, sir.”
  “Imagine that,” Constantino said dryly. “You’d
think I was throwing a party that I didn’t want inter-
rupted by business.”
  Now Lia winced. “I’m sorry, sir, truly, and I wouldn’t
have interrupted Nova’s party normally, but—”

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  Again, Constantino sighed. It was true, Lia would
never have been so gauche as to have business
intrude upon family like this unless it was urgent. “All
right, all right, what is it?”
  “Rebels, sir. They’ve attacked and destroyed the
plant in Palombo Valley.”
  Constantino blinked. “Destroyed? The entire plant?”
  “Effectively, sir. I believe some of the structure is
still intact, but the plant is functionally useless at pres-
ent. This will set back production of the 878 and 901
hovercars and especially the 428 hoverbikes by—”
  Waving it off, Constantino said, “I don’t care about
that right now, Lia—how many people—?”
  “The entire night shift, sir. The ID tag scans of the
wreckage matches all but three of the night-shift
employees, and of those three, one was on vacation
and the other two called in sick. Everyone else is
dead. DNA verification will take another hour, but
we’re pretty sure—”
  “I want all three of them investigated—find out if
they’re collaborators.” Constantino let out a breath
through his teeth, trying to rein in his temper. It
wouldn’t do to cause a scene here, especially with so
much of his competition present.
  “That’s already under way, sir. The attack was such
that it had to be an inside job. The bombs used were
very specifically targeted to the areas of the plant that
either would be most densely populated during the
night shift or would have the equipment that would
be most expensive to replace.”

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  Knowing this was a stupid question—who else
would do this sort of thing, after all?—Constantino
nonetheless had to ask, “We’re sure it’s rebels?”
  Lia nodded. “Completely sure, sir. Mengsk did one
of his pirate broadcasts at the same time as the attack,
condemning the Old Families in general and you in
particular as symptomatic of the decay that has
gripped—”
  Again, he interrupted, not caring about Mengsk’s
propaganda. “All right, fine. Keep on it, and prepare a
full report. I’ll read it when the party’s over.” He
sighed. “Dammit. This was a good evening, too.”
  “Sir, the news gets worse. I’ve run the financials
and—well, you can either rebuild the plant or you
can give bereavement pay to the families of the vic-
tims. You can’t do both.”
  “Then we’ll put off rebuilding the plant,”
Constantino said without hesitation, “we—”
  “Sir, we were counting on that plant to produce
enough vehicles, especially the 428s, to counteract
last year’s falloff.”
  Sales of most Terra products had flattened out of
late, due in part to an economic downturn, in part to
fear of rebel and/or alien attacks driving down con-
sumer spending. The one exception to this was the
428 model of hoverbike, which was incredibly popu-
lar among both children and younger adults.
  Lia continued: “We can stave off maybe a few
months, but we have to get that plant back up and run-
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he knew that without that plant, our ability to get back
into the black will be next to impossible without—”
  “Without screwing over the families of the victims
of his attack.” Constantino shook his head. “That
slike. If we don’t rebuild, we start falling apart. If we
do rebuild, we give him more fodder for his crap
about how we exploit the workers.” He had to resist
the urge to spit. “Dammit. All right, Lia, thanks.”
  “Sir, I’m afraid—”
  “I’m not going to make a decision about that now.”
  “Sir, that’s not what I need to tell you about.
There’s more bad news—the Protoss have wiped out
Mar Sara. The Confederacy managed to pull back, but
I’m not sure how many got out alive.”
  Constantino shook his head. He knew the experi-
ments being done on the Zerg they’d captured in the
Sara system would come back to haunt them all.
They’d already wiped out Chau Sara, and now Mar
Sara had gone the same way. And who knew where
these Protoss slikes would stop?
  “Thank you, Lia. We’ll talk after the party, all right?”
  “Yes, sir.” She turned on her heel and headed for
the lift.
  Looking down at his left hand, Constantino saw
that he still had the glass of wine in it. Aside from the
sip he took for Nova’s toast, he hadn’t touched it. Now
he swallowed it all in one gulp.
  Eleftheria intercepted him on his way back to Nova
and Zeb. As was often the case with mistresses,
Eleftheria was the opposite of Constantino’s wife.

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Where Bella was a short, stout brunette with olive
skin and an hourglass figure, Eleftheria was a tall,
slim, willowy redhead with pale skin.
  “That was Lia. She came late, talked to you for two
seconds, then immediately left. That usually adds up
to bad news.”
  “No flies on you, m’dear.” He chuckled without
mirth. Eleftheria had always been observant. He told
her only about what happened to the Palombo plant;
he couldn’t tell her about the Protoss. That was some-
thing she wasn’t cleared to be aware of, much as it
pained him to keep anything from her.
  Eleftheria’s already-pale face grew paler. “My God,
that’s awful. How could they do that?”
  “Apparently, we all have to pay for the sins of the
Council’s idiotic decisions.” Constantino had been
the loudest among those arguing furiously against
the bombing of Korhal IV as too extreme a solution,
but many of the Old Families took the Council’s
side—as well as that of the military—in believing
that extreme problems demanded extreme solutions.
  Except that Constantino and his allies had been
correct. Korhal IV had backfired rather spectacularly,
turning public opinion further away from the
Confederacy. And the bombing gave rise to Mengsk
and his band of butchers, not to mention dozens of
other smaller rebellious groups who didn’t have
Mengsk’s profile, but were irritants just the same.
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civilly to each other. Lia said it was an inside job. Maybe
one of the three who were out. Maybe one of the corpses in
the plant, willing to be a martyr for Mengsk’s cause.
  “What are you thinking?” Eleftheria asked.
  “That we’re going ahead with the plan.” He put
down the empty wineglass and grabbed a full one
from a passing server.
  His mistress’s eyes went wide. “I thought you
said—”
  “I said I was considering abandoning it, but this
attack makes it imperative.” Not to mention what just
happened in the Sara system. “If they can get someone
inside the plant, they can get someone inside this
household.” He smiled grimly. “Security’s a lot more
stringent for my businesses than it is for my home,
I’m afraid.” He took a sip of the wine. This was an
inferior vintage to the previous one. We must have run
out of the ’09. This tastes like the ’07. As he recalled, the
grape crop on Halcyon was awful that year. He made
a mental note to ask the wine steward why they had
any of that vintage in the wine rack at all.
  Eleftheria asked, “But if one of the household staff
was untrustworthy, Nova would know, wouldn’t
she?”
  “Not necessarily. She’s not trained, she doesn’t
know what to look for.” And whose fault is that? a little
voice in his head asked, but Constantino tamped it
down. The only way to get that training was to lose
his daughter altogether, and that he would not do—

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not to the very same imbeciles who nuked Korhal IV
and started this entire nonsense.
  “When are you going to tell her?” Eleftheria asked.
  “After the party. Let her have a good time
tonight—then I’ll tell her that she’s going to have to
go offworld for a while.”

         chapter 2




NOVA DIDN’T REALIZE THAT SHE HAD BEEN
ignoring Zeb for several seconds until her older
brother asked, “Uh, Sis, you okay?”
  “Hm?” Nova turned toward her brother, who
somehow managed to look rumpled and disheveled in
an immaculately pressed tuxedo, despite the fact that
it was cut to his measurements down to the millime-
ter. He held a plateful of Antigan buffalo in one hand
while shoveling said meat into his mouth with the
other. “Sorry, Zeb, I was just worried about Daddy.
He’s upset.”
  “How can he be upset?” Zeb asked through a full
mouth and while chewing, a thoroughly revolting
sight. “It’s a great party.”
  “Don’t talk with your mouth full,” Nova said auto-
matically, knowing it was a lost cause. Zeb could
speak as properly as the next scion of the Old
Families, could hold his own in a conversation about
business with Daddy—good thing, since he was in line

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to take over the Terra businesses after Daddy retired
or passed on—and could perfectly dance every step he
was likely to have to know at any social function, but
he was constitutionally incapable of eating neatly or
of refraining from speaking while doing so.
  Zeb swallowed and turned to follow Nova’s gaze.
“Yeah, he does look kinda off.”
  Nova hadn’t noticed how he looked, really. She
could just feel that Daddy was annoyed about some-
thing. For as long as Nova could remember, she’d
always had a gift for knowing how people around her
were feeling. In fact, it had come as something of a
shock to her when she was seven years old and was
told by her mother that other people weren’t as
empathic as she—which was also when she learned
the word ‘’empathic.” Mommy always said that it was
because she was such a sensitive child, and that it
meant she would make an excellent mother someday.
That always made Nova happy to hear; she loved both
her parents more than anything in the world, and she
hoped to be half as good at parenting as they.
  She walked over to her father, Zeb trailing behind,
stuffing the last of the meat into his mouth. Now that
she looked at him as he chatted with Eleftheria, Nova
could see how even Zeb would notice he was upset.
Daddy’s broad shoulders were slumped, his sandy hair
was slightly mussed from running his hand through
it—which he did unconsciously, and only when he
was distressed—and he periodically tugged on the
edges of his thick mustache.

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  Nova asked, “What’s wrong, Daddy?”
  Her father put a smile on his face, but Nova could
still feel the worry emanating from him, and
Eleftheria as well. “Nothing you need to worry about,
my darling girl. Just some business problem.”
  Now Nova glared at him. “Daddy, you promised
you wouldn’t have any business at this party!”
  “It was brief, my dear, and unintentional.”
  Eleftheria added, “And the nasty young woman
who brought it in here has been summarily dismissed
so we can get on with your party.”
  “Good.” Zeb seemed to think that was that.
  But Nova knew better. “Daddy, what is it?”
  “It’s nothing that can’t wait until after the party,
Nova. Now, you enjoy yourself, and we’ll talk later, all
right?”
  “What’s all this rubbish about servants eating the
food? A damned nuisance, if you ask me.”
  Nova whirled around to see a sea of patrons parting to
allow the hoverchair containing the one-hundred-and-
fifty-year-old Andrea Tygore to approach the food tables.
Andrea was the matriarch of the Tygore family, and the
most formidable presence among the Old Families, a
group laden with formidable presences. She had proba-
bly just arrived, and therefore missed Daddy’s toast.
Andrea was often late to such occasions, as she preferred
to make a grand entrance when everyone else was
already present. Nova had always gotten along with
Andrea better than the other children, probably because
Nova was the only one who wasn’t afraid of her.

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  “Excuse me, my darling girl,” Daddy said. “I had
best pay my respects to Andrea.” He spoke the words
with a dread finality.
  “Don’t worry, Daddy,” she whispered, then spoke
aloud to the old woman: “The servants are eating
from the food at my request, Ms. Tygore. After all the
work they’ve done, I feel it’s a just reward, don’t
you?”
  “Balderdash. They’re servants—work is what
they’re supposed to do.” She looked up at Daddy.
“Honestly, Tino, what are you teaching this girl?”
  Wincing at the use of the nickname—which only
she could get away with using—Daddy said, “My
youngest daughter has a mind of her own, Andrea—a
trait I would think you’d appreciate.”
  “To a degree, I suppose.” She looked back at Nova.
“You’re growing into a fine young woman, November.”
  She was also the only person outside her family
who ever called Nova by her full first name, which
she hated—though she deflected Zeb’s comment ear-
lier, she hated her full name as much as her brother
did his—but she could no more correct Andrea than
Daddy could. “Thank you, ma’am.”
  “But be careful. Your lessers are just that—your
lessers. You treat them with anything other than the
contempt they so richly deserve, and they’ll turn on
you. How do you think those awful rebels have got-
ten so pervasive? Nonsense like that, it’ll be the death
of us all.” She looked back at Daddy. “I understand
they attacked one of your hoverbike plants tonight.”

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   Nova turned and looked in shock at Daddy. “Is that
true?”
   Letting out a long sigh, Daddy glared at Andrea.
“I’m afraid so.”
   “Filthy rebels.” Andrea shook her head. “We
should find them and bomb them, like we did on
Korhal.”
   “But isn’t that what caused the rebels to start up in
the first place?” Zeb asked.
   Andrea made a tch noise. “Don’t be an idiot, boy—
it was that Mengsk person that started up the rebels.
Korhal’s just an excuse for the likes of him. Tino, fetch
me some of that buffalo meat.”
   Daddy raised an eyebrow. “Are you sure you
should be—”
   Waggling a finger at him, Andrea said, “Don’t go
lecturing me, Tino. Bad enough I have to listen to that
garbage from my doctors. I’m a hundred and fifty
years old—I can eat what I damn well please, and if it
kills me, fine. A life without buffalo meat isn’t a life
worth living, if you ask me. Now fetch me some, then
follow me. There’s someone I want you to meet.”
   Nova couldn’t help but smile at the helpless look
on her father’s face as he let Andrea lead him on. She
looked around for Eleftheria, but she had wandered
off without Nova’s noticing, distracted as she was by
Andrea. Nova was disappointed, as she had wanted to
talk to Eleftheria a bit about what was bothering her
father. One of the many advantages to there being a
jig and a mistress was that one could speak to them as

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both parent and confidant—they were especially good
for gauging the moods of the parents, while acting as
a sounding board for the child. Maybe I can talk to her
later, before Daddy has the talk he promised.
  “Hi, Nova.”
  Nova turned around to see Morgan Calabas walk-
ing up to her. He was wearing a tuxedo of the same
design as Zeb’s, but on him it fit perfectly. His dark
hair was neatly slicked back, and the money his par-
ents had spent on skin modification had paid off, as he
no longer showed any signs of the acne that had
plagued him a year earlier.
  “I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday.” He
raised a wineglass to her.
  Ever polite, Nova said, “Thank you, Morgan.”
  “I was wondering—the d’Arbanvilles are having
their ball next month, and I was wondering if I could
escort you there.”
  Not if we were the last two humans in the Confederacy.
However, her training kept her from saying it aloud,
and she substituted instead the words, “I’m honored
by the offer, Morgan, truly—I will consider it and get
back to you.”
  Morgan flushed with enjoyment, but Nova knew
that his interest was not in her company—especially
given that his eyes strayed more toward her chest
than her face. “Thank you, Nova. I hope you consider
me a suitable escort.”
  Under no circumstances. “You’re welcome, Morgan.”

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  And then she heard him say, I’ll get under that skirt
in no time flat.
  Nova went pale. She’d heard Morgan say the
words, as clearly as he’d said he hoped she’d consent
to be his escort, but his lips hadn’t moved.
  Morgan walked away before she could respond.
  Zeb snorted. “You shouldn’t lead him on like that.”
  “Hm?” She turned to look at Zeb. “What do you
mean?” She hadn’t been paying attention to her
brother, as she was far more worried about what had
just happened. Being sensitive to how others felt was
one thing, but she’d never been able to hear what
someone was thinking before.
  “Please, Sis, you can’t stand that guy. And I don’t
blame you—nobody can stand him. If he wasn’t
Arturro Calabas’s oldest son, nobody’d give him the
time of day.” Zeb grinned as he grabbed a small plate
of fish bits off a passing steward’s tray. “I heard he
may not even be at that ball anyhow—Charlie Quinn
says Old Man Calabas is sending Morgan off to
Tyrador IX.”
  That surprised Nova. “What for?”
  “Well, Charlie said he thinks it’s to some kinda
reeducation camp, and that some other people are
sending their kids there, but I’m not sure I believe
that.”
  “Why not?”
  Zeb grinned. “ ’Cause Charlie said it. Charlie usu-
ally hears all the good gossip, but he always gets stuff

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wrong.” He popped a fish slice into his mouth, then
asked, “So who are you going to the ball with?”
  Too embarrassed to say that no one was, she
instead asked, “Who’re you going with?”
  Nova immediately knew Zeb was lying when he
said, “I haven’t decided yet.”
  “You mean you haven’t worked up the courage to
ask Thérèse yet.”
  Gently hitting her on the arm, he said, “That’s a
dirty lie!”
  Nova just stared at him.
  “Yeah, okay, I haven’t asked her yet.”
  “If you wait too long, somebody else will.”
  Zeb chuckled. “Maybe Morgan will.”
  Sighing, Nova said, “I should be so lucky. He’s only
interested in the fact that my chest is twice the size it
was six months ago and in getting under my skirt.”
  “Maybe you should stop stuffing balloons under
your blouse.”
  Now it was her turn to hit him. “Take that back!”
  “Actually,” Zeb said as he stuffed more fish in his
mouth and talked over it, “Charlie said that Amelie
Tygore did do that.”
  Nova’s eyes widened. “Really?”
  “Well, it likely wasn’t balloons—she probably just
programmed her tailor to make the chest extra big or
something.”
  Shaking her head, Nova said, “Well, she always
complained that the boys never noticed her. Maybe
she got tired of waiting.”

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  Suddenly, as it had during the toast, her father’s
voice rang out over the speakers. “Ladies and gentle-
men—the dessert!”
  Three of the servants then brought in a huge cake.
Nova couldn’t help but grin. She had spent an hour
with Mommy and the cook going over precisely what
she wanted in a cake. It had to have a lot of chocolate,
and framberries from Halcyon, and ice cream, and
frosting from Olaf’s in downtown Tarsonis.
  Based on the huge four-layer confection that took
three servants to wheel in, the kitchen staff had suc-
ceeded in bringing these elements together—a feeling
that was confirmed when Mommy and her jig,
Edward, came over.
  “It’s just what you asked for, precious,” Mommy
said.
  “Even the framberries?” Nova remembered Mr.
Sim, the kitchen staff supervisor, blanching when she
mentioned framberries, which wouldn’t be in season
for another nine months.
  Mommy smiled. “Even the framberries.”
  Nova put aside her distress about what was hap-
pening with Daddy, her revulsion at Morgan, and her
confusion at hearing Morgan’s thoughts, and followed
the cart to the dessert table, where she would receive
the honor of being served the first piece of the birth-
day cake she had designed.

       chapter 3




BELLA TERRA WENT STORMING TOWARD HER
husband’s bedroom. It had been a long time since she
had been this angry, and to have it happen tonight
made it all the more galling.
Being married to that overbearing ass had been
agonizing enough, but at least he was usually good
enough to stick to his proper duties. This, however,
was beyond the pale.
The door recognized her and slid open to allow her
ingress. Bella was grateful that he hadn’t put a privacy
seal on the door, which would have ruined Bella’s
grand entrance—though it also meant she wasn’t
interrupting a private moment between Constantino
and Eleftheria, something she always derived sadistic
pleasure out of, mainly because of the irritated look
he got on his face. (It never seemed to bother
Eleftheria, who was actually much easier to deal with
than most mistresses. Bella got along with her better

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than she did her own jig, truth be told, as Edward was
something of a cold fish much of the time.)
  At first, when she entered, she thought Constantino
had company, but then she realized that the second
person in the room besides its primary occupant was
the holographically projected body of a UNN reporter
whose name Bella couldn’t remember; behind him
was a panoramic, if generic-looking, view of Antiga
Prime. Mercifully, Eleftheria was nowhere to be found.
While Bella generally liked her husband’s mistress, she
often tried to mediate between them, and Bella simply
wasn’t in the mood for that right now. She just wanted
to yell at Constantino directly.
  The holograph was in mid-sentence: “—earned that
Mengsk and the Sons of Korhal are in control of powerful
mind-control drugs, which they have been using freely on
the populace. Hundreds have died as a result of interdimen-
sional spraying, which can only be described as chemical
attacks against innocent citizens. Others have been warped
into strange mutagenic shapes as a result of the side effects of
these drugs. Mengsk sent a sabo—”
  Noticing Bella’s entrance, Constantino touched a
button on the nightstand, which paused the reporter,
leaving him with his eyes closed and his lips comically
pursed. Bella thought he came across more intelligent
this way.
  “Bella—what can I do for you?” Constantino asked.
He was in the process of removing his tuxedo.
  “What in the hell are you playing at?”

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  His nostrils flared, making him look like a particu-
larly idiotic horse. “I beg your pardon?”
  “Beg all you want, you won’t get it. How dare
you?”
  “Bella, I haven’t the foggiest idea what you’re car-
rying on about, but—”
  “Nova just came crying to my room, you jackass. I
don’t ever remember seeing her cry before—or at least
not since she was an infant—but I can’t blame her for
doing it now. She’s a fifteen-year-old girl who just got
told by her father that she’s being sent for reeducation
on some godforsaken rock in Tyrador!”
  Constantino’s green eyes—which he had passed on
to his daughter—widened and his mouth hung agape,
making him look like an especially confused fish. She
wondered if he’d work his way through the entire
animal kingdom before this conversation ended.
“Reeducation? That’s the most ridiculous thing I ever
heard.”
  That brought Bella up short. “You mean you’re not
sending her to Tyrador?”
  “Of course I am, but it has nothing to do with any
kind of reeducation. Where could she have gotten
such a notion?”
  Bella’s fury returned a hundredfold. She couldn’t
believe he’d spoiled what had been a glorious evening
for Nova like this. “And when were you planning to
inform me of this momentous decision regarding my
daughter, precisely?”
  “She’s my daughter too, Bella, and—”

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  “You didn’t sneak off and get a sex change behind
my back, did you? I only ask because you may have
mistaken your role for that of the head of the house-
hold. Besides, it’s an honest mistake to make, since
you seem to have lost your testicular fortitude.”
  Now Constantino rolled his eyes. “Very droll, my
dear, very droll, but this is a necessary step. It’s not
safe on Tarsonis. The hovercraft plant was attacked
last night.”
  Again, Bella found herself brought up short.
“Rebels?” she asked in a much quieter tone.
  “Yes.”
  “How many—how many died?”
  “Almost the entire night shift.”
  For what seemed like the millionth time, she
cursed Arcturus Mengsk and his band of murdering
scum. She swore that if she ever saw him . . . well, if
they were ever in the same room, he’d probably have
her shot, but she’d do her best to try to kill him first.
A forlorn hope, but one she had kept burning in her
gut ever since that rabble-rouser first started causing
his unrest.
  “And then there’s the aliens.”
  Bella rolled her eyes. “Please don’t tell me you
believe that nonsense on UNN. Mind-control drugs?”
  Constantino smiled wryly. “Oh, UNN’s reports bear
only a passing resemblance to reality.” He touched the
control on the end table, and the reporter started up
again.
  “—teur aboard the Norad II and exposed the crew to a

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virulent toxin. The result was the recent crash of that ship.
Agents of the Sons of Korhal captured those affected by the
mind-control drugs, and left the rest to die at the hands of
their Zerg allies. I believe that General Edmund Duke, scion
of the Duke Family of Tarsonis, has fallen prey to these
mind-control devices, and now has been reduced to a men-
tally reprogrammed zombie in the service of the terr—“
  He paused the playback again. “The best lies con-
tain a kernel of truth.” He walked up to Bella, looking
down at her and putting his hands on her shoulders.
“Bella, I’m not supposed to tell you this, but— An
alien race called the Protoss destroyed Chau Sara and
Mar Sara.”
  “D—destroyed?” Bella couldn’t believe it. Planets
weren’t just destroyed—well, except for Korhal. . . .
“That can’t be right.”
  “I’m afraid it is. And those Zerg that they’re talking
about on UNN? They’re real, too—but they’re not
allied with Mengsk or anyone else. They are enemies
of the Protoss, though, and I suspect that our fate is to
be caught in the middle of their war. That’s why a
number of us have agreed to get some of our children
off Tarsonis. And Duke has turned—but not because
of any drugs. Mengsk has convinced him to join his
side.”
  Bella felt as if she’d been slapped with a metal
plate. “That’s insane.” She wasn’t even sure which of
the revelations her husband had dropped on her fit
that bill best—though the fact that Edmund Duke had
gone rogue was no real surprise. The man was always

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an idiot, and an embarrassment. If he had been mentally
reprogrammed into a zombie, nobody would know the dif-
ference. Then again, recalling Garth’s antics at the
party, she thought that perhaps that whole family had
gone mad.
  “This wasn’t my idea originally, to be honest, it was
Arturro Calabas’s. Morgan Calabas, Antonia Tygore,
and several others are going to a resort on Tyrador IX,
just in case the Protoss or the Zerg target us next.
Besides, in a world where a Duke joins the Sons of
Korhal, we can’t trust anyone.”
  A resort at least sounded better than a reeducation
camp. Where do these children get these insane notions?
“You still haven’t answered my question,” she said
testily.
  “Which question is that?” He removed his hands
from her shoulders and pulled out his loosened tie
from the collar.
  “When were you going to tell me? The children are
part of the household, and that is my responsibility!”
  “Yes, along with choosing the wine. What were
you thinking using the ’07?”
  “I like the ’07. And so does everyone else.” She
sighed. “You never had any taste for good wine,
Constantino, I don’t know why you insist on bringing
it up every time a vintage doesn’t strike your fancy.
And you’re changing the subject. The disposition of
the children—”
  He took off his jacket as he spoke. “It’s a security
matter, Bella, which does fall under my purview—and

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to be honest, I wasn’t going to send her at first. When
Arturro told me about his plan, I thought it too pan-
icky. But when Lia told me about the plant and about
Sara, I . . .” He trailed off.
  “What about Clara and Zeb?”
  “I need Zeb here. Besides, he’s a man now; it’s time
he started acting like it. As for Clara . . .” He sat down
on the edge of the bed and sighed. “Milo refuses to go,
so she’s staying as well.” Looking up, he added,
“Besides, we can’t appear to be abandoning Tarsonis
altogether—it’s a show of weakness we can ill afford,
especially now. To all outward appearances, it will just
be some of the children going on an outing to the
resort on Tyrador.”
  She sat down next to him and put a hand on his
thigh. Normally, she’d never think of being that affec-
tionate, but if what he was saying was really true . . .
“Do you really think they’ll attack us?”
  “I don’t know. A year ago, if you’d told me that
there were aliens, I’d have laughed at you. But now?”
He put his hand on hers. It felt cold and clammy. “I
don’t know what’s likely anymore. And I don’t know
if this will really do any good. But I’ll feel better if I
know Nova’s safe on Tyrador. It’s for the best, Bella,
truly.”
  “You’re right, it probably is.” She hadn’t had cause
to say those first two words to her husband in many
years. “But you had no business making this decision
without consulting me. I’m your wife, Constantino,
and Nova is my daughter. If you ever make this kind of

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decision without me again, I will flay you alive, you
understand?”
  He looked over at her, staring at him with those
damn green eyes. “You’re right, Bella, I’m sorry. I
guess we’ve been working so independently of each
other that it never occurred to me to—”
  “Save it.” She stood up. “Don’t make excuses. You
shouldn’t be cutting me out of family business. That’s
grounds for divorce—and no,” she said quickly, hold-
ing up a hand, “I’m not threatening that, merely try-
ing to make you realize the gravity of what you’ve
done.”
  He shook his head and chuckled, looking up at her.
“You’re right. As usual, I suppose. I really don’t give
you enough credit, Bella—and for that, I truly do
apologize.”
  Biting back a snotty retort, Bella decided to accept
what Constantino offered. “Apology accepted.”
  “Thank you. I promise you, I won’t cut you out of
such decisions again, my dear—all right?”
  “See that you don’t.” Turning on her heel, she
stomped out of the bedroom. What a jackass. Yet she
had to admit, the plan was a sensible one. If he had
come to her when Arturro proposed it, she probably
would have been more enthusiastic about the notion
than he was. Her only objection to the plan itself was
that Clara and Zeb weren’t going. She could accept
Zeb’s remaining—now that he was all grown, it was a
business matter, and therefore in Constantino’s
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dammit, she’s also my daughter, and I want her to be as safe
as her sister.
  As she headed to the door, Constantino restarted
the news report. “—orists. In this way, Mengsk and his
inhuman allies hope to confuse the brave warriors of the
Confederacy and cause them to lose faith in their leaders.
Only by eternal vigilance can we root out such terorrists as
Mengsk and his mind-controlled minions. As I speak, a mas-
sive Confederate blockade is surrounding Antiga Prime, and
the terrorist should be destroyed within a few days. This is
Michael Daniel Liberty for UNN.”
  Bella departed, thinking, Liberty, that’s his name.
What a stupid name for a reporter.
  She stomped toward her bedroom, hoping for his
sake that Edward was still up. If he wasn’t, he would
be soon. She needed some serious comforting, and he
wasn’t going to get away with pleading exhaustion
tonight. . . .


  The seats in the puddle-jumper were quite comfort-
able. But then, Nova always got to travel first class.
  The puddle-jumpers were small, thirty-passenger
transports that took one from Giddings Station on
Tarsonis to Osborne Port in orbit. This particular
puddle-jumper’s entire first-class section was occu-
pied by scions of the Old Families who were going to
be taken in the Calabases’ yacht, the Padraig, to
Tyrador IX.
  Nova didn’t want to go.
  She had cried in her room for hours after Daddy

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told her she was going. Her anguish only abated
mildly when, later on, Daddy assured her that she
wasn’t going to be reeducated along with Morgan
Calabas, but was simply being taken somewhere
where she’d be safe from the rebels and the aliens.
Nova’s first instinct was to dismiss his paranoia, but
she knew as soon as he said it that his fear was very
genuine, that there really were aliens out there who
had killed humans and would likely do so again.
  But she still didn’t want to go.
  To make matters worse, she was sitting next to
Morgan on the puddle-jumper, and he would not
shut up.
  “This is smart,” he was saying. “This way, if some-
thing terrible happens to our families, the best and the
brightest will still be safe. Plus, have you been to the
resort on Tyrador? It’s amazing. Beautiful country-
side, state-of-the-art padball courts—maybe we could
play?”
  Stunned that he gave her an opening to speak,
Nova said, “I don’t know how to play padball.” Even
as she spoke the words, she realized that it wouldn’t
help.
  “I can teach you, then. I’m a master padball player.”
  In fact, Nova knew that he was a dreadful player,
and was only not cut from the school padball team
last year because his father was the one who paid for
the school’s courts. Nobody had ever told her this—
mainly because she never cared enough to ask—but
she simply knew it now.

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  Nova leaned forward and punched up the menu on
the food unit. To her great disappointment, they
didn’t have any framberry juice. She settled for tan-
gerine juice, which was dispensed in a plastic bottle
through the slot a moment later.
  Morgan was still droning on, but she’d stopped
paying attention.
  For three days, she’d tried to convince her parents
not to make her go. Mommy and Daddy were both
insistent. Eleftheria was less sure, but supported
Daddy. The only one who argued against her going
was Edward, which surprised Nova. Edward was
always hard for her to figure out; it was as if his mind
was closed off. Zeb joked once that it was because he
was so boring, that there was nothing there for her
empathy to pick up. So she was surprised to see him
argue for letting her stay.
  But no amount of cajoling would work, especially
after the reports of rebel attacks on Antiga Prime
came in. Whatever doubt was in her parents’ minds
were gone after that. They were adamant that she go
to Tyrador—at least for a few months, until the cur-
rent unrest died down.
  If it died down. If they weren’t overrun by aliens.
  “Of course, I had my choice of women to escort,
but I chose you for a reason.”
  Nova realized that Morgan was talking about her.
“Oh?” she said noncommittally. It wasn’t as if her par-
ticipation were necessary; Morgan simply adored the
sound of his own voice.

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  “That’s right. But you’re special, Nova. I don’t
know what it is, but there’s something about you that
stands out from all the other girls.” As he said those
words, he was staring right at her chest.
  Then she again heard Morgan speak without his
speaking: I can’t wait to see what she looks like naked.
  And she heard something else. Something that
spoke in her father’s voice. What the hell are you
doing?
  Then biting pain, as if someone had punched her in
the face.
  Without knowing how, she simply knew that some-
one had just hit her father.
  At the same time, a computerized voice sounded
over the speakers. “Attention, passengers. We will be tak-
ing off in ten minutes. Please activate your restraints in
preparation for takeoff.”
  Morgan immediately pressed the button that acti-
vated the padded restraints that combined with the
seats—which would blow up into huge balloonlike
cushions before takeoff—to protect the passengers
from the intense G-forces of escape velocity.
  Nova, however, did not. Something was wrong.
She didn’t know what it was, but she suddenly, with
crystal clarity, knew that her family was in trouble.
  She got up from the seat. “I have to go.”
  Morgan looked boggled as she climbed over his seat
to the aisle. “What? Nova, what’re you—?”
  Ignoring him, and thrilled at the prospect of not
having to listen to him prattle about padball and think

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about her body all the way to Tyrador, Nova moved
toward the exit.
  A steward blocked her path. “Ma’am, I’m sorry,
but—”
  Drawing herself to her full height—which was con-
siderable for a girl her age—and using the same over-
bearing tone she’d been hearing from Andrea Tygore
all her life, she said, “I am November Terra, daughter
of Constantino and Annabella Terra, and you will let
me disembark this vessel now!”
  The steward swallowed once, considered respond-
ing, then decided that it was best to accede to her
request. The Terra name was not one to be trifled
with.
  Several people behind her asked her where she
was going, but she ignored them as she left the
puddle-jumper, then jogged across the catwalk to the
gate, and then ran through the corridors of Giddings
Station to the cab stand.
  Bypassing the queue for hovercabs, she went
straight to the dispatcher and informed him of her
name and family in the same tone she used on the
steward. He got her a cab forthwith, leaving several
disgruntled people in her wake.
  The feeling grew worse, if less well defined.
Somehow, someway, she could feel that her parents,
her brother, Eleftheria, the servants—they were all in
trouble.
  All except Edward, for some reason.
  Oh, no. No, no, no.

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  She cast her mind back to her conversation with
Daddy two nights ago, before the attack on Antiga
Prime made him cease all discussion. “My darling girl,
you don’t understand. The reason why the attack on
the plant worked so well is because Mengsk had
people there, working undercover. If he could infil-
trate the plant, he might be able to infiltrate this
house. I can’t take the chance that you’ll be hurt, so
you have to go.”
  Although she still didn’t understand how she could
possibly know this, she was sure now that Edward
was a rebel, that he had been suborned to the cause
after years of dissatisfaction as the jig to a woman he
couldn’t stand, and that he had now betrayed the
Terra family.
  That was why he wanted me to stay.
  The cab pulled up in front of the Terra Skyscraper.
Throwing all the bills she had on her into the slot in
the wall that separated driver from passenger and
hoping it was enough, she ran into the building, past
the public lobby, and to the entry to the private lobby,
to which she gained ingress via retinal scan.
  As soon as the door opened to admit her, she knew
something was wrong. Something smelled funny, and
she knew that Bryan, the daytime lobby guard, wasn’t
there.
  No, he was there. Or at least his body was.
  Nova had never seen a dead body before. She had
been to funerals, of course, but one never looked
upon the dead at such occasions—it was sacrilegious.

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Even when she was a little kid, she had refused to
look at the body of her grandmother, though Zeb tried
to get her to sneak into the back room of the funeral
parlor with her to take a look.
  Dead bodies, she realized, felt empty. A big noth-
ing. And they smelled.
  Bryan’s uniform was stained with something red
that she realized was blood.
  If they killed Bryan, they’re already here. I’m too late!
  Tears streaming down her cheeks, she ran to the
elevator and gave another retinal scan. The lift came
immediately, of course—she was a Terra, after all, and
they always got what they wanted.
  As the elevator shot up the hundred stories to the
penthouse where Nova had lived her entire life, she
found herself overwhelmed by hatred and pain, nei-
ther of them her own. Strange thoughts intruded
upon her. What’s happening to me?
  Edward, you slike, how dare you!
  That was Mommy. She could feel Mommy, as if she
were right there next to her.
  Dammit, look at me! How could you—
  Then she didn’t feel Mommy anymore. Mommy
was ripped from her, like the wings Zeb used to pull
off insects when they were little.
  “Mom—mommy?”
  You’ll pay for this, you hear me? You won’t get away
with this—
  That was Daddy. He didn’t get to finish his sentence
either.

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  She collapsed, even as the elevator door opened on
the top floor.
  “Daddy? Oh God, Daddy, please, don’t be dead,
please!” She managed to clamber out into the domed
space, but she couldn’t make her legs work right, and
she collapsed again to the floor.
  Three days ago, this had been the site of her fif-
teenth birthday party. Now it was full of men and
women dressed in all-black clothing, holding
weapons of various types. She saw a goodly number
of the serving staff lined up against the wall—and a
few more of them among those in the black clothes.
All the people in black wanted nothing less than to
wipe out the Old Families—she could suddenly feel
that overwhelming imperative in their minds. But
they weren’t associated with the Sons of Korhal, the
group that was all over the news, the ones who
attacked Antiga Prime—no, these were just agitators
who had no plan beyond making sure the Old
Families all died.
  Edward was standing over three corpses. Two of
them were her parents; the other was Eleftheria. Next
to Edward was a man named Gustavo McBain, who
was aiming a pistol at Zeb. Her brother was on his
knees, his hands behind his head.
  “Y’know,” Zeb was saying, “you always were an
asshole, Eddie.”
  “Takes one to know one, kid,” Edward said. Then
he looked at Gustavo. “Do it.”
  Gustavo fired the pistol. The bullet slammed into

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Zeb’s head, causing it to snap back, his blood and
brains splattering on the wall behind him.
  “Zeb?”
  Nova had felt her mother and father die. Now she
had felt and seen her brother die.
  “No.”
  Edward turned to look at her and smiled. “Well,
well, well. After all that, you come home anyhow.”
  “No.”
  He walked over to her and raised a pistol of his
own. Edward was a tall, skinny man with curly black
hair and a black beard, though both hair and beard
were flecked with gray. She had never seen him smile
quite the way he was smiling now. He had never
killed anyone before, and she knew that he was afraid
to kill someone now—that was why he had had
Gustavo do it, because Gustavo hated the Old Families
even more than he did, and would enjoy the killing.
Edward wouldn’t enjoy it.
  But he was going to do it anyhow.
  “No.”
  Aiming the pistol’s muzzle at her head, just as
Gustavo had done to Zeb, Edward said, “Say good
night, Nova.”
  “Nooooooooooooooo!”

       chapter 4




ONCE, MALCOLM KELERCHIAN WAS THE FINEST
investigator in the Tarsonis Police Force’s Detective
Squad. But the TPF didn’t keep good investigators for
very long—they were often snapped up by the mili-
tary or the government, deemed far too useful to be
wasted on mere local policing.
  That was a pity, as far as Mal was concerned. He
liked being a detective. His clearance rate was three
times that of any other detective in the squad.
Admittedly, this wasn’t a difficult feat to accomplish.
The TPF was primarily made up of thugs and bruisers
who mostly just made sure that the interests of the rich
were protected. The few who had at least a modicum of
brains generally got promoted over to the Detective
Squad, but even then, if the crime didn’t involve some-
body who made more money than the chief of police, it
wasn’t worth a detective’s time. Everyone in the squad
perfected the “Well, you know, it’s really hard to track
down criminals in these cases” speech, which invari-

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ably was given to the middle- and lower-class victims of
robberies, assaults, and the like. The only crimes that
were solved were the ones whose perpetrators were so
completely brain-dead as to be impossible not to catch.
  At least, until Mal joined the squad. He actually
made use of the TPF’s resources, and used surveil-
lance sensors employed by the Traffic Control
Department to regulate those who abused the hover
laws (who were legion and whose fines helped pay
the TPF’s salaries) to identify criminals—a technique
that was heralded as revolutionary by the bosses, but
which in fact dated back over two hundred years to
Old Earth. He also actually made use of the techno-
logical identification tools available to him to track
down criminals.
  This was all well and good, and did wonders for the
public image of the TPF—right up until the Rample
murder. Two children of a semiprominent shop owner
were viciously murdered and left in an alley in the
Gutter. What at first seemed to be a typical Gutter
“dead drop” quickly became a huge case once the
bodies were identified. The chief put Mal on the case
right away, assuring the public through numerous
press conferences on UNN that their best detective
was on it and the butchers responsible for this repre-
hensible crime would be prosecuted to the full extent
of Confederate law. Mal used every means at his dis-
posal to find the killer—
  —who turned out to be Emmett Tygore, a scion of
one of the oldest of the Old Families.

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  Suddenly, other cases became more interesting.
The unknown perpetrator of what UNN called the
“gore in the Gutter,” who was referred to in editorials
as a “butcher” and a “deviant,” was now a “victim of
his own psychosis” and someone who “snapped
under the pressure.” Rather than being prosecuted to
the full extent of Confederate law, he was sent to a
rehabilitation facility on Halcyon where the Tygores
hoped he would be forgotten.
  And he was. The press coverage moved on to other
things—there were always new scandals, new attacks,
new crimes to cover—leaving only a prominent shop
owner to wonder why.
  The only person left to speak for the victims was
Mal, who objected vociferously every time his
attempts to properly prosecute Emmett Tygore were
stymied. The chief was caught between a rock and a
hard place—Mal was a fairly well-regarded detective,
probably the first in TPF history, and his successes had
meant budget increases, ones the Council only
approved because of the force’s improved clearance
rate. But the Tygores were calling for the head of this
presumptuous detective who dared to sully their good
name.
  Finally, the military came to the chief’s rescue.
Someone in the Ghost Program found a notation in
Mal’s file that he had a Psi Index of 3.5—the average
person was a PI2 or lower, with actual telepaths being
PI5 or higher. A 3.5 meant that he was sensitive to
telepathy, albeit with no telepathic skills of his own.

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  Which would make him an ideal Wrangler.
  When Mal was told he was being transferred over
to the military to become a Wrangler, the first thing
he said was, “What the hell’s a Wrangler?”
  In truth, Mal knew the answer—Wranglers were
the ones who hunted down telepaths and brought
them to the Ghost Program, or wherever else the mil-
itary thought teeps would be useful—but he was too
cracked off to admit it.
  Mal had been a detective long enough to under-
stand the politics involved. It got rid of a problem for
the chief, and covered his ass with both the Council
and the public by looking like it was the military’s
fault for taking Mal away from him.
  That transfer had happened a year ago. The first six
months were spent in training—one month of it in
using the equipment, the other five in honing his abil-
ity to detect telepaths into something useful. Sadly,
the latter five months didn’t really do any good. Prior
to being recruited, Mal always got a headache when
he was around a telepath. Twenty-five weeks of brain
probes, mental exercises, meditation, and increased
focus resulted in his always getting a headache when
he was around a telepath.
  My tax dollars at work, he had thought bitterly at the
time.
  Still, at least he had some fun new toys to play
with.
  Those toys were mostly embedded in the formfit-
ting suit he was forced to wear. Years of eating food

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that was bad for him and drinking more than was
good for him (particularly in the last year) resulted in
a form that wasn’t really suited to being so closely
conformed to by his clothes, so he tended to wear a
leather duster over it. The holographic badge identify-
ing him as a Wrangler was affixed to the lapel of the
duster.
  Now, on the six-month anniversary of the completion
of his training, and his identification offically changing
from Detective Malcolm Kelerchian, Detective Squad,
Tarsonis Police Force to Agent Malcolm Kelerchian,
Wrangler, Ghost Program, he found himself standing
in the charnel house that the Terra Skyscraper had
become.
  Even before he got the call to go to the location in
question, he had been drawn here by the mother of
all migraines. He had been sitting at his desk catching
up on some long-overdue paperwork when all of a
sudden someone drove a spike through his head.
  Moments later, he was told to report to the Terra
Skyscraper, but he didn’t even let the dispatcher finish
the instruction. A telepath had done some major
psionic mojo at the Terra Skyscraper, and a damn
powerful one at that.
  The TPF had already cordoned off a four-block
radius surrounding the skyscraper. When Mal went
through the cordon, he saw why: There were bodies
everywhere. Not a single sign of trauma on any of
them. Also damage consistent with a major explosion,
but without any of the signs. No burn marks, no

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scorching, no evidence of any kind of explosive agent.
Plenty of broken glass, metal, plastic, and wood,
though.
  What was of special note was that the damage was
the same regardless of the tensile strength of the
material in question. To Mal’s now-trained eye that
could only mean one thing: telekinesis.
  Which meant this telepath was on a level greater
than anything Mal had encountered. Meant a Psi
Index of at least eight or higher. Any lower, and you
just had telepathy; adding the ability to move things
with your mind put you in a class all your own.
  Mal had encountered only one PI8 in his six
months on the job. That person was currently locked
away in the basement of a government building,
drooling uncontrollably and unable to form words.
  As for the bodies, there was, in fact, one sign of
trauma: bleeding through the nose, ears, mouth, and
eyes. It was that fourth thing in particular that indi-
cated the likely cause of death to be a psionic attack.
  Which meant that Mal would be seeking himself
another telepath, who was also telekinetic. Teep/teeks
were always nightmares to deal with. Joy of joys.
  He entered the skyscraper to find more of the
same. The only variation here was a dead body whose
COD was different from everyone else’s: a gunshot
wound to the chest. The DB in question was wearing
the uniform of a skyscraper guard. That added a
whole new wrinkle to the equation.
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the skyscraper, his headache intensified almost to the
same point it had when the attack first happened—
which meant that he was now at ground zero of this
psionic attack. The first thing he had to do upon
entering the room was touch the control on his belt
that would deliver four doses of an analgesic into his
bloodstream. The headache was getting in the way of
his ability to think.
  Thanks to good old-fashioned Confederate know-
how, the analgesic took effect almost immediately,
which let Mal do the second thing he had to do, the
thing he always did better than his fellow detectives:
investigate.
  All around him were several more DBs, about half
of them wearing all black and armed, the other half
dressed in either the expensive stylings of the ultra-
rich or the just-as-expensive outfits of the servants to
the ultrarich.
  Just like the Tygores. Only a pity it wasn’t them.
  Mal’s boots crunched as he walked. He double-
checked his computer, and was reminded that the
Terra Skyscraper’s roof was usually covered by a steel-
glass dome—which meant the telekinetic attack
destroyed the dome, something that was only physi-
cally possible with a nuclear weapon. Mentally possible,
though—that covers a much bigger range.
  Either the place had been decorated by a paranoid
schizophrenic or the attack had tossed the furniture
around pretty thoroughly. Just on first glance, Mal
saw a table up against a wall, a chair embedded in the

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chandelier—itself lying on the floor at an odd angle—
and a sofa split in twain.
  Also present in the space were various TPF techs—
the ones who could never be bothered to make it to a
crime scene in the Gutter were out in force here—and
one of Mal’s former colleagues in the Detective Squad.
  “My my my,” Mal muttered as he wandered
through the sea of corpses, “what a mess.”
  He noted that the DBs here were also bleeding out
the eyes—with four exceptions. Like the guard down-
stairs, there were four people dead from bullet
wounds.
  “Well, well, look who’s gracing us with his pres-
ence.”
  Mal looked up to see Detective Jack Pembleton
smiling at him insincerely from behind the mirror-
shades he always insisted on wearing. Today, at least,
he had an excuse, as the mid-afternoon sun was shin-
ing down on the roof, and with the dome shattered,
there’d be no polarizing it.
  “What brings you to my crime scene, Mal?” Jack
asked.
  Mal touched another control on his belt, and a
holograph projected out from the buckle. “Not your
crime scene anymore, Jack. It’s gone confederal. This
is a signed and sealed order of the Council officially
putting this case under the jurisdiction of the Con-
federate Military, and putting me in charge.”
  Jack didn’t bother reading the holograph, espe-
cially since it contained many words that Jack didn’t

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know, but instead glared at Mal through his shades.
“You gotta be kidding me.”
  “Nope. This is mostly a psionic murder, so it’s us
Wranglers who get to deal with it.”
  Shaking his head, Jack said, “Crap. I was hopin’ to
keep this. We got somethin’ like three hundred bodies
here, between everyone in the building and the peo-
ple on the street around it. You know what three
hundred closed murders’d mean for my promotion
chances?”
  “As it happens, bupkus.” Patting Jack on the shoul-
der, Mal insincerely said, “Sorry.”
  “Yeah—especially since I got more wormfood than
everyone else.”
  Mal frowned. “Anyone else?”
  “Yeah, we got something like seven attacks on Old
Families today. But this is the only one that has a real
body count. Couple of geezers bought it, and some
kids, but mostly security forces did their jobs. Not
here, though.”
  That explains why Jack’s here alone, Mal thought.
Normally, a murder of this magnitude, they’d send
the entire Detective Squad to cover it. It would be
what they used to call a “red ball” back on Old Earth.
But attempts on the lives of the Old Families meant a
whole lot of red balls. . . .
  “Hey,” Jack said suddenly, “whaddaya mean
‘mostly’? Lookit, all these stiffs are bleedin’ out the
eyes. That means teep, right?”
  Amused at Jack’s slow thought process, Mal indi-

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cated the four corpses. “These four died from gunshot
wounds, right at the center of the head. Two men,
two women, and one of the men looks a helluva lot
like that photo of Constantino Terra that’s in the
lobby, which means the other man’s probably his son,
and the two women are some combination of his
wife, mistress, and/or two daughters. There’s another
one downstairs, one of the guards, shot in the heart.”
  “Huh.” That was about all Jack was likely to be
capable of.
  “These people were executed. And the guy down-
stairs was shot to stop him sounding an alarm.” He
turned to Philbert, who was the only tech who had
anything like a brain. “Hey, Philbert.”
  “Detective Kelerchian, long time no see! Oh yeah,
it’s ‘Agent’ now, yeah?”
  “I need you to ID these two women quickly.”
  “I can tell you now, the brunette’s Bella Terra, the
redhead’s Constantino’s mistress.”
  Mal nodded. Then he activated the computer in his
suit, asked it for a location on Clara Terra and Nova
Terra and for the identification of Bella Terra’s jig, the
only other member of the family unaccounted for.
  “Talkin’ to yourself again, Mal?”
  “Yeah, it’s my only way to get intelligent conversa-
tion.” He gave the computer its instructions by subvo-
calizing, so it sounded to Jack like he was muttering
to himself.
  The computer gave back the results into his ear-
piece: Clara Terra was last known to be home with

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her fiancé, and Nova Terra was scheduled to depart
that very morning on a private yacht from Osborne
Station to Tyrador IX. Ms. Terra’s jig was named
Edward Peters, and he was supposed to be in the
tower somewhere. Sadly, he had no image on file, so
he’d have to be identified retinally—or, if the blood in
the eyes made that difficult, by DNA.
“We need to account for the two daughters. Jack,
can you send a patrol to the home of Milo Kusinis and
make sure Clara Terra’s there?”
Jack nodded. “Whoever’s there’s gotta tell her her
parents’ve croaked, right?”
“Yeah.”
Grinning, Jack said, “I’ll send Grabowski.”
Mal sighed. Jack had hated Grabowski ever since
he married the woman Jack claimed to be in love
with, so naturally he would saddle him with the oner-
ous duty of telling a scion of the Old Families that she
was one of the only members of her family left alive.
He then asked the computer which yacht Nova
Terra was supposed to depart on, but was told that
that information wasn’t available, thanks to a privacy
seal.
Damn Old Families . . . They and the Council were
the only ones who could put such information under
a privacy seal, and it was probably the Terra family or
one of their cronies.
Mal put a call through to his boss.
There were many reasons why Mal hated talking to
Director Ilsa Killiany, primary among them being that

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she was the one who found out that he was a PI3.5,
which was what led to his being exiled to the
Wranglers in the first place. But mostly he hated talk-
ing to her because she was a royal pain in the ass.
  However, that was what he needed right now. Not
that Mal wasn’t capable of causing distress to a per-
son’s backside all on his own, but Killiany had more
authority to throw around.
  While he waited for Killiany to be able to spare a
second to talk, Philbert walked up to him. “Uh, Agent
Kelerchian? We got the scan results, and the bullets
that killed these four people?” He pointed at the Terra
family corpses. “They all came from that gun.” He
pointed now at the weapon that was under the hand
of one of the black-clad corpses.
  Mal wondered how Jack could be so surprised that
the quartet were executed and not killed by the
telepath when Philbert already knew they were killed
by bullets—then remembered that he knew Jack.
“Good job, Philbert. I want an ID on that man, now.”
  “You got it.”
  At the same time Philbert said those three words,
Director Killiany’s voice sounded in his earpiece.
“What the hell is it, Kelerchian?” she asked in a tone that
made it abundantly clear that “it” had better be damn
good or she’d be filleting him with a rusty butter knife.
  “Ma’am, I’ve got four dead members of the Terra
family, with three more unaccounted for. I’m tracking
down two of them, but the third, Nova Terra, is sup-
posed to be on a ride out of Osborne.”

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  “So what’s the problem?” It sounded like she was
rummaging through her desk for the knife.
  “Computer won’t spit out the name of that ride,
ma’am. It’s under privacy seal.”
  There was a pause. Then: “Give me five minutes.”
  As soon as Killiany signed off, a thought occurred
to him, and he queried the computer for passenger
manifests for all puddle-jumpers going from Giddings
to Osborne today.
  Sure enough, one first-class passenger turned up:
Nova Terra.
  Except there was a notation on her reservation,
that she had left prior to takeoff. This sort of thing had
to get noted, as it changed the weight of the craft,
which had an effect on takeoff procedure.
  Philbert came back over. “Sir, I haven’t ID’d the
shooter yet, but I just got a pos back on one of the
other bad guys here, and you’re not gonna believe it.”
  “Try me,” Mal said dryly.
  “It’s Edward Peters—the Terra lady’s jig.”
  Mal nodded. “Yeah, that makes sense.”
  Jack stared at him through his shades. “Makes
sense? How, exactly?”
  Ignoring both of them, Mal put another call in to
Director Killiany. “Dammit, Kelerchian, I’m in the mid-
dle of—”
  “Forget the privacy seal, ma’am, it doesn’t matter.
Nova Terra never made it up to Osborne. She’s our
killer, ma’am.”
  “What?”

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  “She left the puddle-jumper before it could take
off. She probably came back home, saw a bunch of
people killing her family, maybe even saw one or two
of ’em get shot. She also saw that one of the people
doing the killing was her mother’s own jig. So she’s
seen her family slaughtered, she’s been betrayed by
someone who’s as close to her as her father, and she
loses it. We’re standing right where she did it—I’ve
got a four-dose headache right now, and that’s a cou-
ple hours after it happened.”
  “How can Nova Terra be a teep and we don’t know about
it?” Killiany asked.
  “Old Family, ma’am, how the hell do you think?”
Mal knew firsthand how much power the very rich
wielded in the Confederacy.
  “Yeah. All right, we need to find this girl. If she’s power-
ful enough to wipe out a whole building plus, not to mention
going all these years without training, we need to find her,
pronto.” He heard Killiany inputting something into
her computer. “Kelerchian, you’re off the murder.”
  “What?” Mal couldn’t believe it. He finally had a
chance to investigate a crime again, and she was tak-
ing it away from him.
  “I’ll have Fiorello handle it. The most important thing
right now is to make sure that girl gets found. So move your
ass.”
  Mal sighed. “Moving my ass, ma’am.” Dammit.
  All right, Nova, looks like you need finding. First thing
I’m gonna need to do is refill the analgesic supply. . . .

     PART TWO



The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned. . . .
—William Butler Yeats, “The Second Coming”


         chapter 5




YOU REALIZE THAT (AND THEN THE GUY JUST
sticks it) this is crap, right? I’m not trying to (in his pocket!)
fog you, I’m just (Don’t you dare walk) sayin’, this is total
crap, and (out on me, or I) I can’t take it. (swear, I’ll blow
your flickin’ brains) I’m tellin’ you, this (all over the floor,
you scan me,) is the best you’ve ever had, trust (you stupid
habhead?) me. She did (Why won’t he do this for) that? I
mean, she really (me? I’m not asking) did that? Why didn’t
he just shoot (much at all, dammit) her? Come on, just a
(This outfit makes me) little bit, you can (look stupid.) spare
it! I promise, you’ll (Can’t the Council do something) get it
back next (about all these habheads?) week—at the latest! I
haven’t eaten (They’re disgusting!) for so long, I’ve (Why
won’t he talk) forgotten what food tastes (to me anymore?)
like. Don’t you ever do (Hab here, hab here) that again!
(getcher hab here. . . .)
  Silence.
  Somehow, Nova had managed to quiet—or at least
dim—the voices in her head.

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  She didn’t know how she had done it—nor did she
know where she was. The last thing she remembered
was . . .
  I don’t remember anything. She blinked. You have a
name—what is it?
  But she couldn’t recall.
  “Excuse me, but you are interfering with my nor-
mal operation, and I must ask you to stop.”
  Looking up, she saw an AAI—advertising artificial
intelligence. Okay, I know what that is, so why can’t I
remember that my name is—
  “Nova.” It came to her suddenly. Her name was
Nova. Short for . . . something.
  Still, that’s a start.
  “You are interfering with my normal operation,
and I must again ask you to stop.”
  At last, Nova realized that she was curled up on a
filthy patch of pavement, at the feet of the AAI. At the
moment it was in its standby mode, between adver-
tisements.
  Nova sat upright. All around her were buildings
crammed together, with small lines of pavement
between them. It was still daytime, she could tell that
much, as the artificial lighting was minimal, but no
sunlight made it this far. The paved section she was in
was a cul-de-sac. On three sides were different build-
ings, none of which had any windows or doors—no,
wait, one of them had a door, but it was closed and
barricaded with a maglock, which meant the entrance
was long abandoned. She looked up, but couldn’t

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clearly see the tops of any of the three buildings. It
was like they went on forever.
  At the mouth of the cul-de-sac was a crossroads of
two more strips of pavement.
  Realization dawned. I’m in the Gutter. The poor, the
dispossessed, the people who couldn’t find work, or
who could find only the worst work, what little there
was, were all here. Crime was, she knew, rampant in
the Gutter.
  She’d never set foot here, of course; her kind didn’t
belong. Scions of the Old Families never came down
here. She probably ran on instinct, coming into this
abandoned alleyway because there were no people—
aside from an AAI, here to remind anyone who acci-
dentally wandered this way that there were still
products to be bought.
  This area beneath the city of Tarsonis was where
people were crammed together in substandard hous-
ing in tall buildings—none as tall as her father’s sky-
scraper, of course, but—
  Daddy! Oh no!
  Unbidden, it all came back to her.
  Her family was dead.
  She saw Edward, her mother’s jig, a man she had
always thought to be family, give the order to kill her
brother and mother and father. The order had gone to
Gustavo McBain, a man whose entire family was
killed at Korhal IV. When Mommy was killed, she was
filled with fury at Edward for betraying her. When
Zeb—poor Zeb; she saw him get shot as well as felt

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it—died, he was thinking about how he’d never get to
ask Thérèse to the d’Arbanvilles’ ball.
  When Daddy was killed, he was grateful that Nova,
at least, was safely en route to Tyrador IX.
  Poor Daddy. He died thinking she was off Tarsonis.
Instead, she had come back to their home and—
  The voices.
  The voices would not stop.
  She heard Edward gloating over how he had fooled
the Terra family. She heard McBain’s glee at avenging
the death of his family, even though Nova’s family
had nothing to do with it—indeed, Daddy had urged
the Council not to bomb Korhal IV. She heard one ser-
vant, Maia, wonder if dying would hurt. Another,
Natale, hated that he’d never see his mother again.
One of the killers, Adam, didn’t care about the revolu-
tionary sentiments of Cliff Nadaner, the man who’d
ordered them to do this horrible thing; he just
enjoyed killing people. Another one, named Tisch,
was looking forward to living in a world where all the
Old Families were dead so the common folk could
rule the world like it was supposed to be. A third,
Geoffrey, was scared that they’d be caught and put in
jail, a concept that frightened Geoffrey to his very
core. A fourth, Paul, was aggravated that they were
killing pointless rich people, when what he really
wanted to be doing was killing the Council.
  Nova couldn’t stand it anymore. Too many voices,
too many thoughts, all in her head at once.
  She made them stop.

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  But all that did was surround her with more dead
bodies. So she ran—but that only made things worse.
The farther away she ran, the worse the voices got.
  At least, until now. When she came to the AAI, the
voices quieted. Perhaps because the only “person”
around was an artificial intelligence that didn’t have
any thoughts.
  Because that’s what I’m hearing. Thoughts. Like with
Morgan. Maybe like it’s been all along. I can feel what peo-
ple think.
  I’m a freak.
  She was also a murderer.
  “You are interfering with my normal operation. If
you do not cease, I will be forced to contact the
Tarsonis Police Force.”
  Realizing that the AAI was going to get her in trou-
ble, she clambered to her feet.
  Then she laughed bitterly. Trouble, right. Like inter-
fering with an AAI matters when I just killed hundreds of
people.
  With a shock, she realized that she wasn’t exagger-
ating. She knew what each person was thinking when
he or she died, whether it was Edward or one of his
fellow cronies of this Cliff Nadaner person on the roof,
one of the servants they had captured, or someone
else in the skyscraper or nearby who simply had the
misfortune to be in the wrong place. The woman who
was worried about her daughter’s grades in school.
The man who was afraid his wife would find about
about the affair he was having with her brother. The

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child who was on his way via hoverbike to meet his
parents on their lunch break. The—
  “Do you want to sail through the air faster than
anyone else?” The AAI looked different now—like a
kid wearing hoverbike gear. The holographic projec-
tors had changed its shape.
  Now the AAI’s mouth moved and the voice
changed to that of a little kid. “You bet!”
  The AAI now appeared to be on a hoverbike, riding
over terrain that was suddenly projected behind it.
“The new 428 hoverbike. Get yours today.”
  Nova fell to her knees. She felt pain in her
kneecaps from the action, but it barely registered.
  The 428s were the ones Daddy’s company made.
  Daddy was dead.
  In fifteen years of life, Nova Terra had never cried.
Her life had been a happy one, with nothing that
would give her reason to be so sad that she’d be
brought to tears.
  Now, on a street somewhere in the Gutter, with
only an AAI—which was now hawking a soft drink—
for company, Nova felt tears stream down her cheeks
for the fourth time since she turned fifteen. Happy
birthday to me, she thought bitterly.
  Lookit (Hey, Freddie!) here, it’s (What’ve we got here,
then?) a curve!
  The thoughts slammed into her brain, denying her
the peace that the AAI had given her.
  “Hey, Freddie! What’ve we got here, then?”
  “Looks like a curve to me, Billy.”

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  “I believe you’re right, Freddie.”
  She looked up and saw, through tear-streaked eyes,
two boys who weren’t much older than her. They
wore clothes that were too big for them, and smelled
like they hadn’t been introduced to the concept of
bathing. They were standing between her and the
mouth of the cul-de-sac.
  When she’d heard Morgan’s thoughts involving
her for the first time, she’d thought them kind of dis-
gusting, but she was so overwhelmed by the fact that
she heard them at all that she hadn’t given much
thought to their content.
  What she heard from Freddie and Billy was far far
cruder. And far far scarier. Had Morgan acted on his
thoughts, he would likely have been clumsy. If these
two did, it would be violent.
  “Get away from me.” Her voice was hoarse and
barely audible.
  Freddie feigned surprise at her tone. “What’s this,
Billy?”
  Billy did likewise. “I think she don’t like us, Freddie.”
  “We should show her what good sods we are,
Billy.”
  “I agree, Freddie.” He started to move toward her.
His thoughts became, amazingly, more violent.
  “Don’t come any closer.” If anything, Nova’s voice
was more ragged. She clambered backward, trying to
move away even as they approached. Her stomach
twisted with nausea. With a thud, she crashed back
into the AAI.

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  “You have interfered with an official advertising
artificial intelligence. This is a misdemeanor punish-
able by a fine. The Tarsonis Police Force has been con-
tacted and will be here shortly.”
  Freddie and Billy both laughed. They knew that
the TPF didn’t come to the Gutter to hand out fines. It
was an impressive day if they came to make an arrest.
Usually they just beat folks up, but Billy and Freddie
were both paid in full for the month, so no cops
would touch them.
  Under other circumstances, Nova might have been
disgusted at this revelation of graft in the TPF, but she
was too busy quaking in fear.
  Not of Billy and Freddie, however. Rather, she was
afraid of what she might do to them if they tried to do
what they intended.
  “Now now, little curve, don’t you worry your
pretty little head. We’ll take right good care o’ you,
won’t we, Billy?”
  “That’s right, Freddie.”
  Freddie was now imagining the very specific things
he was going to do to the area between her legs. Nova
tried to clear her throat and said, “I’m warning you!”
  Billy laughed. “Oh, that’s solid, isn’t it, Freddie?
She’s warning us.”
  Shaking his head, Freddie said, “Don’t no cops
come down this way, curve. And even if they did,
they wouldn’t be doin’ nothin’ to us. So you can
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wanted her to scream, as that would give him more
enjoyment.
  At first, Nova did nothing. She couldn’t. It was one
thing a minute ago—she wasn’t thinking. But now
she knew what would happen if she cut loose.
  So when Freddie grabbed her by the blouse, she
did nothing. (Only now did she even notice the blood
all over her blouse, and the rips that, she now remem-
bered, came when the dome collapsed on top of her.
Some of the blood might even have been hers. . . .)
When Billy grabbed at the waistband of her pants, she
did nothing.
  Then she saw what Billy intended to do.
  “Get off of me!”
  A second later, they did. Both Freddie and Billy
were lying on the far end of the cul-de-sac. Billy felt a
sharp pain in his chest, and Freddie was dizzy and
couldn’t focus his eyes.
  Nova stumbled to her feet. Her first attempt to
stand up straight failed, and she almost fell to the
pavement again, but she managed to keep her bal-
ance, thrusting her arms out to steady herself. Then,
finally, she stood up straight.
  A spark from behind her drew her attention. She
turned around to see that the AAI was so much metal
and electronic slag. She was sorry to see that—the
AAI had been a refuge of sorts. It doesn’t have any
thoughts—it’s quiet. Not something I’d ever think about an
ad. Maybe I can find another one.

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  She turned back around to face her attackers.
Neither showed any sign of getting up anytime soon.
  Walking over to them, she cleared her throat again.
“I warned you. Stay away from me. Or next time it’ll
be worse.”
  Freddie was too focused on his inability to focus to
truly respond. But Billy’s brain went into a red haze of
rage. “Flickin’ curve! I’ll kill you!”
  Billy jumped at her clumsily—he was coming
straight up from a bent-over position—and pulled a
pistol of some kind out of his oversized shirt. Billy
himself had no idea what kind of gun it was, so nei-
ther did Nova—she knew only that he got it from
someone named Grabien, and that he’d always sold
Billy good weapons in the past.
  He aimed the pistol right at Nova, and she lashed
out. The pistol exploded a second later, sending Nova
flying backward, pain slicing into her forehead.
  This time when she fell to the pavement, she regis-
tered the landing quite well. Her own thoughts were
now as unfocused as Freddie’s, and she felt her grip
on reality loosen.
  Maybe now I’m dying, too. She found this to be a
happy thought, and she embraced the darkness that
overwhelmed her.

        chapter 6




“SO LET ME SEE IF I UNDERSTAND THIS RIGHT,
okay? You been selling hab in O’Callaghan for the last
two months. Now that’s prime territory, okay? My
kids, they don’t give that to just anyone. You sell in a
place like O’Callaghan—or Kitsios or Stephens or
somewhere like that—well, then you can carry your-
self some weight, okay? That’s good. That’s someone
who knows how to grab the yous and make ’em take
what they know ain’t good for ’em. O’Callaghan,
that’s like a reward, okay?”
  He paused, then. Over the years, he’d learned that
such pauses were useful, in part for the rhetorical
effect, but also because silence engendered fear. He
liked to soliloquize, it was true, but there were times
when not saying anything was the scariest thing.
  Right now, he was going for scary, at least to a
degree.
  He had been born with the name Julius Antoine
Dale, but nobody called him that anymore. Most

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people didn’t know his real name, which was how he
preferred it. There were some who knew him from his
younger days as a pavement wrestler, and then later
as a bruiser, who called him “Jules,” but only a few of
them were still alive.
  These days, he was known to almost everyone in
the Gutter as “Fagin.” It was more title than name,
though most people didn’t differentiate much. They
just called him that because they knew better than to
think about calling him anything else.
  The object of Fagin’s diatribe was a young man
named Ian. He was in no position to criticize Fagin’s
delivery, nor his choice in dramatic pauses, seeing as
how Ian was, at the moment, strung up by his ankles,
dangling from one of the creakier ceiling beams, while
two of Fagin’s kids—Sam and Dani—each had a P220
trained on an ear. (Fagin’s kids only used P220s. The
P180s were always misfiring, and anything else
wasn’t suitable for the work he needed. His kids
needed the best if they was to stay on top, and Fagin
intended to stay on top till he died.)
  “So after you get this reward, what do you do? You
start skimming. Now, it’s not like you don’t get a good
wage here, okay? You deal O’Callaghan, that means
you’re takin’ twenty percent—that’s better than any
other flicker in the Gutter’s gonna give you, okay?
Which makes me wonder, where do you get off think-
ing you can get away with that?”
  Still, Ian said nothing. That was wise, as far as
Fagin was concerned, since he had told Dani and Sam

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that they were to fire their P220s if Ian so much as
uttered a peep.
  “Some people would say I should make an example
of you. That would be the thing to do, okay?
Everyone does that. All the time. Someone does that,
all right then, let’s make an example of the little
flicker. Show him who’s boss.” Fagin let out a very
long breath. “Except for one little problem: That never
works. Seriously, when has killing someone ever been
a deterrent? The death penalty has never stopped cap-
ital crimes. In fact, capital crimes usually go up when-
ever there’s a death penalty.”
  Ian still said nothing, though Fagin noted that
there was more sweat on his brow, no doubt due to
the topic of his imminent demise now being the sub-
ject of Fagin’s monologue.
  “So, really, what would I gain? All right, yeah, I’d get
the satisfaction of watching as the bullet from a P220
tears a massive hole in your skull and splatters brain
matter, blood, and bone all over the back wall. But then
I’d have to get the wall cleaned, okay? That’s annoying.
And besides, I’ve seen brains a hella lot smarter than
yours splattered on walls before.” Another long breath.
“So that leaves me with punishment. See, those same
studies I was talking about? The ones that show that
capital crimes go up when there’s a death penalty,
okay? There’s a flip side to that nobody doesn’t talk
about. See, if it goes up when there’s a death penalty, it
goes down when there isn’t. When there’s actual pun-
ishment, then people aren’t likely to do it no more.”

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  For the first time since his monologue started,
Fagin actually looked at Ian. The amount of sweat on
Ian’s forehead increased even more.
  “You started out as a runner, okay? Just a little
acnoid, beggin’ for work ’cause your parents were too
poor to give you an allowance. That’s how they all
start, okay? Doin’ whatever everybody else tells ’em
to do. And the ones that don’t get out, or that don’t
get killed, or that don’t get brain-panned, they move
up in my little world, okay? Like you did.”
  He smiled. When he was a wrestler, Jules had had
all his teeth filed down to points in order to intimidate
his opponents. Because of that, he didn’t smile very
often now, saving it for when he really wanted to
scare people like he did back then.
  Ian was now gushing sweat.
  “Only now you’re moving down, okay? You’re a
runner again, Ian, and you’re the lowest of them. Some
ten-year-old acnoid we just picked up yesterday? He’s
got more clout than you, okay? You scan me?”
  Now Ian nodded quite emphatically.
  To Dani and Sam, he said, “Lower your guns and
cut him down.”
  Sam did so right away; Dani looked disappointed
for a second, then helped Sam cut Ian down.
  Ian fell to the floor with what Fagin imagined was a
hollow thud.
  Fagin turned around to face Evan, the one who
handled Cramville, which was the neighborhood far-
thest away from Fagin’s HQ here in Duckworth.

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Duckworth was the closest the Gutter had to a nice
neighborhood—which, in real terms, meant that
some of the living spaces were more than four hun-
dred square feet. “Put him to work, okay?”
  Evan nodded and walked over to Ian, yanking him
to his feet. “Move your ass,” Evan said. Ian stumbled
more than walked toward the door, Evan on his heels.
  Fagin then turned to Manfred, who ran O’Callaghan.
“Nice job bringin’ that to my attention.”
  Manfred nodded. “Thanks.”
  Then Fagin took out his own P220 and shot
Manfred four times in the chest.
  To Sam and Dani, he said, “Call Wolfgang, have
him clean that crap up. And somebody get Tenilee up
here. She’s runnin’ O’Callaghan now.”
  The other area-runners were either looking agape
at Manfred’s bloody corpse or staring blankly at Fagin.
One of them, Francee, who ran Kitsios, said, “The hell
happened t’all that crap ’bout the death penalty not
deterrin’ nothin’?”
  “I said it wasn’t no deterrent, okay? Didn’t say it
wasn’t useful. See, Ian, he’ll learn. He’s just a typical
panbrain that got too greedy for his own good when
we put him in charge of a street. Went to his head.
That won’t happen again, and by the time he works
himself back up there, he won’t be stupid.” Fagin
pointed down at Manfred’s corpse. “Now Manfred—
Ian pulled that crap for weeks before Manfred figured
it out. Or Manfred knew about it and didn’t tell me.
Means either he’s stupid or ain’t loyal. Since I took his

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territory from him, I figure it’s disloyal. ’Sides, he’s too
smart, and too solid to learn nothin’. So he’s gone.”
  Francee just shook her head.
  “Anything else? ’Cause I got an appointment I’m
real late for, okay?” Fagin had postponed a ren-
dezvous with one of the twelve people he kept
around for his personal pleasure. He was actually
starting to get bored with Number Five—he never
knew their names, as he wasn’t interested in them for
who they were but for what they looked like—so he
was thinking he might have to replace him, maybe
with someone a little older, more experienced. But
tonight was his current favorite, Number Eleven, and
Fagin was eager to get in her pants, as it were.
  Markus, who was in charge of Pyke Lane, which
was the neighborhood geographically closest to the
snooty part of the city, stepped forward. “I got some-
thin’, Fagin. I think it’s legit, too.”
  “What?” Fagin asked, hoping this would be brief.
  “Freddie and Billy found—”
  Holding up a hand, Fagin said, “Stop right there.
The last time Billy and Freddie found something, it
was an AAI that could spy on TPF HQ, okay? And
that’s because they were high and hallucinating. So—”
  “They ain’t foggin’ with this one, Fagin, honest,”
Markus said, insistently. “They found a curve down in
Hunter Alley—she’s a teek and a teep.”
  Fagin rolled his eyes. “Teeks’re a myth, okay? If
you said she was just a teep, I might’ve—”
  “She broke Billy’s ribs, Fagin—and Freddie’s got a

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concussion—and then she blew up Billy’s gun. She’s
just a girl, Fagin—little taller’n most, but still a girl. No
way she could take out Billy or Freddie for nothin’. I
ain’t foggin’ you, Fagin, I think this curve’s legit.”
“You sure they didn’t beat each other up and then
Billy’s gun misfired?” Sam asked. “ ’Cause Billy’s
always buyin’ substandard crap.”
Turning to Sam, Markus said, “He was holdin’ a
T20—they don’t blow up.”
Fagin had to allow as how that was true. T20s
jammed up all the time, but they never blew up. If
Billy was still holding his old TX2, that’d be one thing,
but if he had a T20 . . .
Markus looked back at Fagin. “I think you should
meet her. At the very least—” He hesitated.
“What?” Fagin asked, thinking that he was going to
have to wake Number Eleven out of a sound sleep by
the time he got to her at this rate.
“She’s definitely a teep. She—she knows things.”
Francee chuckled. “Crap, Markus, if she knew
about what happened in the Firefly Club, we all know
about that.”
Markus’s dark skin went darker with a blush. “Not
that—she knows other stuff. Stuff I ain’t told no one.”
Favoring Markus with his sharp-toothed smile,
Fagin asked, “Like what?”
“I—I don’t wanna say, Fagin. Trust me, though,
don’t nobody know this.”
Fagin sighed. “All right. Bring her by tomorrow.”
“Fagin, I—”

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  Raising his P220 and aiming it at the same spot on
Markus’s chest where he’d hit Manfred, Fagin said,
“Tomorrow.”
  Quickly, Markus said, “Yeah, yeah, okay, I scan, no
problem, tomorrow.”
  Fagin lowered his P220 and put it back in his
jacket. “I’ll see you all in the morning.”
  Then he retreated through the back door that led to
his private chambers. Two of his bodyguards—he
didn’t know their names, as the names of his guards
were as irrelevant as those of his sex partners—
stepped in front of the doorway to keep any potential
intruders out. They were supplements, and less
important ones, really. He mostly kept them around
for the symbolic value of having two very large men
with no necks standing in front of his private cham-
bers. His real security, however, came from touching
the control on his belt buckle that sealed the room
with a force field that couldn’t be broken down by
anything short of a large explosive device, and not
necessarily then.
  Number Eleven hadn’t gone to sleep. She also had
gone to the effort of removing her clothing, which
disappointed Fagin. “Put your clothes back on, okay?”
he said sharply. He wanted to be the one to undress
her.
  A teep-teek, huh? he thought as he removed his
clothes as a prelude to removing hers. This could be
interesting.

       chapter 7




MARKUS RALIAN REALLY DIDN’T WANT THAT
girl around any longer than he had to. But when
Fagin went and pointed a gun at your chest two sec-
onds after he shot up Manfred for no good reason,
well, crap, Markus wasn’t no panbrain.
  So when Fagin’s little object lesson was done,
Markus went back to his square in Pyke Lane to see
what he could do with the girl.
  Markus grew up in Pyke Lane—actually on the
lane that the neighborhood took its name from—and
he knew early on that he wasn’t goin’ nowhere legit-
like. His dad was a musician who couldn’t get work;
his mom worked as a cook at a diner down in Kitsios,
which paid for crap. Mom kept hoping that Markus
would get himself a scholarship, go to one of the good
schools in Tarsonis City, but they kept turning down
his applications. Never gave a reason, just turned
them down.
  Being no kind of panbrain, Markus didn’t waste no

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time. If the world outside the Gutter didn’t care about
him, he wasn’t gonna care about it, neither. If he
couldn’t make it up to their world, he’d do the best he
could in this one. That meant drugs.
  Again, Markus was no kind of panbrain. Everyone
around him, including his dad and both his siblings,
did crab, snoke, turk, and especially hab, so he saw
what it did to them. Dad was a great sax player—
when he wasn’t high on hab. Problem was, those
times weren’t very often, which was why he got
kicked out of the Trank Club, and hadn’t had steady
work since.
  No, the people who made it weren’t the habheads.
The people who made it were the ones who sold it.
  Like everyone else, Markus started out as a run-
ner for the local dealer. In his case, it was Orphy
Jones, back when he ran Pyke Lane. By the time
Markus worked his way up to being a barker, Orphy
got his head blown off by a rival dealer, the guy
everyone called Grin, on account of how he didn’t
never smile. Grin’s main lieutenant was a fast-loader
named Jules.
  Wasn’t long before Markus saw the words on the
screen: Jules was the brains. Grin was just muscle,
and wasn’t much longer before a bullet from Jules’s
T20—this was before the P220s came out—was in
Grin’s skull and Jules started callin’ himself “Fagin”
for some reason and started taking territory.
  Nowadays, nobody who made money on drugs or
sex or booze did it without Fagin getting himself a cut.

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  As for Markus, he just made sure he was loyal to
whoever was in charge. Didn’t matter if it was Orphy
or Grin or Fagin, if he said “Jump,” Markus asked,
“How high?”
  That was how you survived.
  Worked, too. His square had a living room bigger
than the place he grew up in. Markus’s brother and
sister both worked for Fagin, too, and he’d gotten at
least Geena off of crab. Gary, though, he kept saying
he’d given it up, and then Markus’d find him with a
hab booster on his arm.
  So when Fagin said he’d look at the teep curve
tomorrow, that meant that all Markus could do was
figure out what the flick to do with her for the night.
Normally, he wouldn’t have even questioned Fagin,
but after that curve started talking about what Dad
did. . . .
  Markus shuddered. He hadn’t even thought about
it. Markus himself had just been an infant when it
happened, before Geena or Gary was born, and it
wasn’t something he wanted to remember. Most
times, he didn’t have to—but then that curve started
talking. . . .
  He came into his square to see Geena sitting in the
living room, counting the day’s take, with Tyrus
standing over her polishing his T20. Geena looked as
pretty as always, especially after she’d had her nose
redone for her eighteenth birthday—a present from
Markus, who knew that was all she wanted. The op
was pretty straightforward, but until Markus started

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dealing, the Ralians could never afford even that sim-
ple an op.
  As for Tyrus, he was supposed to be in the spare
bedroom with the teep girl. So what the hell’s he doing
out here?
  Shaking his head, Markus asked, “What the flick
you doin’ out here, Ty?” Years ago, Markus never
would’ve shot off at someone like Tyrus, who was at
least twice his size, and who could crush Markus’s
head with one outsized hand.
  But Markus was the head of the neighborhood
now. He could boss people like that around. It felt
good.
  Tyrus shrugged his massive shoulders. “Girl ain’t
doin’ nothin’, ’cept mutterin’ stuff.”
  “I told you to keep an eye on her.”
  Geena repeated Tyrus’s words. “She ain’t doin’
nothin’, Markus. Just lyin’ there all curled up. Ain’t
like she can go nowhere.”
  “I don’t care, I don’t want that girl to be alone.”
  “Markus,   she  can’t go  nowhere    without  us
seein’—”
  “She’s a teep. She can leave without us knowin’!”
  Tyrus shuddered. “Got that right.” At Markus’s
look, he said, “She was goin’ on about my sister. I
didn’t want to be hearin’ that, so I came out here.”
  Markus sighed. Tyrus’s sister had worked as a sex
dancer to pay for her hab, and died when one of her
regular customers got annoyed when she wouldn’t go
home with him. Because Fagin was the type to

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reward loyalty, and because Tyrus had been a good
soldier, Fagin had made sure that the customer in
question died very slowly and very painfully, but that
didn’t bring Tyrus’s sister back. It was the only thing
that ever made the big man get emotional, so Markus
could understand why he wouldn’t want to be in a
room with someone reminding him of it.
  That didn’t make the situation no better, though.
Glaring at his sister, he said, “Then you shoulda got
someone else. That girl’s dangerous, and Fagin wants
to see her in the morning.”
  “Crap,” Tyrus said, “we gotta be keepin’ her for the
whole night? You see what she did to Billy and
Freddie?”
  “Yeah, and that’s why Fagin wants to see her—but
not till tomorrow.” Turning to Geena, he said, “Get
some people over here. I want three people in the
room with her all the time, and two more out here.
She even twitches, she gets shot, you scan me?”
  “That’s what you told us before you left,” Geena
said testily as she grabbed a fone.
  “Yeah, and that worked real good.” Markus shook
his head, pulled out his own P220, which Fagin had
given him when he gave him the Pyke Lane neigh-
borhood to run, and walked into the spare bedroom,
from which Markus had had all the furniture
removed after the girl threw her first temper tantrum
and almost broke his favorite chair. It was an interior
room with no windows to the outside—in fact, the
entire apartment only had one room with windows,

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and Markus took that one for himself. Geena had
been right, in theory—the girl shouldn’t have been
able to leave without someone in the living room
knowing it, since the spare bedroom’s only way out
was into that room. Still, with a teep, Markus wasn’t
taking any chances.
  He closed the door behind him, cutting off Geena’s
summoning some more muscle. Markus knew she’d
find someone. The Yorod was closed for renovations
for the next week, so that was at least four bruisers
who probably were at loose ends for a while, plus
they’d settled their little problem with the turk sup-
plier—all, Markus was proud to say, without having
to involve Fagin, which made the boss very happy—
so Zelik and Marina would be free.
  It took Markus a second to find the girl—which
was surprising, since the room was just a square space
of about fifty square feet with nothing in it but the
girl.
  She was curled up in a corner, her knees tucked
into her chest, her hands up, covering her face.
  “Go away.” Markus could barely hear her speak
through the mask of her forearms.
  “Can’t do that, curve.”
  “I can’t stop it if you’re in here.” Her voice was a
mild whimper. “If you’re in here, I know all of it! I
know about what your father did—”
  Markus held up the P220. “Shut up! Don’t be
talkin’ about—”
  The curve sat up. “Then leave!”

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  She had a pretty face, the curve did. Even with the
tears running down her cheeks and the puffy eyes,
Markus could see she was pretty. And it was a natural
pretty, the kind that happened from good luck, not
from a surgeon’s laser the way it did for most of the
curves in the Yorod.
  Which was why Markus made sure to hold up the
P220. Pretty faces made studs do some stupid crap, and
Markus prided himself on not being stupid.
  “Nobody’s leavin’, curve. Fagin wants to see you in
the morning, and that means—”
  She put her head back behind her arms. “I can’t
stop it if you’re here! I can’t stop your brother from
drugging himself into a fog, I can’t stop your sister
from selling her body, I can’t stop your cat from dying,
I can’t stop Orphy from not listening to you and get-
ting his head shot off, I can’t stop you from singing at
the Firefly Club, I can’t stop your father from killing
your mother, I can’t stop—”
  “Shut up!” Markus screamed, thumbing the safety
on his P220. “I swear I will shoot you in the face if you
don’t shut up!”
  “Then get out!” she screamed right back. “I know
how much you hate Jules, how much you want to kill
him, I know how much you want your father to die,
too, and—”
  Markus fired a shot over her head.
  She didn’t even flinch.
  Whimpering again, she said, “You really think
that’s gonna scare me? Don’t you get it?” She looked

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out from behind her arms again. Her green eyes were
bloodshot. “I want to die!”
  “Well, too bad, curve,” Markus said, trying and fail-
ing to keep his voice from shaking. “Fagin wants to
see you in the morning, and that means you don’t
move, you scan me?”
  Without waiting for an answer, he turned around
and left the spare bedroom as fast as he could.
  “Damn, Markus,” Geena said. “You ain’t looked
like that since the cat died.”
  Markus snarled at his sister, but didn’t say any-
thing.
  Tyrus said, “I told you, Markus. That curve ain’t
uploadin’ right, you scan me?”
  Nodding, Markus said, “Yeah. When the others get
here—tell them to stay outside the door. Don’t
nobody talk to her for nothin’.” He shuddered. “That
curve’ll be Fagin’s problem tomorrow morning. Till
then, we keep her locked up.”
  “No problem,” Tyrus said emphatically.
  Markus then went straight for his bedroom. He had
a private stash of whiskey in there, and he intended to
drink all of it before he went to sleep tonight.


  Malcolm Kelerchian was getting entirely the wrong
kind of headache.
  He’d spent the past three days talking to everyone
who knew Nova Terra, both on Tarsonis and off. He’d
spent the better part of yesterday talking to the people
who were now on the Padraig, still en route to

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Tyrador IX despite the tragedy that befell several of
their families—supposedly it would be safer there. At
least Mal had been able to talk to them, and only then
by throwing his Wrangler credentials around. Certainly
he wouldn’t have been able to swing talking to the pas-
sengers on an Old Family yacht when he was a mere
detective, which marked the first reason he’d had in a
year to be grateful for his transfer.
  Sadly, those interviews did very little good. Nobody
knew anything about Nova beyond the fact that she
left the puddle-jumper suddenly for no good reason,
and that she had always been a rather empathetic girl,
always given to caring about other people’s feelings.
  Mal’s impressions upon hearing that from most of
the younger scions of the Old Families was that such
was a concept wholly foreign to them.
  Talking to her acquaintances on Tarsonis proved
equally useless, mostly because they were only
acquaintances. They knew who Nova was, they knew
she was Constantino Terra’s youngest child, they
knew she had blond hair, and they knew damn little
else.
  Now Mal was in the home of Clara Terra and her
fiancé, Milo Kusinis, a lavish suite on the upper floors
of Kusinis Tower, one of the few buildings taller than
Terra Skyscraper. Clara was seated on a wooden chair
that was, Mal knew, a reproduction of a French chair
from the nineteenth century on Old Earth, and which
also cost more than Mal’s annual salary. Clara had her
mother’s brown hair and full figure, and she had also

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done considerable work to make her face perfectly
proportioned. She was holding an embroidered hand-
kerchief to her face and dabbing her eyes, though Mal
could find no evidence of crying. The surgeon’s laser
may have prevented that from showing, of course—
with the Old Families, there were lots of ways to buy
your way out of feeling emotions, after all.
   Mal was seated on a chair just like it, sitting at a
dining-room table that was three times as expensive
as both chairs combined, protected by a lace table-
cloth that was probably as proportionately expensive.
   If Nova had been here, he’d have a different kind
of headache. But she hadn’t been here since the day
of the attack.
   Among Mal’s instructions from Director Killiany
was that the fact of Nova’s telepathy was classified
and only employees of the Ghost Program and mem-
bers of the Terra family were to know of it. That
meant that—unlike his interviews with the other Old
Families—Mal could be direct with Clara.
   “Ms. Terra, did you know that your sister was a
telepath?”
   “A telepath?” Clara looked up from behind her
handkerchief. “That’s ridiculous. Nova was no such
thing.”
   And how nice of you to talk of your sister in the past tense.
“I’m afraid she is a telepath, ma’am. There’s no doubt
of that.” In truth, there was still some doubt, as the
evidence was fairly circumstantial, but he saw no rea-
son to share that with the sister.

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  “It’s nonsense. If Nova was a telepath, I’d have
known.”
  That, it seemed, was all there was to it. But Mal
pressed on. “Ma’am, right now, Nova’s a danger to
everyone around her—but mostly to herself. I have to
ask—have you seen her since the attack on your fam-
ily?” He knew the answer was no, but he was curious
as to what her reaction would be.
  As she set the handkerchief down on the lace
tablecloth, Mal saw a look of determination that
might have been more fierce on the visage of some-
one who was better at it. “Agent Kelerchian, I agreed
to speak to you because I received word from the
Council itself that I was to cooperate with you in any
way. But I will not see my sister spoken of in this
way! Especially after the horrible tragedy that has
befallen—”
  “Yes, yes, the terrible tragedy that’s left you and
your darling fiancé in charge of the entire Terra for-
tune.”
  “What are you implying?”
  Malcolm Kelerchian rarely smiled. He’d tried it a
few times, and found that it never conveyed any
sense of jocularity. So he saved it for occasions when
he wanted to put the person with him completely ill
at ease. “I’m not implying anything that isn’t blind-
ingly obvious to anyone paying attention. A bunch of
rebels broke into the Terra Skyscraper—”
  “Led by my mother’s jig.” Clara looked away and
made a tch noise. “I told her not to trust that man. . . .”

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  Sure that Clara had never said any such thing to
her mother, Mal ignored the interruption and pro-
ceeded. “—and killed the three people who stood
between you and control of the Terra family, all at a
time when you weren’t home, because you were busy
with your fiancé—who stands to inherit control of the
entire Kusinis family fortune and businesses. That
looks suspicious to people, given the likely prospect of
your two families merging completely, instead of par-
tially the way it would’ve been a week ago. Now most
people wouldn’t question a scion of the Old Families.
But, as my presence in your apartment amply demon-
strates, I’m not most people. I’ve got the Council’s
ear—” An exaggeration, but again, Clara didn’t need
to know that. “—and if I tell them that you’re suspi-
cious, they’ll be all over you—and your fiancé. One
way to keep me from telling them that is to answer my
damn questions.”
  Clara’s lips set into a small line under her unnatu-
ral nose. “Very well. Ask.”
  In fact, Mal had already done so, but in the inter-
ests of moving things forward, he asked again: “Have
you seen your sister Nova since your parents and
brother were killed?”
  “No.” Clara let out a breath, and she seemed to
deflate. “I can’t imagine why she didn’t come straight
to me.”
  Mal drummed his fingers on the table. “Ma’am, it’s
my belief that Nova didn’t know she was a telepath
until she walked onto the roof of your family’s sky-

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scraper and saw Edward Peters kill the rest of the
family—right before she killed him and his cohorts. A
lot of telepaths’ abilities don’t get activated until they
experience some kind of traumatic event.”
  Clara nodded. “This certainly qualifies.”
  “Exactly. I doubt very much that she was thinking
straight, which is probably why she didn’t come to
you. Now I’ve gotta ask—is there anywhere she used
to go, some kind of secret favorite place she didn’t tell
anybody about?”
  “I’m afraid if she did, she kept it a secret from me. I
must admit, Agent Kelerchian, we weren’t as . . . inti-
mate as sisters should be. She was much closer to her
brother.”
  Yeah, but I can’t really question him. Somehow, Mal
managed not to say the words out loud. He reached
into the inner pocket of his duster and pulled out a
card. On it was encoded his personal comm code;
placing that in a fone would transmit the user to his
headset instantly. Normally, he simply gave out the
cards in his outer pockets, which went to his mail
cache, but on this case, he wanted instant gratification—
even if it meant talking to this woman again. “If you
think of anything else, or if you hear from Nova, or if
there’s anything you come across or remember that
might help me find Nova—please call me immedi-
ately.”
  “Of course.” Clara took the card and said the words
in that noncommittal voice that drove Mal crazy.
  Getting up from the chair, Mal pumped two doses

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of the analgesic into his bloodstream to stave off the
headache.
  Wherever Nova Terra was, Mal was more and more
convinced that it wasn’t among the Old Families.
Facial ID scanners had long since been set up at
Giddings and all the other ground ports, as well as
every train station in Tarsonis. They’d gotten three
hits of women who looked similar enough to Nova,
but weren’t her—they were neither the right age nor
telepathic. One had threatened legal action against
the government, to which Mal wished her the best of
luck and agreed to appear as a witness on her behalf,
an offer she declined frostily.
  If Nova went off-planet, she did it before the cor-
don fell—unlikely, as it was imposed within two
hours of her disappearance from the puddle-jumper
at Giddings. More likely, she was still on Tarsonis. But
she wasn’t among any of her peers.
  So if I’m a telepath who was just confronted with the
death of my entire family and hit with abilities I haven’t the
first clue how to control, where would I go?
  The best answer Mal could come up with was: As
far away from my life as possible.
  Which meant Mal was going to have to check the
Gutter.

       chapter 8




FIVE PEOPLE ARMED WITH GUNS ESCORTED
Nova from the tiny apartment that Markus Ralian
owned. She had awakened there after she blew up
Billy’s gun. Her first hope—that she was dead—was
soon dashed, and she struck outward, wrecking all
the furniture in the room before falling unconscious
again.
  When she woke back up, the room was empty.
  She noticed that, when nobody was in the room,
she had an easier time screening out everyone’s
thoughts. They were still there, but it was like the
background noise of a crowd in a filled stadium, just a
wall of mental noise.
  But if someone came through the door, she
couldn’t hold the dam up. First it was Markus with his
murdering father and angry mother and ex-prostitute
sister and hatred for his boss and so much else, and
that led to her hearing the thoughts of the couple in
the next apartment who argued all the time but loved

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each other anyhow, the bruiser in the next room who
secretly loved dancing but couldn’t tell anyone for
fear of ruining his reputation, the woman down the
hall who kept trying to fix her holo because she
couldn’t afford to buy a new one or pay someone to
repair it, the family across the way who were eating
the last of their leftovers and didn’t know if any of
them would find work and thus be able to afford to
buy food tomorrow, and everything else. . . .
   Then Markus left, and she was able to silence the
voices.
   For a time.
   It got worse when the bodyguard came in, but she
was able to scare Tyrus Fallit enough that he left.
Same for when Markus came back in.
   Now, though, she was overwhelmed again, mostly
with the four who escorted her, plus Markus.
   This is a fine-(Damn, I hope Markus don’t tell) lookin’
curve. Gotta (nobody that my gun ain’t loaded) get me some
of her (I’m hungry.) when Fagin’s all (’cause that’ll get me
in some serious crap) through with her. (with Fagin.) I can’t
believe we made it (Maybe I’ll watch that holo tonight)
through the (with Mom like I) night. Couldn’t (promised her
last week.) get a flickin’ bit of sleep (Hope I can score me
some hab after this, gotta) ’cause of that curve. She’d better
be worth (get some hab or I’m just gonna) whatever Fagin
wants (I’m hungry.) with her, or I’m gonna put the bullet
(flickin’ explode right here in the street, ’cause) in her brain
my own self. (I gotta get me some!)
   Nova closed her (Need some hab!) eyes and forced

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herself to focus, (A nice curve.) to not think about (I’m
hungry.) the thoughts (Hope Mom remembers.) that
were pounding into (Almost there.) her mind.
  The next thing she knew, the thoughts had gone
away—no, not entirely. Just four of the five did.
Markus was still there—and a new one.
  She opened her eyes and looked up to see Markus
and another man. He was shorter than Markus, but
he seemed taller, somehow. Nova suspected that he’d
always seem to be the tallest person in the room. He
had a need to be in charge of everything he surveyed.
He was a little taller than Nova herself was, with dark
skin, a shaved head, and a full beard.
  Even if she hadn’t been able to see into his mind,
she’d have recognized him from Markus’s thoughts.
“Your name is Jules,” she said.
  He laughed. “Not bad. Ain’t too many people that
know that name. But I’m called—”
  “Fagin.” She knew that already. She knew every-
thing. “You named yourself after a character in an old
novel called Oliver Twist—a novel you hated when you
read it, but you liked the character of Fagin, and you
hate the fact that your name is Julius Antoine Dale.”
  Markus looked over at Fagin—at Jules—in surprise
at that. He hadn’t known Fagin’s whole name until
now.
  Now Fagin was angry. “Markus was right, okay?
You are a teep. Which means I got only one question
for you, curve.”
  “I just want to die.”

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   This prompted a wide grin. “That may still be possi-
ble. But first, I gotta see if you’re of use, you scan me?”
   “Use people is all you do,” Nova said quietly.
   “That’s right.” The grin widened. “Now why don’t
we start with your name? I’m guessing it’s something
fancy—maybe with some money behind it—since
your clothes are a lot nicer than most of what you see
down here.”
   She saw where this was going before Fagin started
talking. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she
remembered her parents being killed. “You won’t get
any ransom. My family’s all dead.”
   Suddenly, she remembered that Clara was probably
still alive. She had forgotten all about her older sister.
But still, she couldn’t, she daren’t let this monster
know that. He had to believe that the entire Terra
family was dead.
   Luckily, that would be an easy fiction to maintain.
   “So you are rich. Good, good. There’s got to be
somebody—”
   “There’s nobody!” she shouted. “They’re all dead! I
killed all of them!” Nova wasn’t sure why she said
that, but it had an immediate effect on Fagin.
Running with what she saw in his head, she contin-
ued: “Why do you think I came down here? I killed
my entire family, and I don’t want the TPF to find me.
So I came to the Gutter—cops don’t come down here,
from what I’ve heard.” In fact, she’d heard no such
thing—mainly because she hadn’t cared enough to
inquire—but she saw clearly in both Markus’s and

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Fagin’s minds that the police left them alone as long
as they didn’t interfere in the world outside the
Gutter.
  Fagin rubbed his bearded chin. “So what you’re
saying is—you can kill with your brain, okay?”
  “That’s right. I can. But I won’t do it for you.”
  “Oh, I think you will. Because if you don’t—”
  “You’ll shoot me?” Nova said, though she saw that
that wasn’t what he was thinking. He was thinking
that she would starve, which was a ridiculous notion.
  “No, shooting’ll be a mercy. You want to die, you
said—I heard you say it. But that’s not the worst thing
that can happen to a rich little curve like you. No, the
worst thing is to suffer. I’ll bet you’ve never sufferered,
have you, little curve?” He pulled out his pistol—a
P220, apparently, the best handgun that money could
buy—and pointed it right at her head. “Now I want
you to leave here, little curve, and I’m gonna make
sure that nobody helps you, okay? You won’t get no
food, you won’t get no place to live, you won’t get no
drugs, you won’t get nothin’, you scan me?”
  Markus, Nova knew, was surprised at this turn of
events—he thought that what Jules was doing was
cruel and unnecessary. But he also knew better than
to argue with him.
  “Get out, curve! Out!”
  Nova couldn’t believe what she was hearing. A
minute ago, he was convinced that she’d be the best
weapon he’d ever had. Now, he wanted nothing to do
with her. He was convinced that the only way she’d

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work for him was if she was on her own for a while—
then she would come to him begging him to take her
in, in much the same way his literary namesake took
in Oliver Twist in the old Charles Dickens novel.
  Right there, Nova swore to prove him wrong.
  “All right, I’ll leave. But first, let me tell you some-
thing, Julius Antoine Dale. You’re never going to get
your mother to love you. None of the twelve people
you keep locked up in the back rooms even like you—
they’re just scared of you. Everyone thinks you look
like an idiot with the shaved head, since that look
went out of style ten years ago. And one of your most
trusted lieutenants is going to kill you.”
  She made that last one up—well, not entirely. The
image of killing Fagin was very clear in Markus’s head.
  Then she turned around and walked out.
  As she moved past the four guards (I’m hungry.
What, she’s leavin’? Gotta get my hab! Hope Mom’s okay.)
and the other people in this large apartment—which
was called a “square,” she realized, because most of
the low-income housing that the Confederacy built
down here consisted of square-shaped apartments—
she heard one final thought from Fagin. It wasn’t
anger at what she’d revealed to him because, she now
understood, they were all things he already knew,
and they didn’t scare him, not even the fact that he’d
die at the hands of a trusted lieutenant. Perhaps it was
because that was how he rose to power, so he
expected the same to be visited on him.
  In any case, he had only one thought in mind:

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  She’ll be back. And then she’ll be mine.
  Nova swore she would die before she let that hap-
pen.


  Mal arrived at the Southwestern District Head-
quarters of the Tarsonis Police Force, knowing that he
would be violating his director’s orders when he
entered.
  He had already requested all the records from all
the TPFHQs in the Gutter, and they’d told him noth-
ing useful—as expected. That’s because very little
went on in the Southwestern and Southern Districts
that made it into the records.
  If he was going to find out what was really happen-
ing in the Gutter, he was going to have to talk to
people.
  Or, specifically, talk to a person.
  He entered the main reception area. The walls were
several unfortunate shades of green. The district HQs
were first constructed shortly after humans settled on
Tarsonis—the ruling class felt that keeping law and
order was critical—and they were constructed from
bits of the colony ships. Over the years, most of the
HQs were replaced with more modern structures that
reflected  the  growing   prosperity   of humans on
Tarsonis.
  But in the Gutter? Nobody bothered. Besides, the
metal they built the HQ out of was designed to with-
stand the rigors of space, which meant it could stand
up to whatever the Gutter could throw at it.

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   Not that the Gutter threw much. The cops down
here were bought and paid for by the various criminal
elements, after all. If nothing else, the salary for graft
was a lot better than the one they got from the
Council.
   As if to prove that point, Mal saw that the sergeant
in charge of the surveillance cameras was watching
UNN on a screen on his desk. The other screens were
showing empty alleys and streets; three weren’t
working. Mal assumed that someone paid good
money to keep those three cameras down.
   Still, just for the hell of it, he asked, “What hap-
pened to Cameras 4, 5, and 9?”
   “Busted,” the sergeant said without looking up
from the UNN reporter. It was Mara Greskin, which
Mal only knew because she’d interviewed him once
or twice, and then asked him out to dinner. He’d said
yes, which was a mistake, as the dinner was a disaster,
like every date and attempt at a relationship Mal had
ever made.
   “I need to see Officer Fonseca.”
   Jerking his thumb behind him, and still not looking
up from Greskin’s story, the sergeant said, “Desk
duty.”
   “Figures. Who’d he crack off this time?”
   The sergeant shrugged. “I stopped keepin’ track.”
   Yeah, that sounds like Larry. “Which desk is his?”
   “The one up against the wall.”
   Anywhere else, Mal might have thought it odd that
the sergeant never bothered to request Mal’s creden-

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tials, or at least look up to see who it was. But this was
the Gutter.
  Mal walked past the sergeant through a long, dark
hallway. He saw light fixtures, but they weren’t work-
ing. He wondered how long they had been out, and if
anyone even bothered to report their failure.
  The hallway emptied out into a large room full of
desks, all but one of which were empty. That figured.
Most of the shift probably were out on patrol, were
doing favors for whoever had paid for them, or had
called in sick because they had better things to do
today. In mid-shift, very few cops would be in HQ for
any reason.
  Unless, of course, they were on desk duty.
  Officer Larry Fonseca was older than Mal, but
beyond that Mal had no idea what his age was. He
was white-haired and wrinkled, but that was the case
when Mal first joined the TPF twenty years earlier. He
was always just old, though it was possible he’d added
a jowl or two, his white hair had gotten a bit thinner,
and his belly had gotten a bit thicker.
  “How you doin’, Larry?”
  Larry looked up from staring at the same UNN
report the sergeant had been watching. His blue eyes
were virtually hidden by folds of aged flesh, hovering
over his bulbous nose.
  “I’m doing for crap, Mal, whaddaya expect? What
in the name of the sun in the sky is that you’re wear-
ing?”
  Sitting down in the guest chair next to Larry’s desk,

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which creaked with his weight, Mal said, “Been trans-
ferred over to the confeds. Ghost Program.”
   “What’d they do a stupid thing like that for?”
   “As soon as I know the answer to that one, old
friend, I’ll let you know.”
   Larry chuckled. “Yeah, that figures. So if you’re a
fancy-ass confed now, the hell you need to talk to me
for?”
   “I need to know what kinds of assaults have been
happening down here the last four days or so.”
   Looking at Mal’s earpiece, Larry said, “C’mon, you
can get all that—”
   Waving a hand in front of his face, Mal said, “I
don’t mean the records, I mean what’s actually hap-
pening down there.” He took a breath, then proceeded
to violate several confederal laws. “What I’m looking
for is a teep/teek. Got a Psi Index through the roof,
and I’m pretty sure she’s loose down here.”
   “Don’t you got special fancy-ass confed equipment
to help you find that stuff?”
   Mal shrugged. “Yeah, sure, I can pick up her
psionic wavelength pattern. Only one problem—I
don’t know what it is.”
   “Whaddaya mean you don’t know what it is?”
   Sighing at the digression, Mal leaned forward and
said, “If you’re looking for some mug’s DNA, you can
scan for it—and then you comp it to the database,
right?”
   Larry nodded. Then his eyes widened a bit, and he

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nodded again. “Oh, I get it. You don’t got nothin’ to
compare it to.”
  “Right. She’s a renegade, never got into the pro-
gram. I mean, I can do scans looking for a heavy wave
pattern—and we have been, and I might find her that
way, but I’m not about to count on that.”
  Again, Larry nodded. “Yeah, I can understand that.
S’like a needle in a haystack.”
  “What’s so hard about finding a needle in a
haystack? Just run a magnet over the haystack, the
needle’ll pop right out.”
  As always when Mal pointed that out to someone,
Larry got a confused look on his jowly face; then it
brightened, as if he’d just received enlightenment.
“Hey, yeah, that would work. Okay, so whaddaya
need?”
  “Anybody who’s been attacked but left no marks.
Or a DB that’s bleeding out the eyes. Or just people
being assaulted by a little girl who you wouldn’t nor-
mally expect to get assaulted by a little girl.”
  “Yeah, okay. Gimme a day.”
  Mal smiled. He knew he could count on Larry. “So
who’d you crack off this time?”
  Shrugging, Larry said, “The captain. He wanted me
playin’ bodyguard for a turk shipment from the
Heights. I told him to go flick himself, so he put me on
a desk.”
  “You know, Larry, you could just take the money
and be done with it.”

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   Larry shook his head, then folded his arms over his
chest. “Nope. Can’t do it. Took an oath.”
   Shaking his head, Mal got up. “You’re nuts, you
know that?”
   “Whatever.” He went back to watching UNN.
   For his own insane reasons, Larry Fonseca kept to
his oath to keep the peace and uphold the law. He was
also as good a cop as they came, so he always knew
what was going on on his patrol and was always will-
ing to cooperate with a fellow officer—even one
who’d been transferred to the confeds—which made
him a more useful resource than anyone else in the
Gutter. The other cops here were all beholden to
other masters, and wouldn’t cooperate with Mal for
anything short of cash that he wasn’t authorized to
provide officially and couldn’t afford to provide per-
sonally.
   In the meantime, Mal would wander around the
Gutter for a while. Maybe he’d get lucky and get a
headache. . . .

        chapter 9




NOVA HAD THOUGHT THAT STARVING TO DEATH
would be easier than this.
  After leaving Fagin’s place, she just walked until
she found an alley like the one Billy and Freddie
found her in. This one didn’t have an AAI; but then,
it didn’t have much of anything beyond a large trash
bin. Nova had been disgusted to see that they still
had trash bins down here—back home, the trash
was incinerated regularly right on the premises.
Apparently, down here in the Gutter it was collected
and then sent somewhere else to be incinerated,
which struck Nova as a colossal waste of time. Why
not just do it there?
  She found a trash bin to lie behind, and fell asleep,
hoping never to wake up.
  The problem was, she did wake up. And when she
did, she was very hungry.
  Ignoring it proved impossible. Her stomach rum-
bled as loudly as the thoughts of the people around

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her—which she was getting better at tuning out, even
as she got worse at ignoring her hunger.
   She tried to think of other things, but it just sent
her back to food—or to things she didn’t want to think
about. Thinking about home made her think of the
banquets Mommy used to put together. Thinking
about her family made her think of how they died.
Thinking about Morgan made her ill.
   After two days, she got a distraction: a very small,
very filthy tabby cat with half its left ear missing, who
enjoyed foraging in the trash bin. The background
noise of human thoughts around her had dimmed a
bit, but when the cat came up to her, she found her-
self almost embraced by the cat’s own rather straight-
forward thoughts. Food? Not food. Find food. Sleep. It
never got more complicated than that. However, the
cat decided that, even though she wasn’t food, Nova
was a decent enough sort for her to curl up next to
when they both went to sleep.
   By the fourth day of her Fagin-imposed exile, she
had decided to name the cat Pip, after the kitten she’d
had for about two weeks when she was a girl.
Unfortunately, while Pip—who was a Siamese—got
along fine with Nova, she constantly hissed at every-
one else in the house, from the hired help to Zeb, and
Mommy and Daddy both agreed that she had to go.
Pip wound up with the family of the one servant the
cat could stand—Rebeka, Nova’s hairdresser. Nova
visited her as often as decorum permitted a member
of the Old Families to visit the home of a servant.

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  Whlie Pip wandered off occasionally, she always
came back to Nova, unlike her namesake. At one
point, she even offered a mouse that she had caught
her very own self. Food for big hairless cat was her
thought upon dropping the mouse in front of Nova.
“Big hairless cat,” Nova had soon realized, was how
Pip thought of her. The idea of a creature other than a
cat never entered her worldview.
  She was very displeased when Nova refused to eat
the mouse, and Pip disappeared for the better part of a
day. Nova had wondered if she’d ever come back, and
found that she was pleased when she did, almost
twenty hours later. When Pip was around, it was eas-
ier to keep the other thoughts silent. Pip wasn’t quite
the dead zone that the AAI was, but that was better in
a way. Getting used to the cat’s thoughts provided
good practice for human thoughts—at least that was
her theory.
  A small voice in her head said, What difference does it
make? You want to die anyway, right? She ignored it.
  On the fifth night, she awoke with a start, having
dreamed of a very large steak with a three-color salad
covered in the cook’s mouthwatering mustard vinai-
grette, all of it washed down with framberry juice.
  She couldn’t take it anymore. She had to eat some-
thing.
  Getting to her feet, she looked down at her clothes.
Her blouse, which was once white, now was streaked
with gray and black and other colors she wasn’t sure
she wanted to identify. Her white denim pants had

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even more colors on them. Somewhere along the
line, she’d misplaced her shoes; her white socks were
riddled with holes, and her feet were killing her. Her
hair felt like strands of wheat attached to her head,
and her teeth ached. It had been days since her last
shower or dental, and she probably looked terrible.
   But it didn’t matter because she had to eat some-
thing or she’d die.
   You said you wanted to die, the small voice reminded
her once again, but now it was drowned out by the
much bigger voice that was reminding her of the
steak dinner she’d just dreamed about.
   Forcing her feet to move for the first time in several
days, she inched out of the alley—
   Why do I gotta (All these bills,) go to school? Ain’t (I
don’t know how the flick I’m gonna) none of that (pay them
all.) gonna do me (Now listen to this song, this song is) crap
lotta good in (utter garbage, you won’t believe) the real
world. (how bad this song is, really.)
   —and instantly regretted it. The thoughts beat into
her head. She tried to force them out.
   After a few moments, she was able to tamp them
down to a dull roar. It was easier this time.
   Pip sauntered up alongside her. Big hairless cat go
away?
   Crouching to give Pip a scritch on the neck, which
she liked a great deal—her thoughts when Nova
stopped were always Why stop itch-go-away?—she said,
“I’ll be back soon. I have to find some big hairless cat
food.”

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  With that, she stood back up and set out, deter-
mined to walk the streets of the Gutter until she
found something to eat.
  Aside from hoverbikes, vehicles didn’t generally
come down this way, except for the buses on the main
thoroughfares. Most of the streets of the Gutter were
walkways, with the neighborhoods divided by those
main thoroughfares.
  When she turned the corner out of the alleyway
onto Decker Way, she saw a few stores, and several
AAIs imploring her to purchase a particular product.
She easily ignored the latter, paying closer attention
to the former—but none of them sold food.
  And how are you going to buy the food once you find it?
she asked herself. You don’t have any money.
  Nova decided to worry about that when she found
a place. She started walking down Decker.
  After passing a pharmacy, a pawnshop, and a bar—
which she considered, until the minds of the people
inside told her that they didn’t have food, only alco-
hol, which was the worst thing she could have right
now—she finally went by a small place with a sign
that said MILTON BODEGA. The place was notable for two
reasons: It was the first source of food she’d found
since leaving her alley, and it didn’t have an AAI out-
side its door hawking its wares.
  She knew that the second word had its origins on
Old Earth and referred to what they called a neigh-
borhood store. The first word derived from the owner
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Alanna Milton. They’d bought the store five years ago
from the previous owner with money they’d saved up
working at the hoverbike plant owned by Nova’s own
father, the same one that was attacked by rebels the
night of her fifteenth birthday. A tear streaked down
Nova’s cheek at the memory, which she wiped away
with her filth-encrusted sleeve.
   Neither of the Miltons were in the store at the
moment, as they were asleep in a tiny apartment one
floor above the bodega so they could run the
overnight shift, since they didn’t trust their hired help
to mind the place during that time of night when the
bad elements came in. They’d been robbed several
times, all when the hired help ran overnight, so they
decided to just take care of it themselves.
   Nova also learned that the Miltons didn’t have an
AAI because they thought it was an extravagance.
They were known in the neighborhood; the AAI
wouldn’t bring in enough new business, Gray said, to
justify the expense. Their customers knew them, and
word of mouth did the trick a lot more than one of
those stupid machines.
   Since it was still early evening, they had the hired
help in the store: a boy named Benjy, who was
Alanna’s nephew, which was the only reason why he
had the job. Benjy wasn’t very bright, and was being
lured by the easy money of the drug trade, and so
Alanna convinced Gray to let him have the job to at
least give him a chance.
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was going to get food was to steal it. Which meant
that she’d commit a crime on Benjy’s watch, which
meant that Benjy would fail in what he was supposed
to do—keep the bodega safe—which would get him
fired and back out on the streets and probably, before
too long, working for Fagin. She wouldn’t wish that
on anyone.
  So she moved on. She wouldn’t do that to Alanna
and Gray, or to Benjy. They all deserved better.
  Eventually, she reached the main thoroughfare,
which was called Colman Avenue. The side she was
on was called Pyke Lane, after one of the walkways
parallel to Decker; on the other side was the neigh-
borhood called O’Callaghan, so named for the thor-
oughfare that divided it from Kitsios. Buses went
zooming by on Colman at high speeds. After a few
minutes of that, she realized that she was supposed
to go to one of the footbridges that went over
Colman.
  Rather than do that—she didn’t want to venture
too far from her trash bin, which had become rather
like home, mostly thanks to Pip’s presence—she
turned up the walkway that was adjacent to Colman
and went up to the next street.
  Fittingly, the next big street was Pyke Lane, and
Nova turned down it, hoping to find some food. The
steak dinner never strayed far from her thoughts.
  An AAI implored her to get a new fone, with the
first day free; it stood outside a fone shop. Another
stood outside a jewelry store saying that these were

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the best prices in all of Pyke Lane, a guarantee sup-
ported by a money-back promise.
   The one that caught her attention stood outside a
news vendor, providing the current feed from UNN,
which was a male reporter with black hair and a
Vandyke beard. Since the AAI didn’t have thoughts,
Nova had no idea who it was. “Today, in a UNN exclu-
sive, this reporter has learned that Sons of Korhal leader
Arcturus Mengsk signed a treaty two weeks ago with the evil
reptilian alien Protoss. This reporter has exclusive informa-
tion that Mengsk has promised the entirety of the
Confederacy of Man to the Protoss in exchange for letting
him rule Antiga Prime as Monarch-for-Life. Mengsk and
his forces took Antiga Prime three days ago, in part using
mind-control drugs to suborn General Edmund Duke and
his forces to his treacherous cause. UNN urges everyone to
enlist now in the Confederate Army to help fight the com-
bined menace of the terrorists of the Sons of Korhal and the
foul aliens who stand against everything humanity stands
for.”
   Nova shook her head. She didn’t know what scared
her more, that UNN was saying this or that people
around her were believing it. She knew from Daddy
that the Protoss weren’t reptilian, and they hadn’t
made contact with any humans—certainly not two
weeks ago.
   Half a dozen people were either in the news vendor
or just outside it, and they were all watching the AAI.
   That Mengsk (What crap. There’s no) is such a panbrain.
Where does (such thing as) he get off (I’m so scared.) getting

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into bed with (aliens, everyone knows) aliens? (that, I can’t
believe) I should sign (I’m so scared.) up right now, (they
run this stuff on) and kick those aliens’ asses! (UNN. It’s
just) Somebody should do something (embarrassing, that’s
what it is.) about all these aliens. (I’m so scared.) Where the
hell is the (I hope Mengsk takes all the planets!) Council,
anyhow?
  The AAI then shifted to another image, that of a
different reporter.
  “For the first time since the murder of several members of
the Terra family in the tragedy at their skyscraper, the lone
survivor of the family, Clara Terra, has spoken.”
  Nova felt her stomach tie up in knots.
  “Several attacks on members of the Old Families have
been carried out in the past few days, but none so specatacu-
lar as the kamikaze raid on the Terra Skyscraper, where the
evil terrorists—possibly affiliated with Arcturus Mengsk and
his Sons of Korhal—took their own lives in order to wipe out
virtually the entire Terra line, plus several hundred civilians
in the surrounding area.”
  “That isn’t true,” Nova muttered. Edward and his
cronies worked for someone named Cliff Nadaner,
not Mengsk, and they weren’t kamikaze at all—Nova
knew from her history classes that that word applied
to suicide bombadiers in one of Old Earth’s wars. She
forgot who employed them—the Germans, maybe? It
was so hard to keep track of Old Earth’s wars. . . .
  In any case, that didn’t apply to Edward and his
people. And it was Nova who killed everyone else, not
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   “Today, Clara Terra gave a press conference, where she
had this to say.”
   The AAI shifted to an image of Nova’s sister. She
was dressed in mourning black, which was appropri-
ate. Under different circumstances, Nova would be
doing the same for the six days following the death of
her family. Then again, she thought wryly, with all the
dirt on my outfit, I’m most of the way there. . . .
   Clara spoke hesitantly. Nova’s older sister had
never liked public speaking—even though she was
probably speaking in a studio where the only other
people were technical personnel, and possibly her
fiancé. The AAI wasn’t sophisticated enough to show
Clara’s surroundings, but Nova expected that Milo
would be standing behind her as a show of support.
Clara didn’t really care about Milo very much, except
as a means to more money, but Milo was devoted to
Clara. Nova had always thought it rather sad, really.
   “I—I want to thank everyone who has consoled me in
this—this terrible moment of grief for me.”
   “Moment?” Nova found herself uttering the
stunned word aloud. Next to her, a woman, whose
name, she now knew, was Donna, shushed her. Nova
knew immediately that Donna eagerly followed the
gossip regarding the Old Families—she apparently
believed that Nova herself was having an affair with
one of the Duke boys, whom she had never actually
met—and would be mortified if she knew that she
had just shushed one of the people whose life, and the
lies told about it, she had obsessively followed.

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  “The death of my parents, their mistress and jig, and my
two siblings—”
  Until this moment, hunger had been the all-
encompassing emotion smothering Nova’s entire
being. Now, though, it was replaced with outrage.
“Two siblings!”
  “—in this cowardly and—and brutal terrorist attack has
been devastating. You can rest assured that my darling
fiancé Milo and I intend to go ahead with our wedding,
which we are dedicating to the fond memory of our departed
family—my beloved mother and father, their jig and mis-
tress, my dear brother Zebediah, and my darling sister
November, all of whom were killed by those cowardly slikes.
After the wedding, the combined forces of the Kusinis and
Terra families will show those nasty terrorists and those icky
aliens just what we can do!”
  The AAI returned to the reporter. “Ms. Terra went on
to say that the investigation into her family’s death has been
closed, and she intends to hold a funeral ceremony for all six
of her deceased family the day after tomorrow. Donations
should go to Constantino Terra’s favorite charity, which
was—“
  “No! That’s a lie!” Nova lashed out with everything
she had, and the AAI exploded in a fiery conflagration
of sparks and twisted metal.
  Oh no. (We’re gonna die.) She’s some kind of (We’re
gonna die.) freak! What is she? How’d (We’re gonna die!)
that happen? She’s looks (We’re gonna die!) really cracked
off. I hope she (Oh, flick, we’re gonna die!!!!) doesn’t
hurt us.

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   Nova started (We’re gonna die.) backing away from
all the (What did she do?) horrible thoughts (How’d that
happen?) directed at her.
   The news vendor herself, Martina Dharma, came
running out of her store, wielding a P180, which she
pointed right at Nova, even though it wasn’t loaded.
Martina couldn’t afford the bullets, but she kept the
weapon itself to scare people. As far as Nova was con-
cerned, she needn’t have bothered, not only because
Nova knew the gun wasn’t loaded, but because she
was plenty scared already.
   She hadn’t meant to destroy the AAI.
   What she wanted to destroy was her sister.
   How dare she? Clara knows I’m not dead. If nothing
else, Nova knew she left bodies behind—she knew,
because she stepped over them when she ran away.
Nova’s body wasn’t one of those left, so Clara should
have known that Nova was still alive.
   “Hey! Blondie!” It was the empty-gun-wielding
Martina. “Get your ass away from my place ’fore I fill
you up with enough metal to open a shop, all righty?”
(Please don’t hurt me, don’t bust up my place anymore, I
can barely afford the insurance and I don’t know how the
hell I’m gonna convince UNN to replace it without charging
me. And please don’t make me fire this empty gun. . . .)
   Nova turned and ran away as fast as her legs
could go.
   That wasn’t especially fast, as it happened—days of
lying next to a trash bin had left her legs rather rub-
bery when called upon to do anything more compli-

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cated than walk—but nobody gave chase. She could
feel that much; everyone was too scared to get near
her.
  By the time she reached the intersection with
Gladstone Way, she stopped and leaned against the
side of a novelty store. She was horribly out of breath,
and her hunger was now of epic proportions.
  Across from the novelty store was another bodega.
This one didn’t have an AAI out front, either, but
unlike the Miltons’ place, Nova knew that it was
because the owner didn’t care if people got food from
there or not. The back room was used for card games,
ranging from poker to haunan, and the place was also
a popular meeting/dropoff spot for Markus Ralian’s
people.
  Nova decided she’d have no problem stealing food
from this place.
  Still out of breath, she went into the bodega. The
owner was behind the counter, watching the same
UNN reporter who had been talking about Clara, only
on a flatscreen. He was now talking about the new
security measures at Osborne because of the increased
terrorist attacks and the alien threat.
  “The rebels have proven with their suicide run on the
Terra Skyscraper that they’re not above killing themselves to
achieve their evil goals.”
  Snarling with disgust, Nova lashed out at the
flatscreen, which sparked and exploded in a very sat-
isfying manner. So did the credit reader on the
counter, which she hadn’t intended to destroy.

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   “What the flick—” The owner shielded his eyes
from the sparking, then looked at Nova. “Who the
flick’re you?”
   “I need food.” To her own ears, Nova’s voice
sounded desperate, which hadn’t been her intent—
she wanted to sound tough, although she had no
experience in doing so.
   It seemed to work, though. “Damn, curve, when’s
the last time you ate?”
   “Shut up! I want food, now, or I’ll blow up some-
thing else! You scannin’ me?” She added this last
because she remembered Fagin and his people using
the phrase, or something like it; she hoped that it
would help her blend in.
   The owner—whose name was Terence, and who
was older than Nova’s grandfather had been when he
died—laughed. “Curve, you got a lotta jones comin’
in here and threatenin’ me, but I gotta tell you that if
you don’t get your pretty little ass outta my place, you
ain’t never gonna get your pretty little ass outta my
place, you scan me?”
   Nova knew that Terence didn’t take her seriously as
a threat, mainly because he thought that the blowing
up of the flatscreen and reader was due to their being
of inferior manufacture. She was also really angry at
herself for getting the phrase “you scan me” wrong.
   Closing her eyes, she focused on where she knew
Terence was standing, thanks to being able to feel his
thoughts, and then scrunched her face in concentra-
tion as she tried to lift him.

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  She almost collapsed from the effort, but she got
him up in the air—
  —for about a second. Then he fell to the floor.
  Pain sliced into Nova’s head behind her right eye.
She’d never tried anything that focused before, and it
hurt like hell.
  And it had mostly served only to crack Terence off.
“You flickin’ curve!” he cried as he clambered to his
feet. He pulled a T10 out from under the counter. It
was his prize weapon, one he’d been issued by the
Confederate Army when he served in it sixty years
ago. It didn’t work very well, and it took Nova only
half a second to jam the firing mechanism—after
reading how to do it in Terence’s mind.
  Terence found that out when he tried to fire and
the clip opened up unexpectedly and cut into the
area between his thumb and forefinger. “Ooowwww!”
He dropped the gun and shook his hand back and
forth.
  “I can keep this up all day, Terence,” she said. “And
not only that, I can tell Markus Ralian that you let a
fifteen-year-old girl—yes, I’m only fifteen—make you
look like an idiot. The only way to stop me is to give
me some flicking food!”
  Nova had never cursed in her life before.
Somehow, though, it felt like the right thing to say
just at the moment.
  Cradling his injured hand in the other arm, Terence
said, “Who the flick are you?” He shook his head.
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want, just get the flick out of my place when you’re
done. I don’t ever want to see you in here again.”
   “Fine.”
   All of Terence’s food was prepackaged: sandwiches,
most of which looked like they had been on the shelf
long past their date of expiration, so she skipped
them; fruit and vegetables, most of which had gone
bad, so she avoided them as well; mealbars, most of
which were still good, so she took the three that were
framberry-flavored; an assortment of drinks includ-
ing, bless him, framberry juice, of which Nova took
four bottles. Realizing she couldn’t carry all that, she
turned to Terence. “A bag?”
   Terence, who was applying a salve to his hand,
couldn’t believe she was asking. “Take a flickin’ bag.”
   She decided to try something. Closing her eyes
again, she focused on the bags, which were on a rack
next to the now-useless cardreader. She tried to bring
them over to her.
   The experiment was only a partial success—she
actually grabbed the entire rack of bags, and she got
them only halfway to her before they fell all over the
floor.
   Sheepishly, she bent over to pick one up. Terence
was just shaking his head and wondering when the
crazy curve was gonna get the flick out of his place.
   Dropping the mealbars and the bottles of juice into
the bag, she then took all ten bags of jerky that
Terence had on the shelf—that never went bad, and
the protein would be good for her—and a bag of

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camthar cookies, which she hadn’t had since she was
a kid.
  About to leave, she had a thought, and grabbed
Terence’s entire supply of canned cat food: fifteen
cans, ranging in flavor from salmon to tuna to eilik-
fish. This would be better for Pip than the scraps she
retrieved from the trash bin or the occasional alley
mouse.
  “You done yet?” Terernce asked angrily. At least, his
tone was angry. In truth, he was scared to death.
  Nova decided to keep him scared. She knocked
over the entire fruit rack, sending the bruised and
green fruit—which, like all his food, he only kept out
for show, anyhow—tumbling to the floor.
  She smiled at him. “Now I’m done.” Then she
turned on her heel and walked out, leaving Terence to
curse her name, her parents, her ancestors, and who-
ever she might have been related to back on Old
Earth, while cleaning up the mess she made. He was
also thinking about how he was going to pay for a
new flatscreen and cardreader. . . .


  Malcolm Kelerchian had to wait two hours to see
Director Killiany. He would have just stormed into her
office, but the door was coded only to open when it
scanned the retinal patterns of either Killiany or her
assistant, or when the latter touched a control on her
desk. Said control was attuned to her DNA, so if any-
one else touched it, the door wouldn’t open.
  Mal had spent the two hours he sat in the waiting

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room trying desperately to ignore the holofeed from
UNN and figuring out ways to subdue and/or kill the
assistant and use her finger—preferably after it was
violently and painfully removed from the rest of her
hand—to touch the control.
   Finally, the assistant—whose name Mal didn’t
really care about—said, “The director will see you
now.”
   Rising from the uncomfortable couch, Mal gave her
the most insincere smile he could muster—which was
quite insincere indeed—and said, “Thank you so much.”
   She gave him an equally insincere smile back,
though hers was due to training in always providing a
smile no matter what, as opposed to the contempt
that motivated Mal. “You’re very welcome, Agent
Kelerchian.”
   At her touch of the control, the door to Killiany’s
office slid open.
   Ilsa Killiany fooled a lot of people. Short, skinny,
weighing less than Mal’s leather duster, with short
brown hair, a hook nose, and a pair of spectacles that
were wholly unnecessary in the age of Retinor, she
gave the initial impression of being harmless.
   That lasted right up until she opened her mouth.
Her tongue was so barbed it had brought thirty-year
veterans of the Confederate Army to their knees, and
she didn’t brook fools for more than about six and a
half seconds.
   Mal didn’t consider himself to be any kind of fool,
so he figured he was good for half a minute.

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   Killiany’s desk was immaculate, which was one of
several reasons why Mal had always assumed her to
be more than a little insane. The only thing that broke
the monotony of the shiny wood surface of the desk
was her computer terminal and a holoprojection of
UNN, which was currently paused, leaving the
reporter—not Mara Greskin, so Mal didn’t care which
one it was—standing in mid-grin with her eyes closed.
It looked both revolting and amusing at the same
time.
   Without preamble, he said upon entering her
office, “Why the hell is Clara Terra going around
declaring her sister to be dead?”
   Killiany glared at him from over her spectacles.
“I’m fine, Kelerchian, how are you?”
   Mal took a seat in Killiany’s guest chair. Her chair
was made of very rare, very expensive leather. The
guest chairs were rickety wood that felt like they’d
collapse under you at any minute and, Mal knew,
would do the watusi on his spine if he sat in it for
more than ten minutes. Luckily for him, Killiany
rarely let people stay in the office that long.
   “Why is Clara Terra telling everyone who watches
UNN that Nova Terra is dead when I’m picking up
every rock in the Gutter trying to find Nova Terra?”
   “And how is that going, exactly?” she asked in a
sweet voice that lowered the temperature in the room
by ten degrees.
   “Lousy.” Mal had never been one for equivocating.
“All the Terra vehicles are accounted for, down to the

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hoverbikes, so she didn’t take one of those. Her ID is
on file at every train station, bus depot, and ship port
in town, and she hasn’t tripped a one yet. Plus—”
   “She’s a teep—and a teek. She can—”
   Holding up a hand, Mal said, “She’s an untrained
teep/teek. If we were talking an actual Ghost, then
yeah, she could fool people and scanners into think-
ing she was someone else, but as far as I can tell, she
didn’t even know she was a teep, and she definintely
didn’t have any training worth a damn—and before
you ask, yeah, I talked to all the people here. Nobody
did anything for the Terras on the side, and nobody
outside here’d give her the right kinda training.”
   Killiany smirked. “Good work.”
   That brought Mal up short. Ilsa Killiany wasn’t one
for giving compliments. “Uh, thanks. Anyhow—she’s
probably still in Tarsonis, which means she’s either
uptown or downtown, and she ain’t uptown.”
   “So you think she’s in the Gutter?”
   Mal nodded.
   “You get files from the districts?”
   Sighing, Mal said, “Nobody reports this kind of—”
   “That isn’t what I asked, Agent Kelerchian.” The
temperature went down another five degrees.
   “Yeah, I got the files. Nothing. I also asked a cop I
know in the Southwestern to look for signs of a teep
working the area.” Five, four three . . . “He hasn’t heard
anything yet, but I’m holding out—” Two, one . . .
   Killiany leaned forward in her chair, setting her
hands palms-down on the surface of the desk. “What

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the hell are you doing talking to a grunt about a classi-
fied—”
  And zero. “Ma’am, do you want me to find Nova
Terra?”
  Tightly, Killiany said, “That is your assignment.”
  “Then let me find her. I can’t work the Gutter
blind, and without a psionic wave to compare hers to,
our scans are just spittin’ in the wind. I need someone
who’s got his ear on the street, and that isn’t anyone
in this department, it’s someone who works the
Gutter every day. Fonseca’s a good cop, and he—”
  “Oh, Fonseca?” Killiany leaned back. “Why didn’t
you say it was him? Never mind.”
  Mal felt like he missed a step. “You know Larry?”
  “We’ve targeted him for recruitment plenty of
times. For as long as we’ve been targeting you, actu-
ally,” she added with another smirk. “Difference is,
with you, we had a convenient crapstorm to use as
incentive.”
  With an effort, Mal bit his tongue. “Incentive”
wouldn’t have been his first choice in words.
  Killiany continued: “But Fonseca’s got nothing we
can hold on him. His jacket’s clean.”
  Of course it is. He’s in the doghouse all the time, but it’s
never anything that they can have paperwork on, since it’s
all connected to graft. Everyone knows about it, but with no
record of it . . . “So it’s okay that I went to him?”
  “No. It would’ve been okay if you cleared it with
me first.” She leaned forward again. “Understand
something, Kelerchian—you work for me. I know

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you don’t want to be here, but it’s way past time you
got comfortable with several facts.” The director
started enumerating on the fingers of her right hand.
“Fact: You’re making more money and have consider-
ably better benefits as a Wrangler than you ever did as
a cop. Fact: If I hadn’t pulled your ass out of the
Detective Squad, your head would be on a pike out-
side the Tygore Estate, and you know it. Fact: As long
as you are a Wrangler, you are answerable to me, and
you do not break the mission specs without clearing it
with me first, and the only way I’m going to clear it is
if you provide full disclosure.” Closing her hand into a
fist, she added, “I’m not an idiot, Kelerchian. I know
you have skills and your own methods. But this is a
serious business here. We’re training people who are
the last line of defense for the Confederacy against
scumwads like Mengsk and whatever these aliens are
that have been showing up. We’ve lost two planets at
least, and the only way we’re gonna survive is with
soldiers like the Ghosts. That makes our work
extremely important, and I won’t have you making it
more difficult with your bull. Am I clear, Agent
Kelerchian?”
   Mal had spent Killiany’s diatribe picking at a splin-
ter on the arm of his chair. He’d stopped paying atten-
tion somewhere around the phrase “full disclosure,”
but he knew it was impolitic—if not suicidal—to tell
the director that. “Plasteel clear, ma’am. Now would
the director be so kind as to answer my damn ques-
tion?”

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The sweet smile came back, which was never a
good sign. “What question would that be?”
“Why is Clara Terra going around saying her sister’s
dead when I’m trying to find her sister? My cooperation
with the TPF, as limited as it is beyond Officer Fonseca,
will be crippled if the TPF thinks the target is—”
“Agent Kelerchian, what happens if you find that
Nova Terra is dead in some alley in the Gutter?”
“I’ll—”
Killiany went on as if he hadn’t spoken. “What’ll
happen is that the Terra family—or, I guess now the
Kusinis-Terra family—will cover it up, pay off who-
ever needs to be paid off, and make like she died in
the skyscraper with everyone else. Now, what hap-
pens if you find that Nova Terra is alive?”
“If that—”
“What’ll happen then is that she’ll be taken into the
Ghost Program and trained. From that moment for-
ward, November Annabella Terra will be, for all
intents and purposes, dead, and she will be replaced
with Agent X41822N.”
Mal was more than a little disturbed by the fact
that Nova had already been given a designation, since
she hadn’t actually been recruited into the program
yet.
“So, Agent Kelerchian, what possible use is there in
having Clara go on UNN and talk of her sister as if she
were alive when the only possible outcome of your
mission will be Nova’s being dead, whether literally or
not?”

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   Suddenly, Mal saw it. “You told her to go on UNN
and make that speech.”
   “No, the Council did—but yeah, it was my idea. Set
the record straight that Nova’s no longer alive.”
   “What if she turns up alive somewhere else?”
   Killiany frowned. “What do you mean? You said
she hasn’t left Tarsonis.”
   “I said she probably hasn’t left Tarsonis. True, she
hasn’t tripped an ID scan yet. But no dragnet’s a hun-
dred percent foolproof. Yeah, she’s just a fifteen-year-
old kid with no training, but she’s still a teep/teek,
and who the hell knows how well she can use it?
Sure, we think nobody trained her on the side, but
how do we know that some renegade we don’t know
about hasn’t been giving her pointers in the servants’
quarters or something? Plus, she had a lot of hush
money to throw around if she wanted to do some-
thing secret, and you know as well as I do that the Old
Families can keep secrets better than anyone.”
   “What’s your point, Agent Kelerchian?” Killiany
asked in a tone that brought the room’s temperature
closer to absolute zero.
   “My point is, she could be halfway to Tyrador by
now and we may not know it. My point is, she could
be any one of a thousand places where we won’t find
her. My point is, if we don’t find her, and then she
turns up alive somewhere, it’ll be bad.”
   Shrugging, Killiany said, “It might be bad for the
Terra family, but that’s their problem, not mine. If she

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turns up alive somewhere, we take her for the pro-
gram. Period.”
  Ilsa Killiany was completely certain in her words. If
the neat desk weren’t enough, this proves it—she’s crazy, just
like every zealot. In her case, she was a zealot for the
Ghost Program. To Mal it was a job, and one he didn’t
even want; but for Director Killiany, running the
Ghost Program was what she was born to do.
  Or at least she believed it was, which was the same
thing.
  “Is there anything else?” she asked in a tone that
made it clear that the answer to that question had
best be in the negative.
  “No.” Mal got up from the uncomfortable chair and
stretched his back, cracking a vertebrae or two. “I’ll
keep you posted.”
  “See that you do.” Killiany touched a control on
her desk, and the holograph started up.
  “The Warp Drive gave a stellar performance at the Waits
Amphitheatre last night, playing to a full house—”
  Mal shook his head as the door shut behind him,
cutting off the entertainment reporter. Wouldn’t have
thought Killiany was a classical music aficionado. . . .

            TEN




FAGIN SAT AT HIS DESK, GRINNING FROM EAR
to ear.
  It had cost him a year’s supply of hab to three cops
in the Southwestern District for him to get access to
the traffic sensors, but it was worth it. The sensors
were used by the cops to monitor vehicular traffic. On
those rare occasions when they used them, it was
mainly to extort fines out of kids on hoverbikes or to
nail the bus drivers who were so drunk or stoned that
they couldn’t drive straight—which was about half of
them. Usually that was only every three months or so,
when the Council did an audit and made noises about
efficiency, at which time the TPF levied some fines
and arrested some drivers; then, after the fuss died
down, business went on as usual.
  By tapping into those sensors, Fagin was able to
survey his empire.
  Today, what he wanted to survey was the little
blond curve that Markus brought him.

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  Oh, she’ll be mine, that’s for damn sure. She just gotta
learn a little.
  He’d programmed his sensor feed to alert him
whenever it picked Blondie up. Never did get her name.
  “F-F-Fagin?” the sleepy voice of Number Nine
came from the futon behind him.
  “Go to sleep, darl. Daddy’s busy, okay?”
  “Mmmph.”
  The alarm—a small beeping noise—went off right
after he had finished a marathon session with Number
Nine. It had been a long two days—Tenilee had been
having some difficulty in her first few days on the job
running O’Callaghan. It turned out that Manfred’s
betrayal ran much deeper than one street skimmer, and
it had taken a great deal of work on the parts of both
Fagin and Tenilee—who was eager to please and des-
perate not to meet the same fate as her predecessor—to
straighten it all out. Several demotions, corpses, and
broken limbs later, O’Callaghan had more or less settled
down, though now Tenilee was getting complaints
from the customers, and she was concerned that people
were going to start going across Spring Street to Kitsios
for their stuff.
  As a result of all this, he’d had a stressful few days,
and he found himself relieving much of it with
Number Nine, who wasn’t the best-looking person in
his harem of twelve, but who had the most stamina.
  Then, to his glee, the sensors finally found Blondie.
  She was first picked up stumbling down Decker, a
glazed look in her eyes. Fagin recognized the look

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instantly, of course: hunger. I warned you that you
wouldn’t be able to stand it for much longer.
   Then she stopped outside the Milton Bodega before
moving on. Now Fagin was confused. Why didn’t she
go in?
   While she wandered, Fagin opened a desk drawer
and took out his fone. He called Sergeant Morwood.
   “Morwood.”
   “Fagin. My order come in?”
   “You panbrain, I told you not to call me when I’m—”
   “Did my order come in, Sergeant?”
   “I’m still working on it. I’m hoping to have some-
thing for you tomorrow.”
   “I’d better. I’d hate for your wife’s hab supply to
suddenly disappear, okay?”
   Fagin could hear Morwood gulp over the fone.
“Look, it’s not easy getting stuff from that department.
You sure I can’t get you something easier—a nuclear
warhead, maybe?”
   “Sure, I’ll take the warhead—so I can shove it up
your ass when you don’t get me what I asked for, you
scan me?”
   Blondie had made it to Colman now. She turned
and walked up toward Pyke.
   Morwood was whimpering. “Fine, fine. I’ll call you
tomorrow. Now I’ve really got to go.”
   “I’d better hear from you.” Not that Fagin had any
doubts. Although he always complained and insisted
he couldn’t do what Fagin asked, Morwood always
came through in the end. His wife was as bad off as

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any habhead in the Gutter; it was a need that could
not be fulfilled on the salary of a supply sergeant in
the Confederate Army. However, as a supply sergeant,
he was in a position to get things Fagin needed, so he
kept Diane Morwood in hab and her husband sup-
plied Fagin with the occasional government toy.
  Fagin disconnected with Morwood as Blondie went
onto Pyke, stopping at a news vendor and joining the
crowd watching the AAI that provided a UNN feed.
All Fagin could see was the reporter—the sensor
picked up only visual images, not sound, so Fagin
couldn’t hear anything. Not that he cared all that
much—
  —at least until the AAI changed into a teary-eyed
woman who said a few things that had a profound
effect on Blondie.
  A second later, whatever doubts Fagin had about
whether or not Blondie was a teek were dispelled by
the AAI’s exploding right after she screamed at it.
  Frowning, Fagin reverse-cued the feed to a few
minutes before, then focused in on the AAI.
  The image it was projecting was a woman who was
older than Blondie, dressed in the black of mourning.
She was definitely related to Blondie—too young to
be her mother, unless she had a damn good surgeon,
so probably a sister.
  And seeing her made Blondie go all panbrain. So
maybe your family isn’t all dead after all.
  Fagin called up the UNN menu to see if he could
figure out which story Blondie was watching.

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Scrolling through a bunch of thumbs, he finally found
one that showed the same face. The thumb had a cap-
tion that read: CLARA TERRA GIVES FIRST APPEARANCE
AFTER FAMILY MASSACRE.

   Crap.
   Fagin played the story. When it was done, he was
torn between breaking into a dance and shooting
himself in the head.
   On the one hand, Blondie—or, rather, Nova—did
have family who could pay a ransom. In fact, they
could pay a king’s ransom out of pocket change,
because she was from the Terra family, one of the Old
Families.
   The problem was—well, she was from one of the
Old Families. They didn’t pay ransoms. If you were
stupid enough to kidnap one of theirs, they wielded
their tremendous influence to crush you like a colony
of cockroaches.
   Fagin knew his limits. He was able to keep the cops
off his ass down here because the cops didn’t have a
better offer, and because he kept off the sensors of
anybody important. But he was just a little chip in the
machine, and the nanosecond he came to the atten-
tion of someone on the Council or one of the Old
Families, his entire life was gonna be as nuked as
Korhal.
   Besides, based on the story he just watched, Clara
Terra thought her sister was dead. He couldn’t be sure
without an audio feed from the traffic sensors, but it
was probably right around when she talked about her

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sister as a corpse that Nova decided to go all teek on
the AAI and blow it to crap.
  Speaking of which, Fagin started up the sensor
feed again, which showed the woman who ran the
news vendor running out with a gun. Fagin wasn’t
sure why a woman with a gun would scare Nova—
certainly Fagin shoving one in her face hadn’t had
any kind of impact on her a few days ago—but now
she ran away.
  Eventually she wound up in Terence’s place. Stupid
curve, Fagin thought with a smile. She’s about to find out
just how far my arm reaches.
  That smile fell in short order, however, when Terence
allowed her to take food. To be fair, it wasn’t until after
Nova blew up his flatscreen and his cardreader, and
after she picked him up and dropped his fat ass on the
floor, and after she jammed up his T10.
  Fagin grabbed his fone and called Markus.
  Geena answered. “Chaneed, Fagin?”
  “Where’s your brother?”
  “Goin’ over the count.”
  Frowning, Fagin checked the time on his monitor,
and saw that it was the time the day’s cash came in.
Time flies when you’re having fun. “Tell him to cut
Terence’s percentage by ten.”
  “What’d he do?”
  “It’s what he didn’t do, okay? Just make it true,
you scan me?”
  “Sure.” Geena sounded like she didn’t understand,
not that Fagin gave a crap if she understood or not.

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   I told Markus to tell all the stores to keep her from get-
ting anything. True, Nova made it hard on Terence,
but Fagin didn’t care. You start not following
through, you may as well give the empire to some-
one who’ll run it right, ’cause people stop listening
when you don’t follow through. Fagin learned that
one early on when Grin started doing things like
cutting only ten percent when he said he’d cut
twenty, or breaking someone’s arm when he said
he’d kill them. In this business, that was a weakness,
and weaknesses got you killed. That was why Fagin
didn’t have any.
   He followed Nova carrying her new bounty back
down to Decker. He lost her somewhere after Barre’s
Pharmacy. She’s probably been holed up in one of the
alleys.
   Grabbing the fone, this time he called the Pitcher.
   “Chaneed?”
   “Got a target for you,” Fagin said.
   “Brutal. When and where?”


   Pip was aloof when Nova first returned to the alley,
but when she realized that the big hairless cat had
provided some new food, she became very friendly,
rubbing up against Nova’s leg and purring. Good food
from big hairless cat. Happy.
   Nova set out a can of tuna for Pip, which the tabby
commenced to consuming at a great rate. Then she sat
down behind the trash bin and stared into the bag,
realizing that she had no idea what to eat first. After

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not having eaten for days, she found herself with an
embarrassment of riches.
  Finally, she settled on the mealbar, figuring it was
framberry-flavored and also would provide the most
nutritional value.
  Cautiously, she unwrapped it and took the first
bite.
  Seconds later, she ate the second one, having eaten
the first down in three bites.
  Once the dam broke, she found she couldn’t stop.
Before long, all the mealbars were consumed, and her
stomach ached from being forced to digest after being
inactive for so long. Her mouth dried up, and she
grabbed one of the bottles of juice.
  Leaning back against the wall, she drank half the
framberry juice bottle in one gulp, and wondered how
long she’d be able to keep this up. This food would
last her a few days—maybe less if she kept going
through it like this—and then she’d have to steal
some more.
  What does it matter, since you want to die anyway? the
stupid little voice pointed out, but she had gotten as
good at tuning out the little voice as she had the
thoughts of those around her—at least those not in
the immediate vicinity. More and more she was
thinking that dying wasn’t such a good idea.
  But living didn’t hold great appeal either. She had
no idea what she was going to do.
  Her old life was gone. Mommy and Daddy and
Eleftheria and Edward and Zeb were all dead. Clara

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had callously written her off also. And how could she
go back anyhow? If she did, she’d be imprisoned for
the murder of all those people. There was no way she
could get away with mass murder, there just wasn’t.
   So where does that leave me? Spending my days sitting in
an alley with a moody tabby cat eating food I’ve stolen from
crooks?
   That didn’t sound like much of a life.
   But I don’t want to die, either. She finally was able to
admit that to herself. As terrible as life had become,
the idea of not being alive was one that scared her
more than anything—even more than the memory of
what she had done at the skyscraper.
   Edward dying with hatred in his mind, Gustavo dying
looking forward to being with his family, Rebeka dying won-
dering why men were holding guns to her head, Marco
dying wishing he’d told Doris that he loved her, Doris dying
wondering why Marco never spoke to her, Walter dying
thinking about how much fun it was to watch Gustavo kill
the Terra family, Yvonne dying thinking that she hadn’t fin-
ished cleaning the study yet and Ms. Terra would just kill
her if she didn’t do it, Derek dying thinking that—
   “No!” she cried, forcing the memories out of her
head, and also startling Pip, who jumped away from
her can of tuna. What’s happening? Will big hairless cat
hurt me?
   Once Pip realized that no harm would come to her,
she went back to eating.
   Nova pressed her fists against her eyes, tears
squeezing out between the lids. Every time she’d

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thought she’d finally started having a handle on
things, something would come up to make her realize
that she had a long way to go.
  It suddenly occurred to her what she needed: train-
ing. After all, when Clara, at age seventeen, decided
she wanted to take her natural talent for the piano
and hone it, Mommy hired the virtuoso Dee Palmer
to train her. She later decided not to bother pursuing
it, which Nova knew was because Palmer refused to
respond to her outlandish attempts to flirt with him,
but that didn’t change the fact that when you wanted
to learn how to do something, you found an expert.
  Are there any experts on what’s happened to me?
  Nova thought about it a moment, and realized
there had to be. She couldn’t possibly be the only per-
son who could do the things with her mind that she
could do.
  Which raised the question of where she would find
someone to train her.
  Not here. The Gutter was, she realized, the worst
place to find such training. But sadly, she had
nowhere else to go. And even this place was inhos-
pitable to her—she could tell from the thoughts of
Markus and the thugs he had guarding her that Jules
Dale was the most powerful person in the Gutter.
Without his patronage, she had no chance here; even
with it, there were no guarantees.
  But what else could she do?
  With these thoughts swirling around in her head,
she lay down in the little cubbyhole behind the trash

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bin that had become her bedroom of late. It was nice
and warm—it was next to a cooling unit that kept the
building that used the trash bin cool, so it pumped out
warm air. The condensation from that unit had also
provided her with water, albeit warm and icky water,
her desperate sips of which often prompted the little
voice to ask her why she was drinking this wretched
stuff if she wanted to die.
   She slept comfortably—well, as comfortably as pos-
sible in an alley behind a trash bin—and for the first
time since her family died, she had no dreams.
   Kill kill, maim maim, I love to take little girls and rip
their tiny throats out, yes I do.
   Instantly awake, Nova shot upward, hitting her
head on the top of the cubbyhole. The intensity of the
thoughts she suddenly heard was overwhelming.
   She climbed out to see Pip hissing at the mouth of
the alley. Glancing at her watch, she saw that she had
slept for fourteen hours, which was the longest she’d
been able to stay asleep in the alley. Food is obviously
good for my ability to relax, she thought wryly.
   Rubbing the top of her head where she’d hit it, she
looked over to see what the cat was hissing at.
   Can’t wait to bite off her ear, yes, that’ll be fun, ripping
the ear right off with my teeth, oh yes.
   It was a large man with piercings all through both
ears, both lips, both nostrils, and both eyebrows. His
heavily muscled arms were covered with holographic
tattoos that showed a variety of acts of violence being
perpetrated by large people upon small people.

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  Nova couldn’t tell what his name was, because he
himself no longer remembered it. He was referred to
as the Pitcher because he once drank an entire pitcher
of grain alcohol with no obvious ill effect—probably
because he was already so fogged as to be clinically
insane.
  The little girl he wanted to kill right now was Nova
herself.
  He started moving down the alley toward her, with
only her violent, brutal death in his thoughts. . . .


  The little girl was right there in the alley, ripe for
the taking, just like the bald man said she would be.
  He loved it when the bald man gave him things to
do. It provided him with a purpose that a bland and
meaningless life had left him with no possibility of
gaining on his own.
  Or maybe it was the booze talking. It was hard to
be sure.
  He touched his arm, and that pumped the hab into
his system. It had no effect. It hadn’t had any effect
the last six hundred and forty-nine times he’d tried it.
That was what he hated about life in general, was that
he got used to everything. But he was an optimist at
heart—or maybe he was a pessimist at heart, he could
never keep those two straight—and so he kept trying
the hab in the hopes that this time it might get him
high.
  But it didn’t. It never did anymore, and he won-
dered why he bothered taking it six hundred and fifty

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times when he knew, just knew, that it wasn’t going to
ever work ever again and there was just no point,
dammit!
   He forgot where he was.
   He touched another part of his arm, and that sent
the turk through his system. Turk made him more
aware of his surroundings, which was good, because
he couldn’t possibly be less aware of his surroundings
than he was right now and he didn’t know where he
was and wow the colors in this alley were so vivid it’s
a good thing he noticed that now because he didn’t
notice it before and the stonework was especially
pretty except for the parts where it was cracked and
ugly and filthy and dirty and covered in the fecal mat-
ter from assorted birds and rats and cats and dogs and
whatever other animals came through here like that
cat over there next to the blond girl who—
   Sometimes turk made him too aware of his sur-
roundings. But he remembered now. The blond girl.
The bald man wanted him to kill the blond girl. The
bald man promised a brand-new drug that was fresh
off the market—hadn’t hit the street yet, hadn’t even
been made illegal yet, it was so new—and the bald
man promised that, once he killed the girl, he would
get as much of it as he wanted for free, just like
always.
   The bald man was the only person who was ever
nice to him. He liked the bald man.
   He hated everyone else.
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nice to him to. In retrospect, killing her probably
wasn’t the smartest thing he ever did.
  Thinking about Grandma made him sad, so he
touched his arm again, this time giving him a combi-
nation of crab and snoke, which let him forget. As
soon as he did that, he realized it was a bad idea,
because then he’d forget—
  Something.
  He was supposed to do something.
  It was something very important, too.
  Incredibly important.
  Yes.
  He had to do it.
  He had to do it right now.
  What was it?
  It probably involved violence.
  That was pretty typical.
  He was good at violence.
  He wasn’t good at anything else.
  Especially remembering.
  Whatever it was.
  He was supposed.
  To remember.
  A cat meowed. Brutal—now I remember. He touched
his arm again, this time to clear all the drugs out with
caffeine. That had the added advantage of getting
him all excited about whatever he was supposed to
do—which he now remembered was to kill the blond
girl who was standing next to the cat who just
meowed.

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   He touched his arm again—what he needed was
bog.
   Bog wasn’t anything that was on the market any-
more. You couldn’t even find it on Tarsonis, so he had
been thrilled beyond all possible imagining when the
bald man found it for him. It was a limited supply, so
he was sure only to take it when he was about to kill
someone.
   And he was about to kill the blond girl.
   The bald man had told him what her name was,
but he forgot it. He couldn’t even remember his own
name. He knew he was called the Pitcher because of
that time he drank the pitcher of grain alcohol. He
killed the girl who called him that, but her nickname
stuck, mainly because he couldn’t remember what his
own name was. Grandma knew it, but he killed her,
so she couldn’t say.
   Of course, when the bog took effect, it didn’t mat-
ter. Then the only thing he remembered was how
much he loved little blond girls—especially when he
ripped out their throats.
   And her ear. She had a good ear. He’d enjoy biting
that off. Maybe chewing on it.
   “Get away from me.”
   He blinked. It took him a moment to realize that the
blond girl had spoken. How can she do that without a throat?
   Then he remembered—he hadn’t actually ripped it
out yet, he’d only thought about it. That was careless.
   He started advancing on the blond girl.

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  “Don’t come any closer—I’m warning you, Pitcher,
if you come into this alley you’ll—you’ll regret it.”
  How’d she know my name? He decided to ask her.
“How’d you know my name?”
  “I know everything, Pitcher. I know how Fagin—”
  That was the bald man’s name. Why can’t I ever
remember that?
  “—gives you free drugs so you’ll do his bidding. I
know how you killed your grandmother. I know that
you want to rip my throat out and then bite off my
ear.”
  He must have been talking out loud before. Except
he didn’t remember doing that.
  “And I know that if you try to hurt me, I’ll hurt
you instead.”
  That was the funniest thing he’d heard all day. In
fact, it was the funniest thing he’d ever heard. So he
started laughing.
  “Bwah-hah-hah-hah-hah-hah-hah-hah-hah-hah-
hah-hah-hah-hah-hah-hah!”
  His stomach almost exploded, he was laughing so
hard. He couldn’t believe that this little girl thought
she could hurt him.
  “Yes, I can hurt you.”
  Finally, he spoke. “Know’t I did t’last girl?”
  “You mean the one in the Firefly Club? The one
who asked you where you got the ugly tattoo?”
  Okay, now this was starting to really fog with his
brain. There was no way—no way—that this little

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blond girl knew about what happened at the Firefly
Club with that dark-haired girl. “You were there?”
   “No. I’ve never been to the Firefly Club.”
   The blond girl’s words were coming really fast out
of her mouth now, and she was breathing heavy, like
she was on something, and she was starting to cry. He
was impressed—they usually didn’t start crying until
he got closer to them than he was right now.
   She continued: “But I know that you put your
hand over her face and kept it there until she stopped
breathing. What kind of monster are you?”
   He knew the answer to that one. “I’m th’one ’at’s
gonna kill you, curve.”
   “You’re never killing anyone ever again, Pitcher.
You hear me? Never.”
   He decided that this girl was even more fogged
than he was—and he didn’t think anyone was more
fogged than he was—and the only thing to do was to
start ripping her throat out.
   Touching his arm to pump some more hab into him
even though he knew it was pointless, he advanced
on her.
   He decided he was going to rip her arms off first. He
wasn’t sure where that thought came from, but as
soon as it arrived, he knew it was very much the right
thing to do. She’d stand there, staring at the stumps
that her shoulders would be and then—yes!—then
he’d beat her to death with her own arms. Brutal—
that’ll be fantastic!
   For effect—and because it was easier for him to

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walk that way ever since the accident—he stomped
his feet on the pavement as he moved closer, hoping
to scare the crap out of the little girl so she’d be sweat-
ing by the time he actually ripped her throat out.
  No! Ripped her arms off. That was much better. . . .
  He picked one leg—he was pretty sure it was his
left one—up to stomp down.
  Then he stopped.
  He wasn’t sure why; he just couldn’t move. For
some reason, he couldn’t put his leg back down. Or
blink. Or move his arms. Or anything.
  His head started to hurt.
  No, it was on fire. Like someone drove a hot metal
spike right through his skull.
  This was worse than the time he ran his head
through a brick wall just to see if it would work,
worse than the time he lit his hair on fire to see how
long it would burn, worse even than the time he took
raw turk for the first and last time.
  “AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-
HHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!”


  It had been easier than she thought it would be.
  And that scared Nova more than anything else in
the world could have.
  Pip walked over to the Pitcher’s body and sniffed it
curiously. Big hairless cat fell down.
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else at the Terra Skyscraper, Nova did so without
thought or focus, just throwing all her rage, all her
grief, all her sadness, and all her anger out in one
shot.
   It was enough to kill three hundred and seven
people at once.
   This time, she’d focused very specifically on one
mind instead of over three hundred, and smashed it
to pieces.
   It only took a few seconds. And then the Pitcher
was dead. He screamed and then fell forward, his
ugly, multiply pierced face smashing into the pave-
ment with a bloody splat. Blood trickled out his ears.
   Reaching out with her mind—she couldn’t bear the
thought of touching him—she managed to roll him
over.
   Blood was coming out his nose and eyes and
mouth as well. Some of that was probably from the
impact of his face hitting the ground, but she knew
from home that when she killed someone this way,
they bled out of every orifice in the head.
   Nova collapsed to her knees, sobs now racking her
body. I shouldn’t have left the alley. I should’ve stayed here
and died. Today she’d seen so much, from her sister
declaring her dead to the miserable lives of the people
around her to the casual vileness of Terence to the
insane bruality of the Pitcher.
   She didn’t know how much more she could take.
   Pip wandered up to her. Big hairless cat hurt?
   Sniffing, Nova tried to wipe her eyes with her shirt-

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sleeve, then realized it was so dirty as to not be of
much use. She used the back of her hands instead,
though they were hardly cleaner.
  “Mrow?”
  “I’m sorry, Pip, I just—” She looked over at the
corpse of the Pitcher. “I don’t know what to do.”
  Fagin said that he was going to leave her alone,
make her survive on her own until she came back to
him, begging for forgiveness and a chance to work for
him the way seemingly everyone in the Gutter did.
  He’d lied to her. Instead of keeping his word, he
sent a monster to kill her.
  What was more, the Pitcher probably wouldn’t be
the last one he’d send. He had hundreds of hired
thugs who did his bidding. She’d met some of them,
from Markus and his dirty secrets on down to Tyrus
and his dead sister.
  Nova had just learned how easy it was to kill some-
one. Particularly someone as disgusting as the Pitcher.
He, at least, had his insanity to blame for a lot of what
was wrong with him—that and a frightening ability to
metabolize drugs and alcohol.
  But Fagin was considerably more disgusting, and
didn’t have the mitigating factor of being crazy.
  Standing up, Nova made a decision.
  “Mrow?”
  “I’m going back to Fagin, Pip, just like he said I
would. But I’m not gonna beg him for anything. I’m
going to kill him.”

       chapter 11




WHEN TWO HOURS PASSED, AND THE PITCHER
never came out of the alley, Fagin assumed that the
plan didn’t work.
This really cracked him off. The Pitcher was both
his most valuable enforcer and his most useful test
bed for new drugs that came on the market. His
metabolism was such that his response to a drug was
about ten percent of how normal people would react.
Back in the old days, Fagin had a source for some
great designer drugs on Korhal IV. Sometimes,
though, the stuff was too intense—you didn’t want
drugs that killed on the first shot, because then you
don’t get repeat business. So he’d use the Pitcher—if it
made him sick, it’d kill anyone else, and so he knew
which ones to put on the market.
(The day the confederals nuked Korhal IV was a
bad day for Fagin. When Arcturus Mengsk started up
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contribution to Mengsk to further his cause, just
because he was cracked off about the attack. . . .)
  Three hours after the Pitcher went into the alley,
Nova came out. The expression on her face was much
different from the one a day earlier. Where yesterday
she looked starved and desperate, today she looked
angry and determined.
  Between that expression and the fact that she sur-
vived an encounter with the Pitcher—something no
one had managed in years—Fagin knew he was about
to have bigger problems.
  Someone knocked at the door. “Fagin, you got a
package.”
  A protest that he’d left instructions not to be both-
ered died on his lips—the only exception to those
instructions was if a package arrived. “Bring it,” he
said as he touched the control that would lower the
force field and open the door.
  Jo-Jo came in holding a shipping box with the
holographic label MEDICAL SUPPLIES, and a return
address from the Confederate Army Supply Depot in
Grange Village.
  Fagin grinned. Morwood came through.
  After Jo-Jo put the package down on Fagin’s bed,
he left. Fagin grabbed the mailscan out of his desk
drawer and ran it over the package; the mailscan’s
display showed him an alphanumeric code, which
he then entered into the keypad on the package.
With a pneumatic hiss, it opened, revealing a mass of

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Pakstuf surrounding the item he had ordered from
Morwood.
  While reading over Morwood’s note, he grabbed
his fone and called Markus.
  “Chaneed, Fagin?”
  “I need you to grab every habhead who’s short and
needs a fix, and every little kid you can scrounge up,
okay? I’m talkin’ pre-acnoid here—and nobody
hooked, I don’t want no yous.” He thought about
who was on his list—the one of people who were a
filament away from having their heads blown off by
Fagin’s P220. “And get Poppo, Jonesy, Two-Bit, and
Mags down here, too, and tell them to bring all their
guns. Get ’em all here in half an hour.”
  “What do we need little kids for?” Markus asked.
  Fagin frowned. Markus wasn’t usually one for ask-
ing stupid questions—or any other questions, it came
down to it. “The hell do you care? Get it done, you
scan me?”
  “Yeah, okay.” Markus didn’t sound happy, though.
  What the flick is wrong with him? Fagin shook his
head. Worry about it later—it’ll keep until this business is
taken care of. Right now he had a crisis, but he’d also
been given the perfect weapon to fight it.
  After reading Morwood’s note, he clipped his new
toy onto his right wrist and stuck the head unit into
his ear. Then he checked the traffic sensors. Nova was
walking right toward here. At the rate she was going,
it’d be an hour of walking before she arrived.
  Grabbing his fone again, he called Wolfgang. When-

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ever there was a body needed taking care of before the
TPF stumbled across it, Wolfgang was the one to call.
Most crimes, the TPF would look the other way, but
when bodies got knocked, they had to pay at least
some attention. So he had Wolfgang and Wolfgang’s
girls remove the evidence.
  After giving Wolfgang his orders—and making sure
he brought all his girls, as the Pitcher had considerable
mass—Fagin then called Jo-Jo in, and took him into
the back room, where his harem had their pallets. All
twelve of them were lounging about, some reading,
some nibbling from a bowl of fruit, the rest sleeping.
He woke them all up and had Jo-Jo take them to the
other place. Most of them agreed right away but, typi-
cally, Number Three asked, “What’s going on?”
  “Ain’t gonna be safe here.” Fagin turned to Jo-Jo.
“Anything happens to any of them, it happens to you
times ten, okay?”
  Nodding quickly, Jo-Jo said, “I scan, boss, no wor-
ries.”
  By the time Jo-Jo cleared all twelve of them from
the room—some of them were a bit languorous in
their movements, not enjoying being put out—Grotto
came in.
  “Poppo and Two-Bit’re at the door, Fagin—they
look kinda scared.”
  Fagin grinned. His complaints notwithstanding,
Markus, as usual, did exactly what he was told. It was
less than half an hour, and Poppo and Two-Bit were
already here.

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   Five minutes later, Jonesy came in, quickly followed
by Mags. Jonesy was the only one of the four of them
who came with just one gun. Shrugging, he held up his
Z50, which fired .70-caliber bullets. “I don’t never need
nothin’ but Karla,” Jonesy said with a smile.
   His predilection for naming his weapons was one of
several reasons why Jonesy was on Fagin’s list.
   The others had all packed at least four guns each.
Two-Bit went overboard and brought ten. “I can’t
never figure out which one I wanna use, so I like to
keep my options open, y’know?”
   Fagin had ’em sit in the outer room. Ten minutes
later, Markus showed up with Geena, Tyrus, and a
bunch of kids—all pre-acnoid, which was exactly
what Fagin wanted.
   “Bring the kids into the back. Have Ty keep an eye
on ’em.”
   Markus shot him a look. “What?”
   Holding up a hand—this was a question Fagin
could understand—he said, “It’s clear back there. The
kids’re what you call a last line of defense.”
   Looking cracked off at something, Markus told
Geena and Tyrus to bring them into the back room.
“Geena, you take care of ’em—they need anything,
send Ty up front.”
   Fagin looked at the other four recent arrivals.
“There’s a girl comin’ here lookin’ to do me harm.
Your job is to stop her doin’ me harm, okay? I don’t
care what you gotta do, but don’t let her back into my
room, you scan me?”

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  Three of them brightened. Bodyguarding duty was
usually a choice assignment, especially since most
folks knew better than to flick with Fagin. Either
they’d find out pretty soon that this wasn’t such a soft
deal, or they’d surprise Fagin by actually stopping a
teep/teek, in which case, they’d have earned their
way off the list.
  Poppo didn’t brighten, though; he was the only
one of them who was on the clever side of dim. “You
need four of us to stop one girl?”
  Hefting Karla, Jonesy said, “He won’t, don’t worry.”
  Sounding like he was getting his hopes up, Two-Bit
asked, “Can we do anything to her ’fore we kill her?”
  Mags snorted. “Only way you’re gonna get some
snap is if you kill her first.”
  “Yeah, well, your sister tells a different story.”
  “Stud, you couldn’t keep up with my sister.”
  While the banter went on for several more sec-
onds, Markus walked up to Fagin and talked to him in
a low voice, his back to the other people in the room.
“Are we talkin’ about that girl?”
  Fagin nodded. “Her name’s Nova. I sent the Pitcher
to take her out.”
  Markus blinked. “What happened to lettin’ her
starve on her own? You said—”
  “Her name’s Nova Terra.”
  Now Markus’s eyes went wide. “Crap.”
  “Yeah, crap. Once I found that out, I figured best be
sure. But she took the Pitcher out. So that means we
gotta get creative.”

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   “That why you wanted these four panbrains?”
   Again, Fagin nodded. “See how she does there,
then spring the trap.”
   Unsurprisingly, Markus looked confused. But this
time, he didn’t question. He knew what Nova was,
after all. “What about the habheads? I got Preach,
Seer, and Diva roundin’ ’em up.”
   “She’s a teep. Figure brains like theirs oughta be
pretty distractin’ to read while these four panbrains’re
shootin’ at her, okay?”
   Markus nodded. “Yeah, makes sense.” He looked at
the item from Morwood. “What’s the new toy?”
   Grinning, Fagin said, “Insurance.”


   “Look, it was terrorists, okay? You gummint types’re
supposed to stop ’em Nephews o’ Korhal, or whatever
they are, right?”
   Martina Dharma was starting to seriously irritate
Mal Kelerchian, which was frustrating, as she was the
first real lead he’d gotten in a week.
   Larry hadn’t heard anything that sounded like
Nova might have been responsible. A few reports of
people being beat up by girls, but Larry knew who the
girls were, so they couldn’t have been Nova.
   Then, finally, a news vendor reported that terrorists
blew up her AAI. Problem was, no scorch marks on it.
When Larry heard about it, he figured that might
mean teek, so he called Mal.
   The first thing Mal did was head to Dharma’s place.
It was a pretty standard vendor’s: She sold chips with

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the various magazines on them, plus subscriptions for
UNN feeds, all in a tiny space that barely had room for
the candy and drink machines. The charred remains
of her AAI were now piled behind the small counter.
Dharma—a short, shabbily dressed middle-aged woman
with fake red hair who had attempted to use cut-rate
surgery to remove her wrinkles, and got what she
paid for—had pointed to those remains when Mal
arrived, then stood angrily back there while Mal tried
to question her.
  As soon as Mal arrived, his head started pounding.
It wasn’t as bad as the Terra Skyscraper—he needed
only one dose of analgesic—but it was still pretty
intense. Nova, or another really powerful teep—and
that concept didn’t even bear thinking about—had
been here recently.
  But the Dharma woman was fixated on terrorists.
  “Ma’am, can you just please give me a description
of who—”
  “I don’t know who! I toldja, it was them terrorists!
They’re everywhere—saw on UNN that they took out
some of the Terra folks. If you can’t protect them, how
the hell you gonna protect me?”
  Mal tried not to grit his teeth and was only partially
successful. “Ma’am, I think you have me confused
with someone else. My job isn’t to protect you, my job
is to find someone. She’s a girl, fifteen years old, long
blond hair, green eyes, and—”
  “I see lotsa people every day.” Dharma folded her
arms defiantly. “Look, you’re with the gummint, you

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said? Well, I been tryin’ to get the confeds to take my
claim, ’cause my insurance contract says that acts of
terrorism are covered, and it had to be them terrorists
that did it.”
  Deciding to play along for the moment, Mal asked,
“What makes you so sure it’s terrorists, ma’am?”
  Dharma swallowed, and her arms fell to her sides.
“Well, stands to reason, don’t it? I mean, they was
talkin’ about them Terra folks when it ’xploded.
Betcha it was the same folks what killed the Terras,
showin’ that they’ll stop the freedom of the press.”
She started gesturing, warming to her rationalization.
“And—and what better way to do that than to take
down the very symbol of freedom of the press? Right?”
  Slowly, Mal started clapping his hands. He also sub-
vocalized instructions to his computer. When he was
done with that, he said, “Brava, ma’am. That was a
fine performance. Only one problem—I happen to
know for a fact that it wasn’t terrorists who did this.”
He stopped clapping and leaned onto the counter.
“Now ma’am, there’s one of two ways we can do this.
The first way is that you tell me what happened with
the blond-haired, green-eyed, fifteen-year-old girl
who came through here and blew up your AAI. The
second way is that I report you to your insurance
company as someone who’s trying to defraud them.
Take your pick.”
  Dharma swallowed again, more audibly this time.
“Defraud?”
  “That’s right.” He then conveyed the result of his

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computer request. “The penalty for such a crime is a
fine of whatever amount deemed appropriate by the
judge, with the option of up to six months in jail.”
  In a very small voice, Dharma said, “Jail?”
  “Oh, and no insurance company will give you a
policy after that—which means you’ll probably have
to close the store.”
  Now her eyes went wide; that thought seemed to
distress her even more than the jail time. “Close the
store! I can’t do that! S’my livelihood! ’Sides, Frobeet’d
kill me.”
  Mal neither knew nor cared who Frobeet was. “So
how’re we gonna do this, ma’am?”
  Dharma’s mouth twisted around once or twice.
“Yeah, okay, there was a girl like that. She started
muttering and then screaming when they had the
Terra survivor on, and then I pulled my gun.”
  Raising an eyebrow, Mal asked, “Gun?”
  Reaching down under the counter, Dharma pulled
out a P180 that had seen better decades. The stock
was cracked, and the thing hadn’t been polished or
cleaned in months. Mal figured if she tried to fire it,
it’d blow up in her face, even if she wasn’t pointing it
at a teek.
  “I know whatcher thinkin’.” Dharma no doubt
read the expression on Mal’s face, which annoyed
him, as he didn’t like his feelings to show that obvi-
ously—but then, the gun was in really rotten condi-
tion. “But I ain’t got no bullets for it. Don’t want to be
shootin’ nobody—just, y’know, threatenin’ them.”

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   Mal didn’t see how anybody could possibly feel
threatened by that weapon, but said nothing about it,
instead returning to the topic of Nova. “What hap-
pened after you pulled the gun?”
   Shrugging, Dharma said, “She ran off.”
   “Which way?”
   Another shrug. “I dunno, down the street. You’re
not gonna report me, are you?”
   “I’ve recorded this entire conversation, ma’am. As
to what I do with that recording—we’ll just have to
see.”
   With that, he turned around, ignoring the squeak-
ing noises that Martina Dharma was now making.
   Nova probably saw Clara declaring her dead and went
crazy. So where’d she go from here?
   According to the report Dharma had filed with the
insurance company—which Mal had read over before
talking to her—the AAI exploded yesterday at 18.55,
which was confirmed by UNN’s Remote Feed
Department. Mal therefore instructed his computer to
provide him with all the traffic sensor feeds on Pyke
Lane from 18.50 to 20.00 the previous night.
   It would take a few minutes for the computer to
request the files, verify his authorization, go into the
files, extract the specific feeds required, and transmit
to him, so he decided to question the receptionist at
the surgeon who operated out of a storefront two
doors down from Dharma’s place. The person work-
ing there at the moment wasn’t there the previous

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night, but his badge gave him access to the person’s
contact information, and Mal made a note to call
him.
  When he walked out, the computer spoke into his
ear that the feeds he requested were no longer avail-
able.
  “What?”
  The computer repeated the information, but Mal
interrupted and subvocalized a command for him to
be put through to the Southwestern District’s Traffic
Control Center.
  A bored voice said, “Southwest Traffic, Sergeant Volmer.”
  “Sergeant, my name is Agent Malcolm Kelerchian
of the Wrangler Squad.”
  A pause, then Volmer spoke with more attention,
having verified the source of the call. “Yes, Agent
Kelerchian, what can I do for—”
  “I just requested the traffic feeds for Pyke Lane yes-
terday at—”
  “Uh, I can stop you right there, Agent Kelerchian—we’ve
already wiped those feeds.”
  Mal couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Say
that again, Sergeant—slowly.”
  “Uh, that’s standard procedure, sir. At the end of each
shift, we go over the feeds, and if we don’t find any viola-
tions, we wipe ’em. There weren’t any violations on Pyke
last night, so—”
  “Sergeant Volmer, if I look up the regulations gov-
erning evidence, I can guarantee you that I’m not

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gonna find a damn thing about how it’s ’standard pro-
cedure’ to—”
   Volmer laughed nervously. “Agent Kelerchian, that
wasn’t evidence.”
   “And how do you know this? Did you verify that no
crimes were committed? Did you run facial scans of
every person on those feeds to see if they matched any
known fugitives?”
   “Uh, sir, we’re traffic control—that ain’t our job. The
only evidence we care about on Pyke Lane relates to hover-
bike violations and people bringing illegal vehicles onto the
street. Otherwise, we can’t spare the storage.”
   That, Mal knew was crap. “Sergeant, you can’t tell
me that you don’t have enough storage—”
   “Sir,” and now Volmer sounded like he was trotting
out a very old argument that he was tired of making,
“we’ve only got fifty kilomemes.”
   “Fifty?” Mal was stunned. That was a quarter of
what the Northern District—the precinct that also
housed the Detective Squad—had, and they didn’t
need more than a quarter of it.
   “Yes, Agent Kelerchian, only fifty. We’ve been requesting
additional memory for the last three years, but the budget com-
mittee keeps telling us it’s an ‘extravagance.’ The courts down
here are backed up to three years ago, ’cause everybody contests
their citations ’cause they know it’ll take years to settle it. We
have to keep those feeds around indefinitely, and it adds up, to
the point where we can’t keep files we don’t need. There’s a lot
of traffic violations down here. I’m sorry you can’t look at those
feeds, sir, truly I am.” To Mal’s surprise, coming from a

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Southwest cop and all, Volmer sounded sincere in that
apology. The sergeant continued: “But those feeds are gone.”
Mal let out a very long breath. “All right, Sergeant,
thanks for your help.” Then he hesitated before end-
ing the call. After a hasty subvocalization to his com-
puter, he said, “How sorry are you?”
Now Volmer sounded confused. “Sir?”
“You said you were truly sorry, and I’m asking you
to put your money where your foot is. You sorry
enough to do me a favor?”
“I, uh—I guess that would depend on the favor, sir.”
“I just sent you a photo of a girl I’m trying to find.
She’s to be considered armed and dangerous. She’s
the one I know was walking down Pyke Lane last
night, and who I was hoping to get a track on. Can
your people check for her facial profile on your traffic
feeds when you go through them?”
The sergeant hesitated. “I can’t promise anything, sir,
but we will keep an eye out.”
Mal nodded. It was better than a poke in the eye
with a sharp stick. That was about all it was better
than, but he’d take it. “Thank you, Sergeant.”
“You’re welcome, Agent Kelerchian. And good luck.”
Yeah, I think I’m gonna need it. Mal sighed and put a
call through to the surgeon’s receptionist.


Nova’s stomach was killing her.
She should have realized that this was going to
happen. After not eating for several days, she had
stuffed herself worse than she did on her birthday.

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   Maybe I should just go back to the alley and to Pip.
   No. Fagin had sent the Pitcher, he’d send someone
else. Maybe several someone elses. She didn’t want
anyone else to die because of her.
   Except for Jules “Fagin” Dale. She intended to do
everything she could to make sure he suffered before
she destroyed his mind.
   But only him. She’d already heard the dying
thoughts of three hundred and eight people, and she
only wanted to bring it up to three hundred and
nine.
   She managed to keep the thoughts of the people
around her out, though the effort to do so was giving
her a headache to match her stomachache. The
important thing was to focus.
   By the time she got to the very building that Fagin
Dale had kicked her out of days ago, she started to
feel woozy. The thoughts she was hearing didn’t
make any sense at all. It was disjointed and full of
weird stuff and colors oh wow the colors are just so
amazing and you can’t believe that there are rats crawling
all over the place and crawling right up my butt which
looks so incredibly fat in this outfit what the flick was I
thinking when I bought this outfit I hate this outfit it’s the
worst outfit ever I hate you and everything you stand for
you panbrained slike and I’m gonna just run around in lit-
tle circles that get smaller and smaller every time until I dis-
appear into a singularity of nothingness and then
everyone’ll be sorry they ever made fun of me just because I
only have one nostril I mean really is that fair at all to be

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doing that sort of thing to a child a child a child I never
wanted and don’t—
  “No!” Nova had stumbled to the street, clutching
her now-pounding head.
  Two people were standing around her. Nova clung
to their thoughts as if they were a lifeline. The woman
was named Dorian and was a housecleaner for folks
in the middle-class neighborhood of Sookdar’s Point—
people who had enough money to not have to live in
the Gutter, but not enough to be able to afford auto-
mated housecleaning—and had just come from her
favorite client, the Frieds, who always left out cookies
for her when she came to clean. The man was named
Max, and he was a counter clerk at a laundry facility
who hated his boss and had come up with seventeen
different ways to kill him, none of which he would
ever enact in real life, but the thoughts of which
allowed him to get through the day.
  “You okay?” Dorian asked.
  “Yes, I’m fine,” Nova lied. “I’m sorry, I just tripped.”
  As soon as Nova got to her feet, Max, satisfied that
all was well, went on his way, the beginnings of the
eighteenth way to kill his boss formulating in his
head.
  Dorian, though, lingered. “You sure?”
  Putting on the same smile she used on Andrea
Tygore when the old woman was being particularly
patronizing, Nova said, “Yes, thank you, ma’am.”
  “Such a polite girl.” Dorian was genuinely sur-
prised and pleased to see a teenager with manners,

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especially considering that her own three boys and
one girl never used the word “please” in their lives.
“Your momma is raisin’ you right,” she added with
regret that she hadn’t been able to do the same for her
own kids.
   Nova tried not to think about the fact that her own
mommy was dead, instead reveling in the domestic
simplicity of Dorian’s mind. She used it to steel herself
against the insanity that was waiting for her at Dale’s
place.
   After excusing herself from Dorian and thanking
her again for her help, she kept walking, her teeth
gritted, sweat beading on her forehead, as she tried to
hold back the onslaught of drug-induced thought pat-
terns.
   Why do people do this to themselves? she found herself
wondering. It makes your thoughts all crazy. Why would
anybody do that?
   She clung to her outrage, adding it to her consider-
able anger at Jules for making her do what he’d made
her do, as well as her fury at Cliff Nadaner, a man
she’d never met, yet about whom she knew so much,
the man who ordered her family killed.
   That anger allowed her to shove the drugged
thoughts to the side, even when she approached
Fagin’s building and saw them all gathered there
around the big metal door that led to the lobby. Some
were standing, some were sitting, some were lying
down, but all of them were high on something—or sev-
eral things.

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  Stepping around or over them, she approached the
front door—
  —and knew immediately that four people were
standing on the other side, ready to shoot her.
  Cursing herself for missing that, she lashed out
with her mind, going for the guns. She didn’t want to
hurt anyone—except Fagin—but she wasn’t going to
let herself get hurt, either.
  She knocked the gun out of the hands of the one
named Richard Roman, but whom everyone called
Poppo because of his habit of popping chewing gum
when he was a kid. He hadn’t actually chewed gum in
ten years, but the nickname stuck.
  The other three were still holding their guns, and
laughing at Poppo for dropping his, despite the latter’s
protesting that he hadn’t dropped it.
  One of the people on the other side of that door was
Hieronymous Jones—usually called Jonesy due to
people having trouble pronouncing “Hieronymous”—
and he knew everything about guns. Nova clearly read
in his mind the best way to keep a Z50 like the one he
was carrying—which he called Karla after the first girl
he ever dated—from firing. All she had to do was keep
the bullets from moving into the chamber properly.
  After she did that, she read ways of jamming the
others’ guns as well. Some she couldn’t jam—she
didn’t know where the trigger switch was on Poppo’s
P30, for example—but she did the best she could. It
was almost like a game. . . .
  She felt the thoughts of the habhead who walked

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up to her while she stood outside Fagin’s door before
he spoke: “Hey, curve, wha’s the feed?”
   Nova turned to give him a funny look. Nobody’d
said “What’s the feed?” since Nova was a baby.
   The habhead—his name was Joey—was thinking
that he hadn’t had any good snap in years and Nova’d
be a fine way to break the streak.
   Just by thinking about it, Nova knocked Joey
down.
   “What the flick jus’ happen’? Coulda sworn I was
standin’ a second ago.” Joey studied the ground
intently, as if it would provide some kind of clue, his
desire for Nova already fading into his hab-addled
brain.
   From next to him, one of the other habheads who
was lying on the pavement said, “ ’Ey, flickface,
getcherown bed. I’m sleepin’ ’ere.” Her name was
Sharie, and she had been born addicted to hab, since
her mother got hooked on it when she was pregnant
with her by an unknown father (well, Sharie knew
the father, she just didn’t know which of the dozens
of possible sperm donors whom her mother enter-
tained was the culprit, since the money for a simple
DNA test instead went to feed mother and daughter’s
respective drug habits).
   Not to be confused with Eamonn, who fought in
the Confederate Marines until he was dishonorably
discharged for being drunk on duty, then wound up
in the Gutter, having graduated to snoke following his
court-martial; or Harry, who’d worked for UNN but

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was discredited when he made up a source on a story
that supposedly exposed corruption in the TPF (not
that the story was false—Harry knew it was true—but
he didn’t have a documentable source, so they fired
him), and he wound up hooked on turk; or Maria,
who had been an actor who spent more time going to
parties that producers went to partaking of the snoke
than she did actually acting; or Donna, who used to
be a nurse before the stress of the emergency room
led to her taking a hit of crab here and there just to
get through the day, a habit that got worse and worse
until she wound up here; or Michael, who dreamed of
opening up his very own martial arts school but
meanwhile kept on the turk because it got him peppy,
at least until the sensei tossed him out on his ass for
being high in class; or Jorge or Kara or Debbie or
Wendy or Kelly or Marianne or Jim or Todd or Leia or
Steve or Thomas or Chris or Sarah or Liza or—
  “No!”
  Shoving her fists into her temples, Nova tried to
block the thoughts from her head, crying in pain and
anguish, desperately clawing for some calm from
Dorian, but unable to find it amid the cacophony of
thoughts that assaulted her now.
  Dimly, she registered that she had blown the door
off its hinges and also physically thrust away several
of the possessors of the thoughts that she felt.
Turbulence was added to the thoughts as they tried to
figure out who and what knocked them aside.
  Then she heard voices.

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   “Crap, you all okay?”
   “The hell happened to the door?”
   “Hey, that’s a blond curve! Think ’at’s her?”
   “Flick, I ain’t waitin’, let’s shoot her.”
   Nova’s ears rang moments later when all four of
their guns jammed, resulting in two of them literally
blowing up in their users’ hands.
   The pain that Jonesy and Mick Stanislawski, who
was called Two-Bit, felt as shrapnel from their ruined
weapons shredded their hands and forearms allowed
Nova to focus and get her bearings. She got to her feet
and stared at Poppo and Elois Magwitch, whose guns
had simply jammed and stopped working.
   Mags was furious as he took out another weapon.
“Knock this curve!”
   “Flickin’ yeah,” Poppo said, doing likewise.
   Nova jammed those weapons as well, tears stream-
ing down her cheeks. “Please stop, I don’t want to
hurt you.” Jonesy and Two-Bit were screaming with
pain, their blood all over the floor of the lobby to
Fagin’s building.
   “Feelin’ ain’t mutual, curve.” Poppo removed
another gun, but that jammed to.
   “Flick this noise.” Two-Bit lunged at Nova.
   She pushed him back with her mind, sending him
head over heels to the rear of the lobby.
   “Stay down.” She was practically pleading now. “If
you don’t get up, I won’t hurt you.”
   Poppo, realizing that there was no way for him to
win this, dropped his weapon and held up his arms.

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“Yeah, okay. Crap, Fagin ain’t payin’ me ’nough for
this.”
  Two-Bit wasn’t as bright as Poppo, and couldn’t see
past the fact that a teenaged curve knocked him on
his ass without even touching him. He got to his feet
and charged again.
  Nova knocked Poppo into him and they both fell to
the floor.
  His anger now palpable Two-Bit whipped out his
P100 and placed the muzzle right in Poppo’s ear. “You
flickin’ with me, stud? Huh?”
  “I didn’t do nothin’, I swear, Two-Bit, that curve
did it, I’m tellin’ you, I—”
  “Don’t do it!” Nova cried, realizing that Two-Bit
intended to pull the trigger.
  She wasn’t fast enough to stop it.
  Poppo’s brains, skull, and blood splattered on the
wall behind where he and Two-Bit had both fallen.
His last thoughts before Two-Bit killed him were con-
fusion as to why Nova had done that to him after he
surrendered.
  “I said no killing!” Nova screamed, even though
she had said no such thing. But she’d thought it, felt it,
knew it, that the only person who was going to die
today would be Julius Antoine Dale.
  Now Two-Bit had made a liar of her.
  “Flick you, curve,” Two-Bit said as he whirled
around and aimed his gun at her.
  She destroyed his brain, the same way she destroyed
the Pitcher’s.

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   It was even easier this time.
   Nova couldn’t bring herself to look at the bodies.
Instead, she looked at Jonesy and Mags, who were
still writhing in agony on the floor.
   Mags said quickly, “Do what you want, curve—I
ain’t gettin’ on your bad side, no flickin’ way.”
   Jonesy, though, was livid. “You flickin’ panbrain,
didn’t you hear what Fagin said?” He tried to get to
his feet, made difficult by a right hand that was so
much shredded meat and bone.
   “Fagin can kiss my entire ass,” Mags said. “Little
curve, you do what you want. I’m stayin’ far from
you.”
   However, Nova was looking at Jonesy. “Stay down,
Jonesy, or what happened to Two-Bit and Poppo will
happen to you.”
   At that, Jonesy stopped—not so much from the
threat, but from this curve he’d never met knowing
his, Poppo’s, and Two-Bit’s names. He let himself col-
lapse back onto the floor.
   Nova walked to the back of the lobby and blew the
door that led to the hallway off its hinges, too.
   The main room Fagin used—the one from which
he’d kicked her out onto the street—was just down
this hall. She felt the thoughts of several of Fagin’s
hangers-on, including Markus Ralian, as well as sev-
eral little kids—but no Fagin.
   This was wrong.
   Nova wanted to end this. Fagin had to be here, he
just had to. She knew from the last time she was here

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that Fagin very rarely left his headquarters, having no
real reason to. He was secure there, could have any-
thing he wanted delivered to him, and so never
needed to leave.
  So where is he?
  Bad enough that Two-Bit and Poppo had to die.
They were not going to die while Fagin got away.
Nova had sworn it, and she would not go back on that,
not ever.
  When she got to the door, she blew it away, too.
She was getting rather good at this.
  “Hey, those doors are expensive, okay?”
  Nova’s stomachache intensified. It was Fagin. But
where was he? She couldn’t feel him. . . .
  He was standing right there. She could see him, but
that was the only way she knew he was there. She
also saw Jo-Jo, Markus, and somebody named Guy,
but all her eyes were doing was confirming what her
mind had told her before she blew the door off. She
also felt Geena Ralian, Tyrus Fallit, and two dozen
children in the back room.
  “How can you be here?” she asked in a voice she
recognized as being somewhat ragged. Her stomach
was pounding, she’d killed two people today, and
now Fagin was—was doing something to her.
  “I live here, curve, okay?” He grinned, showing
teeth that had been filed down to points. Nova found
it somewhat gross. “But you can’t read me, can you?”
  “No,” Nova said in a small voice. “How’d you—”
  “I have got to start giving Morwood’s wife the good

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stuff.” Fagin laughed—actually, it was more of a
cackle. “What I’m wearin’, curve, is—”
   “Something you stole from the confeds.” Nova
couldn’t read Fagin’s mind, but she could read Markus’s.
   “Yeah, well, you ain’t the first teep/teek, okay?
Them confeds got to protect themselves against the
likes o’ you, curve. And this is one of the things they
use to do that. And that means you can’t touch me.”
   “Not exactly.” There was a chair on the other side
of the room. Nova sent it flying toward Fagin, but he
managed to duck it.
   “Nice try, curve, but you’re gonna run outta crap to
throw soon. ’Sides, I got me a backup plan. Tyrus!”
   “No!” Nova screamed as she realized what Tyrus
was going to do. Just as with Two-Bit, it happened too
fast for her to stop it, and by the time she realized that
Tyrus was going to shoot his T20 at the head of one of
the little kids, he had already done it.
   Tyrus’s T20 blew up a moment later, but too late to
save poor Mandy, a little girl whose father was a TPF
cop and a turk junkie, and whose mother was dead.
   Fagin was blurry now, because of the tears welling up
in her eyes, but she stared at him and cried, “Stop it!”
   “No.” Then he pressed a button on his wrist.
   Pain! It was like a laser saw started drilling through
Nova’s head, slicing through her eyes and forehead,
like it was trying to split her skull wide open. . . .
   Then it stopped. Only then did Nova realize that
she had fallen to her knees. Her body was racked with
sobs she could no longer hold back.

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  “See, them confeds don’t just like to protect them-
selves, okay? They also like to keep you teeps in line.
That’s where the second setting comes in.” Fagin knelt
down next to her. “You try anything else, I’ll leave it
on longer and I’ll kill another kid. Don’t matter to me
none, okay? But I figure it matters to you. Spoiled lit-
tle Old Family kid like you, seems to me you don’t
know crap about death—or at least you didn’t, till
they done went and killed your whole family.”
  Nova whimpered. “I don’t want anyone else to
die.”
  Fagin hit her with another sharp-toothed smile.
“Don’t work like that, Nova. See, you’re in my world
now. In your world, people didn’t die. Or if they did, it
was neat—tidy. We don’t do tidy here in the Gutter.
We do ugly, we do nasty, we do mean—like what I
just told Tyrus to do, or like what I did to you, or like
what you did to Two-Bit, or like what Two-Bit did to
Poppo. Or like what the Pitcher would’ve done to you
if you didn’t kill him.”
  Only a small part of Nova’s mind registered what
Fagin was saying. The rest was focused on little
Mandy, a girl who never hurt anyone, killed just so
Dale could teach her a lesson.
  “I wanna die,” she muttered between sobs.
  “Not an option, curve.”
  Pain! Jules turned the other setting on again, and
this time it seemed to last hours, days, years, before he
finally turned it off again.
  “So here’s the scan, Nova. It’s simple. You work for

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me. Like I told you last week, I can use you. You’re
going to do everything I tell you to do. Because if you
don’t, I will kill another child and I will do this—” He
touched his wrist again.
   She had hoped the pain would be easier to take
with more exposure to it, but the third time hurt
worse than the first two times combined. Every cell in
her body felt like it was attached to an electrical cir-
cuit, her skin felt like it was on fire, and her muscles
were as weak as boiled noodles.
   Why couldn’t I just have died?
   “—over and over again, you scan me?”
   After Nova didn’t say anything for a second, Fagin
touched his wrist again.
   “Yes!” Nova screamed through the bone-jarring
agony. “Yes, I’ll do it, yes!”
   The pain stopped.
   Nova collapsed.
   “I’ll do it,” she muttered. “I’ll work for you.”
   “That’s my good little curve, Nova.” Julius Antoine
“Fagin” Dale stood up. “We’re gonna do some great
things together, okay? Great things.”

    PART THREE



The best lack all convictions, while the worst
    Are full of passionate intensity.
—William Butler Yeats, “The Second Coming”


       chapter 12




KEHL HAD BEEN HOPING THE MONEY WOULD
get transferred today.
  She called up her account on the crap-ass house
computer that came with the tiny square that she
shared with three other women. It was hard to push
the right keys, seeing as how her fingers were shaking
so damn much, but she made it happen, and she got
into her account records.
  Her balance still read in negative numbers.
  Why the flick haven’t they made the flickin’ deposit yet?
Flickin’ panbrains . . .
  She reached into her pants pocket to grab her fone.
Rather, she tried to reach there, but she missed. After
concentrating as hard as she could, she made her
hands stop shaking long enough to go into the small
pocket.
  But it wasn’t there. Crap, what the hell happened to my—
  Then she remembered—she sold the fone to Pix so
she’d have something to buy hab with last week. That

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was stupid. Might need the fone again. Like, y’know, now to
call the bank and ask them what the flick’s goin’ on. Stupid
junkie.
   Standing unsteadily on her feet, not bothering to
shut down the computer even though it ate up power
she couldn’t afford to pay for, she shuffled into the
kitchen. She didn’t trust the world not to tip over to
the side if she actually picked a foot up.
   Pix was out in the kitchen drinking a mug of tea—
at least Kehl figured it was tea, since that was all Pix
ever drank—along with Mai, who was yelling. “How
come there ain’t no damn coffee? How’m I supposed
to get up in the damn morning and face the damn day
if I ain’t got no damn coffee?”
   Mai’s voice was drowning out the UNN anchor talk-
ing about the alien invaders on the flatscreen above the
stove. Kehl shook her head. She’d let her subscription
to UNN lapse in part because of this kind of “news”
reporting. Aliens—really. Trying to fog us with that crap.
   Of course, she also used the money that would’ve
paid for the UNN feed to her room to buy more hab.
She figured the hallucinations she sometimes got
when she was high made about as much sense as the
average UNN “news” report.
   “I don’t know and I don’t care,” Pix was saying in
response to Mai’s ranting and raving. “I don’t drink that
crap. Talk to Cisseta, it’s her turn to buy the groceries.”
Then Pix looked over at Kehl. “You gonna have your
share o’ last month’s rent ’fore next month’s rent’s due,
Kehl?”

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  “I should,” Kehl said in a ragged whisper. Stupid
junkie. Get it together. She cleared her throat. “I need to
call the bank and check something.”
  Pix looked at her with disdain. “So what’s stoppin’
you?”
  “You have my fone.”
  Snorting, Pix said, “Had your fone. Sold that piece
o’ crap to Ayrie for some turk. All he gave me was one
shot for that crap fone you had.”
  “What about my damn coffee?” Mai asked.
  “Will you shut up about your coffee?” Pix winced
as she asked, waving her hands back and forth like
Mai was just a fly in front of her face. “Go out and buy
some.”
  Mai put her hands on her wide hips. “We supposed
to have some damn coffee in the house. I shouldn’t
need to be buyin’ no damn coffee.”
  “Didn’t I just tell you to talk to Cisseta?”
  Stomping toward the door, Mai said, “The hell I
wanna talk to that curve for? She ain’t gonna get me
no damn coffee, ’cause she always forgets. She’s a
damn panbrain, that’s what her problem is.” With
that, Mai left the kitchen through the front door—
presumably, Kehl thought, to get some of her damn
coffee.
  Kehl stood in the kitchen for several seconds. The
UNN reporter was babbling about something else
now. “—six months after the death of most of the Terra
family in a terrorist attack, the last survivor, Clara Terra,
married Milo Kusinis in a beautiful ceremony held at

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Cortlandt Meadow in Ewen Park just outside Grange
Village. Andrea Tygore was among the guests, making her
first public appearance since her heart attack three months
ago. The bride wore—”
  Pix sipped her tea and then gave Kehl a look as if
wondering why she still existed, much less was in the
same room with her, still. “The hell you want?”
  “I need to call—”
  Rolling her eyes, Pix stood up and said, “Flick you,
curve, you sold your flickin’ fone, so don’t come
cryin’ to me ’cause you didn’t think nothin’ through. I
told you not to sell the fone, didn’t I?”
  In fact, Pix didn’t, but Kehl didn’t think it was such
a good idea to tell her that right now.
  Pix let out a real long breath, and then grabbed her
fone off the kitchen table all theatrical-like, as if it was
the biggest sacrifice any human being ever made to let
Kehl use her flicking fone. “Yeah, okay, fine, you can
use my fone—but you’d better just call the bank, you
scan me? I find out you called anyone else, I’ll tell
Rowan who really took her brooch.”
  Kehl nodded nervously, sweat beading on her fore-
head. Rowan never even liked the brooch, so Kehl fig-
ured there wasn’t any harm in stealing it—especially
given how bad she needed the hab at the time. To this
day, Kehl still didn’t know how Pix found out.
  Taking the fone, she sat down at the table. It’d take
a while to navigate through all the menus before
they’d let her talk to a person.
  “—erate Army have been forced to abandon Antiga

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Prime and regroup at Halcyon. Following the retreat, the
Sons of Korhal leader and current self-proclaimed ruler of
Antiga Prime, Arcturus Mengsk, sent out a message to all
Terran worlds.”
Kehl muted the feed before it could switch to that
Mengsk guy. He scared Kehl, and she was scared
enough by real life without having to listen to
boogeymen on other planets.
She called the bank, first verifying that no credit
had been made to her account by Getreu in the last
three weeks. As she figured, the last credit from
Getreu was last month, and that was for the job she
did two months ago. But she knew she’d be paid late
for that one, and as a make-good, they said they’d pay
her this month right on time.
When she had finally gone through enough auto-
mated systems that she was permitted to talk to a per-
son, she explained the problem. “Getreu said they’d
give me the money within three days of when I fin-
ished the job, and I finished it four days ago, and I still
don’t have the money, you gotta help me.”
“I’m sorry, ma’am,” said the bored woman on the
other end, “but no credits from Getreu have been
made to your account. We can’t make money appear
by magic, ma’am.”
“Yeah, I know that, but you don’t understand, I
gotta get my ha—”
She cut herself off. Don’t tell them you need a hab fix.
Stupid junkie.
“Ma’am?”

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   “Uh, nothing.”
   “Ma’am, your best option is to call Getreu directly
and find out from them what the delay is.”
   Kehl blinked. She hadn’t even thought of that. It
was always the bank’s fault when money wasn’t
where it was supposed to be, but maybe it was just
that Molina lied and they weren’t going to pay as fast
as they said they would. “Yeah, okay, I’ll call Getreu.”
   She disconnected before the bored woman could
say anything else, and called Molina’s number.
   Molina’s voice said, “Hello.”
   “Look, Molina, the money did’n—”
   “This is Louis Molina. I’m on vacation until the
twentieth. Please leave a message and I’ll get back to
you on the twenty-first—or later.”
   A computerized voice then asked if she’d like to
leave a message.
   Kehl almost threw the fone across the room, but
she managed to stop herself from doing it. Her body
was shaking so badly, she almost did it anyhow. She
had to have her hab fix! Molina probably never got
around to putting the payment through before he
went on vacation, and he wouldn’t be back for
another three days.
   Three days!
   Worse, now Pix was gonna be cracked at her
because she called someone else besides the bank.
   She dropped the fone on the kitchen table. Her
intention had been to place it gently, but her arms
were practically vibrating.

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  I gotta get me some hab. I don’t get some hab, that’s it
for me.
  But she had nothing left to sell. All her jewelry had
long since been exchanged for money that paid for
hab, as had every other useful possession. Every bit of
income she scraped together went straight to one of
Fagin’s dealers for her hab fix.
  The fone she’d sold to Pix was the last material pos-
session of any value she’d had left.
  It would be at least three days before Molina could
straighten out her payment. By that time, she’d be
dead, she just knew it, she’d be dead and then every-
thing would be over.
  She couldn’t bear the thought.
  There was only one thing to do. It was the one
thing she’d sworn she wouldn’t do. Kehl had always
insisted on paying money up front for anything she
bought. Never in her life had she taken loans or
credit. Both her parents did that, mortgaging away
their future to pay for their present—except that the
future was when they really paid for it. They died in
debt, miserable and starving.
  Kehl wasn’t gonna be like that. No way. She paid
up front no matter what.
  Except she didn’t have any up-front. Not a flicking
thing.
  Fagin was always willing to extend junkies credit.
Kehl had never taken him up on it.
  Today, though, she had to. The alternative—well,
there wasn’t an alternative. She had to have her fix,

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and if that meant selling her soul to Fagin—well, it
was the only thing she had left to sell.
   Still afraid to pick her feet up, she shuffled out the
door and headed down Juniper Way to talk to
Francee.
   Francee was a good person. Kehl had always liked
her. Francee’d understand. She’d help.
   First, though, she had to talk to Harold. You didn’t
talk to Francee unless you talked to Harold first. Kehl
hated this part, because Harold knew he was the only
way to get to Francee, so he held it over folks like his
crap didn’t smell.
   This time of day—early in the morning—Harold
was always in the Kenshi Kafé, a Japanese bistro that
served really good tea that Kehl had never liked.
Harold lived on the stuff, though—he was as bad with
his tea as Mai was with her coffee—so he always
spent his mornings here. Besides, he liked for people
to be able to find him.
   When Kehl finally shuffled over to the Kenshi,
Harold was sitting at one of the outside tables by him-
self, talking on his fone, giving Kehl a pang of envy.
What were you thinking selling your fone, anyhow? How’re
you supposed to function without one? Stupid junkie.
   Even though damn little sunlight ever made it
down here, Harold always wore huge mirrorshades
that seemed to cover half his face. They were all the
rage uptown about five years ago when solar flares
meant people needed more protection for their eyes.
Kehl remembered seeing a retrospective story about it

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on UNN before she let her subscription lapse. Most
folks stopped wearing them, but Harold didn’t. His
sandy hair flopped over his forehead, resting on top of
the glasses, and the bottoms of the glasses rested on
his round cheeks.
  He gestured for Kehl to sit in the chair opposite.
The Kenshi had a dozen small, circular tables outside
the café with four chairs at each—at least they were
supposed to. Harold’s only had two, and two other
tables had five.
  Trying desperately to keep her shaking from being
visible, and only partly succeeding, Kehl sat down.
  “Yeah, I know that. Yeah. Yeah. Look, Andres, I
sympathize, really I do, but ‘sorry’ ain’t gonna feed
the Protoss, you scan me? Protoss—you know, the
aliens that are kicking our asses out in space. Watch a
damn UNN feed, willya, Andres? All right, look, if the
shipment was damaged, the shipment was damaged,
but getting that package to us is your problem, not
mine. That means you gotta fix it. Whaddaya mean,
when? I don’t get that turk by tomorrow, it comes
outta your ass, Andres. I told you, you gotta fix it. We
don’t make our count, I gotta tell Francee why, and
I’m gonna. And then she’s gotta tell Fagin why, and
you know what he’s gonna do? Damn right, he’ll sic
the Blonde on you. No, she’s not a myth, you pan-
brain, I met her. Fine, don’t believe me, but I’m tellin’
you, you crack Fagin off, and you get the Blonde
fryin’ you worse than any brain-pan the army’s got,
you scan me?”

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  Kehl had been hearing rumors about the Blonde
for the last six months, but she didn’t believe it any
more than she believed that crap on UNN. Harold was
obviously stupid if he thought that was real. The idea
that Fagin had some kind of brain-fryer on the payroll
was just as ridiculous as aliens.
  “Look, Andres, you want proof? Don’t get a new
shipment tomorrow. Then you’ll get the real story
when Fagin hauls your ass up in front of him.” With
that, Harold disconnected, muttering, “Panbrained
jackass.” He then looked at Kehl. At least Kehl
assumed he looked—it was hard to tell with the mir-
rorshades. “Chaneed, Kehl?”
  “I ain’t been paid yet and I gotta get some hab I
need some credit from Fagin so I can get some.” The
words all came out in a rush, and Kehl wished she
could have taken them back so she could say it
slower. Stupid junkie.
  Harold was rocking back and forth in his chair now,
which was making Kehl nauseous. “ ’Fraid that’s
gonna be a little bit of a problem, Kehl. See, Fagin
ain’t just givin’ credit no more. He got kinda tired o’
people taking credit and then dyin’ on him—or just
never payin’ back ’cause they ain’t got nothin’. So,
since he’s gotten the Blonde, he’s got a new system in
place.”
  Panic literally shook Kehl. This was terrible. How
could Fagin do this to her now? She’d been good,
she’d paid up front for everything, now he was gonna
bring her to the Blonde.

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  No. Stop. The Blonde is just a myth. Harold’s just fogging
you. Stupid junkie.
  “Damn, curve, you got it bad, don’tcha?”
  Kehl gave up all pretense of hiding the shakes.
Besides, if Harold saw how desperate she was . . .
  And she was desperate. It was like her own brain
was screaming at her: WHERE’S MY HAB, DAMMIT? If
she didn’t get some soon, she was half-convinced her
entire body would just explode right there.
  “Look, I’d like to help, I really would—”
  Kehl didn’t believe that for a second.
  “—but rules is rules is rules is rules, and Fagin’s
been insisting that anybody wants credit, they gotta
go through the Blonde.”
  He’s just trying to scare me. Make me do something.
“Harold, if I had the money, I’d—”
  Shaking his head quickly, Harold said, “I told you,
you gotta go to Fagin. Look, I gotta go over there any-
how, why don’t you come with me?”
  Kehl shook her head. “I told you, no money; I can’t
take no bus.”
  “I’ll take you on my hoverbike.”
  At that, Kehl looked up sharply. Harold didn’t let
anybody ride on his bike.
  “Look, Kehl,” he said, “you been one of our best
customers, and you always pay up front. That’s good
faith, and Francee an’ me, we like that. If it was up to
me, I’d give you credit right here and now, wouldn’t
even bother checkin’ with Francee—that’s how much
we trust you.”

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   Harold then leaned back in his chair and let out a
really long breath that smelled like the tea he was
drinking. “But it ain’t up to me, and it ain’t up to
Francee, it’s up to Fagin, and what he says he says,
you scan me? Rules is rules is rules is rules, so we
gotta get the okay from him—and from the Blonde.”
   Deciding enough was enough, Kehl said, “C’mon,
Harold, there ain’t no Blonde. Stop fogging me and—”
   Slamming a hand down on the table so hard that
Kehl almost jumped out of her skin, Harold yelled,
“I’m not fogging you, you stupid curve! Now I’m tryin’
to be nice here, but if you don’t want it, then go die of
withdrawal somewhere. See if I give a rat.”
   Realizing her only chance of getting hab was slip-
ping through her fingers, she grabbed his wrist with
her clammy hand and said, “No, no, it’s okay, really,
I’ll go with, I just—” Get ahold of yourself! Stupid junkie.
“I’m sorry, I just didn’t believe—”
   “Believe,” Harold said emphatically. “I’ve met the
Blonde. Not only that, I been on the receiving end.
She’s not only real, she’s flickin’ scary.”
   Kehl nodded. “O-o-okay. I’ll go with.” It wasn’t like
she had a choice or anything.
   Harold picked up his fone. “I gotta make some calls.
Meet me back here in a hour, all right?”
   “An hour?” Kehl blurted out before she could stop
herself. Stupid junkie.
   “Yeah, an hour. I gotta make some calls first.”
   Quickly, she said, “Okay, fine,” hoping that Harold
wouldn’t change his mind.

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  What the hell am I supposed to do for an hour? As she
got up and shuffled down the street, she wondered if
anybody was hanging out in VRcade. Sometimes she
was able to score some free turk there—especially if
Kenn was there, and especially if she was wearing a
shirt that showed some cleavage. Wasn’t the same as a
hab fix, but it’d do.
  She grabbed the neckline of her shirt and ripped
about half a foot of material from it. There, now I got
some cleavage showing. Satisfied that she would be able
to trick Kenn out of some turk, she actually managed
to pick her feet up to walk to the VRcade.


  “Congratulations, Mal. It’s now been six months.”
  Agent Malcolm Kelerchian had been dreading this
meeting with Director Killiany for a week now. The
only thing that had in any way ameliorated his dread
was the hope, slim though it might have been, that he
would actually find Nova during that week.
  Which, of course, didn’t happen. Hence his sum-
mons to the director’s office.
  “You look like absolute hell.”
  Mal found this hilarious, since Killiany wasn’t
exactly looking her best, either. Although he didn’t
know the specifics—mainly because he was too busy
trying and failing to track Nova down to pay much
attention to dispatches—he knew that the Ghost
Program was heavily involved in the fight against the
Zerg. The director had bags under her eyes, she’d let
her close-cropped brown hair grow out to the point

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where it looked especially shaggy, and she no longer
even bothered with the spectacles. It was as if she was
too busy to look menacing.
  Not that Mal was in any position to critique how
someone looked. He had most, but not all, of a beard, and
his own hair was uncombed and hadn’t been cleaned in
days. His eyes had bags of their own, and he was sure
they were bloodshot as well. The latter condition was pri-
marily due to his consumption of alcohol, which had
increased exponentially over the last three months.
  “Thank you, ma’am. Is that all you wanted to say
to me?”
  “Very funny.” She shook her head. “What the hell
are you doing down there, Kelerchian?”
  “My job. Ma’am, I’m starting to seriously consider
the possibility that Nova isn’t in the Gutter—isn’t
even on Tarsonis.”
  Nodding, Killiany said, “We’ve been keeping an eye out
on all the worlds we can. Sadly, that number’s getting
lower.”
  “Ma’am, I think—”
  “I don’t give a good goddamn what you ‘think,’
Kelerchian!”
  Mal was taken aback. He’d never heard Director
Killiany yell before. Speak softly and menacingly, yes.
Snap, sure. Talk in a tight voice, once or twice. But
yell? That didn’t happen.
  Things’re worse than I thought.
  The director continued. “Do you know how many
PI8s we have in the program, Kelerchian?”

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  “Counting the guy in the basement? One.”
  “Actually, Agent X81505M died last week, so the
answer is none.” She stood up and started pacing
behind her ultraclean desk—that, at least, hadn’t
changed. “Do you know how we’re holding our own
against the Zerg, Kelerchian? With Ghosts.”
  “With respect, ma’am, they don’t seem to be doing
that hot a job.”
  Tightly, she said, “I don’t need you to tell me that,
believe me.” She peered at him in a way that would’ve
carried more weight if she’d been wearing the specta-
cles. “We need more people in the program. We espe-
cially need good people. Right now, I’ve only got two
people higher than a six.”
  “I understand, ma’am, but every lead has petered
out. Nobody’s seen her, there’s no record of her on
the traffic sensors, and no bodies’ve been found
bleeding out the eyes.”
  “And nothing on the scans.”
  Mal nodded. “And nothing on the scans.”
  Still standing, Killiany leaned over to touch a con-
trol on her desk computer. She started reading off
what she called up on the screen. “Six months ago—”
  “Here it comes,” Mal muttered.
  “—you  said  you   had  a  solid lead  on  Agent
X41822N.”
  A complaint that she wasn’t an agent yet died on
Mal’s lips: he saw no reason to put himself in worse
trouble. Besides, Nova Terra had been declared dead.
Her sister had even held an elaborate funeral for her

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and the rest of her family (nobody looked inside the
coffin for Nova to see that it was empty, and Mal was
sure the funeral staff were sufficiently compensated
not to comment on how light the coffin was).
  The director went on. “Had her sighted at a news
vendor’s where she blew up an AAI. What happened
after that?”
  “After that, I questioned all the neighboring shop-
keepers and pedestrians, and nobody saw or heard
anything, including the AAI exploding.” Mal shifted
in the uncomfortable chair. “Ma’am, this is the
Gutter—the largest collection of blind, deaf, and mute
people on Tarsonis. Unless she walks in front of a traf-
fic sensor—which she hasn’t done for six months—or
drops a body—which, if she has done it, it’s been off
the grid—I’m not gonna find her without an army.”
  “Fine, you’ll have an army.”
  Mal blinked. “I was speaking figuratively, ma’am.”
  “I wasn’t.” Killiany retrieved a fone from her
pocket and pressed a single key on it. “Get me Ndoci.”
  Standing up, Mal said, “Ma’am, that’s a little pre-
mature.” He’d heard about Major Ndoci, and the last
thing he needed was having to ride herd on that
psychopath.
  Killiany said, “Good, thanks.” After disconnecting,
she fixed Mal with her nastiest glower. “Premature?
You’ve had six months, Kelerchian. The TPF’s been
useless—”
  “Officer Fonseca’s been passing on all the useful
intel he’s gotten, and the traffic cops’ve been checking

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every day. I’ve also checked out all the usual places
fifteen-year-olds wind up in the Gutter, but—”
  “All of this has given you nothing. Dammit,
Kelerchian, we’re losing the war out there! Whoever isn’t
being mauled by the Zerg or disintegrated by the
Protoss is being suborned by Mengsk. The Con-
federacy’s falling apart at the seams, and the only way
it’s gonna stop is if we fight back with every weapon
we’ve got. Agent X41822N is a weapon we should
have, but we don’t because you can’t find her.”
  Killiany’s intercom buzzed. “Director, Major Ndoci is
here to see you.”
  Nodding, the director touched a control on her
desk, and the door slid open.
  Esmerelda Ndoci walked in. She was shorter than
Mal was expecting, and less intimidating while wear-
ing fatigues instead of the combat armor she was usu-
ally sporting in UNN reports about one of her victories
in the field. Her dark hair was cut close to her scalp,
her olive-skinned face drawn into a scowl that Mal
knew had intimidated many a new recruit.
  Ndoci was the CO of a ground unit officially known
as the 22nd Confederate Marine Division, unofficially
referred to as the Annihilators. They had the highest
success rate of any division in the armed forces. In
fact, Mal was rather surprised she wasn’t off-planet
blowing Zerg all to hell.
  Her story was an odd one. She was an upper-
middle-class girl, always good at sports, and consid-
ered a lock to become a pro soccer player, when she

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caught the eye of Gregory Duke, a scion of the Old
Families.
  Their marriage was an impressive affair, but Gregory
died a year later, reportedly of a brain aneurysm.
Scuttlebutt around the Detective Squad—which Mal
had just joined at the time—was that she really killed
him. After his death, she enlisted in the Marines, but
she was made an officer. After all, she was still a mem-
ber of the Duke family—though she had gone back to
her maiden name after her husband’s death, which was
considered both scandalous and impractical, given how
much trouble people had both spelling and pronounc-
ing “Ndoci.” (Rumor had it that new recruits to the
Annihilators were forced to do sixty push-ups every
time they mispronounced her last name.)
  She quickly rose through the ranks, forging an
impressive reputation—though Mal found it appalling,
since carnage tended to follow in her wake—and even-
tually being promoted to major and taking over the
22nd.
  Saluting, Ndoci said, “Major Ndoci reporting as
ordered, ma’am.”
  Killiany returned the salute. “At ease, Major.”
  Ndoci shifted position slightly, but gave no indi-
cation that she was in any way at ease. In fact, to
Mal’s eye—long honed by his years in the TPF, not
to mention his constant exposure over the last six
months to the desperate residents of the Gutter—
she looked ready to kill anything that moved the
wrong way.

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  “This is Agent Malcolm Kelerchian, one of our
Wranglers. You’re assigned to him.”
  Giving Mal the same look one would give a diseased
rat in one’s dinner, Ndoci asked, “For how long?”
  Turning the screen on her desk around so Mal and
Ndoci could both see it, she said, “Until you find this
girl.” It was a picture of Nova Terra, a portrait pro-
vided by Clara Terra to UNN for the girl’s obituary,
taken only a few days before her fifteenth birthday.
  “Ma’am, with all due respect, this is a waste of
resources. We were rotated back here because of
reports that the Sons of Korhal are mounting an
offensive against Tarsonis.”
  At those words, Mal shot Ndoci a look. He hadn’t
heard anything about that. Then again, I’ve been a little
busy the last six months. . . .
  Ndoci was still ranting. “We need to be ready to—”
  Killiany cut Ndoci off. “Major, I want you to keep
three things in mind. The first is that this girl is a
teep/teek, a PI8 or higher—something you should’ve
known the minute you were summoned into this
office and detached to a Wrangler—and is therefore a
lot more dangerous than she looks.”
  “She’d have to be, ma’am,” Ndoci muttered.
  “My point is, she’s a Class-A target.”
  That seemed to get Ndoci’s attention. Class-A tar-
gets were to be apprehended totally unharmed, and if
those tasked with the apprehension did the target
even the tiniest harm, they were dishonorably dis-
charged and jailed.

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  The director went on. “The second is that the
Korhal attack on the planet will be made from space.
The 22nd, the last I checked, was a ground unit. If
Mengsk is able, by some miracle, to penetrate our
defenses, then you’ll be diverted to provide ground
support, but unless and until that happens, I need you
on this assignment.” Putting her palms flat on her
clean desk, Killiany leaned forward and said, “And the
third thing is that if you talk back to me again, I’ll bust
you down to private and you’ll be scrubbing waste
extractors with your tongue on a freighter, do I make
myself clear?”
  Ndoci looked wholly unintimidated—which may
have been a first for someone on the other end of one
of Killiany’s tongue-lashings—but she did stand at
attention. “What’s the mission profile, ma’am?”
  “She’s somewhere in the Gutter. You’re to find her
by whatever means are necessary.”
  At that, Ndoci smiled, which prompted Mal to
frown. “My kind of mission, ma’am.”
  “That’s what I thought, too.”
  “Ma’am,” Mal started to say, “this is—”
  Then he cut himself off. What the hell am I objecting
to? He’d spent the last six months getting nowhere, as
much because the residents of the Gutter had no
interest in helping an agent of the government as
anything. The cops down there were functionally use-
less, aside from Fonseca and the traffic cops, and they
weren’t nearly as helpful as Mal had thought they’d
be at first.

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  Yeah, but the reason they’re not helping is because the
government hasn’t done crap for them. Most of the people
down there have gotten the short end of every stick the
Confederacy’s offered them. Hell, if Mengsk succeeds in tak-
ing Tarsonis, I bet it wouldn’t make a damn bit of difference
down there.
  They don’t deserve this psycho.
  But Mal no more had a choice now than he did
when he was turned from a detective into a Wrangler.
  Mal was suddenly startled by the beeping of his
earpiece, with his computer informing him that it was
Officer Fonseca. “Excuse me, ma’am, I need to take
this.” Without waiting for Killiany to acknowledge
this, he said, “Go ahead, Larry.”
  “I got somethin’—probably shoulda brought it to you
sooner, but I figured it was crap like most—”
  Mal didn’t have the patience for this—not today.
“Spit it out, Larry.”
  “Big talk on the street these days is someone workin’ with
Fagin—calls herself the Blonde. Some kinda enforcer.”
  “Fagin?” The name didn’t ring any bells with Mal.
“Who’s that?”
  “You don’t know who Fagin is?” Larry sounded
incredulous. “He runs everything down here.”
  Mal couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “What
do you mean?”
  “He runs all the crap down here: the drugs, the protec-
tion rackets, the booze—it all flows through Fagin. I
thought you knew that, Mal—how the flick could you not
know that?”

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  “Larry, I never worked the Gutter, I don’t know the
players—that’s what I came to you for.”
  “Crap, I’m sorry, Mal, I just figured you knew all that
already.”
  “Tell me about this blonde.”
  That got Killiany’s attention. “What blonde?”
  Mal waved her off as Larry replied. “At first I figured
it was the usual fogging you get—some stud’s been killing all
the habheads who don’t pay their bills, some curve’s been
sleeping with Fagin for hab, the usual crap. My favorite was
a guy called the Pitcher who worked as Fagin’s personal
enforcer. But they’re all usually crap, and they’re all gone in
a few weeks. Hell, I haven’t heard about that Pitcher guy in
almost a year.”
  “But this blonde hasn’t gone away?”
  “Nope. And the latest I heard was that she was a teep. I
still think it’s probably crap, but you may wanna check it
out. But be careful—Fagin’s nobody to flick around with.”
  Mal looked over at Major Esmerelda Ndoci. “I don’t
think that’s gonna be a problem. Can I come talk to
you in person?”
  “All right, but not in the usual spot. Fagin’s got most of
the Southwest firmly lodged up his ass, and I think they got
the diner bugged.”
  “Come to my place. I’ll reimburse the bus fare,” he
added before Fonseca could object to how much the
fare to Mal’s apartment in the Heights would be from
the Southwestern.
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they notice I’m gone. Look, Mal, you’d better find this curve
already—I’m gettin’ tired o’ this spy crap. That’s for you
confeds, not civil servants like myself.”
  “Yeah, yeah.” Mal disconnected, then turned to
Killiany. “I’ve got a lead. I need a couple of buscards
for fares to and from the Southwestern to my place to
give to Officer Fonseca.”
  “Sounded like you got everything we need,” Ndoci
said tersely.
  Shaking his head, Mal said, “Not yet. I’ve got a
name of someone who might be harboring her, but
nothing beyond that—and I need to get it all from
him, and not over an open line that the TPF can bug.”
Before Killiany could point out that her department’s
lines were secure, he said quickly, “They can listen to
what he says, even if they can’t get what I’m saying.
The cops down there are corrupt, and from what
Larry told me, it’s the main supplier of the graft
money that’s got Nova.”
  Ndoci snorted. “Not for long he doesn’t.”
  Mal glared at her for a moment, then turned to
Killiany. “I’ll meet him in three hours, work out a
game plan, and report back.”
  “Fine.” Killiany then turned to Ndoci. “Major,
you’re on call until Agent Kelerchian reports in.
Dismissed.”
  Saluting, Ndoci turned and left Killiany’s office.
  As soon as the door shut behind her, Killiany said,
“This better be a good lead.”

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   “Officer Fonseca hasn’t let me down yet, ma’am.”
Mal knew that was a lie. He couldn’t believe Larry
had left out so important a piece of intel as this Fagin
character.
   And maybe I can come up with a game plan that won’t
require Major Disaster to wipe out the entire Gutter.

       chapter 13




MARKUS RALIAN WAS MORE AND MORE COMING
around to the idea that he should’ve put a bullet in
Nova’s head as soon as she told him she knew what
Dad did. Never told Fagin about her, just shot her and
had Wolfgang and his girls take care of the body.
The last six months would’ve been much more
pleasant if he had done that.
He was standing in Fagin’s main room now. Also
present were Jo-Jo and two of the dealers who worked
for Markus in Pyke Lane, Jewel and Matt. As far as
Markus knew, the pair had done nothing wrong—but
that didn’t matter much to Fagin these days.
“There’s somethin’ the Council does every once in
a while, okay?” Fagin was saying. “Called a random
audit. See, sometimes they just pick someone, any-
one, and check ’em out. Make sure they’ve been
payin’ taxes, keeping their faces clean, not hidin’ no
bodies in the basement, that kinda thing, okay? Could

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be anybody. Every once in a while, they find some-
thin’ they wasn’t exactly lookin’ for.”
   Fagin was pacing back and forth while he talked.
Sweat beaded on his bald head—stubbled head, really,
as Fagin had forgotten to take his follicle stunter
again—and in his too-scraggly beard. His left hand
kept going to his left ear, which was where he kept
that weird gadget he got from his army contact.
   As far as Markus was concerned, that gadget was as
much part of the problem as Nova. Because that was
what Fagin used to keep Nova in line, and he wore it
all the time.
   “Me, I like that idea, okay? I like it a lot. So you
two are here not because I know you’ve done nothin’
wrong. You’re here so I can prove you’ve done nothin’
wrong.” He turned around. “Get out here!”
   As bad as Fagin looked, Nova looked worse. When
the curve first showed up on his doorstep six months
ago, along with a seriously fogged-up Billy and
Freddie, he thought she was pretty. A little young for
Markus, but he could definitely see why Billy and
Freddie had gone after her in the first place—good fig-
ure, nice features, lovely eyes, excellent hair.
   That opinion no longer held. Her long blond hair
only got washed periodically, and it had been a
while, so it was hanging off her head like yellow
strings. Her green eyes were bloodshot, her cheeks
sallow, her lips cracked and chapped. She had lost so
much weight that Markus suspected he could easily
make out her rib cage if he saw her bare chest.

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Certainly her wrists and hands—the only thing visi-
ble in the voluminous sweatshirt Fagin had given
her to wear along with a pair of oversized denims—
were thin and bony, to a degree that frightened
Markus.
  She walked slowly out of the side room from
which Fagin had summoned her. “Please, Fagin, not
today, I need—”
  Fagin touched his arm.
  “Eeeee-yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh!”
  Markus closed his eyes, unable to watch.
  After a few seconds, Nova stopped screaming, but
she was breathing heavily. Markus opened his eyes
to see that Nova was looking at him, not with the
defiance she’d occasionally show at first, but with a
pathetic pleading expression.
  Jerking a thumb at Jewel and Matt, he said, “Talk
to me.”
  Nova stared at the two dealers blankly. “They’re in
love with each other.”
  Markus snorted. That wasn’t exactly a secret.
  “They like what they do. They think that UNN is
telling the truth about the Sons of Korhal, but is lying
about the aliens. They’re scared that you’re going to
shoot them for no good reason, because they haven’t
done anything wrong. They were talking about whose
place to sleep at tonight, hers or his.”
  Fagin held up a hand. “That’s enough.”
  Then he pulled out his P220 and put three rounds
into Jewel’s chest.

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   “Nooooo!” Markus couldn’t tell if that was Matt or
Nova, then realized it was both of them.
   Now aiming his gun at Matt, Fagin said, “Don’t
sleep with coworkers. Means you’re spendin’ all your
time thinkin’ ’bout flickin’ and not enough time
thinkin’ ’bout workin’, you scan me?”
   Matt nodded quickly. “Yeah, sure, no problem,
Fagin, no problem.”
   “Get your ass outta here.”
   “Sure, boss.” Matt almost tripped over himself run-
ning out of the room.
   “He’s more scared now,” Nova said, “and relieved
that it was her and not him.”
   “Good.”
   Without another word, Fagin turned and went into
the back room. Markus wondered which of the
twelve would be unlucky enough to be on the receiv-
ing end tonight.
   Jo-Jo and Nova were the only ones left besides
Markus—and Jewel’s bloody corpse. Markus looked
down to see an expression of total shock on Jewel’s
round face.
   She didn’t deserve that.
   To Jo-Jo, he said, “Dump the body.”
   Nodding, Jo-Jo said, “I’ll call Wolfgang.”
   A thought suddenly fell into Markus’s head, and
before he could stop himself, he said, “No. Just
dump it.”
   Jo-Jo blinked. “But—”
   Now that his mind was on this track, Markus found

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he couldn’t stop it. “You hear Fagin tell you to call
Wolfgang?”
  “N-no.” Jo-Jo seemed unsure.
  “You really wanna take the chance on doin’ some-
thin’ he didn’t say to do?” For emphasis, he looked
down at Jewel’s body.
  Following his gaze, Jo-Jo let out a long breath.
“Yeah, I scan. I’ll dump her out in that alley.”
  Markus had no idea which alley “that alley” was,
nor did he care. He just wanted Jewel’s body gone
from here. Her blood stained the floor as Jo-Jo hauled
her out. Hope he ain’t attached to that shirt, ’cause it ain’t
gonna be fit to wear much longer.
  “You want the cops to find the body.”
  Looking over at Nova, Markus said, “What do
you—?”
  “You think that if the cops find Jewel’s body and
they pull out the bullets, they’ll be able to match it
against Fagin’s P220 and they’ll have to arrest him.”
  “That’s crazy,” Markus said, looking away from
Nova, knowing that he was lying, because that was
exactly what he was thinking. “First of all, the cops
ain’t got Fagin’s gun. Second of all, no cop’s gonna
arrest him, even if they find her body.”
  Yeah, right. So why’d you tell Jo-Jo not to call Wolfgang?
he asked himself.
  It was Nova who answered, having heard the ques-
tion as clearly as if he’d said it out loud. “Because you
want him to get caught. You want him to go away.
But this way isn’t going to work, Markus. You have to

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do to him what your father did to your mother—your
real mother.”
   “Shut up!” Markus pulled out his own P220.
   “I know all about what happened, Markus.” Nova’s
voice was a croaked whisper. “And I know how much
you want Fagin gone.”
   Markus lowered the weapon. “Yeah, well, nothin’ I
can do.”
   “Yes there is.”
   He raised the gun again. “No, there ain’t! He’s the
boss, you scan me, curve? And I ain’t doin’ nothin’ to
change that!”
   “Then more people are going to die. The ones he
doesn’t shoot, he’ll make me kill for him. I’ve already
killed seventy-four people for him, Markus.”
   Eyes widening, gun dropping again, Markus whis-
pered, “What?”
   “Seventy-four. The first one was a cop who’d been
skimming. His name was Lonnie Ursitti, he was assigned
to the Southwestern District, and he was keeping five
percent for himself for the last two years. The second one
was—”
   “Stop it.” The last thing Markus needed right now
was a list of all seventy-four.
   But Nova was on a roll. “—a habhead named
Ariana Manning who kept promising to pay off her
debts, but never did it. Then there was Vic Cox, who
said something Fagin didn’t like when he was drunk
and regretted it, but Fagin didn’t care and told me to
kill him. Then there was Dion—”

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  “Stop it!” Markus raised the gun again, and took the
safety off. “I swear, if you don’t shut up, I will shoot
you in the face!” He didn’t want to hear any more,
especially after hearing about Vic. He had thought—
  “No, Vic didn’t die in a bus accident,” Nova said.
“That was what Wolfgang’s girls set up so Fagin had
something to tell Vic’s daughter.”
  The entire time, Nova hadn’t moved from where
she had been standing when she told Fagin what
Jewel and Matt were thinking. Her voice was a ragged
whisper, and Markus had to wonder how long it had
been since the last time she—
  “He fed me this morning, and there’s a water tap in
the room. I just didn’t feel like having anything.”
  Markus shook his head. “You ain’t—”
  “I know he won’t let me starve myself. I won’t let
me starve to death. I tried that once.”
  Putting the safety back on and returning the P220
to his jacket pocket, Markus shook his head, thinking
everybody would’ve been better off if she had starved
to death—and he didn’t care that she heard him think
that.
  “There’s a way to stop all this, you know,” Nova
whispered.
  “Yeah, I put a bullet in your skull.” He let out a
long breath. “ ’Cept that’ll just mean I get knocked,
too.”
  The door slid open to reveal one of Fagin’s kids—
Markus couldn’t remember which one. He supposed
Nova knew, but he didn’t feel like asking.

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   “It’s Orvy,” she whispered.
   Six months, and that still creeped the crap out of
him. “Chaneed, Orvy?”
   “Harold’s here. He’s got some junkie curve with
’im. Says he got an appointment.”
   Markus put his head in his hands and started rub-
bing his forehead. Harold wouldn’t have come all the
way from Kitsios if he didn’t have an appointment.
Hell, you practically needed laser surgery to get
Harold’s ass out of that chair he liked so much at that
café with the stupid name.
   “Yeah, okay, let him in.”
   Orvy nodded, and then Harold came in, with the
saddest-looking curve Markus had ever seen. She was
skinny as hell, with stringy brown hair, sunken eyes,
and clothes that hadn’t been washed since before
Korhal was nuked. Markus suddenly felt the need to
breathe through his mouth.
   “The hell she doin’ here, stud?”
   “She wants credit,” Harold said with a shrug. Even
though they were inside, he was still wearing those
shades—which you’d also have to laser-cut off his
damn face. “I hadda come here to talk about the party
tomorrow night, so I figured I’d bring her along, since
she’s gotta go to the Blonde.”
   “Fine, I’ll—”
   “Get out.”
   That was Nova. “Shut up,” Markus said, “you’ll
just—”
   “Get out now!” Nova got to her feet, her green eyes

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fixed on the junkie. “If you stay, I’ll have to tell him
what I see in your mind, Kehl, and he’ll know that
you’ll never pay him back because you’ll just buy
more hab with whatever money you get and you only
need the credit because you sold everything you have
and a few things you didn’t have but took money for
anyhow and you won’t ever pay and he’ll kill you
right now and he’ll make me do it and why are you
standing there, get out! Get out! GET OUT!”
  The junkie turned around and ran out faster than
Markus had ever seen anybody move.
  “What the flick is this crap, Markus?” Harold asked.
“This is—”
  “You leave, too.” Now Nova looked at Harold.
“Trust me.”
  Harold stared at her through his shades. “I got an
appointment.”
  “Fagin’s busy. If you interrupt him now, he’ll shoot
you—or he’ll make me kill you. I don’t want you to
be number seventy-five.”
  “Sevent—” Harold turned his gaze on Markus.
“What the flick is she talkin’ ’bout, Markus? This is—”
  Guiding Harold toward the door, Markus said, “Just
listen to her, Harold. You know how he’s been.”
  “Don’t be touchin’!” Then Harold seemed to
deflate. “Yeah, okay, fine. I’ll be gone. But we got to
talk about the party. I can’t be—”
  “Wait outside till Jo-Jo gets back. He’ll set you up.”
  Harold looked over at Nova. Then he shook his
head. “Yeah, okay, fine. Damn.”

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  He walked slowly out.
  Markus looked at her. “You’re panbrained, you
know that, right?”
  “You have to kill Fagin, Markus. It’s the only way
you’ll live. Because otherwise, he’s gonna make me
scan you and I’ll have to tell him.” Tears welled up in
her green eyes. “I’ll have to tell him, because I can’t do
anything else, he makes my brain hurt!”
  Unable to stand hearing her anymore, Markus got
out of the room almost as fast as that junkie had.
What’d she say her name was? Kehl? Flick it, I’m goin’
home.
  He barreled past Fagin’s assorted kids and went
outside, only to find the junkie seated on the front
step.
  “Harold just walked out,” she said. “Got on his
hoverbike without me. Left me here. Guess I should
just sit here until I die.”
  Markus was seriously considering joining her.
Instead he said, “Get up.”
  Kehl stared up at him with her bloodshot eyes. Her
pupils were dilating. If she didn’t get a hab fix soon,
she was gonna deet out right there on Fagin’s step.
That was no good.
  “I said get up, curve! Come with me, I’ll take care
of you.”
  Not saying anything, Kehl got unsteadily to her
feet and grabbed Markus’s left arm like it was a life-
line.
  Crap, it is a lifeline for her. Crap.

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He led her to his hoverbike, guided her into the
sidecar.
As he drove back to Pyke Lane, he wondered what
he was going to do with this habhead.
It beat thinking about what Nova said to him.

        chapter 14




“WOULD YOU MIND TELLING ME WHY THE
flick you never mentioned this Fagin guy?”
  Larry Fonseca stood in the doorway of Mal
Kelerchian’s apartment, greeted not by a hello, nor by
a query as to his health, but with this question. Under
other circumstances, Mal would have apologized for
the rudeness, but just at the moment, he didn’t give a
good goddamn about politeness.
  “I told you, Mal, I thought you knew—”
  “Well, I didn’t. Never heard of the panbrain
before.” He shook his head. “Come in. Don’t mind the
mess.”
  Mal stepped over the readers, music, and food con-
tainers that lined the floor. Larry did likewise. Mal
threw some clothes onto the floor to clear a spot on
the chair for Larry to sit, though he remained stand-
ing. If not for the mess, he would’ve paced.
  “Dammit, Larry, who is this guy?”
  “He’s—he’s Fagin.”

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  “Please tell me that isn’t his given name.”
  Larry shook his head. “Nah, he started callin’ him-
self that after he took over from Grin.”
  Starting to feel lost, Mal asked, “Who the hell’s
Grin?”
  Now Larry rolled his eyes, as if Mal was the idiot in
this conversation. “I told you—he’s the guy Fagin
took over from.”
  “So besides having a Dickens fetish, who is this guy?”
  “What’s a Dickens?”
  Waving his hand across his face, Mal said, “Never
mind. Just answer—”
  “I told you on the fone. Fagin runs all of it in the
Gutter. Drugs, booze, sex—you name it, it goes
through him. You got anything to drink?”
  “No.” Mal leaned against the wall, seeing no reason
to let Larry have any of his precious Scotch supply.
That was, at present, the only libation he had in the
place, and he didn’t have much of it left. “Go on.”
  Larry shrugged. “What more you want?”
  “I wanna know who this guy is, I wanna know
where he lives, I wanna know who his pets are, and I
wanna know why the flick you didn’t tell me about
this guy sooner!” Without giving Larry a chance to
respond, Mal swept his arm around the room. “Look
at this place! I used to be a neat-freak. Everything in
its place and put away and organized. Six months of
wandering around the Gutter like an idiot, and I’ve
turned this place into a biochemical experiment, and
now you’re tellin’ me—”

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  Standing up, Larry pointed an accusatory finger at
Mal. “I’m tellin’ you somethin’ I thought you already
knew. Don’t give me this crap about how this is my
fault, Kelerchian. All you asked me to do was keep an
ear out for blond teep/teeks hurtin’ people. I brought
you every tip I heard, just like you asked. You wanna
be cracked at me, go right ahead, but this ain’t on me,
it’s on you for not doin’ your police work.”
  Mal recoiled as if he’d been slapped. “What’re
you—”
  Larry shook his head. “Dammit, Mal, you used to
be a good cop. A good cop knows his territory.”
  In a weak voice, and knowing it was foggy as the
words came out of his mouth, Mal said, “I never
worked the Gutter.”
  “Then you shoulda learned. Dammit, Mal, you used
to be good police, and good police know how to work
a neighborhood. Here’s a clue: You don’t do it by
talkin’ to people with a big sign on your flickin’ fore-
head that says you’re a confed.”
  “You’re right.” Mal put his head in his hands and
started rubbing them up and down his face. “Dammit,
Larry, you’re right. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have blamed
you.” He started pacing, kicking food containers and
readers aside. “It’s this damn job, y’know? Got me
chasing down teeps like I’m some kind of dog-catcher.
Just bringin’ ’em—” He stopped. The specifics of the
Ghost Program were classified, not that Mal gave that
much of a crap about that—still, telling Larry could
get the officer in trouble, and Mal had done badly

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enough by him today. “Anyhow—now I am asking.
Where can I find this Fagin guy?”
Larry unhesitatingly gave an address in the
Duckworth section. “That’s where he runs his whole
operation. He owns the whole building, rents out
some of the squares—but the ground floor’s all his.
Word is he keeps some boys and girls in the back
room for his own use, if you know what I mean—and
he’s apparently got the Blonde back there.”
“And you think the Blonde is my target?”
Shrugging, Larry said, “The hell should I know?
But she fits the profile you gave me. You remember—
the part you actually asked me for.”
“All right, all right.” Obviously Larry intended to
get his entire pound of flesh out of Mal. “So he just
operates out in the open?”
“Why the hell not? Nobody’s gonna bust him. Most
of the cops that work the Gutter are on his payroll—
and that’ll keep up, long as he pays ’em better’n the
Council does. Especially now with the freeze.”
Mal frowned. “What freeze?”
“You ain’t hooked up to crap anymore, are you?”
Larry gave Mal a disdainful look.
Tightly, Mal said, “I’ve been busy.”
“They froze all our salaries. They even gave the
bosses a pay cut—all to fund the alien war, they said.”
Larry shook his head. “Not that they give a crap about
us down there anyhow. It just means studs like Fagin
got it easier, ’cause the payoffs he gives keeps ’em
happy.”

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  Finally, Mal sat down, not even bothering to
remove the laundry from the coffee table, just plunk-
ing down on it. It wasn’t as if he cared how his body-
suit looked—that was why he wore the duster
outdoors. “Now it all makes a sick sort of sense.”
  “What does?” Larry sounded genuinely confused.
  “Why I couldn’t get anywhere. It wasn’t just that
I’m a confed—that didn’t help, but it wasn’t just that.
If Nova’s with Fagin, and has been this whole time,
nobody was gonna tell me. They like him down
there—he provides all the good stuff that the Council
and the Old Families won’t give ’em.”
  Mal was startled by a staccato sound. He looked up
to see Larry giving him slow, sardonic applause.
“Congrats, Mal. Took you half a year, but you finally
figured out the Gutter.” He stopped clapping. “Know
what else that means? You ain’t gonna get no help
from nobody down there. Including me—I can’t be
seen helpin’ you out, or I lose what little cred I got.”
  For the first time, Mal was grateful for the director’s
saddling him with the psychopath. “That won’t be a
problem. I’ve already got an army.”
  Larry’s eyes went wide. “What?”
  “I said I got an army. When you called me earlier, I
was in my boss’s office, where she was giving me an
entire Marine division to use whatever way I see fit to
bring in my target.” He smiled. “I’m gonna use them
on this Fagin guy.”
  That just made Larry’s eyes go even wider. “Are
you outta your mind? Mal, that ain’t gonna help.”

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  Standing up, Mal said, “I’m not trying to ‘help.’
Dammit, Larry, if people wanted my ‘help,’ they
shoulda told me where Nova was six months ago. But
I’ve gotten fogged up to my ass. Well, I’ve had it. I’ve
got the Annihilators, and I’ll use ’em if I gotta to get
the job done.”
  Larry put a hand on Mal’s arm. “Look, Fagin’s a
slike, no question. Worst of the worst. But he keeps a
lid on things—keeps the order that the Council won’t
let the cops keep. You knock him, and we got a war
on our hands while everyone tries to take what was
his.”
  “We already have a war on our hands,” Mal said
with a discontented sigh. “What’s another one?”
  “Yeah.” Larry let out a low rumble. “Whatever.
Look, you need anything else?”
  Mal shook his head. “I’d say we’re done, Officer
Fonseca.” He held out a hand.
  Larry glanced at it for a second before accepting the
handshake. “Glad to be of help, Agent Kelerchian.”
  After breaking the handshake, Larry headed
toward the door, then stopped. “Hey, what about my
bus fare?”
  Chuckling, Mal walked over to the chair where
he’d draped his duster. Reaching into the pocket, he
pulled out an envelope that contained two buscards.
“Here you go,” he said as he handed them over.
  “Thanks.”
  The officer turned and the door slid open.
  “Larry?”

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  He stopped and turned back around. “Yeah?”
  “I’ll try to do it without bloodshed. But at this
point, I can’t promise anything. I don’t bring this girl
in, they’ll level the Gutter to get at her. I know my
boss—giving me the Marines was the first step to tak-
ing me off this.” He shook his head. “As it is, I’ll prob-
ably get chained to a desk for a year for screwing this
one up.”
  “You could just quit.”
  “So could you.”
  Shrugging again, Larry said, “I took an oath.”
  “Yeah.” Mal let out a long breath. “Me too.”


  Markus Ralian watched the girl from Kitsios take
her hab. Kehl, that was her name. She was sitting on
the sofa in his living room. A transformation came
over her face, as her nervous expression became a
beatific smile, her nervous twitching became a relaxed
slump, and her muscles, which had been wound
tighter than a spacesuit, loosened right up.
  She looked over at Markus with bleary eyes.
“Thaaaaaank you. I really needed that.”
  “Yeah.” He sat down on the sofa next to her. “Was
it true, what the Blonde said?”
  “Whaaaaaa’d she say? Don’t ’member.”
  “She said you sold everything you owned to get
hab, and you don’t got nothin’ left—s’why you were
goin’ to him for credit.”
  “Yeaaaaaaaah, that sounds right. I don’t got nothin’

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left ’cept the clothes on my back.” She looked heavily
down at her clothes. “And they ain’t much.”
  “Got that right.” Markus got up, as much to get
away from the stink of Kehl’s unlaundered clothes as
anything. “You realize that the Blonde would’ve told
Fagin that, and he woulda killed you, right?”
  Sounding unconcerned, Kehl said, “I dunno.”
  He moved over to stand in front of her. “He
would’ve. Guaranteed. Hell, even if she didn’t tell
him, he probably woulda killed you.” Walking off, he
muttered, “S’all he does anymore. Ever since he put
that damn thing in his head to control her . . .”
  “So why don’t he take it off?”
  Before Markus could give that stupid question the
answer it deserved, his fone beeped. He pulled it out
of his pocket, and saw that it was Jo-Jo. The hell he
calling me for?
  “Chaneed, Jo-Jo?”
  “Markus, you gotta help me. Fagin, he gone crazy.
He come runnin’ out the back room, yellin’ and crap,
an’ he asked me where Harold was, that he was sup-
posed to talk about the party. I told him Harold left
’cause you weren’t around and didn’t wanna be dis-
turbed, an’ he made me bring Harold back here, so I
did, an’ Harold said it was my fault that he left.”
  “You weren’t even in the room.” Markus wasn’t
surprised—Harold was always a backstabbing little
panbrain.
  “I know that. I told Fagin that, and then he just

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went and shot up Harold, and then he told me to go to
Kitsios to tell Francee.”
  “So?”
  “So how the hell’m I supposed to tell Francee what
happened?”
  Markus was about to point out that it was a pretty
straightforward exercise, when he remembered the
history between Francee and Jo-Jo. “You still think
she’s cracked off about that?”
  “Flick, yeah, she’s still cracked off about that. I tell
her that Harold’s dead, I swear she’ll knock me right
there, stud!”
  “Where you right now?”
  Jo-Jo hesitated. “Outside your square, man.”
  Markus rolled his eyes and disconnected. He went
to the front door to see Jo-Jo yelling into his fone.
“Markus, you there? You—” He looked up. “Oh.”
  “I’ll go with you.” He turned around. “Geena!”
Back to Jo-Jo. “Give me a second.” Turning back
around to see no sign of his sister, he yelled louder,
“Geena!”
  From the kitchen, the muffled voice of his sister
cried back, “What?”
  “I gotta go do somethin’. Keep an eye on the junkie
in the living room.”
  “What?”
  “I said—”
  The kitchen door slid open to reveal a very
cracked-off-looking Geena. “The hell’s a junkie doin’
in the living room?”

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  “Same thing all junkies do, Sis—gettin’ high. Make
sure she don’t throw up or steal or nothin’. When she
comes down, give her another batch and send her on
her way.” He hesitated. “She’s on credit from Fagin.”
  Geena held up a hand. “Fine.” She looked past her
brother. “Chaneed, Jo-Jo?”
  “Markus here, he helpin’ me out with somethin’.”
  “Great.” Geena fixed Markus with a look. “Don’t
forget to be back here by—”
  “I know when I need to be back here! I know how
to deal with things, so don’t you start lecturin’ me! I
was doin’ this when you were a junkie just like her!”
He pointed to Kehl, who was intently studying the
living room ceiling. “So don’t go tellin’ me what to do!
I already know!”
  Geena looked like he’d slapped her, but Markus
frankly didn’t give a crap. He was sick of all of this
today, and he just wanted it all to end—Fagin, Nova,
Jewel and Matt, Harold, Kehl, everything.
  Without another word, he turned and stomped out
of the square, not waiting to see if Jo-Jo was following
him.

       chapter 15




“WELCOME TO TARSONIS AND YOU, THE SHOW
that gets behind the news to tell you what’s really happening
in the Confederacy. I’m your host, E.B. James. The latest
reports coming out of Antiga Prime indicate that the alien
Protoss have engaged the alien Zerg in ground combat, with
Terrans, as ever, stuck in the middle. Here to discuss these
latest developments with me are Edward Heddle, aide to
Councillor Shannon, and Jennifer Schlesinger, who covered
Antiga Prime for UNN before being forced to evacuate fol-
lowing the Sons of Korhal’s takeover of that world.”
  Fagin paced quickly in the back room. He’d grown
weary of Number Six. He simply wouldn’t do what
Fagin said to do, which meant he had to go. Fagin
decided he was better alone anyhow. But he still had
a ton of nervous energy, so he put on UNN, hoping it
would give him a distraction. Unfortunately, they
were showing one of those stupid talk shows. Fagin
hated those. They didn’t talk about anything that
mattered to Fagin—especially right now. For all Fagin

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knew—or cared—Antiga Prime didn’t even exist. Hell,
sometimes he wasn’t entirely sure anything existed
outside Tarsonis City.
  But he left the holograph running in the middle of
the room anyhow. He wasn’t sure why.
  “Ed, what’s the Council’s position on this latest revela-
tion? They had previously announced that the Zerg were
allied with the Sons of Korhal, yet the Zerg have been attack-
ing the planet indiscriminately.”
  Heddle jumped up and down in his chair, a bundle
of nervous energy—something Fagin could relate to.
A pudgy, brown-haired man with a thin goatee,
Heddle gestured wildly as he spoke. “Obviously, the
Korhallians have learned the lesson that should’ve been self-
evident: Aliens aren’t to be trusted. I mean, they’re aliens!
Sure, what they’re doing to Antiga is inhuman, but let’s face
it—so are they.”
  “This is assuming you buy all this,” Schlesinger, a
pretty woman with dark hair and thin-rimmed spec-
tacles, said. “Personally, I didn’t see any evidence that the
Zerg were allied with anyone on Antiga Prime. They’re just
a bunch of killing machines. Arcturus Megnsk is simply tak-
ing advantage of their attacks to further his own cause.”
  Heddle smirked. “And that’s exactly the kind of trea-
sonous actions that show Mengsk to be the reprobate we’ve
always said he was.”
  Fagin laughed. He’d never heard anybody use the
word “reprobate” in real life before. “Now that’s some
funny crap, stud. Funny, funny stuff, ain’t that right?”
  Nobody answered. That confused him.

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  He turned around and looked at the bed. Number
Six was right where Fagin had left him.
  Except for the large bullet wound in his chest.
  Funny, I don’t remember shooting him. “Jo-Jo!”
  “Mengsk may be a reprobate,” Schlesinger was saying,
“but that doesn’t make him wrong.”
  “Are you out of what passes for your mind?” Heddle
looked ready to jump out of his chair and attack
Schlesinger, which Fagin was actually rooting for, as it
would spice things up. “Everything he does is wrong—he
stands against everything we hold dear.”
  Getting annoyed at the lack of response, Fagin
yelled louder, “Jo-Jo! Where the flick are you?”
  “What Mengsk stands against is the Council’s inability to
help its own people and to defend them against the alien
attacks, and its actions on Korhal IV. So you’re saying that
the Council stands for murder?”
  Heddle made a sound like a bursting pipe. “That’s a
sensationalistic oversimplification—but then, I’d expect no
less from a so-called journalist.”
  Fagin was starting to get seriously cracked off. He
walked over to the door, which slid open at his
approach. “Jo-Jo, where the flick you at?”
  One of his kids—he couldn’t remember which one
it was, but was pretty sure it was Sam—ran down the
hall to him. “Jo-Jo ain’t here, Fagin. You told him to
go tell Francee about Harold.”
  “What the flick he do that for?”
  The kid blinked. “Uh, like I said, Fagin, you told
him to.”

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  “Flick that, okay?” He took his P220 out of his
jacket pocket and pointed it at the kid’s nose. “You get
his ass back here right now, okay? Or I will shoot you
in the face, you scan me?”
  Nervously, the kid said, “No problem, Fagin.” She
backed off slowly while taking her fone out of her
pocket. She called a number, waited a second, then:
“Hey, Jo-Jo, it’s Dani.”
  Eyes widening, Fagin started muttering to himself.
Coulda sworn it was Sam.
  “Yeah,” Dani was saying into the fone, “Fagin says
to come back to the square. Yeah, I know that, but
now he wants you back. Okay.” She disconnected and
looked up at Fagin. “He’s comin’ back.”
  “Good.” Fagin then fired seven shots into Dani’s
chest. She fell to the floor, dead. “That’s for pretend-
ing to be Sam.”
  He went back into the room, where Heddle was
saying, “Mengsk’s actions are treasonous. In light of these
alien attacks on our soil, we need to come together as confed-
erates. Instead, he’s weakening us by not throwing his sup-
port behind the rightful leaders of humanity.”
  Fagin was really getting tired of the way everyone
was acting. He didn’t get it; it was like they all went
crazy all at once. He never used to have to kill people
before. Sure, having Nova around made part of the
difference—thanks to her, he knew what people were
really thinking.
  Schlesinger laughed. “Rightful? By what right, exactly?
The Council doesn’t work with any kind of mandate from

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the people. Like it or not, plenty of confederates like what
Mengsk has to offer a helluva lot more than the Council’s
been able to manage. Mengsk has promised freedom and
liberty—”
  Snorting, Heddle said, “Like he’d be able to provide
that.”
  “Doesn’t matter if he can, he’s simply got to convince
people that he’ll do a better job than the Confederacy has.
Right now, that’s a pretty convincing argument, since all the
Confederacy’s provided people is poverty, death, destruction,
and invasion.”
  That, Fagin realized, was the problem. People
weren’t able to keep their thoughts to themselves,
and they hated that, so they got all crazy—so crazy
that Fagin just had to kill them. Wasn’t nothing to be
done about it.
  “If it weren’t for the Confederacy,” Heddle was saying,
“the human race would be dead now. When we crash-
landed—”
  Fagin aimed his P220 at the holograph. He kept fir-
ing after it exploded into a fiery shower of sparks that
made spots dance in front of his eyes. He stopped fir-
ing only when the weapon dry-clicked. How’d I run
out of ammo so fast?
  “Dani!” No, that’s right, I just killed Dani for pretending
to be Sam. Stupid curve. “Sam! Sam, get your ass in
here, okay?”
  A few seconds later, Sam came running in. “What
happened to Dani?”
  “Flick Dani, okay? Find the Blonde, get her in here.”

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  “O-okay.” Sam sounded nervous.
  “What’s wrong?”
  “Nothing! Honest, Fagin, nothin’s wrong, not a
damn thing, really, don’t worry.”
  “Good.” As Sam turned around to go fetch Nova,
Fagin called out, “And get me some more ammo!”
  Dropping his P220 on the floor, Fagin started rub-
bing the bridge of his nose between his thumb and
forefinger. The headaches had been getting worse
lately. The ’jections he was taking weren’t doing crap.
Time to find me a new pharmacist, this keeps up.
  When Nova came in, Fagin laughed. Most of her
pretty was gone, which was how Fagin liked it. When
it came to sex, he wanted pretty, but when it came to
his kids, he just wanted them to do what they was
told. As far as he was concerned, Nova—or, rather,
the Blonde, since he liked the idea that her ID had
been wiped away—was one of his kids, and she
looked like hell. Bags under her green eyes, her skin
all pale, her hair a mess. Perfect.
  “It won’t work, you know,” she said without pre-
amble.
  “What won’t work?”
  “Any of this. Everything you’ve done since you
forced me to become your teep has just made your
position worse. And it’s going to end badly for you.”
  “You don’t know that.”
  “I know everything, Julius Dale.”
  He pulled out his P220. “Shut up! That ain’t my
name!”

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  She smiled. “Your gun’s empty.”
  Oh crap. A shiver of fear ran through Fagin’s body,
as he thought that Morwood’s device had stopped
working and she could read his thoughts, and that
meant he had no protection—
  “Calm down,” she said. “Sam said you needed
ammo.”
  Fagin breathed a sigh of relief. Then he touched a
control on the wrist of the device.
  Nova was good enough to scream really really
loudly and collapse to her knees. Fagin never got tired
of seeing that.
  Through clenched teeth, sweat beading on her
brow, her face turning red, Nova said, “It’s going to
end soon.”
  He stopped the pain. “What makes you say that?”
  After taking a moment to catch her breath, Nova
stared up at him with tear-streaked green eyes. “I
can’t read your thoughts, but I can read everyone
else’s. Remember six months ago when we first met? I
told you that one of your most trusted lieutenants is
going to kill you. That’s going to happen soon.”
  Barking a laugh, Fagin said, “Don’t go foggin’ me,
curve. You’re a teep. I been readin’ up on you. You
can read minds and stuff, but you can’t see the future.
Nobody can do that. Future’s what we make it.”
  “I know that. And I know what future you’ve
made for yourself.”
  Giving her a dismissive wave, Fagin said, “Get the
hell outta here.”

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  Nova slowly got to her feet and left without a
word.
  She’s been useful, but damn, she makes me crazy.


  Markus stared as his fone for a long time before he
finally decided to connect to the person he wasn’t
supposed to call.
  “Sergeant Morwood,” said the voice on the other
end.
  “Morwood, this is Markus Ralian.”
  Sounding irritated, the sergeant said, “Look, I don’t
know who—”
  “I work for Fagin.”
  A pause. “What the flick do you want?”
  “Look, I need to know about a piece of equipment
you supplied him about six months back. Specifically
side effects if you keep it on too long.”
  “I really can’t talk about this over the—” He sighed.
“Look, as long as he doesn’t wear it more than the
recommended seven hours at a time, he’ll be fine.”
  Markus hoped like hell he was hearing the ser-
geant wrong. “Seven hours?”
  “Yeah. Why, how long does he keep the thing on?”
  Biting his lip, Markus said, “Sergeant—he ain’t
taken the damn thing off since he opened your pack-
age.”
  “What?” Morwood muttered something Markus
couldn’t hear. “He hasn’t taken it off at all?”
  “Not that nobody’s seen.”
  “Oh, no.” Now Morwood sounded scared. “You

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gotta get him to take it off. The warning on that
thing—which I gave him, by the way, so don’t go say-
ing this is my fault—it says you shouldn’t wear it for
more than seven hours at a time. I don’t know of any-
body who’s worn it more than twelve, and she suf-
fered some memory loss. For six months . . .”
  Suddenly, a lot was making sense to Markus. He’d
had a feeling that thing he used to keep Nova in line
was eating away at Fagin’s brain something crazy, but
he had no idea it was this bad.
  Morwood started talking again. “Look, I’m amazed
he isn’t a vegetable by now. Seriously, I don’t see him
being able to stand upright for much longer. You gotta
do something.”
  “What the hell am I supposed to do?” Markus
asked defensively, mainly because he’d been asking
himself the same question for months now.
  “I don’t know, but you’d better flicking well do
something. Listen, you low-life panbrain, I’ve done
good work for you people. This ain’t my fault, and I
ain’t lettin’ you cut Diane off to—”
  Markus disconnected. He didn’t care about Mor-
wood’s wife or the sergeant’s deal with Fagin. Hell, it
was looking pretty likely that Fagin wasn’t going to
remember who Morwood was for much longer.
  If he hadn’t forgotten already.
  He had just returned from talking to Francee—
alone, since Fagin had called Jo-Jo back for whatever
reason—when Geena, aghast, said that Dani was
dead. How many did Nova say it was? Seventy-five now?

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He wasn’t even sure anymore. And Dani had been
dedicated to Fagin; no way she was disloyal, Fagin’s
usual excuse for a pointless death these days. Markus
could barely reconcile the Fagin who’d made a long
speech about killing not being a deterrent with the
one he now worked for.
  And then he found out that the hab supply was
critically low. Nobody seemed to know when the next
re-up was coming. In the years since Fagin took over
from Grin—hell, in the years since Grin took over
with Fagin as his right hand—the hab supply had
never gotten this low.
  Which was why he called Morwood. Because there
were only two things that changed six months ago,
and one of them was Morwood’s little toy taking up
permanent residence on Fagin’s head.
  Now that he’d gotten the truth, he knew what he
had to do.
  Walking out into the hallway toward the front
door, he passed Geena, who was talking to that junkie
Markus had rescued.
  “Hey, Markus, Kehl here wants a job.”
  Markus frowned. “What?”
  The girl looked up at him. She had gone through
her hab high, and was relatively straight for the time
being. “I wanna work for you. I need a job, and I—”
  “Fine,” Markus said quickly. “Don’t we need a new
barker for Greene?”
  Geena looked at him funny. “I thought we got
Andy for that.”

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  “We did—and Billy, Freddie, Ryon, and Elizabeth
all been complainin’ about him nonstop. Let her take
over.”
  Kehl ran up to him and embraced him fiercely in a
bear hug. “Thank you, Markus. You’re the best! Thank
you!”
  Pulling her out of the hug, Markus looked harshly
down at her. “Listen to me—you do what the dealers
tell you to do, you scan me? No matter what it is, you
do it when they tell you to do it, and you do it right.
Think you can program that?”
  “Definitely,” Kehl said with an enthusiastic nod.
  “You do that, you’ll be able to have all the hab you
need, and maybe buy some of your crap back.”
Assuming we ever get the damn re-up, anyhow . . .
  Nodding so emphatically that Markus thought her
head would fall off, she said, “I won’t let you down.”
  Markus said, “Good.” Then he looked at Geena. “Set
her up. I gotta go take care of something with Fagin.”
  That prompted a look of concern from his sister.
“Be careful, Markus. Fagin, he’s—” She hesitated.
  “I know,” Markus said quietly. “That’s part of what
I gotta take care of.”


  Nova lay curled up in a fetal position in the corner
of one of Fagin’s rooms. She wasn’t sure which one,
and didn’t care all that much.
  She didn’t want to die, but she didn’t want to live,
either. In school, a lifetime ago, she learned about dif-

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ferent myths from Old Earth, including several beliefs
in an afterlife where bad people suffered for all eter-
nity after they died. Tartarus, Hell, Sheol—whatever
they called it, it was a place of endless pain.
  Nova was in Tartarus now, she felt.
  There were two things she’d learned over the
past six months. One was the ability to screen out
the white noise. If someone was in the room with
her—and wasn’t Fagin, with his flicking mental
screen—it was impossible for her not to know what
the person was thinking, but otherwise, she’d toned
it down.
  The other was a confirmation of a belief: that she
was not alone.
  She had managed to sneak some time on Fagin’s
computer when he was asleep here and there, and
had done some research. There were lots of telepaths
around, but only people with a Psi Index of eight or
more also had her ability to move things with their
mind, which was called telekinesis.
  Nova had no idea what her PI was—she’d never
been tested, which, in retrospect, was odd, since most
kids, even scions of the Old Families, were tested at a
young age. In practical terms that meant that while
Fagin was protected against her doing anything to his
mind, he wasn’t protected from her doing anything to
his body.
  The problem was, she had to pick her moment. If
she failed, he would cause her pain again. Every single

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time he used the device that way, it was worse. She
feared that sometime soon, it would outright kill her.
  But she would find that moment. That was why
she repeated what she had told him.
  The trusted lieutenant who was going to kill Fagin
was Nova herself.

       chapter 16




THE  FIRST   THING  THAT   MAL   KELERCHIAN
noticed about the Annihilators is that not a single one
of them had a neck.
  The 22nd Confederate Marine Division numbered,
ironically enough, twenty-two: Major Ndoci, a cap-
tain who served as her second-in-command, five ser-
geants, and a mixture of corporals and privates
rounding out the remaining fifteen. The division was
broken into five companies, each led by one of the
sergeants. Formally given the prosaic designations of
A, B, C, D, and E company, they had each taken on
nicknames of their own. Mal hadn’t learned them yet,
and after meeting the 22nd—the smallest of whom
was Mal’s height and twice his weight in shoulders
alone—he didn’t want to know. Probably named after
rabid animals, he thought with a shudder.
  They were in a Confederate air base in Holyktown,
standing outside a Valkyrie that would take them to
the Gutter. The Valkyrie—which was used as both an

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air combat vehicle and a troop transport—sat thirty in
the rear section, which was currently unoccupied.
The various members of the Annihilators were milling
about in groups of five or fewer, occasionally shooting
disdainful looks at Mal. He overheard one private
making a remark about the “confed asshead.” Mal
had to bite back a retort about how a Marine would
know all about people with their heads in their asses,
which he was mainly able to do out of an intense
desire not to talk to any of them. The Marines were a
tool to help him finally finish the damn mission,
nothing more, nothing less.
  Esmerelda Ndoci walked up to Mal. In Killiany’s
office, she was wearing fatigues, but now she, like the
rest of her people, was in full combat armor, minus
only the helmet. Mal knew that the helmets weren’t
usually affixed until it was absolutely necessary—to
wit, just before insertion—in order to preserve the
suit’s power and air supplies.
  “Director Killiany said we had a plan.”
  “I have a plan, yes. We’ve got a probable location
on where the target is. This plan has two parts. The
first part is where I go in and ask for her.”
  Ndoci actually laughed at that. “That’s funny, Agent
Kelerchian. Very funny. Now what’s the real plan?”
  Dead serious, Mal said, “That is the plan—or,
rather, the first part.”
  “Dammit, Kelerchian, the director said we’re sup-
posed to be part of this.” As Ndoci spoke, the holster
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sideways with a whir to provide the major with access
to her firearm—a P500, military issue, and which Mal
had thought hadn’t been cleared for field use yet.
  The action was meant to intimidate, but while Mal’s
bodysuit wasn’t as impressive-looking as the Marines’
combat armor, it had considerably more toys, includ-
ing a force field that would protect him from anything
short of a nuke. It was the main reason why he could
walk around the Gutter with impunity for six months.
The major could shoot him until her fancy-shmancy
weapon ran dry and Mal wouldn’t feel a thing.
  “You are part of this,” he explained only semi-
patiently. “Specifically, as far as the first part of the
plan goes, you’re the threat. I’m gonna walk into the
house of this guy—who is, by the way, the major
crime lord in the Gutter, a position he couldn’t have
gotten by being stupid—and explain to him that the
Marines are going to drop the entire Gutter on his
head if he doesn’t hand the target over.”
  Mal wasn’t sure why he was calling her “the tar-
get.” He couldn’t bring himself to go Killiany’s route
and refer to her by her designation, but for some rea-
son he refused to use her real name in front of the
Marines. Like I’m betraying her somehow. He shook his
head. What a ridiculous notion.
  Ndoci’s holster reembedded itself in the suit, put-
ting the P500 out of immediate reach. “And when this
panbrain tells you to go flick yourself?”
  At that, Mal smiled. “We go to the second part of
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  “Which is?”
  “You drop the Gutter on his head.”
  Rubbing her chin with a gloved hand, Ndoci asked,
“Any reason why we can’t do the second part first?”
  Mal had expected this question, and had prepared
an entire argument about how real people not
involved in this might get hurt, but at the last minute
he realized that it would be wasted on Ndoci. She’s a
major; you’re in charge. Act like it. “Because I said so,
Major. You have a problem with it, take it up with
Director Killiany. I’m sure she’ll be happy to replace
you as CO of the 22nd.”
  That caused the major to roll her eyes. “Don’t push
me, Wrangler. You really think your little teep squad
can do anything to me?”
  “You really think Ilsa Killiany can’t bend the uni-
verse to her will?”
  Ndoci just stared at Mal for a second. Then she
turned around. “Captain Spaulding!”
  The captain, a young man with a large nose and a
small mustache, snapped to attention. All the other
Marines stopped talking.
  “Yes, ma’am,” Spaulding said.
  “Let’s get a move on, Captain.”
  Spaulding smiled. “Yes, ma’am. Ten-hut!”
  All the Marines snapped to attention.
  “Fall in!”
  With the exception of the two in charge, each Marine
entered the Valkyrie through the rear hatch in rank order:
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Ndoci looked at Mal. “It’s your mission, Agent
Kelerchian.”
“Then let’s get to it, Major.” Mal climbed into the
Valkyrie and took a seat on one of the two benches,
each of which sat fifteen, on either side of the rear
compartment. Mal took the seat on the right side clos-
est to the front, which required him to walk past
twenty Marines who refused to make eye contact
with him.
As Ndoci and Spaulding followed him in and took
up the seats facing each other at the rear end of the
Valkyrie close to the hatch, Mal subvocalized to tell
his computer to patch him in to the pilot.
“Yes, sir,” came the voice of the pilot, an older
woman with the appropriate name of Fleet. She was
up in the cockpit, along with the copilot and the
Valkyrie’s medic.
“Lieutenant Commander Fleet, this is Agent
Kelerchian. We’re ready to go at your discretion.”
“Roger that, sir.” At Fleet’s command, the hatch
closed. “Prepare for takeoff.”
Spaulding then barked out, “Who’s the best?”
As one, the twenty soldiers of the 22nd said, “The
Annihilators, sir!”
“Who’s the best?”
“The Annihilators, sir!”
“Who’s the best?”
“The Annihilators, sir!”
“Who’s not the best?”
“Everybody else, sir!”

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  “Let’s do it.”
  “Yes, sir!”
  With that, the Marines put on their helmets and
started running their final systems and weapons
check, as the Valkyrie took off with sufficient smooth-
ness that Mal barely felt it—just a mild amount of
pressure against his feet and rear end. He made a
mental note to commend Fleet on her piloting skills
when this was over.
  Figuring it couldn’t hurt, Mal told his computer to
do a check on his bodysuit—particuarly the psi-
screen, which he’d activate as soon as they arrived. In
particular, he wanted to make sure the force field
worked properly.
  He had a bad feeling that bullets were going to fly
before this day was over.


  Markus almost gagged when he went to the back
room. Dani’s body was still lying there in the hallway.
Dammit, he couldn’t even call Wolfgang? Deciding it was
best to call him, he pulled out his fone before he went
into the back room and did so himself.
  But Wolfgang didn’t answer. That was weird—
Wolfgang always answered his fone. Markus left a
message, then went on back to see Fagin.
  The man in question was pacing back and forth in his
back room, occasionally kicking the charred remains of
his holograph. To Markus, destroying that was one of
the few things Fagin had done that made sense. UNN
wasn’t talking about nothing that wasn’t the damn alien

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invasion—which Markus didn’t even think was real—
and he’d come pretty close to blowing up his own holo
this morning.
  Fagin was also muttering to himself. Markus
couldn’t make out what he was saying, and all things
considered, he figured he was better off not knowing.
  Finally, when he’d been standing in the doorway
for half a minute without his boss’s noticing, Markus
said, “Fagin.”
  Whipping out his P220, Fagin stopped pacing and
pointed the muzzle right at Markus’s head. “What?”
  Holding up his hands defensively, Markus said,
“Take it easy, Fagin. Listen, I gotta talk to you.” He
decided to cover the business first, figuring it would
be better to ease into the other thing. “We almost out
of hab. When’s the re-up coming from Halcyon?”
  “Ain’t no re-up comin’.” Fagin lowered the gun
and started pacing again. “Flickers on Halcyon cut us
off last month. The Blonde read that one of their
couriers was planning something, okay? I shot the
guy as a favor to them, and what do they do? They cut
us off. I’m this damn close to renting a shuttle and
killing the whole flicking bunch.”
  Slowly, Markus said, “So, we find a new supply
yet?”
  That got Fagin to stop pacing again. “What?”
  “A new supply.”
  “New supply of what? Stop sounding like a pan-
brain, Markus, I ain’t in the damn mood, okay?”
  “We need a new supply of hab, Fagin, or—”

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  “We got Halcyon, we don’t need nothin’ else.”
  Damn, damn, damn, it’s worse than I thought. “Fagin,
listen to me—you gotta take that thing off your head.
You got to!”
  Fagin started laughing. “You are a panbrain! I take
this off, the Blonde’ll fry my brains like an egg. Nah,
stud, I got to keep this on, or—”
  “I talked to Morwood—you’re only supposed to
wear that thing for seven hours at a time, or it causes—”
  The P220 came back out. “What the flick were you
doin’ talkin’ to Morwood?”
  “I wanted to ask him about the thing you wearin’.
Fagin, listen to me, it’s done something to your head.
You been killin’ people for no reason. The hab supply’s
gonna run out. Profits are down all over ’cause people
are scared you gonna be shootin’ ’em. Everybody’s
convinced you’re gonna do something else all pan-
brained. I’m not even sure it’s gonna work, but you
gotta take the thing off!”
  “I ain’t takin’ nothin’ off, okay? And you ain’t
answered my flickin’ question yet. What the flick—”
  “Hey, Fagin!”
  Moving the P220 over to the door, Fagin yelled,
“What?”
  Out of the corner of his eye—he refused to take his
eyes completely off Fagin—Markus saw Jo-Jo stand-
ing there.
  “There’s some stud at the door with the gummint.
Least, that’s what he said.”
  “No, that’s what I meant.” Another figure came up

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behind Jo-Jo, a tall man dressed in a leather duster
over a pristine white thing that covered his entire
body, and a holographic badge.
  Whirling around, Jo-Jo said, “Crap, stud, I told you
to wait—”
  “You don’t tell me a damn thing, kid. I’m a
Wrangler—Agent Malcolm Kelerchian—and I’m here
to remove Nova Terra from these premises.”
  “Flick you!” Fagin fired his P220 at the doorway,
bullets hitting both Jo-Jo and the confed.
  Jo-Jo fell as bullets ripped into his chest and arms
and head.
  The confed just stood there, bullets stopping right
before they would have hit him, then falling to the
floor.
  As if Markus needed more proof, this indicated that
Fagin was seriously fogged. The confeds had the best
toys, everybody knew that—especially Fagin, whose
mantra had always been never to get on the confeds’
sensors.
  Calmly, the agent said, “You finished?”
  “Get the flick out of my square, you flickin’ slike!”
  Markus shivered as he saw the look in Fagin’s eyes.
He’s lost it. He’s completely lost it.
  Fagin emptied the rest of his ammo into the con-
fed’s force field. The bullets collected at Kelerchian’s
feet.
  After he’d dry-clicked a few times, Kelerchian
asked, “Now you finished? Nova’s been tagged for the
Ghost Program. That means the government wants

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her, and that means you don’t get to keep her. Don’t
try to deny that she’s here—I’ve had a pounding
headache since I walked in the door, so I know she’s in
the building. There are two ways this can go. The first
is that you turn her over to me like I asked. The other
is that I bring the Marines down on your head.”
  “What?” Fagin was just staring blankly at the
confed.
  “I got a division of Marines waiting to take this
place down. Only thing holdin’ ’em back is me. So—
you gonna give me Nova Terra?”
  “What do you want with me?”
  Markus whirled around to see that Nova was
standing in the door.
  Kelerchian turned around. “Ms. Terra, I’m Agent
Mal Kelerchian. I’m a Wrangler—my job is to find
telepaths and bring them to the Ghost Program. I’ve
been searching for you for six months.” He turned to
look at Fagin. “But you’ve been pretty hard to find.”
  To Markus’s surprise, he started to reach into his
jacket pocket for his own P220. What the hell—?
  “She’s mine,” Fagin said. “She’s mine, you flickin’
confed slike, and you ain’t takin’ her from me, okay?”
  Of its own accord, the P220 raised. Markus tried to
stop it, but his arms were no longer under his own
control.
  “You have only two choices, Fagin,” Kelerchian
said with a hard stare at him. “You give us to her or
we take her from your corpse.”
  “What is the Ghost Program?” Nova asked.

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  “Shut up, curve!” Fagin shouted, his eyes wild, his
arms gesticulating crazily.
  His thumb hitting the safety button, Markus started
to pull the trigger.
  He could have shouted out. He could’ve warned his
target. But he realized that he was under Nova’s con-
trol. She never could do this before.
  Besides, he found he didn’t want to stop her.
  A snarl started to form on Fagin’s lips. “Flick you!”
  Then Fagin convulsed from the seven bullets that
slammed into his back.
  Nova stared down at Fagin’s corpse. “Six months
ago, I told him that one of his trusted lieutenants
would kill him.”
  “Then you lied,” Markus said, lowering his arms
and grateful for having the ability to do so again. “Two
of ’em did.”
  “I was just doing what you’ve wanted to do for
months now, Markus,” Nova said. “Every time we were
in the same room together, I couldn’t feel anything
else, because your desire to kill him was so strong. But I
knew you would never do it on your own.”
  The confed had just been standing there watching
this. “I see you’ve been busy since you killed the
people who killed your family.”
  Nova’s eyes went wide. So did Markus’s, both at
what Kelerchian said and at Nova’s surprise. Nova had
never been surprised by anything anyone said—
except for Fagin, of course.
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confed. He’s got the same toys they all do. Probably wearin’
one of them things that made Fagin fogged.
  “How did you know that?” Nova asked in a small
voice. “I saw my sister on UNN, she said—”
  “She said what we told her to say.” Agent Keler-
chian’s voice got surprisingly gentle as he went on.
“You’ve got nothing left, Nova. I can’t believe that liv-
ing here is something you want, given what you just
made this young man here do. And your family’s all
gone. We’re your best bet.” He took a breath. “I’m
wearing a psi-screen. It’s—”
  “I know what it is,” she said quickly. Pointing at
Fagin’s corpse, she said, “He wore one.”
  Kelerchian looked in surprise at where she pointed.
“Where the hell’d he get one?”
  “Fagin’s contacts go all over Tarsonis, stud,” Markus
said. “Or they did ’fore that thing made him fogged. He
got it from a guy in the army to keep Nova in line.”
  “He had people in the army?”
  Markus nodded, amused at the agent’s surprise.
  “No wonder I couldn’t find crap for six months.”
  “Problem was, he didn’t never take it off.”
  Now Kelerchian’s eyes widened. “Never? For six
months?”
  “Nope.”
  “I was wondering how a panbrain like that could
be as powerful as he’s supposed to be.”
  “He wasn’t always that panbrained.” Markus
looked down at the man who had once been such a
good boss. “He got greedy, I guess.”

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  “They always do,” Kelerchian said. Then he turned
back to Nova. “Look, I’m gonna turn my psi-screen
off. You can read me, learn everything there is to
know about the Ghost Program. You’ll see it’s the best
thing for you.”
  Unlike Fagin’s screen, Kelerchian’s didn’t require
him to touch anything. He just nodded, and Nova
stared at him.
  Then she straightened up. Whenever Nova stood
these days, she was all slumped over, like she was try-
ing to protect herself. But when she’d first showed up,
Markus had noticed that her posture was damn near
perfect. With her background, that would figure, he had
thought at the time, but six months with Fagin had
fogged that posture right up.
  Until now. Tears welling in her green eyes, she
smiled. Markus hadn’t seen her smile since the last
time she’d stood up straight.
  “Is it true?” she whispered.
  Kelerchian frowned. “What was that?”
  “Is it true? At the end of the training program,
you’ll take my memories away? Please tell me.”
  “That’s become SOP lately.” Kelerchian looked con-
cerned now. “Is that a probl—”
  The confed’s words were cut off by Nova’s running
up to him and wrapping her arms around his chest.
“Thank you thank you thank you thank you, Agent
Kelerchian, you don’t know what this means, thank
you so much!”
  Awkwardly, the confed patted Nova on the back. “Uh,

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that’s fine, really. Didn’t figure that to be the big recruit-
ing incentive. Hell, usually that’s the biggest drawback.”
  “Why the flick not?” Markus asked with a certain
heat. “Ain’t nothin’ down here but crap flowin’ down
from on high. Only folks that get anythin’ here get it
for themselves, and most of ’em can’t. S’why they all
take hab and turk and the rest. They’re tryin’ to forget.
Crap, if there was some way you could give me a brain-
pan, I’d take it in a flash, it means I can forget this life.”
  Nova pulled out of the hug; Markus figured the
agent was relieved. After sniffling, she said, “Agent
Kelerchian, I’ve killed three hundred and eighty-two
people, and felt thirty-two more, including my family,
die in my head. I can tell you everything about every
single one of those people—all four hundred and four-
teen of them—including what they were thinking at
the moment they died.” Her voice was getting louder
with each sentence, but then it broke. “What makes
you think I want to remember any of that?”
  A shiver went down Markus’s spine, and not just
from Nova’s words. He tried to imagine what might’ve
been going through the mind of his mother—his birth
mother, not the woman his father married later—when
his father killed her. He wondered if his father’s being
able to know that would’ve changed what the man did.
  Probably not. Crap, he probably would’ve enjoyed it more.
  Kelerchian nodded. “Fair enough. I’ll call—”
  Nova suddenly slumped again. “Something’s wrong.”
She put her hands to her head. “No!”
  Then the world exploded around Markus.

        chapter 17




MAJOR    ESMERELDA     NDOCI   HATED    MAL
Kelerchian from the moment she set eyes on him.
This had nothing to do with Kelerchian. Esmerelda
hated everyone the moment she set eyes on them. It
saved time.
She had read Kelerchian’s file, and knew he was a
former cop. Esmerelda hated cops. The bad ones were
corrupt leeches who eroded the system of justice from
within, and the good ones were arrogant asses who
thought they were better than everyone else because
of their stupid calling. They were also the most terri-
torial slikes in the whole damn Confederacy.
Kelerchian was one of the good ones, which meant
he treated Esmerelda and the Annihilators like some-
thing he’d accidentally stepped in. He wasn’t going to
use them as his Plan A.
Under the right circumstances, Esmerelda could
admit that Kelerchian’s plan was a good one—if one
wanted to avoid bloodshed. But this was not a situa-

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tion where bloodshed was to be avoided. If it were,
Esmerelda would never have been summoned to
Director Killiany’s office in the first place.
  Obviously Kelerchian was trying to cut the
Annihilators out of his op, even though he’d been
ordered to make them part of it.
  That really cracked Esmerelda off.
  As a general rule, Esmerelda tried to kill anyone
who cracked her off. That option didn’t always pre-
sent itself, especially after she joined the Marines, as
she was bound by her orders. In the old days, things
were different. She was always grateful that nobody
had ever traced any of the bodies back to her.
Amusingly, the only death people actually suspected
her of—her late, unlamented husband Gregory—
was one she was not truly responsible for. Had the
brain aneurysm not claimed him when it did, it was
perfectly possible that she would have eventually
engineered his demise, but his sudden death relieved
her of that burden, and freed her to find a better
channel for her aggression than either soccer or
being a wife in an Old Family was ever likely to pro-
vide.
  Right now, though, her orders bound her to be
under Kelerchian’s command. He was a Wrangler, so
killing him would probably cause difficulties she
couldn’t work her way out of. The Council took the
Ghost Program way too seriously for that to be as eas-
ily brushed under the rug as, say, Colonel Tabakin.
  The comm unit in her helmet crackled. She was

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still sitting in the Valkyrie’s rear section, waiting for a
signal from Kelerchian.
  She’d given the Annihilators leave to remove their
helmets. The Wildebeests—A Company—were con-
tinuing their perpetual poker game, with the biggest
pile of chips remaining in their usual spot in front of
Corporal Deaton, though Private Carver had just
taken a big hand from Sergeant Vincent, to the
sergeant’s irritation. Carver would, Esmerelda sus-
pected, be doing early-morning calisthenics for a
week. The Bengals—B Company—were doing their
usual arm-wrestling competition with D Company,
better known as the Dragons. Reigning champion
Private O’Neill was going one-on-one with the newest
recruit, Corporal Mitchell, with neither of them gain-
ing ground, though the betting had two-to-one odds
on O’Neill. The Razorbacks—C Company—were
silently cleaning their weapons for the nine thou-
sandth time, as Sergeant Mack was a stickler for
cleanliness. As for the Wolverines, most of E
Company was hitting Corporal Flanigan with pop-
quiz questions, as the corporal was studying for the
sergeant’s exam. The exception was Sergeant
McGillion, who was chatting with Captain Spaulding
about sports.
  Activating her comm, Esmerelda said, “Ndoci, go.”
She noticed that Spaulding cut off his conversation
with McGillion in the middle of one of the sergeant’s
tired rants about the Tarsonis Tigers’ defensive line, so
the comm was going into his headset as well.

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  “Major, this is General Ledbetter. Your orders have been
changed, effective immediately. The Sons of Korhal have
penetrated our orbital defenses, and we need you to defend
the city.”
  That got Esmerelda’s blood boiling. She never liked
the Slikes of Korhal, as she preferred to call them, and
the way they were using the deaths of good
Confederate soldiers to further their treasonous
agenda. “We’re to return to base immediately, sir?”
  “No.” Ledbetter sounded pretty cracked off about
that, which meant it wasn’t his order, but that of
someone over his head. Since the number of people
over Ledbetter’s head could be counted on the fingers
of one hand, that was going some. “However, you are to
complete your current mission with dispatch, Major. Agent
Kelerchian is no longer in charge of the op.”
  Ndoci grinned. Spaulding never smiled, but he did
give a satisfied nod.
  “You’re to retrieve Nova Terra by whatever means are
necessary, and bring her back to Holyktown within thirty
minutes.”
  Ilsa Killiany was one of the people you could count
on that hand. They obviously wanted this Terra girl
pretty bad, enough to temporarily hold back their best
ground unit to defend an invasion at the heart of the
Confederacy. Esmerelda could understand why—the
Confederates were losing their two-front war against
the Zerg and the Protoss, and the only reason they
were keeping any ground was because of what the
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the case of that treasonous slike Sarah Kerrigan,
defecting—at a great rate, so new recruits were vital.
  “Roger, sir. You’ll have her. Ndoci out.”
  Spaulding immediately got to his feet. “Ten-hut!”
  The poker game, pop quizzes, weapon cleaning,
and arm-wrestling all ceased and the twenty Anni-
hilators stood at attention.
  “Boys and girls, we’re going in in two. The bosses
want the Terra girl back in Holyktown in half an
hour—we’re gonna do it in twenty. Suit up.” Opening
a line to the cockpit, she said, “Fleet, prepare for
insertion. Head for the roof.”
  “Roger that.”
  Two minutes after she gave the order, they were all
helmeted and standing at attention, ready to go in.
  Spaulding yelled: “Who’s the best?”
  “The Annihilators, sir!”
  “Who’s the best?”
  “The Annihilators, sir!”
  “Who’s not the best?”
  “Everybody else, sir!”
  “Let’s do it. Plan Bravo.”
  “Yes, sir!”
  Esmerelda and Spaulding had put together a
series of plans for hard-target searches. Bravo was
the one where a) the target was in a multistory
building and b) collateral damage was very much
not an issue.
  Certainly nobody was going to give a damn if they
trashed the Gutter. Hell, if they didn’t have to retrieve

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the target alive, Esmerelda would’ve let the Anni-
hilators stay at camp and nuked the whole Gutter
from orbit, and made Tarsonis a better place.
  Fleet put down on the roof of the building, and the
back bulkhead of the Valkyrie opened into a ramp
with a whir.
  Esmerelda looked at her troops. “You all have the
target’s profile. I remind you that Nova Terra is a
Class-A target. Anybody here gives her so much as a
paper cut, they’ll be in the stockade by nightfall. Am I
clear?”
  All the Annihilators said, “Yes, ma’am!”
  “Anybody else you encounter is expendable. These
people are Gutter trash—they contribute nothing of
value to the Confederacy, except for a cheap labor
force, and that’s a resource that’s infinitely replace-
able.”
  Sergeant Mack raised a hand.
  Esmerelda nodded. “Sergeant?”
  “Ma’am, what about Agent Kelerchian?”
  “What part of ‘anybody else’ wasn’t clear, Sergeant?”
  Nodding, Mack said, “Yes, ma’am. Question with-
drawn, ma’am.”
  “Good. Wildebeests, go.”
  Sergeant Vincent led A Company down the ramp,
their armored boots clanging on the metal of the ramp
in perfect time. They would secure the roof and upper
floors.
  “Fleet, bring us to the middle floors.”
  “Roger that.”

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  Moments later, the rear of the Valkyrie was facing
the side windows. “Bengals, go.”
  Sergeant Hammond didn’t lead B Company
down—Mitchell went first, firing on the windows
with his wrist cannons, blowing them inward to clear
the way. The rest of the Bengals followed, with
Hammond taking up the rear.
  Moments later, C Company did the same on the
other side, Mack leading the way with his incredibly
clean wrist cannon.
  The Valkyrie—which was a stealth craft, and so
would be unseen and unheard by those inside,
though the breaking glass and armored troops were
creating something of a ruckus—landed silently out-
side.
  “Spaulding, you and the Dragons secure the
perimeter, ten meters around the building. Anyone
crosses it, shoot ’em.”
  “Yes, ma’am,” Spaulding said.
  “Fleet, get back on the roof, be ready to go at a
moment.”
  “Roger that.”
  Spaulding took D Company out to secure the
street. Esmerelda saw some people running away,
others milling around, others staring blankly.
  “Wolverines, with me.”
  “Yes, ma’am,” said McGillion.
  As Esmerelda led E Company toward the front door,
she caught in her peripheral vision someone walking
toward O’Neill. “Hey, what the flick you people—?”

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  O’Neill raised an arm.
  The man held up his hands, but kept walking for-
ward. “Hey, look, I don’t want no trouble, just want to
know what the flick—”
  As soon as he got within ten meters of this Fagin
person’s building, O’Neill fired a dozen rounds from
his wrist cannon into the intruder, who fell to the
ground in a bloody heap.
  People started running away after that. Esmerelda
smiled. Although she had a thing for carnage, some-
times just one death did the trick properly. Luckily for
her, the Marines had provided her with opportunities
for both.
  Unholstering her P500—which she’d used to kill
quite a number of Zerg these past few weeks—
Esmerelda shot a hole into the front door control, and
then kicked the now-useless door in with her
armored boot.
  Four people in a small receiving area of some kind
jumped up. Two were armed. The others were count-
ing money. Esmerelda put a bullet in each of their
heads. Actually, the power of the P500 was such that
the shots destroyed their entire heads north of the
jawline, with the exception of the third person she
shot. He moved a bit, so the round took only about
half his head off. One dead eye looked up at her as
brains oozed out of the halved skull.
  She looked around at the sound of gunfire.
Apparently B and C Companies were getting resis-
tance.

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  Then the ground shook and plaster started falling
from the ceiling. Just the fact that it was plaster made
Esmerelda realize that she had made a tactical error.
Dammit. Forgot these buildings were put together on the
cheap. The structure can’t handle—
  The rest of the thought was cut off by the ceiling
collapsing on her head.


  When he saw the ceiling collapse, the first thing
Mal did was tell the computer to put his force field on
full.
  The second thing he did was dive for Nova to pro-
tect her. She was a Class-A target, after all.
  Besides, leaving aside the consequences of letting a
Class-A come to harm, it would just be embarrassing
after six months of chasing to let her die now that
he’d finally found her.
  That Ndoci and her merry band of demolition
experts surprised Nova with their attack was to be
expected, since their helmets were equipped with the
same psi-screens that Mal was using—and, for that
matter, that the late Fagin had been using. However,
it was also a surprise to Mal, by virtue of the fact that
he didn’t order it.
  If I live through this, Major, I am definitely getting
Killiany to crawl right up your ass. I don’t care who you
used to be married to, this is crap, and you’re gonna pay
for it.
  Nova was already on the floor, having collapsed to
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easy enough for Mal to blanket her with his body,
using the force field to protect them.
  “Creatures coming everywhere, can’t stop them,
everywhere you go, they consume it all . . .”
  Mal’s back started to hurt as much as his head was.
The head was a lost cause—five doses of analgesic
didn’t even begin to slow it down while he was in the
same room as Nova—but the back might be a prob-
lem. The force field could withstand most any force in
theory, but it was as subject to gravity as anything
else. It felt like the entire ten-story building was
weighing down on Mal’s back. The advantage armor
had over a force field was that the former enhanced
one’s own strength, allowing one to, for example, get
up from a prone position with a ton of plaster and
wood and steel on one’s back by simply pushing it off.
Sadly, the force field did nothing to provide Mal with
the ability to do that. Had he been standing, he might
have been able to force his way through, but being
stomach-down on all fours like this provided him
with no leverage whatsoever.
  “. . . death and destruction, they’re everywhere,
swarming all over the place, oh no, Markus, he’s
dead, he died hating me and wishing I would die and
wishing he could’ve killed his father . . .”
  Mal remembered that Markus was the young man
whom Nova had telekinetically manipulated into
shooting Fagin. A pity Markus was dead, as he had
seemed a more reasonable person to deal with, and
might have been able to bring the stability to Fagin’s

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organization that Larry Fonseca had been afraid to
lose.
  That, however, was the least of Mal’s problems.
Nova was becoming rapidly more incoherent, and
now the computer was telling him that the force field
was starting to show indications of failure, and recom-
mended that it be shut off for maintenance.
  That’s not gonna happen.
  Since his mouth was right next to her right ear,
Mal said, “Nova, I need you to focus.”
  “. . . dying everyone, all around me, nobody living,
everybody falling apart . . .”
  This time he shouted. “Nova! Listen to me!”
  The sudden loudness got her to at least stop talking.
  “You need to get us out of here.” He thought as
loud as he could, in the way that they’d trained him
to do when dealing with teeps, Nova, focus on me and
on getting us out of this predicament.
  The computer warned him that force field collapse
was imminent, and to shut it down to avoid irrepara-
ble damage to the suit.
  Mal was a lot more concerned about irreparable
damage to the suit’s wearer. Nova, listen to me, you have
to get this debris off of us before—
  “I understand,” she whispered. “Be quiet, please,
I’m concentrating.”
  “Good.”
  Then the force field failed, and pain smashed into
Mal’s back and crushed his rib cage against his spine
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his head swam and he couldn’t feel his legs, and then
he mercifully blacked out.


  Malcolm Kelerchian’s pain sliced through Nova’s
mind, and almost stopped her from lifting the debris
of ten stories’ worth of building off her. But then she
moved past it and pushed with everything she had.
  It didn’t work.
  So she pushed harder. She thought about Fagin
and what he did to her, and Markus and how he
always was nice to her and killed Fagin for her, and
Pip and her worry about what happened to the poor
cat that she was never allowed to return to find
(though Nova had asked, begged Fagin to let her), and
Clara and how much she hated her for lying on UNN,
about Nova dying, and all four hundred and twenty-
eight people whose deaths she felt, from her family
and Gustavo McBain on down to Markus and thirteen
others who had just been knocked by a group of
Confederate Marines, and the Marines themselves
and Nova’s fury at them for almost getting her killed.
  All of that helped her focus her energy on getting
the debris off.
  She stood up to find herself in a disaster area. Most
of the building’s superstructure jutted into the air like
the bones on an animal carcass, the steel beams were
charred and pitted in spots, and the plaster-and-wood
meat for those bones was piled in jagged pieces all
around her.
  The minds of the Marines were not entirely clear—

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they had psi-screens, but they weren’t as good as the
ones Agent Kelerchian or Fagin had, so Nova could
hear bits and pieces. She did know that the leader of
this group was Major Esmerelda Ndoci and that she
hated Agent Kelerchian.
  An armored form was stomping through the debris,
moving awkwardly. “I found her!” the Marine said. After
a second, Nova figured out that this was Corporal
Flanigan; he was part of E Company, which was nick-
named the Wolverines after a wild animal from Old
Earth, he was studying for his sergeant’s exam, he was
convinced he would fail it, he hated his younger brother
because the corporal’s childhood sweetheart married his
brother instead, and he regularly had sexual fantasies
involving Major Ndoci and chocolate sauce.
  Two more armored figures approached a minute
later. One was Sergeant McGillion, who always
wanted to be a doctor, but washed out of medical
school and joined the Marines to avoid the ridicule of
his family. His psi-screen was better than Flanigan’s,
probably because of his superior rank, so while she
knew all that, she didn’t know McGillion’s first name.
  The other armored figure was Major Ndoci. The
only thoughts of hers Nova could detect were relief
that Nova seemed unharmed and glee that Agent
Kelerchian was a bleeding mess sprawled across the
only part of the floor that wasn’t covered in debris.
  “You’re Major Ndoci,” she said. For the first time in
over six months, she managed to summon up the tat-
tered remains of her highborn station, and tried to

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channel as much of Andrea Tygore into her voice as she
could. “My name is Nova Terra. Agent Kelerchian just
saved my life from your people destroying this building.
I know from Agent Kelerchian’s thoughts that violation
of my person is a criminal offense, and also that, as at
least a PI8, my reading of those thoughts will be consid-
ered in evidence at your court-martial. I also know that
you can’t do a thing to me, because if you don’t bring
me back intact, it’ll be as good as violating the Class-A
directive. I’m telling you this because if you make sure
that Agent Kelerchian gets medical attention and if he
survives and recovers, I won’t provide that testimony.”
   Major  Ndoci   said  nothing  at  first,  and   Nova
couldn’t   read  her  thoughts  through   the   screen.
Finally, she spoke: “Not bad for a little girl. It’s a deal.”
   “I stopped being a little girl when I became the
slave of a crime lord down here. The only reason why
I haven’t torn the armor you’re wearing apart is
because I want to go into the Ghost Program. In fact, if
you had just waited another five seconds, Agent
Kelerchian would’ve told you that himself. That is
something else I will withhold from the authorities,
unless Agent Kelerchian dies.”
   “Fine. Fleet, get the Valkyrie down to my position,
and have Scheeler standing by.”
   Lieutenant Commander Fleet was the pilot of the
conveyance that had brought Agent Kelerchian and
the Marines to the Gutter; Sergeant Scheeler was the
conveyance’s medic. Moments later, the air vehicle
silently came down to hover about three meters above

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the debris line, expertly weaving between the beams of
the superstructure. A ramp folded out of the back to
hover one meter above the debris line. As soon as it fin-
ished unfolding, a woman in armor—Scheeler—came
down. Her armor was similar to that of the Marines,
except that it was all white, with the traditional red
cross of the medical community on the shoulders.
  While Scheeler put Agent Kelerchian on her
stretcher, Nova turned to Major Ndoci. “Thank you.”
  “You’re not welcome. If it was up to me—”
  “If it was up to you, Major, you would just have
nuked the Gutter from orbit, and you’re right now
thinking of ways to do it anyhow.” Before the major
could say what was on her mind in response to that,
Nova said it for her: “And you hate telepaths.”
  “Get on the Valkyrie before I shoot you, and flick
the consequences.”
  Nova came within a hairsbreadth of killing the
major herself, but she had seen more than enough
death, and she suspected she’d see more.
  Because what made her collapse on the floor right
before the Marines attacked wasn’t the Marines.
  It was the Zerg. They were on Tarsonis.
  Nova had known of the Zerg only from the incom-
plete and misleading reports on UNN, but now that
they’d arrived on her homeworld, she knew every-
thing she needed to know about them.
  Right now, humanity needed people like Major
Ndoci—and, if it came to that, Nova herself—to kill
the Zerg before they destroyed the entire human race.

       chapter 18




WHEN MAL WOKE UP, THE FACE OF A SURLY-
looking nurse was gazing down on him.
  “You’re awake,” the woman said in a dull mono-
tone. “Doctor’ll want to talk to you.”
  With that, the nurse walked off. Mal realized he
felt funny, as if his body were trying to float up off the
bed, which was about when he realized as well that
he was lying on a bed—which only made sense, given
that he was being looked down on by a nurse.
  Then he remembered why he would be in a hospital.
  What he didn’t know was why this hospital was fly-
ing through space. At least, that was his assumption,
based on the slightly lighter gravity and the way the
bed was vibrating ever-so-slightly. It wasn’t something
easy to notice, but Mal had always been prone to
space-sickness, which was one of about a thousand
reasons why he stuck with a job that kept him dirtside.
  A man in a uniform Mal didn’t recognize came into
his view. He held a status board in one hand and a cup

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in the other. Tall, with sandy hair and blue eyes, the
man looked like a recruitment poster model. “Good to
see you’re awake, Agent Kelerchian. I’m Commander
Hunnicutt of the Dominion Navy Medical Corps.
You’re on the Pasteur.”
  That was an organization Mal didn’t recognize, but
he did know the ship—it was a hospital ship assigned
to the Confederate Army. He tried to speak, but his
throat was dry.
  Hunnicutt handed him the cup. Weakly—his arms
felt like they were made of rubber—Mal reached for
it. The cup was cold to the touch.
  “Ice chips,” Hunnicutt said. “Should help lubricate
you.”
  Mal nodded in response and started gulping down
the ice chips. His teeth ached with the chill, but his
throat felt better.
  “I’m sure you have many questions.”
  “Yeah, I do.” Mal didn’t recognize his own voice, so
scratchy was it. “What the flick is the Dominion Navy
Medical Corps, and how’d you guys get the Pasteur?”
  Hunnicutt smiled, showing perfect teeth. “I’m
afraid there’ve been some changes over the weeks
you’ve been unconscious. The Confederacy of Man is
no more—it’s been replaced by the Terran Dominion.
Director Bick will fill you in on the rest when he
arrives.”
  “Director Bick?”
  “Your boss.” Hunnicutt took a stylus and made
some notes on the status board. “He’s been alerted

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that you’re finally conscious, so he’s shuttling over
from the Scimitar.”
  The Scimitar was another Confederate Army vessel.
“What the hell’re you—?”
  Holding up a hand, Hunnicutt said, “I’m afraid I’m
not authorized to answer anything nonmedical,
Agent Kelerchian.”
  Mal sighed. “Fine, then, what’s wrong with me?”
  “Not much anymore. You should count your bless-
ings, Agent Kelerchian. Your spine was fractured, and
you had dozens of broken bones. If the Marines
hadn’t gotten you to the medical facility on Osborne
when they did, you might’ve been paralyzed for life
even if you survived. However, you’ll be happy to
know that I foresee a full recovery, with some spinal
treatments, a few new bones, and a few months of
physical therapy.”
  This, like everything that had come out of
Hunnicutt’s mouth, confused Mal, particularly the
notion that he owed his life to Ndoci’s goons. “Why
was I brought to Osborne?”
  “It was the only orbital facility that was still secure,
and it was the flash point for the evacuation.”
Hunnicutt paused, seeming to weigh his words, then
stopped. “I’ve said too much.”
  In fact, he hadn’t said nearly enough as far as Mal
was concerned, and Mal fully intended to get the truth
out of him. “When’ll we be returning to Tarsonis?”
  Hunnicutt suddenly became intent on his status board.
“Director Bick will be able to answer those questions.”

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  Mal had conducted enough interrogations in his
time to read the doctor’s expression—going back to
Tarsonis was not on the agenda. Mengsk must’ve gotten
through.
  The doctor whispered some instructions to the
nurse, who had rematerialized without Mal’s notic-
ing—or caring that much—and then looked toward
the bed. “I’ll be back to check on you later.”
  “I’ll be counting the nanoseconds.”
  Smiling insincerely, Hunnicutt said, “So nice to see
you’re regaining your sense of humor.” Then he left,
the nurse following behind.
  Mal looked around. It was a pretty standard-looking
hospital room—no windows, but that wasn’t surpris-
ing if they were on a ship. Usually only generals—or
admirals, he guessed—got the use of plasteel in their
cabins, and maybe their offices. Otherwise, he was
hooked up to a monitor the display of which was fac-
ing away from him—perish forbid he should actually
know aspects of his own health before a doctor does.
  He also had the room to himself. There were no
other beds, and Kelerchian wondered what he had
done to deserve the VIP treatment.
  The vibration in the bed changed, and Mal got a
little queasy. Then, after about a minute, the vibration
went back to what it was. Mal figured that was this
Director Bick person’s shuttle docking.
  I wonder what happened to Killiany. He suspected he
wouldn’t like the answer one bit.
  A moment later, the door slid open to reveal a

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bulky man in a suit. He had shaved his head, and the
stubble on his head indicated that, if he hadn’t, he’d
be mostly bald anyhow. He had a round head bal-
anced on a round body, and piercing blue eyes.
   “Agent Kelerchian, good to see you up and about,”
he said in a scratchy voice. “My name is Kevin Bick. I
run the Ghost Program.”
   “What happened to Director Killiany?”
   “There’ve been a few changes since—”
   “So Commander Hunnicutt said.”
   Bick turned to glare at the door. “He wasn’t sup-
posed to tell you anything.”
   “He didn’t reveal the nature of those changes, just
that there were some—which, frankly, I would’ve
worked out on my own by his rank, his uniform, and
the name of the service he’s in.”
   “Fair point.” He took a breath. “The Confederacy of
Man is no more, Agent Kelerchian. Tarsonis fell to the
Zerg—”
   “To the Zerg?” That shocked Mal. He thought that it
was Mengsk who was threatening the homeworld,
not the aliens.
   “Yes. With the Council destroyed, the human race
has been united under a new leader, who will bring
us to salvation from the alien hordes that are trying to
destroy us.”
   Mal rolled his eyes. “Let me guess—King Arcturus I?”
   “Emperor Mengsk is not someone to trifle with,
Agent Kelerchian,” Bick said frostily. “You’d do well
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reason to dissolve the Ghost Program, though it has
moved its headquarters to the Ghost Academy on
Ursa. That’s where we’re headed.”
  “Who’s ‘we’ in this case?”
  “We’ve picked up some refugees from a few worlds
that have been overrun by the Zerg who’ve asked for
Dominion help. We’ve also got some new Ghost
recruits for the program.”
  “What about Nova?”
  At that, Bick smiled. Mal hadn’t thought it was
possible for Bick to be any uglier, but the smile went
and proved him wrong. “She’s our star pupil. I’ve
never seen anyone so determined to make it through
this program.”
  “Director, I’ve been a Wrangler for over a year,
and I have no recollection of you having anything to
do with the Ghosts in any of that time, so I’m curi-
ous how many people you’ve seen in this program at
all.”
  The smile fell. “Get some rest, Agent Kelerchian.
You’ve got a long recovery ahead of you.” He turned
to leave.
  “You haven’t answered all my questions, Director.”
  Bick stopped and turned around. “What question
haven’t I answered, Agent Kelerchian?”
  “What happened to Director Killiany?”
  A pause. Then: “If the human race is to survive,
Agent Kelerchian, it needs unity. Old rivalries must be
set aside. People who can’t do that—”
  “Are expendable.”

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  “We understand each other,” Bick said with a nod.
With that, he left.
  So Killiany refused to play ball with the new emperor.
Either Mengsk had her arrested, or she ate her gun. Figures.
  He still had many questions, but he wasn’t so sure
he wanted the answers to them. If Tarsonis really had
been overrun by the Zerg, right after Mengsk was
rumored to be attacking Tarsonis’s defenses, it meant
that the Confederacy’s seat of government was set up
by the new monarch in order to facilitate his takeover.
  Funny—he never once said he wanted power, merely
wanted to stop the Confederacy’s abuses. Probably refused
the crown twice before accepting it, too. That lousy slike.
  He wondered what happened to the Gutter.
Whatever the evacuation plan was, he doubted any-
one down there was part of it. Whoever the
Annihilators left alive were probably killed by the
Zerg. Fagin’s people, Martina Dharma, Sergeant
Volmer, Larry Fonseca . . . Are any of them still alive?
Probably not.
  Mal stared at the ceiling for a long time before the
nurse came in and pressed a few buttons, and then
Mal found himself involuntarily drifting off to sleep.


  Weeks later, Mal found himself on Ursa, under-
going grueling physical therapy sessions in order to
make his legs remember all the things they used to do
naturally. Mal had never realized just how much work
walking actually entailed.
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floated around in a convalchair, which not only kept
him off his weakened legs, but had nanoprobes that
monitored and repaired and maintained his battered
body parts.
   He’d been thoroughly debriefed by Bick, who also
filled him in on the specifics of what had gone on in
the weeks he was unconscious. To Mal’s regret, Major
Ndoci and her Annihilators were still going strong,
now part of the Dominion Marines, and boasting the
best Zerg kill rate among all the Marine divisions.
   Mal also checked up on Nova, though he never
spoke to her. He would spend time in the observation
rooms that were located above the training center,
watching her learn various martial arts skills each
morning, practicing her psionic skills in the afternoons,
and working on weapons training in the evenings.
   One day, while he was watching Nova and four
other trainees running an obstacle course under the
watchful eye of Sergeant Hartley, Mal was joined by
an imposing figure with a thick mustache. Looking up
at the man from his convalchair, Mal recognized the
face instantly. “Mr. Mengsk. Or should that be ‘Your
Holiness’ now?”
   A smile peeked out from under the mustache.
“ ‘Mr. Mengsk’ will do for now, Agent Kelerchian, as
long as it’s the two of us in the room. In public, I pre-
fer ‘Mr. Emperor.’ ”
   Mal nodded. “That’s good—you don’t insist on a
title like ‘Your Highness’ that elevates you too high.
‘Mister’ is a common honorific, the same one used by

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democratic governments for their politicians. Keeps
your man-of-the-people image intact, despite being
an absolute monarch.”
  Mengsk chuckled. “I’m impressed, Agent Keler-
chian. None of the Wranglers I’ve met—the ones who
survived the Zerg attack on Tarsonis, anyhow—are
especially intuitive. They simply use the tools at
hand.” Another chuckle. “Which raises the question
of why it took you six months to find that young girl.”
  Turning away to watch the five trainees doing
twenty push-ups on their fists, Mal shrugged as best
he could in the convalchair. “Maybe I’m not as smart
as you think I am.”
  “I suppose anything’s possible.”
  “Anyhow, you know the answer to that. When
authority doesn’t help the people, the people don’t
help them. Nobody in the Gutter wanted to help me
find a little girl, especially after she became the tool of
someone the people in the Gutter liked and respected.”
Smiling wryly, he added, “You understand that—it’s
why people are calling you ‘Mr. Emperor’ now. The
Council and the Old Families only cared about them-
selves and only did things for themselves, so when the
Zerg and the Protoss showed up, the people in charge
were completely unequipped to do anything for the
people they were supposed to serve. They were so busy
improving their own position, they forgot about what
the position was. In the end, it killed both them and the
people. Paving the way for you.”
  “A remarkably canny observation for someone who

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was on a hunt or unconscious when most of this hap-
pened.”
  Mal snorted. “Been catching up on UNN a lot the
past week or two. Nice of you to keep it intact.”
  “The people deserve to know the truth.”
  That prompted a bark of derisive laughter from
Mal. “The next time UNN gets anywhere near the
truth will also be the first time.”
  To Mal’s surprise, Mengsk came back with a more
genuine laugh of his own. “Perhaps.”
  “No ‘perhaps’ about it.” He turned to watch the
trainees. They had switched to a different type of push-up,
with their fists together on the floor, their legs spread a bit
wider, and pushing up and down so their chests landed on
their wrists. “I see you kept the program intact.”
  “There were a few elements of the Confederacy that
were worth keeping. The Ghost Program was one of
them. I know firsthand how effective the Ghosts are.”
  “I’m sure you do. It’s ’cause of you that trainees
have their memories wiped when they graduate.”
  Putting his hand over his heart, Mengsk said, “I
had nothing to do with Sarah Kerrigan’s defection to
my cause, Agent Kelerchian. She did that of her own
free will. I merely took advantage of your own inabil-
ity to hang on to her.”
  The trainees were now doing the push-ups on one fist,
the left one. Their right hands were gripping their left
wrists. All but one of the trainees were struggling might-
ily with this configuration, the exception being Nova.
  No, that wasn’t fair—she was struggling, but she

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wasn’t letting it stop her. The others were collapsing
onto the floor, getting themselves yelled at by Hartley
or simply unable to rise, which resulted in a similar
outcome, but Nova refused to give in to her own
body’s frailty.
  “Of course, not everything’s the same,” Mal said, as
much to see how Mengsk reacted as anything. “New
person in charge, for a start.”
  “I can assure you, Director Bick believes in the pro-
gram as much as his predecessor.”
  More of the party line from the man who drew it. “No he
doesn’t. Believe me, I’m the first person to list Ilsa
Killiany’s faults, but she viewed her role as head of this
program as a calling, because she believed in the
Confederacy and wanted to protect it from those that
would destroy it. That’s probably why she didn’t fit
into your new world order. Bick, though, he only
believes in whatever his superiors tell him. He couldn’t
care less about protecting the Terran Dominion, he just
wants to keep you happy so he’ll stay employed.”
Raising a hand to cut off Mengsk’s likely rebuttal of
this, Mal quickly added, “Hey, I’m not complaining.
Bick’s type is a lot easier to work for.” Then he looked
up at Mengsk. “Assuming I am working for him.”
  Smiling enigmatically, Mengsk said, “We’ll see.”
  Then he left the observation room, leaving Mal
alone to watch Nova train.

       chapter 19




THE PART OF THE GHOST ACADEMY THAT NOVA
found herself looking forward to the most was the
physical training in the morning.
  Well, no, that wasn’t entirely true. The part she
really was looking forward to was the end of it, when
she would be relieved of having to remember her past
life.
  But until that time, what she was anticipating most
eagerly every day was the physical training.
  The other stuff was certainly useful. The afternoon
training in her psionic skills was something she
wished someone in her family had the foresight to
give her years ago. So much of her childhood made
more sense now—especially why she always seemed
to know how other people felt when nobody else did.
She had gone through her youth thinking Zeb in par-
ticular to be horribly insensitive—which he was, at
least by her standards, but she now knew it wasn’t by
choice. Mommy had always called her ability to see

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the servants’ points-of-view ‘’empathic,” but Nova
had always assumed her use of the word to be figura-
tive. Being taught by other telepaths and telekinetics
was very useful. The latter were more scarce, as one
needed a PI8 or higher to be telekinetic. Nova was not
a PI8. The Wrangler had simply guessed she was at
least that because of her telekinesis, just as she herself
had when she’d done her surreptitious research into
her abilities. In truth, she was a PI10, the highest in
the program. That made her afternoon studies all the
more important.
  The evening work with weapons and target prac-
tice was all fine, though Nova was very bad at it. She
rarely hit the targets she was supposed to hit, and had
trouble holding the bulky hand weapons properly.
Sergeant Hartley yelled at her a lot. The other trainees
were terrified of Hartley, but after six months with an
ever-more-fogged Julius Antoine Dale, it was impossi-
ble for her to be at all intimidated by Hartley. Of
course, that just made him yell at her more and push
her harder, but that didn’t bother her, either, since she
wanted to be pushed hard—especially during the
morning training.
  It wasn’t because she was especially good at it. In
fact, she was as bad at the martial arts as she was the
weapons work. Exercise had never been a concern
when she was a scion of the Old Families—they had
other people to do things for them, after all, so indo-
lence was very much the order of the day—and it was
even less of a concern in the Gutter, where she spent

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most of her time curled up in a corner being afraid of
Fagin.
  As a result, on her first day at the Academy, she
couldn’t even do one push-up on her palms, much
less the twenty on her fists that Hartley demanded.
Hartley had explained that the push-ups were to build
upper-arm strength and to toughen the knuckles so
that, as he put it, “you only need to punch someone
the once.”
  When one of the trainees pointed out that Ghost
uniforms had gloves, so that the toughness of the
knuckles was irrelevant to their training, he was
forced to do an additional forty push-ups.
  But Nova hated the fact that she couldn’t do those
push-ups, and not because Hartley yelled at her or
because he prodded her to go beyond what she was
physically capable of doing as a malnourished fifteen-
and-a-half-year-old, but because she didn’t want any-
thing getting in her way.
  For the first time in her life, Nova was able to
choose her own future. Malcolm Kelerchian had told
her of a way she could finally live with the telepathy
that had become her curse, could live a life that had
the positive aspects of the luxurious life she’d lived as
a daughter of the Terra family—such as regular meals
and access to the best technology the Confederacy (or,
rather, the Dominion) had to offer—without the
polite-society expectations that being a scion of the
Old Families entailed.
  Besides, if she couldn’t do the physical elements,

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she couldn’t graduate, and she couldn’t be brain-
panned.
  So she pushed herself. When Hartley taught her a
sequence of punch combinations that she needed to
know, she did not rest until she got it right. When
Hartley told her to do forty push-ups on one fist, she
forced herself to do them, no matter how much her
shoulders and biceps burned with fatigue and how
much her muscles refused to cooperate.
  Of course, she had to accomplish the other things,
too, but she wasn’t concerned about that. Time and
practice would show her how to hone her telepathy
and telekinesis—a process she’d already started in the
Gutter, where she had taught herself, under awful
conditions, how to manipulate Markus’s arms so he’d
shoot Fagin—as well as how to handle the weapons.
Those were disciplines of the mind, at which Nova
had always succeeded in the past.
  No, it was her body she wanted more than
anything else to be in proper shape for what she
was to do.
  Besides, she got to wear a psi-screen during the
physical training.
  She wore it during some of the weapons training,
too. The first year, all trainees wore psi-screens when
they were training in groups, to avoid distractions.
Many of the weapons sessions were one-on-one, so
she didn’t wear it then, but the physical workouts
were always in groups, so they were protected from
each other’s thoughts.

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  Her fellow trainees had complained about it, but
she loved the peace and quiet it gave her.
  After six months at the Academy, she was already
farther along than the ones who’d been doing it for a
year. She could do forty push-ups on one fist without
being too out of breath, could fieldstrip a Torrent
shotgun in under a minute, had scored above ten
with the Lockdown gun (only the trainees in their
final year ever scored as high as ten), was able to
effectively screen out the thoughts of anybody in the
room (the hardest trick for as powerful a telepath as
her wasn’t reading minds, but not reading them), and
had a decimeter’s precision with her telekinesis.
Hartley had even let her start training on a Vulture,
even though that wasn’t supposed to come until the
second year.
  She knew what the other trainees thought of her.
Every once in a while, at night in her bunk—trainees
slept alone, as it was felt that roommates would be
distractions—she would open up her mind and listen
to everyone around her. Teacher’s pet, always (I bet she’s
sleeping with Hartley) sucking up to Hartley, that kinda
(how else would she rate this treatment?) thing just makes
me sick. (Nobody’s really that good, she’s just) I so want her,
that (faking it with her teek powers, probably) supple body,
especially now that (moving around the psi-screen some-
how,) she’s all toned, mmm, that’s (probably working with
that confed) nice. Maybe if I can get up the courage to talk to
her, (who brought her in, the lousy slike.) something will
happen.

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  But it didn’t matter. All this was a means to an
end—specifically, the end of her memories. Because,
while she had mastered the art of closing off her mind
to the thoughts around her, the thoughts in her head
wouldn’t go away that easily.
  . . . Mommy and Daddy and Zeb and Eleftheria
dying at the hands of the rebel group . . .
  . . . Edward, Adam, Tisch, McBain, Geoffrey, Paul,
Walter, Derek, and all the other rebels she killed . . .
  . . . Maia, Natale, Rebeka, Marco, Doris, Yvonne,
and all the other servants she killed in her grief . . .
  . . . Ursitti, Manning, Cox, Dion, and the other sev-
enty people Fagin ordered her to kill . . .
  . . . Jewel, Jo-Jo, and all the other people Fagin
killed in front of her . . .
  . . . Markus dying when the Marines destroyed
Fagin’s building . . .
  She needed the voices to stop. Brain-panning was
the only way it was going to happen, and the only
way she’d get that brain-panning was to finish her
training.
  One morning, on her way to breakfast, she saw
Agent Kelerchian.
  Nova had heard that he had been in a conval-
chair, but apparently he had moved onto the next
stage of healing, as he was now walking with bracers
on his thighs. It made his steps awkward, but she
knew that they were an aid to making his legs work
again.
  “Agent Kelerchian. It’s good to see you well.” She

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couldn’t read his thoughts, as she had already turned
on her psi-screen.
  “Same here,” the confed said with a nod. He joined
her on the way to the mess hall. She was kind enough
to slow down to keep pace with his slower gait. “I
wanted to talk to you before I shipped out.”
  That surprised her, given that he hadn’t made a full
recovery. “You’re leaving?”
  “There’s a report of a teep on the Sakrysta Mining
Base—it’s low-G, so my legs can handle it a little bet-
ter.” He chuckled. “And I have got to get out of here. I
spent six months spinning my wheels looking for you,
then another six months sitting in that damn chair. I
need to get my ass back out in the field, and appar-
ently His Holiness has decided that I’m still worthy of
being a Wrangler.”
  “What would you have done if Emperor Mengsk
had decided not to keep you?”
  A clouded look came over Kelerchian’s face, and
Nova found herself switching off the psi-screen for a
second.
  I sure as hell (This coffee tastes like crap) hope they don’t
have waffles (Why won’t she look at me?) again, I
(Mengsk wants me dead.) swear I will murder (One of
these days, Hartley is just gonna have to die, I mean, die
really.) somebody if I have (really slowly.) to eat another
waffle.
  Kelerchian recovered and lied: “I’d just get a job as
a cop somewhere. I was a good detective on Tarsonis,
I can be one somewhere else.”

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  Nova understood. This was a dangerous mission,
one the emperor didn’t expect Kelerchian to return
from. If he did, by some miracle, then Mengsk might
reconsider his decision.
  I’m never going to see him again, she thought as she
turned the psi-screen back on. He deserved his pri-
vacy, and he obviously wanted to keep up a brave face
for her. But even if he survived this mission, when
she was brain-panned after this was all over, she
wouldn’t remember him.
  “Thank you for everything, Agent Kelerchian.”
  He smiled. “It’s Mal.”
  She smiled back. “But you hate the name Malcolm.”
  That got a chuckle. “Hence my preference for Mal.
In any case, I didn’t really do anything for you.”
  “You saved me, Mal. I’ll always be grateful to you
for that.” She hesitated. “Well, okay, I’ll be grateful to
you until my training’s done.”
  “Fair enough.” He held out a hand.
  She grabbed the hand and pulled him into a hug.
“Thank you, Mal. I mean it—you did save me.”
  “Glad I could do it for somebody.”
  Nova wondered what he meant by that. Then she
remembered Tarsonis, and just nodded into his
shoulder.
  Suddenly she broke the hug and looked into his
scared brown eyes. “You wanna join me for break-
fast?”
  He opened his mouth, closed it, then opened it
again to say, “Yeah, okay, sure.”

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  They went into the mess hall together.
  It was the one and only time in all her two and a
half years at the Academy that Nova was ever late for
her morning session. Sergeant Hartley said, “Arrive
late and you’ll be late,” one of his infamous apho-
risms, before making her do fifty push-ups as punish-
ment.
  But it was worth it.

        EPILOGUE



       The darkness drops again. . . .
  —William Butler Yeats, “The Second Coming”




The average Ghost Academy trainee graduated after
four years. Attempts to accelerate the program had
proven disastrous, as rushing training of this nature
simply resulted in bad Ghosts, which did the
Dominion no good.
  However, the program was such that an above-
average trainee could graduate sooner, maybe in as
few as three years. (A below-average trainee simply
was removed from the Academy permanently.)
  In the entire history of the Academy, under two
different human governments, only one trainee had
made it out in as few as two and a half years: Nova
Terra.
  Not that she was out yet. As she stood in the jun-
gles of Tyrador VIII trying to figure out the best way to
kill Cliff Nadaner, she found herself wishing this was
over, and that she was brain-panned already.
  But first she had to kill Nadaner.
  She had almost laughed in Emperor Mengsk’s face

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when he summoned her to his office. He had been
wearing a psi-screen, of course—it wouldn’t do for his
thoughts to get out—and had said to her: “You’ve
done quite well for yourself, Ms. Terra.”
  As if she hadn’t already known that.
  “One thing we’ve added to the Ghost Academy
training since we took it over from the late, unla-
mented Confederacy is a graduation exercise. A field
mission, as it were, that shows you’re able to apply
the classroom to the real world. This is especially an
issue with you, who went through the program so
fast.”
  Nova had said nothing. This was the emperor, after
all, the one who wanted Mal dead, the one who’d
stopped the Confederacy all by himself. If she was
honest with herself, she knew he was also indirectly
responsible for her family’s death, since the Sons of
Korhal had inspired a huge number of copycat rebel
groups, including the one run by Cliff Nadaner.
  So she had been rather surprised by Mengsk’s next
words.
  “Your assignment is to kill Cliff Nadaner. We’ve
tracked his location to Tyrador VIII. He’s been agitat-
ing against the Terran Dominion, and it has to stop.”
  He had said more things, but Nova had barely paid
any attention to them. Besides, she had known that
everything he said would be in a file prepared for her
perusal. Nadaner. The man who ordered my family killed.
  Interestingly enough, Mengsk had not mentioned
her family at all. She still wondered if he knew or not.

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  Not that she cared all that much. Whatever the rea-
son, Nova had found it fitting that the last mission
she’d undergo as herself, so to speak, was to kill the
man who’d been responsible for destroying her life.
  “Good luck, Ms. Terra.”
  “Thank you, sir,” she said with all the politeness
her tutors had taught her during her first fifteen
years, skills that she was surprised hadn’t atrophied in
the three years since she’d used them last.
  Then they brought her to Tyrador VIII.
  Nadaner had started telling another story. It was an
even bigger lie than the previous two.
  Nova came to a decision.
  The exact location of Nadaner and his people was a
few meters below a metal hatch that was hidden by
the overgrowth of the jungle, as well as the damping
field that had led her here. Reaching out with her
mind, she ripped out the overgrowth and tossed it
aside. Then, using the techniques they’d taught her at
the Academy, she looked for teek traps—defenses
against telekinetic tampering, booby traps that would
go off right in Nova’s face if she wasn’t careful.
  After a moment, she realized she needn’t have
bothered. Nadaner hadn’t anticipated a telekinetic.
More fool him.
  She ripped the hatch off its hinges and tossed it
aside. It was heavy, so it took some effort, but she
managed it.
  Cocking her assault rifle—which she had brought
as backup in case she encountered unexpected oppo-

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sition or wild animals—she leapt down into the hatch,
having telepathically determined that Nadaner and
his people weren’t right under it.
  They were about ten meters to the right of the
hatch, and they were very surprised to see a young
blonde in a white-with-navy-blue-trim bodysuit,
holding a very large gun, leap in through the hole
where their hatch used to be.
  Twelve people leapt to their feet, some less steadily
than others. All of them had had something to
drink—except for Cephme, who was allergic to alco-
hol—and many were very drunk.
  A second later, they were all dead. Steve, who was
looking forward to another opportunity to kill many
people at once. Pratikh, who joined up because
Arcturus Mengsk killed his cousin, and he wanted
Mengsk dead in revenge. Cephme, who hated not
being able to drink with the others. Yvenna, who
loved hearing Nadaner’s stories, even though she
knew they were lies. Ray, who wanted to be back
home on Halcyon with his girlfriend. Geraddo, who
wished Nadaner had some real drinks tonight instead
of his usual swill. Alexandra, who was starting to get
hungry. Thom and Joan, who’d just gotten married.
Joel, who’d just gotten divorced. Alessio and Peter-
Michael, the twins who secretly hated each other, but
never did anything apart. And David, who hated
everybody and everything, and joined Nadaner’s
cause so he could have a focus for that rage.
  She killed all of them in a second. The first time she

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deliberately   killed   someone—the   Pitcher—it had
taken a supreme effort. Ursitti, the cop who’d been
skimming, had been even more difficult. Now,
though, killing thirteen people was easier than snap-
ping fingers.
  Nova hadn’t wanted to kill anymore, but she knew
there was no choice.
  Besides, these slikes targeted my family.
  The only one who hadn’t risen was also the only
one she didn’t kill. This was Cliff Nadaner. A tall,
broad-shouldered man with receding dark brown hair
and a hook nose, Nadaner didn’t look like all that
much.
  But she knew better. She felt his hatred for the
governments of humanity, making no real distinc-
tion between the Confederacy and the Dominion. He
was a self-proclaimed anarchist, though he didn’t
believe in the true chaos that was required for proper
anarchy.
  Most of all, though, she felt his fear. He looked
around at the corpses suddenly at his feet, blood ooz-
ing out of every orifice in their heads, then looked
frantically up at her.
  “What are you?”
  She smiled, and started walking slowly toward
where he sat. “I’m what you made me, Cliff Nadaner.
I’m the product of your psychosis. You hate the idea
of anybody being more successful than you, so you
take it out on them. Koji at the factory wins
employee-of-the-month more than you, so you

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arranged for the accident that crippled him. But it
didn’t work, they just gave the award to Mika instead.
So you joined the Marines. But you couldn’t succeed
there, either—passed over for promotion six times,
then they drummed you out. With nowhere left to go,
you formed your own little band of rebels—but never
got Mengsk’s press. There were the Sons of Korhal,
and then the other guys. Then Mengsk actually did
what you wanted to do—he took over.”
  Again, Nadaner asked, “What are you?”
  “You ordered the destruction of the Terra family.
You managed to turn Edward Peters against them.
But you made one mistake, Cliff. You left one of them
alive.”
  Realization dawned on Nadaner’s face. “Oh no. Oh
no no no. You’re the one who—”
  “Yes, Cliff.” She had walked to within a meter of
him now, and Nadaner was eyeing her assault rifle
warily. “I’m the one who killed all your people. I
killed Edward and Gustavo and Adam and Tisch and
all the other ones you sent to kill my family. Because
you did that, I eventually became the very Ghost that
the Dominion has assigned to finally put an end to
your pathetic existence.”
  Falling out of his chair, Nadaner got down on his
knees and clasped his fists together. Tears were
streaming down his cheeks. “Please, no, I’m begging
you, don’t kill me. I’ll do anything, please, I’ll do it,
just ask, it’s yours!”
  Nova stared at the man who’d ruined her life. She

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had been looking forward to this moment, in many
ways, for three years, but now that it was here, she
was disgusted. This brilliant mastermind who had
plotted the utter destruction of the entire Terra family
was just another bully, no better than the people
she’d met in the Gutter every day.
  She had walked over to him intending to blow
Nadaner’s head off with the assault rifle, but now she
decided he wasn’t worth the bullets.
  “Can you give me my life back?”
  “Huh? No, I mean, I can get you money, or—”
  Nova killed him.
  Before his bleeding-through-the-eyes body could
even hit the floor of this underground bunker, Nova
had turned around and walked back to the hatch.
Telekinetically lifting herself up to the surface, she
then paused to catch her breath. Carrying her own
weight was always tricky, and she couldn’t do it for
very long, as it required a high level of focus. It was
certainly nothing she’d try in a fight. . . .
  She activated the comm unit that had lain dormant
since she got in the drop-pod, and said only two
words: “It’s finished.”
  Now, it’s really over. Nadaner’s dead—and soon, for all
intents and purposes, I will be, too.


  Six days ago, people claiming to be working with
the Korprulu Liberation Front—an organization dedi-
cated to the overthrow of Emperor Mengsk—had
taken over a munitions factory on New Sydney. With

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the deadliest new prototype weapons sitting there for
the taking, with the entire staff of the factory their
hostages, and with the factory itself a maze of tunnels,
catwalks, and twisted corridors, the KLF fully believed
that it had the place secured.
  Valley Johanssen knew she just had to wait it out.
Sooner or later, the rest of her KLF reinforcements
would arrive. They were en route now, taking care to
follow a circuitous route to avoid Dominion detection.
Once they got there, they’d go beyond this lousy fac-
tory, and take over all of New Sydney. It would be the
KLF’s greatest victory.
  She had guards at every entry point, each wearing
a helmet with state-of-the-art detection equipment.
Nobody could get anywhere near them without their
knowing it.
  That, at least, was what Johanssen believed.
  The guard at the north entrance didn’t see the lithe
form that snuck past him with consummate ease.
Neither his incredibly sophisticated equipment nor his
rather ordinary eyes were capable of penetrating the
baffling fields generated by the white-with-navy-
blue-trim suit she wore.
  None of the other guards saw the Ghost, either,
until and unless she wanted them to.
  Her mission was to limit casualties. This takeover
indicated a flaw in Dominion intelligence, and so they
needed as many alive as possible so they could be
questioned.
  Of course, she could shut down their brains with-

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out killing them. She only did that to a few, though—
the ones who weren’t due to check in for a little
while.
  Johanssen was talking to a Dominion negotiator
over a screen. The negotiator was pretending to do his
job; Johanssen didn’t believe that any of his offers
were legitimate. And she was right, they weren’t, but
not because the negotiator was trying to lead her on.
He was simply stalling while the Ghost made her
move.
  The best defense they had was the force field. It
didn’t stop her—the force field only reacted to some-
thing it could detect, and with the suit activated, the
Ghost couldn’t be detected—but it prevented assault
vehicles from attacking the factory. Johanssen was
standing right next to the control for the force field,
which she had given a new code so that only she
could deactivate it.
  On a whim, the Ghost went visible. Johanssen
whirled around, whipping up a P1000 she’d taken out
of this very factory. “How the hell’d you get in here?
Who are you?”
  “You have two choices, Valley. You can surrender,
or I can take down the force field and let in the
Grizzly that’s standing by over the ridge to rain fire
down on you and what’s left of your people. I’d take
the surrender. It’s not like you’re ever going to get
your brother back anyhow, so there’s no point in—”
  “Flick you.” Johanssen fired the P1000.
  The bullets didn’t leave the chamber, thanks to the

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Ghost’s keeping them there telekinetically, so the
P1000 exploded in Johanssen’s face. She fell to the
floor, clutching her burned and bleeding head.
  Walking over to the force field control, the Ghost
reached down and grabbed one of Johanssen’s hands
away from her face with her mind. Johanssen fought
the Ghost with what willpower she had left after hav-
ing had a gun blow up in her face, but it was no use.
  She typed in the code to lower the force field. It
was coded to Johanssen’s DNA, so it had to be her
hand that did it, which the Ghost had thought to be a
nice touch.
  “You gonna surrender now?”
  Pulling a knife out of her boot with her other hand,
Johanssen said, “Long live the KLF!”
  Before Johanssen could stab herself in the heart,
the Ghost telekinetically removed the knife from her
hand. “Sorry, you don’t get off that easily. That Grizzly
will be here any minute to take you away.”
  Minutes later, the large metal door to this room—
which the Ghost had moved through effortlessly,
thanks to her suit—was blown off by a Grizzly, a five-
person tank that could take on a small army all by
itself.
  However, there was no army to take on, and
Johanssen finally realized she was defeated, and sur-
rendered.
  Major Esmerelda Ndoci of the Annihilators and
four of her troops were on the Grizzly. “Why the flick

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did you even call us in if you took care of it?” she
asked angrily.
  The Ghost shrugged. “I knew you wanted to break
something.”
  Ndoci shook her head. “You’re still a stupid slike,
you know that?”
  Frowning, the Ghost asked, “Have we met before
this mission?”
  The major started to say something, then stopped.
“Never mind.”
  Nova Terra shrugged. Nothing mattered prior to
when she’d become a Ghost. Maybe in her previous
life she and Ndoci had crossed paths. She couldn’t
imagine it, but she didn’t try very hard, either.
  Turning on her suit’s stealth mode again, she
departed the factory without another word. Ndoci
could handle the cleanup, and she had to report back
to base for her next mission. After all, the enemies of
the Terran Dominion were everywhere, and the
Ghosts were the best line of defense against them.
  It was all Nova ever thought about.

       ABOUT THE AUTHOR




KEITH R.A. DECANDIDO is the author of over two
dozen novels, plus whole bunches of novellas, short
stories, eBooks, comic books, and nonfiction, all in a
wide variety of media universes. This is his second
foray into the world of Blizzard Games, following the
recent World of Warcraft novel Cycle of Hatred. He’s also
written in the milieus of Star Trek (in all its incarna-
tions, plus some new ones), Spider-Man, the X-Men,
Resident Evil, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Serenity, Farscape,
Andromeda, Xena, and a whole lot more. He is also the
author of the high-fantasy police procedural Dragon
Precinct, and the editor of many anthologies, most
recently the award-nominated Imaginings and the Star
Trek anthologies Tales of the Dominion War and Tales
from the Captain’s Table. His work has journeyed to sev-
eral bestseller lists, and has received critical acclaim
from Entertainment Weekly, Publishers Weekly, TV Zone,
Starburst, Dreamwatch, Library Journal, and Cinescape,
among others. When he isn’t writing or editing, he

can be seen playing percussion in a Manhattan club
or at a science fiction convention, or practicing ken-
shikai karate. He lives in New York City with his girl-
friend and two lunatic cats. Find out too much about
Keith at his official Web site at DeCandido.net, keep
up with his ramblings on LiveJournal under the
rather goofy user name of “kradical,” or just send him
silly e-mails at keith@decandido.net.
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